Friday, 30 October 2009

late for lect

ytd mornin, was late for lect. took staff bus s usual but thr was bit of jam & in d end, i was late. worst. i didn't even notice tt i reached d place whr i would alight on thurs cos it's d only day whr lesson is held at another place. i tot i have not reach & by d time i realised tt i had to alight fr d bus, d bus alrdy left. so i had to alight at another stop when d bus go over. thus, i was even more late. ok lah. didn't miss much.

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

dear's dad still in EDTU in NUH

back home... dear's dad still under observation in EDTU (extensive diagnosis treatment unit) in NUH. so far, all d tests ok & he looked better in the evening than in the afternoon. hope everything will be ok and back to norm asap...

dear's dad sent to nuh

received a call this mornin. shockin call. dear said he called ambulance cos his dad not well. nw they at nuh. hope everything is alright. be gg over in a while see if anything i can help. couldn't go earlier cos didn't wanna let my parents noe in case they worry too...

* hope everything will b fine...*

Monday, 26 October 2009

mum really unhappy...

i knew it. mum unhappy w aunt & come back sure grumble & grumble at me. i noe she unhappy & i noe i v bad cos i told her straight in her face tt if she was really so unhappy w my aunt, she shld tell her & not come back & grumble at me. cos it's not my fault.

mum always like tt so i pretty pissed off so nw if i could, i would keep tellin her tt i cant do anything unless she told whoever who made her unhappy. if she dun tell, ppl wont care & cont'd. & if tt happened, i'll kanna again. i hope d msg really get to my mum & not angry w me oso. *fingers-crossed*

shld avoid heat recently ba

aft an accident-prone fri, i kanna hot oil for fryin eggs for dinner a while ago. cos of water lah.

seemed like i shld avoid anything w heat recently. in lab (last fri), oso can kanna burnt by fire when tt nvr happened b4 for more than a decade in labs since sec sch. & nw, hot oil when v v long time nvr happened le. *shake head*

anw, think nothing serious lah. even though my feet, my forehead & face did kanna a drop of d oil. luckily i wore specs cos i think my specs kanna bout 3 drops tt i had to wash it w soap.

thks to my aunt for today. *sighed* she only inform my mum a while ago tt she'll b v late & my mum oso haven eat & she asked me fried an egg for her to eat w rice. if i eat by myself, i would jus put d egg on d rice cooker to steam. lazy ma & to me, can eat can le. no need fanciful meal.

if i noe my aunt b late, & mum cant b back so soon, i would ve cook earlier too. was hungry while waitin for mum to come back till she called & asked me find things to eat... my mum not happy w my aunt alrdy for informin so late.

anw, shall b more carefully if i had to deal w flame or anything hot for nw...

Sunday, 25 October 2009

relatively fast week...

dis wk seemed to past relatively quickly. it's alrdy sun b4 i noe it. prob cos mon no lesson so it's only a 4 day 'study wk'... but... d wk started off slow & draggy...

well, ytd, went to his place to celebrate his dad's bday. i think it was d 1st time he celebrate w his parents too. went to henderson for dinner w his parents & i oso bought cake for his dad.

Friday, 23 October 2009

accident-prone

it's was a pretty accident-prone day ytd for me... esp on my right hand...

durin lab, my hand got too much 70% ethanol tt it 'caught fire' while i flame to sterilize the needle for d vacuum pump. it was naked flame so i dun see any fire on my hand but i could suddenly felt my middle finger burning.

wat will u do when this happen? norm ppl will react almost immediately. it's a natural reflect tt need not go thru any thinking in d brain. so wat did i do? i stayed calm and think. ya. no natural reaction. i analyze the situation. believed that the flame will go away once ethanol is used up. but when d pain was too much, i decided to cover my fingers w my left hand to deplete d air for d fire and i happily continued my practical w/o any other reaction or interruption.

my friends was amazed at my reflexes and teased that my spinal cord is faulty and thus, no 1st reflexes. they were also amazed hw i could still calmly finished up my experiment like nothing had happened. even when my gloved is already burnt with a hole left. and i only went to wash and treat my 'wound' aft i was done with d lab session.

well, it is a 2nd degree burn with a blister. d burnt was intensified at the place where the hole was created by the naked flame. & i tot i only burnt my middle finger but i got to realize tt i oso burnt my 4th finger but that was more minor. it is a 1st degree burn.

