Saturday, November 21, 2009
hp seemed to b ok aft actin weird over bout 24 hr period. tt nite, it deleted all of my sms history w/o seekin my permission & leavin no trace and followin nite, it resend 1 sms to me. luckily nw nvr act strange again. this phone not even 1 yr old leh...
well, i noe my mobile plan only end by end of next yr but i did check out d student plan but found tt it's not applicable for me for thr is an age limit. so i guess i shall stick on to my current plan ba. didnt check on purpose cos thr is still another yr till my mobile plan end. jus happened to see a link & found tt d students plan seemed attractive.
anw, today, went to sg discovery ctr. not to d discovery ctr itself but for d paintball. due to d bad weather... cant proceed. sad... but we were allowed to try d stimulated shootin for free. i v 'sua ku' lah. nvr held d pistol (p226) or rifle b4. found out tt they were pretty heavy. & need practice to b able to aim well and managed to shoot bout 7-8 targets with each weapon. at least nvr get zero score & it was quite interestin. a new experience. at least nw not so 'sua ku'. it reminded me of my uni friend, C. think if play w her, sure lose one. well, today oso cant win lah. cos was w my bf's friends with only 3 gals includin myself in a big gp of 10 odds.
& guess wat. think long time nvr wore my sport shoes le. it gave way jus nw. luckily was alrdy below my hse when it gave way. s i dun really exercise, bought this cheap sport shoes w no brand yrs ago. tt time, i did jog every wk but aft bumpin to a weird malay guy, & havin to wake up early daily, i gave up joggin eventually. jus when i tot i could try joggin closer to hm dis comin dec holi when i not workin, my shoes gave way. well, at least a cheap pair of shoes last me for a no of yrs le. haha... shall source for a new pair soon so i can jog dis comin holi to train my stamina, to b healtier & hopefully can strengthen my right hip ligament & not worsenin it. shall monitor & see 'if' i really get to start joggin.
my initial plan was if i nvr work dis holi, i'll start jog d small round of my neighbourhood den progress to d external round ard my neighbourhood. last time, i went to jog near my friend(s)' place w each round i think at most 300 m. nw, i cant estimate d distance le. nvm lah. though may jus able to run a short distance by end of dis yr, tt's if i can motivate myself to do so. most impt is i must motivate myself. lol...
beginnin dis yr, initially still got go swim w my friend almost every wk but in d end oso nvr go. oso asked her jio me to jog if she go but think she oso got too busy. shall start myself & not wait for ppl jio me. i jus tot i'll b more motivated if i got company and lesser chance to meet weird ppl. anw, will progressively changed my joggin route & time or day to jog not fixed dependin on when i not workin. so dun think will meet weird ppl lah. jus ve to motivate myself will do. haha... always easier said than done...
MeMoRieS
10:52 PM
Friday, November 20, 2009
back to study in lib. ytd nvr came so dunno hw d queue & scene were like aft lib opened.
today seemed better. lesser ppl than wed & though no one ran today, thr r a couple of students who half-ran up d stairs... r they kiasu & stress or m i too relax??? i was strollin slowly up to get a place to sit while they r rushin up or down.
will thr b time tt i might get influence by them & become so kiasu oso??? hope not... sg is alrdy a fast-pace country. y d rush & stress when certain things can b done at a much relaxin state? of course when thr is d need, den rush la. if not jus take it slow ba. y 虐待自己???
anw, think today i will finish up d 2 slices of plain bread i 'kop' fr hm 2/3 days ago. checked d exp date ytd & saw tt it's tml so still can eat. d only prob is tt d 2 slices of bread r squashed & 'distorted'. lol... however, still edible lah so long s not expired & no mould. i v 'shui bian' w food one.
anw, 3 more days to start of exams, 18 days to final papers & < a mth to malacca trip. cant wait for exams to end. at least b gd to fast forward to 14 days ltr cos d final paper shld b much much more managable than d rest. anw, 14 days more means 'jus 2 weeks' (to cut d figure small). lol... ganbatte!!!
tt day, found out d weather forcast for these few days in malacca. it's wet weather with thunder. hope by d time i go, weather b gd. & heard 2nd recommendation for d chicken rice balls.... shall do research aft my exams...
MeMoRieS
8:45 AM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
early this mornin, climbed up high. lol. to change d light bulb lah. cos d previous bulb went haywire on me last night... 无药可救 so i dump it away le... wahahahaa...
