great... i jus overdose myself w d dhasedyl (cough syrup)... i always try to avoid this med... even if i took it a nite b4, d effect will still b hauntin me for quite a while...
dis mornin, nothin to do so went to d clinic in sch. no other alternative other than dis med but not given spoon. nvr took in mornin but decided to take it nw. poured into my mouth in d end. 一时失手... ended up takin 15 ml. jus 5 ml can knock me out. so... soon i'll b zzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZ..... haiz...
Wednesday, 30 June 2010
Friday, 25 June 2010
happy
though last min & actually almost end late late again, i enjoyed d catch-up session...
it had been a long time since i met my friend. we used to meet up every week for swim/movie/dinner but since last yr, nvr get d chance to... rmbr tt she was searchin for job & been a long time, so i sms to see hw she had been, end up decided to meet up but i was scare i cant make it if i end late.
well, i believed & tot i could leave by 6 but almost ended late/v late. today got happy hour at work & d one i under was hungry & wanted to go at 5 when we need cont'd experiment at 5.10. ended up gg back lab almost 5.20. tot i'll b late. den she told me tt prof wanted to do something. tot want do today. luckily not today. & oso no need cont'd d further experiment w her or i duno wat time can go le.
anw, today, i got a results for part of wat i need to do & went to show d prof w d graduate student i under. she said tt actually could b like a fyp results. i rmbr tt last time for my fyp, didn't really get a result like nw. but need further proof. well, i'm still happy tt i did something. hope i can cont'd their test to proof & den i can put in my resume in a yr time. keeping fingers crossed...
oh ya. today at d happy hour, i drank... well, not cos i go take but cos think a friend's friend took extra & passed him & he passed me. but i nvr take d whole thing since i duno my limit. oso cos i meetin my friend so i dun wanna end up screwin up if i cant take it but i believe my limit not tt weak.
recent mths ago, due to all d stunts fr u know who, i 'steal' a can fr fridge & drink. so unless d percentage is higher, otherwise shld not b a prob for me. so i took d chance to taste d beer. think it's called iguana or so ba unless i nvr see properly. well, i think it taste better than d tiger or calsberg beer i stole to drink. anw, i jus drink half a small cup. naughty hor... haha... jus duno wanna be suaku. i wanna try watever i can (anything legal) before d youth is gone. i dun wanna waste my life & get tight down by everything. i not a explorer but thr r still things new or unknow to me. haha
back to meet up w my friend. we met at lot 1 & ended up walking back home. my place was 4 lrt stn away & took about 40 min to reach hm. could be faster but chat chat & walk slow slow ma. den aft split, i cont'd w d pace. i no rush go hm or i rather go back slowly. jus hope my knee ok w it ba. it really feels gd w gd company. i do enjoy d company. it's back like those days... but today seemed to be like a session tt my friend hear stories fr me. lol... nxt time, tell me urs. hee...
overall, today seemed gd. gd results fr experiment, try a 'new' type of beer, & have gd company. i wish for more... haha...
it had been a long time since i met my friend. we used to meet up every week for swim/movie/dinner but since last yr, nvr get d chance to... rmbr tt she was searchin for job & been a long time, so i sms to see hw she had been, end up decided to meet up but i was scare i cant make it if i end late.
well, i believed & tot i could leave by 6 but almost ended late/v late. today got happy hour at work & d one i under was hungry & wanted to go at 5 when we need cont'd experiment at 5.10. ended up gg back lab almost 5.20. tot i'll b late. den she told me tt prof wanted to do something. tot want do today. luckily not today. & oso no need cont'd d further experiment w her or i duno wat time can go le.
anw, today, i got a results for part of wat i need to do & went to show d prof w d graduate student i under. she said tt actually could b like a fyp results. i rmbr tt last time for my fyp, didn't really get a result like nw. but need further proof. well, i'm still happy tt i did something. hope i can cont'd their test to proof & den i can put in my resume in a yr time. keeping fingers crossed...