& not only did i burnt my fingers by accident. back hm, aft shower, b4 exitin fr d bathrm, i bumped my right elbow on d wall. tt hurts & i almost scream out on 1st reaction.

hope no more accident fr nw on...

Tuesday, 20 October 2009

mum's grumpy again...

dis mornin, my mum grumbled bout d noodle again... sighed... this time not cos not enough sauce but rather too much sauce. ya. too little sauce she not happy say only eat noodle taste. nw give her more sauce, she oso make noise. told her tt she could add soup to her noodle if too little or too much sauce but tt doesn't quiet her down. *shake head*

anw, ytd afternoon, went to his place aft he finish work. he was feelin v tired & at times cant focus & even headache. sighed... & worst still. my mum grumblin too... tone not v nice when i call her back for three times. she was pretty agitated cos he tried to 'ren' & not go see doc & i had to assure her tt he had 'got better', etc. sighed... & my dad went to pick me up at 7+ jus aft i took my dinner & i had to rush to clean up. he came out of work earlier to pick me but he could ve finish his work loh. made me so rush. anw, luckily his mum was home by the time i had to leave lah. hope he'll get well soon...

Sunday, 18 October 2009

long weekends

it's been a long weekend...

sat was my friend's ROM and weddin. her ROM was in d mornin at tampines soka ctr so i nvr went over or i would ve to wake up v early. furthermore, evenin got her dinner. thus, decided to go only for her dinner. somemore, tot of draggin dear to go see doc if he was still v unwell so in d end, went over to his place in d mornin but he seemed better so i nvr insist.

in d evenin, went for my friend's dinner. it's d most dramatic weddin i went to. nvr had any anti-climax. d waiters even had some dance steps b4 giving out d cold dish, d video montage for d mornin was v dramatically done, emcees did great job, thr were dances for 2nd march in, games for d couples to play on d stage, d guy sang for his bride, ... ... well, i believed everyone quite enjoyed d dinner then includin myself. & i went for supper aft d dinner. no lah. i nvr eat but accompanied dear as he was hungry when he went to drive me home.

today mornin, skipped my dance trg again. oops... haha... cos went w his mum & him to his cousin's baby's 1st mth. den went for my soka mtg in d afternoon. aft tt when he came over, heard tt he got bit of breathin difficulties & had to work early tml. thus, made him go and see d doc w d help of my mum esp aft knowin he got asthma history. he said he was better hrs aft takin d med.

tml is another day of break for me which i haven tell my parents. i noe i cant go sch cos lib oso no open. ltr den tell my mum ba & stayed hm do some study or tut if thr is. mayb afternoon see if wanna go 'look aft' tt big baby aft he finish work. ya. big baby cos dunno hw to take care of himself. not well still try to tahan & refused to see doc. scary loh. cos my cousin's hubby died of asthma in his sleep. if i noe he got asthma history, would ve dragged him to see doc ytd loh.

Friday, 16 October 2009

it's fri

it's fri... haha... & i think i got much better le. finally... for my throat, nose & teeth. but i still feel k/o at this afternoon timin again. always like tt... but at least not feel so k/o for whole day. ^.^ but mornin, dear said it's his turn feel unwell. hope i didn't spread to him... :X

lect ended within an hr today & was in d lib since. whole mornin tried fb quizzes... haha... but i got back in track again. sort of completed my BS305 practical 3 report. mayb jus look thru again & if got time do some research & edit b4 submission on wed. i oso did d only tut available which is for 2 mon ltr cos comin mon is p. holi. nvr really complete fully but left some tt need awake mind to search, think & do. so stopped for nw... haha... mayb shall nap a while, if got time, revise BS306 a teeny tiny bit b4 gg JP. ;p

well, my friends was amazed when i said i would stayed till ard 4+ in sch cos lesson ended at 9.30. but didn't wanna go back lah. cos today mum no need look aft cousins & so she'll b home. dun wan her ltr see me nap or be unhappy if i focus on my report & tut & ignore her when she wanna chat. or i'll b unproductive if i entertain her.