MeMoRieS
10:28 PM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
i am workin in d dark rite nw. i noe it's dark outside but it is in my rm oso. bout an hr ago, my rm light flicker once. nw, it's non-stop. dunno if it's cos of d light bulb or d 'starter' or watever u call tt. at least tt's wat my dad called it.
i managed to find a spare new starter in 1 of my tool-boxes. well, not quite my tool-boxes la. shld say my dad's but nw was sort of re-pack & kept by me. lol...
however, i could not find any spare bulb in d drawer i used to keep in d livin rm. ya. it's me again. haha... i'm sort of d person who kept such things, in another words, 管家妹??? dun laugh, i'm d youngest at hm so still can treat myself s '妹' rather than '婆'. & cant see any in d store esp when d store's really packed.
since i cant find, i wonder if tml mornin d shop b opened for me to get when i go buy breakfast den can change. if not, shall do it aft i got hm in d afternoon ba. must changed or hw i study... i noe i shld study in study rm lah but i prefer to be in d comfort of my own rm...
MeMoRieS
11:52 PM
went for a psychology paid study jus nw & on d way back to lib, almost sprain my right ankle. luckily nvr or d $$ oso cant even cover d med expense... *phewed*
well, not d $$ issue la. it's exam comin, dun wanna injured myself...
MeMoRieS
10:42 AM
saw d maddness of d exams fever kickin in early in d mornin... yes! it's MADDNESS!!! -.-'''
d queue outside lib b4 d openin hr is not progressively increasin but rather it is exponentially increasin. ytd & d day b4 was more or less d same except tt thr were more ppl waitin outside d lib than mon. however, today's queue was really crazy. i think it might get worst s days goes by until d last few days ba... well, it's wat i expected s it had been d same previous sem but it's still to 夸张 alrdy.
tt's not d worst of d exam maddness. d worst thing was tt for d 1st time despite d fact tt i did went to d lib to study last sem oso, i saw a no of ppl runnin a race, dashin into d lib once it's opened. i understand tt they want to get a seat but d no of ppl queuein is not to d extent tt they wont get any seat at all loh. even if they could not get d seat tt they would prefer, they would still b able to get other seats ma. so is thr such a need for d rush???
d scene b4 my eyes made me dunno to laugh or to cry... they were carryin big bags (some backpack, slingbag, etc) and they looked quite 'cartoon' when they made the dash which made me feel like laughin but i ended up shakin my head. i bet d librarians would ve seen such a crazy scene too.
y did i say i wanna cry? it's cos wat i seen made me more stress over d exams & i really hate it... i dun wanna get nightmares over studies again... exams haven start & last nite i alrdy had sleepless nite. stayed up till quite late last nite cos jus cant fall asleep. & guess wat... i ended up hypothesizing experiment on hw to characterize certain type of cells durin embryonic development... hw weird. i nvr even study tt development bio module for d last 2 days & yet my mind autorun d program for d module. had to scold myself & forced myself to get to sleep though it didn't help much.
i'll nvr ever put myself in dis shoe ever again aft i graduate. i rather picked up other short courses to upgrade my skills, etc, rather than tryin to upgrade 'academically'. it had gone beyond my threshold limit alrdy & i jus ve to pray hard i dun end up in IMH by d end of my 4 yrs course. T.T
i think i shld give up tryin to stress myself over d type of degree i would get eventually. cos i realized for d past few sem till last nite, i ve been slpin & do tut in dream, wakin up in middle of d nite thinkin i'm late for exam, havin slpless nite over exams, wakin up wonderin if i need to go sch, wakin up wondering wat to study/revise next when exams alrdy ended, etc...
but of course if can, 2nd class would b d best & b a miracle if i can get. it's still an aim to work forward to. w my current grade, if can get d 3rd class alrdy gd enough le. anw, jus hope i can get through this final 2 yrs smoothly will do. so long s dun fail den gd enough le even if i jus get a degree w/o an honor. if i push myself too hard, i really think i'll end up in IMH.
i shldn't ve cont'd on for dis degree. i dun mind being a master-of-none or to put nicely, jack-of-all-trades. at least i'm well versatile. & capable of do more things. i dun see hw dis degree further enhance my academic knowledge for it's makin me more stress... anw, since i'm in dis & had been my 5th sem and thr r 'jus' 3 more sem to go, i'll cont'd to persevere on. 'jus' 3 more sem aft this is jus a way to console myself.... sighed... T.T
hang on... 20 more days to temp freedom... 真是个好漫长的20天... 可一定要努力.不然就不只要熬多3个学期了... *touched wood*
MeMoRieS
8:35 AM
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
woke up rmbr-in i got a really bad dream jus b4 i woke up. *shivered*...
almost become like this -> T.T but at least i knew it was jus a dream (although couldn't really rmbr d dream).
MeMoRieS
6:03 AM