oh ya. today at d happy hour, i drank... well, not cos i go take but cos think a friend's friend took extra & passed him & he passed me. but i nvr take d whole thing since i duno my limit. oso cos i meetin my friend so i dun wanna end up screwin up if i cant take it but i believe my limit not tt weak.
recent mths ago, due to all d stunts fr u know who, i 'steal' a can fr fridge & drink. so unless d percentage is higher, otherwise shld not b a prob for me. so i took d chance to taste d beer. think it's called iguana or so ba unless i nvr see properly. well, i think it taste better than d tiger or calsberg beer i stole to drink. anw, i jus drink half a small cup. naughty hor... haha... jus duno wanna be suaku. i wanna try watever i can (anything legal) before d youth is gone. i dun wanna waste my life & get tight down by everything. i not a explorer but thr r still things new or unknow to me. haha
back to meet up w my friend. we met at lot 1 & ended up walking back home. my place was 4 lrt stn away & took about 40 min to reach hm. could be faster but chat chat & walk slow slow ma. den aft split, i cont'd w d pace. i no rush go hm or i rather go back slowly. jus hope my knee ok w it ba. it really feels gd w gd company. i do enjoy d company. it's back like those days... but today seemed to be like a session tt my friend hear stories fr me. lol... nxt time, tell me urs. hee...
overall, today seemed gd. gd results fr experiment, try a 'new' type of beer, & have gd company. i wish for more... haha...
Tuesday, 22 June 2010
wat shld i do?
我变了。我变的脆弱。我变的容易掉眼泪。经历了这么多，有的时候会怀疑自己是不是做太多了。其实我确实是还蛮累的。最近也经常头痛。我是不是背负着太多。我累到好想放开一切，离开一切。可我却做不到。
在家却想离开。在外却希望能回家休息。可到家却不敢休息。就算休息也心惊胆战的。
我累到有会议，我会不想去，想回家又不敢。好像有家归不得。在实验室里做事，时间不固定。可跑来跑去到我的脚又痛，也可有时差不多一整天没事干。有时难得能早回，有时晚。可是有时早的话也想休息，那有什么问题。为什么硬要烦我，逼我去呢？你越是那样我越反感，那不是弄巧陈佐吗？
我真的已经累到今天一整天都好困，好想睡哟。怎么办？
在家却想离开。在外却希望能回家休息。可到家却不敢休息。就算休息也心惊胆战的。
我累到有会议，我会不想去，想回家又不敢。好像有家归不得。在实验室里做事，时间不固定。可跑来跑去到我的脚又痛，也可有时差不多一整天没事干。有时难得能早回，有时晚。可是有时早的话也想休息，那有什么问题。为什么硬要烦我，逼我去呢？你越是那样我越反感，那不是弄巧陈佐吗？
我真的已经累到今天一整天都好困，好想睡哟。怎么办？
Monday, 21 June 2010
can go collect ndp tix
oops... i'm still wide awake... insomnia... end up rmbr tt i need go collect my ndp tix... guess i can go tml. since i'm free... gd gd... i think i no go sch le... shld i go thr straight? but will b super early if i go out same time... & my laptop hw... bring along? but heavy sia... esp troublesome to take d train at peak hr... y didn't i rmbr d ndp tix thingy earlier... haiz... but will thr b many ppl?
lab audit
ah.... wat shld i do tml... well, actually ltr la... gonna ve lab audit. prof told us (undergrads) not to do lab work & said if gg, stay in office will do. 'if gg'... so shld i go? another attachment gal not gg. not sure bout d fyp guy. he always not in office one. if he got come, he either in lab or somewhr else... so not sure if he'll b in tml... oso not sure bout d other proud guy cos he stayed pasir ris... will he come? so shld i go or not la... damn it... but i don wanna stay hm whole day...
i'm tired yet w this issue, my brain is workin... cant get to slp la...