at least in sch, i can do in peace ma... can do faster. & if she wanna tok, i can tok when i go back hm. den can entertain her cos i'm done w my hm-work. jus cant really nap lah... pros & cons la... though i can be unproductive if i tired. but i can have d habit to push myself to do more even if tired but provided if not much thinking is required... & can go w/o food at times... (erm.. ya. i nvr take lunch. mayb ltr go JP see if buy a pancake or something to eat)... hee... i noe it's not gd but tt's wat happen when i got too engross & can easily b scare when i'm too engross. dun try scare me k... haha... kk. shall stop here & nap... hee...

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

sick, tooth, lab results, lab report

was better this mornin but havin whole day lesson in air-con place doesn't help. worsen abit till my friend said my voice diff. at least aft awhile better le. luckily last wk nvr registered for d blood donation this wk. hw can i donate like tt. & somemore, i got take med oso. anw, i oso got a bottle of ginseng chrysanthemum tea fr dear who bought it aft readin my blog. thks!

& i oso v sianz w my 2nd premolar on d top left cos it's bit shaky and food always got stuck thr causin discomfort at times. heard fr d dentist tt time say my top 2 2nd premolar r still baby tooth & i jus check on d web which said that by 13, permanent tooths shld replace all 28 baby tooth so i dunno y i still got tt 2 baby premolar. & apparently if i lose it, it may not grow back. jus hope it wont get worst ba...

anw, dis mornin in lab class, went to kajiao an ex-colleague to help my friends & i take photos of d lab results w his pro cam. hee... but i really appreciate his help. cos we need to draw out d bands. w/o d photos, we might have to stay in d lab & draw till v long. at least w d photos, we can draw when we r free.

in late mornin, my friends & i oso pretty blur, we deposit our lab report for last week pract into d pigeon hole thinkin tt it's a wk deadline but in d end, we got another 1 more week. my friends rush till late last nite while i completed d last bit of it early in d mornin ytd b4 i go out (tt explain y i woke up earlier)...

Tuesday, 13 October 2009

long, tired, fun all in 1 day

skipped a whole day of lectures & tutorials today for a close friend's ROM. my other sec sch friends oso kip teasin & askin when would be my turn. & even give suggestion like dun do wat 1st cos tt way, no proposal & eventually said mayb i would b d one proposing. lol... they also tok bout gettin a hse den get married, etc & his reply was get kid 1st den get a hse. i was tongue-tighted w all d funny reply & suggestions. when it comes to throwin of flower by d bride, thr were only 3 of us left & my friends refused to pick up d flower which dropped on the floor and so i had to pick it up. & tt triggers more teasing. lol... anw, it was a nice catch-up session with my friends.

went to Clementi K-Box after the ROM and again, was k/o aft the middle of the session. slept while my friend sang d last 2 songs and was feeling slightly better. however, back home, d k/o feelin came back. luckily i did d 305 report in the mornin. anw, my throat did feel slightly better but not my nose. it's still blocked at the left side & nw, seemed like wanna become runnin tap le... sighed... somemore, jus nw when i clean off my make-up, saw a horrible face... panda eyes v obvious. ytd, in sch, i noe i was pale. but nw, bad panda eyes... shall take med & slp early today b4 my body go on more riot again & read my lab protocol & 2 journal articles tml morning if can. -.-

& was thinkin of jus gg for my friend's dinner & not her ROM on coming sat. i think i too heaty & too tired le & d ROM is at Tampines Soka Ctr. Travelling to & fro need 3 hrs wor... aiya. nw only tue, shall see hw on fri ba.

Monday, 12 October 2009

cascade of events

it's a cascade event... aft nose itch ytd, nw come bit of sorethroat. damn... think too heaty le. cos ate too much durian le lah... mum bought durian wrapped in pancake, durian tarts, durian puddin & durian 'muah chi'.

anw, throat nw dun feel quite right at d left side & my nose oso itch more at d left side. so i guess it's d same old prob. infection... & i must keep it under ctrl or due to my Allergic Rhinitis prob, it may result in cough & tt'll b troublesome... sighed...


oh ya. jus nw over breakfast, it reminded me of ytd. ytd while havin breakfast w parents, d person cook beehoon for mum instead of beehoon mixed with mee. & i volunteered to change my noodle w her if she dun like d beehoon only. in d end, d conversation ended up on a family friend, tt auntie once dump a packet of rice away due to d fact tt d dishes weren't to her liking and she got angry with her husband. my mum said tt auntie was worst than her & i dunno y my dad said tt my mum oso d same which she denied. i dunno whr i got d courage to say tt this kind of thing, dun compare who is more lihai (in my tot, 'cos it's negative'). my mum understood & laugh. *phew* & jus nw, while eatin d 'niang tou fu noodle', nvr hear her complain bout d sauce. hope this can cont'd. ^.^

Sunday, 11 October 2009

nose oso 'makin noise'...

hmm... other than a day of technical prob, think my nose oso 'makin noise'...

mornin, sneezed a couple of time durin d anni celeb of my dance gp. tot was dusty or too cold thr but when i'm hm, my nose still itch once a while & sneezed a few times. even started runnin for a short while oso.

itch till i buah tahan & tot i better curb it b4 turnin into a major prob. so i took med. may still itch nw but not s bad s jus nw. jus hope it's a false alarm. dun wanna fall ill when it's jus gg 2nd wk aft d term break & somemore, tue is my close friend's rom wor... shall heal advice to sleep earlier today. i hope la... ;p

technical problems

2day been a technical fault day...

1st my v 1st digital cam die on me jus b4 i'm leavin my dance anniversary celebration. actually, ytd i can alrdy feel it's not right when d lens come out & open up. anw, this cam is an old cam le. bought since apr 03. been w me for more than 6 yrs le. it's d 2nd digital cam tt failed on me but it's better than my 2nd cam which was spoilt jus aft a yr i had it. most likely wont b gettin any cam for nw. at most get d other one fr dad which he usually kept w him. it's a cam fr his company actually. haha... ;p

2nd technical prob i had is w my printer. it's printin w more white streaks even aft dunno hw many print head cleanin. sighed... d worst is... aft i print my notes for tml mornin lecture, found duplicate & everything is wrong. & thr are more than 90 slides... even when i print 4 slides per pages, thr r still more than 20 pages. so i have to reprint. & i spent almost an hr printin d 1st copy. argh.... thus, meanin, another 1 more hr plus waste of printer ink... sianz....

night safari - the return of halloween horror

time flies... fr mon to thurs, wish for fri. yet nw, weekend gonna past... sighed...

dear brought me to d night safari today for the return of halloween horror. on d train of terror to gate of neverland, had a plate of devil's delight (made up of 2 fingers, 2 eyeballs, & 1 which i cant decide if it's a heart) and a glass of bloody witch potion with an eyeball. at d gate of neverland, creatures started to come out to scare ppl. thus, can hear d screamin but i think my wires might ve connected wrongly. at times, i was laughin & even 'boo' a creature (cant rmbr wat) when he try to come over & scare me. lol...

while walkin thru d trail, i even had a sudden tots of turnin back to scare a ghost in a well but i nvr do tt. i'd tt evil tot of i wanna see hw d ghost would react when he was scared by a mortal when he didn't expect it. if he jumped, i believed everybody ard who saw it would laugh like mad... wahahaaa...

anw, thr were many ppl when i reach thr. was surprised at d 'overwhelmin response'. even kids went but they were scared yet wanted to take photos w d ghostly creatures. & we walked ard two of d other trails before callin it a day & head back and took more photos before leavin for home. actually, i was thinkin tt if d trail was longer w more creatures, it would b even better but ok lah. it is my 1st time visitin d night safari since it's openin & somemore w such '1st hand experiences' when in d past, only watch ghosts or creatures on a electronic rectangular box.