or shld i go see see, show face... but if really nothing to do... waste time... wat if d rest of d undergrads nvr go... den... if suay suay audit in mornin... den i might end up workin late... cos start late... shit...
option a: go show face den sneak off... tt means i cant bring & set my laptop
option b: go show face den go off... but may end up workin late if audit in mornin cos start work late...
option c: go & stay... may end up wastin time
option d: no go at all... whr do i go den? even if wanna go develop photo for grandma oso only open near noon...
option e: go sch but no go lab... go lib/resource rm? wat to do thr? but it seemed like d best option.
k. i think i pick option e. go sch but no go lab. den see hw. if really nothing, den i go off whenever i want. settle... nw go slp...
i'm tired yet w this issue, my brain is workin... cant get to slp la...
or shld i go see see, show face... but if really nothing to do... waste time... wat if d rest of d undergrads nvr go... den... if suay suay audit in mornin... den i might end up workin late... cos start late... shit...
option a: go show face den sneak off... tt means i cant bring & set my laptop
option b: go show face den go off... but may end up workin late if audit in mornin cos start work late...
option c: go & stay... may end up wastin time
option d: no go at all... whr do i go den? even if wanna go develop photo for grandma oso only open near noon...
option e: go sch but no go lab... go lib/resource rm? wat to do thr? but it seemed like d best option.
k. i think i pick option e. go sch but no go lab. den see hw. if really nothing, den i go off whenever i want. settle... nw go slp...
Tuesday, 15 June 2010
back & yet got sick...
time passed... back in SG for a couple of days le. back on fri nite 11.30. back w a strained left knee tt hurt but aft restin sat afternoon so much better.
den... sun afternoon duno y, feel like 闷闷, blur blur, ... den headache follow... tt nite got slight fever & feel like gettin sick w throat like givin way... mon oso headache & slight cough & nite oso slight feverish & today still headache.
ended up today went see doc & temp slightly high oso. & whole early afternoon, spend on sleepin. jus simply cant keep myself awake. guess i too tired ba.
well, d HK trip was alright. cant say v enjoyable yet not d opp oso. erm... sometimes la. but balance out so in d ave range loh. but i lookin forward to jul trip. hopefully tt one b more enjoyable & relaxin. less stress oso. ^.^
den... sun afternoon duno y, feel like 闷闷, blur blur, ... den headache follow... tt nite got slight fever & feel like gettin sick w throat like givin way... mon oso headache & slight cough & nite oso slight feverish & today still headache.
ended up today went see doc & temp slightly high oso. & whole early afternoon, spend on sleepin. jus simply cant keep myself awake. guess i too tired ba.
well, d HK trip was alright. cant say v enjoyable yet not d opp oso. erm... sometimes la. but balance out so in d ave range loh. but i lookin forward to jul trip. hopefully tt one b more enjoyable & relaxin. less stress oso. ^.^
Saturday, 5 June 2010
our 1st year anniversary
do time passed? a yr had passed alrdy since we'd been tgt. almost OT ytd but glad d graduate student i'm under said i gg holi soon & asked me go.
anw, dear brought me to where it started. dinner at marina at keppel bay. den he brought me to marina barrage to walk walk when he had to work at 5.30 am today. furthermore, he rejected his friends' gatherin to accompany me. thanks!
hope we'll cont'd to build more wonderful & beautiful memories to keep. though my camera cant get a decent image while we were at marina barrage, d memories will b kept safe in my mind, in my heart. ^.^
anw, dear brought me to where it started. dinner at marina at keppel bay. den he brought me to marina barrage to walk walk when he had to work at 5.30 am today. furthermore, he rejected his friends' gatherin to accompany me. thanks!
hope we'll cont'd to build more wonderful & beautiful memories to keep. though my camera cant get a decent image while we were at marina barrage, d memories will b kept safe in my mind, in my heart. ^.^
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