Thursday, 8 October 2009

drawing for a lab report

did 1 of d drawings for a lab report... drew cross-section of a fern and yet realized tt it's v hard to differentiate especially d middle part whr d xylem & phloem are. cos we can only use pencil to do the drawing so everything looks quite d same no matter hw hard i try to differentiate them out. thus, decided to use different shade of pencils (like 2B, 3B, 4B, etc) to redraw d xylem.

wanna embark on d cross-section drawing of a stem yet realized will be d same prob so decided not to do already. will do when i got back ba. ;p

Wednesday, 7 October 2009

really tot it was fri alrdy...

i dunno if i shld laugh at myself or cry... in afternoon, blog & said tt i wish it's fri. & for a split sec jus nw when mum tok to me, i almost tot tml is sat... & said she can go sleep if she tired as my dad would only go open his company letterbox at singpost on sat mornin. -.-''' luckily i stopped myself in time or mum sure laugh till mad loh...

anw, i dun really find it funny lah. i still haven quite recover all thks to mon nite w jus 2 hr slp so i'm not thinkin right... lucky me. cos usually this week is a week of quizzes aka tests... if so, i think i'll b a dead meat. hmm... roast meat anyone??? lol...

aft class today, on d way out of sch, chat w a friend and was tokin bout life cycles & she said she can be like evolve btw 虫 & 龙. told her i wish to b like pig for nw so tt i can jus slp & eat only. actually hor, i think i can go w/o food lah. dun eat oso nvm jus slp or do nothing will do... hee... but for nw, jus hope my body can tahan & hang in thr & not get 'too heaty'... it's gonna b fri soon...

jus mid week...

so much for wantin to recharge durin d term break. think did recharge a bit den but aft a nite of toss & turn jus a day aft sch commence, battery became relatively flat le. though was better than ytd, today was not v much diff. & hw i wish today is fri... 想都没有... it's jus mid of d week only... & today long day somemore... sighed...

i dun mind not sleepin early but brain not functionin well cos i could stare into blank space aft doing my assignment jus now. well, actually i dunno if my brain if functionin well or not la. jus dun go haywire & work when necessary & rest when i shld will do...

hangin in thr!!!

Tuesday, 6 October 2009

K/O alrdy

i feelin quite k/o for d whole of today but nw is d worst. still got a soka mtg at 8pm. luckily it's at hm but actually if not, i might give it a miss...

tossed & turn on bed since 12+am till 3++am.. & i woke up at 5++am. when i received my friend's SMS sayin she skippin d mornin lecture, i oso got d urge to do so but i alrdy changed my clothes le. somemore, thr was no 12.30pm tut actually. all of us was thr but d tutor nvr come.

though k/o, i sort of managed to get wat d tutor explained & aft which decided to nap a while. my friends was discussin d tut aft d class durin a break & i listen & though i got no notes in front of me & w my eyes closed, managed to discuss w my friends. aft their discussion, i really wanted to nap but ended up sort of figure out a tut qs which my friends & i had doubt w... sighed...

y must i think of tut qs, etc when i'm slpin... & sort of figure out d ans for dunno d 2nd or 3rd time le. y cant i figure out when i'm wide awake? y must i need my sub-conscious mind to figure out? it's so scary. i dun wanna work even when i'm restin loh... will go crazy one leh... sleep should mean rest... esp when i'm v tired today...

luckily lecture ended earlier today & can go hm earlier but i didn't managed to rest & soon will ve d mtg... hw i wish thr is none so i can rest. i'm really feelin v k/o nw. brain dead... & i haven read d journal article for tml class... T.T

Saturday, 3 October 2009

wat a crazy nite of runnin away & hiddin...

wat a nite... had been wakin up ard every hr fr 1+ till 4+... & best part... had a weird dream tt can even cont'd on...

think i watch too much tv, etc le... this time, in my dream, ppl got micro-chip in their body done by some bad guys so they can trace d location of d ppl & i was hidin fr them. i didn't ve d chip and think not all ppl got. i even go to a shop to ask if they could help extract it fr another person which they nvr cos they must not do so.

d settin of my dream was oso weird. think at times, i can run & sneak on d bad guys in a sch compound whr they kept ppl s hostage. at times, i can b runnin away fr d bad guys & even ended up in a market settings whr i do see ppl sellin prawns, etc. ya. i did saw prawns. big baskets of them. think oso got d tiger prawns.

d funniest part of my dream was tt thr was a person who somehw got some magic power tt can open up d floor, creatin a hole, with d shape of d hole on d door to put d key in, & hide in it w d face lookin up to see wat happen outside but was not obvious to ppl outside cos d hole was seal back w cement leavin jus small portion of d face. thus, ppl could b steppin on his face as they moved pass. & wat's more funny is tt thr was once, i think d person help me & so i oso hide d same way & s d hole sealed w cement, got some flies stuck on w me. disgustin loh. think this part might b due to d 'Drag me to hell' movie. lol...

anw, i cant rmbr much details & thr r many more but i think d main part of my dream was tt i was running away, was hiddin. it reminded me tt i had such runnin away dream b4. tt time was a war scene. i was runnin away to hide & d settin was like d olden days war scene... in another dream, i somehw got a weird 'pet' which was somehw prohibited & so i was hiddin again fr d authorities.

havin such dreams r weird enough.. but why? i do ve other weird dreams which i cant recall nw. but these 3 dreams r v weird. y do i need to run away & hide? i jus hope it's jus random dreams w no link... sianz...

though i think these kinda dream is better than me doing homework, etc in my dream and thinkin of hw to solve d tutorial qs, etc in my dream, but i still hope i dun get it often. it drains too much of my adrenalin in my dream loh... mayb tt's y i kept wakin up...

well, mayb i can some out w a movie script & direct a movie w wat happen in my dreams... since it can get so excitin. mayb it can b an action pack movie with sci-fict. whahahaaa... but jus hope it'll stop...

Friday, 2 October 2009

feeling saturated already...

dis mornin, overslept again. freq of oversleepin gettin more freq le... i jumped up when i got an sms fr dear at ard 9.15am when he wanna wake up at 8.45. oops... anw, luckily he sms. i forgot tt i got piano tunin at 11. if i nvr received any sms, i bet i would still b 'happily' sleepin.

anw, b4 d person arrived to tune my piano, i read d papers, kept my things & when d person arrived, i do other things. & when he left, i played on my piano for a while. it'd been a while since i last played my piano. can say pretty rusty le. i mean my skills lah. lol.

well, d person said i need to service my piano too cos it's v dirty inside. suppose to service & clean every 2 to 3 yr but i had my piano w me for about 4 years le. oops... i didn't noe tt. but i dun intend to do it nw. most likely aft my exam ba. i dun wanna rush back fr sch or anything esp when my timetable can ve changes one esp for d last few practical for a module.

aft playing on my piano, did some other things and even search for some songs. & yes. i sort of did complete my lab report. & did d tut for BS309. think i do so many things at once till nw my head felt saturated again... but not to d extend of swayin fr side to side lah... haha... though feeling k/o now, i felt satisfied for completin wat i intended to. ^.^

i realized i can really forget bout sleep or food when i'm engross. gd & bad. gd for i can get things done w full concentration. but it's bad cos not gd for health. must really take note of tt... anw, think shall nap a short while b4 gg grandma's hse for dinner ltr. shld b alright aft a short nap ba...