Sunday, 27 November 2011

avoidable

wat is unavoidable is still unavoidable. last nite, dad passed me his thumbdrive to help him upload photos into FB. before i do so, i browse thru d photos. they r jus pictures. capture of how the place he visited looked like. even d red moon is jus 1 round red circle right smack in the middle of the photo with no nice background scenaries. no depth of field, no color contrast, etc. furthermore, d photos contains none of my relatives. thus, to me, even if i don ve such photos, it fine. they will jus b photos jus to rmbr d place but if i wan, i can jus snap myself. so, y did he want to insist to open d FB acc & to insist to upload d photos.

well, i guess d main ans is tt, 'got ppl wan my photos leh'. guess mayb it jus d proud & satisfied feeling ba. but even if d person nvr save d image, will he know? maybe jus a 随口说说.

d other ans might b cos, ppl got FB, i oso wan. ppl got iphone i oso wan. ppl got ipad, i oso wan. but does he really need? actually no. since b4 he got d ipad, i did ask him wat will he do w it. ppl use for work, ppl use it to read, ppl use it to do impt things. but still he buy & end up so far jus played games. i refused to let him know that it might b possible to load movies/drama to watch. i refused to touch his ipad. cos i noe, if i did, i'll get more task.

& jus nw, while waitin for dinner, tt time i was quite sad cos b4 gg out for dinner, parents were outside & asked about dinner. i repeated my ans but mum didn't hear & when i speak louder, she don't seem happy & hang up shortly. wat is this? she couldn't hear cos of wherever she is & yet i got no right to speak louder so she oculd hear? so durin dinner, while waiting i really didn't wan to face them & so i took iphone to play game but i noe for sure dad will asked & even see wat i play & even asked me to load for him. certain games r paid version, some i got when they r free but not nw. i don wanna use my acc to load for him cos when needed update, he'll sure keep lookin for me & even bug me for my p/w which i got no intention to give. so in d end, i oso cant play d game i wanted but a game which i oso load to his b4. & true enough, he asked me waht i play & look at my screen. it proofed to me tt he wanted watever others have but does it mean tt wat i play suit him like maplestory? etc?

& i jus can't stand it that every gadget got prob, he'll look for me. like d mio tv. i nvr use it b4 so hw i noe hw to rectify & hw i noe wat d exact prob unlike internet? wat will i tell d person when i call? who noe best should call wat. in past when i m a kid, hw they settle all d prob?

he wanted to go batam & unsure of which hotel oso look for me. tot d agency ppl should noe best? he asked me to call for him to check which is best. hw i noe wat he wanted? diff hotel diff location, diff package. some gd for shoppin, some gd for others. he should noe wat he want best. & keep askin where i stay b4 & said i went thr many time & so stay which one better. er... i not stay batam, i not work thr, hw i noe. end up, he still settle himself & not even knowing where exactly he's stayin. i really got nothing much to say.

it's jus like ppl do wat, they wanna follow. they oso didn't seemed to bother if it would trouble others or wat & can jus comment & asked my uncle & viet aunt to bring them to viet at yr end. did they asked if they free to go? they can say asked my nephew to bring them to taiwan next yr end oso cos he went b4.

his or my FB acc?

jus s expected... last nite, dad came to my rm & pass me his thumbdrive tellin me to help him to upload d photos. gosh... cant imagine if everytime he took photos den he ask me to upload for him all d time. cant he jus learn & do it himself? den wat for he got d FB acc? & i don see any special bout those photos he took & had selected. so upload or not make no special meaning. @@ haiz

Sunday, 20 November 2011

dad made me created a FB acc for him

OMG!!!

almost d moment parents got back fr their 1D malaysia trip w my da yi & her eldest daughter, dad asked me if creatin FB acc is difficult. mum said cousin wan dad's photos & so i bet my cousin asked if dad got FB acc. dad said he tried but cannot. isn't creatin such acc jus followin d instructions?

of cos if can, i'll drag forever to delay helpin him. so mayb 1 day he'll do it & learn himself or mayb he might eventually decided not to do so. end up, wat cant b avoided can nvr b avoided. shortly aft he asked me, he came to my rm askin me hw to do. so i do in front of him for him while followin d instruction. he understood english so i don understand hw he cant do it. he jus wanna rely on me, expectin me to do. den wat for creatin d acc? cos it is not maintained by him. dear said tt it's cos he wanted watever ppl ve. ppl got new hp he itch for it. ppl got iphone he oso wan. ppl got ipad he oso go buy. end up wat they did w d ipad? play games only & even mum commented so.

well, though i believed they can oso watch movie on ipad, i refused to figure out or to tell them. even till nw, they don even noe i actually got apps to transfer movies to my iphone to watch movie cos they would definitely asked me to do it for them all d time. i really really don ve tt many spare time. thr r so many things to do & sometimes i still bring back work to do like designin primers, creatin slides, checkin sequences, writin logbk cos i really got no time at work. i alrdy spend much less time on game. i do ve a few 'fake' acc for d game but den nwadays, i can even not login to play on those acc. even d main i only play much shorter time s before.

anw, while creatin his FB acc, i cont'd to do my stuff & aft it was finally created, he asked me hw to u/l photos & i simply jus tell him to go to his name & click on photos den d link w 'upload photos' will show up. i was tryin not to do for him & yet jus s he was leavin, he asked me to teach him tml, sayin tt i'm doin my stuff nw & it's late den. erm... tml i got my dental appt aft work. i'm alrdy worried if thr is infection. & i oso got other things i wished to do. yet he's here disruptin my plans? w tt final demand, i told myslef tt i shan't deceived myself further. it'll b my job to u/l for him in future. but hello, 1D trip can take hundreds of photos. need time to transfer to comp leh. & need time to vet thru oso & need time to u/l to FB. tt amt of time i can do many other things leh. since he duno hw to do, & don seemed to wish to learn or to read thoroughly by himself, den y bother to wanna do it. it's not like wan me to do hsework or wat. hsework i noe cant avoid but even washin toilet i oso too shag to do it ever since i started workin.

imagine rushin lab work & don even ve time for purchasin duties & comin back w either work or other things to do till i even spend lesser time on game & yet i cant complete wat i wish to accomplish. & thr r forever things or new things to do or to find out. i m so tired out tt i really got no energy to wash d common bathrm till it was super dirty till i really cannot tahan tt i ended up washin on my 1st day of MC fr my wisdom tooth surgery.

can u imagine hw crazy i am? jus hrs ago at ard 2000hr, i completed d wisdom tooth surgery, & it hurt whenever i rest till i gotta do things to distract myself fr d pain & so i got trouble fallin aslp. & yet at 1200hr + d next day, i washed clothes & washed d bathrm & tidied my rm cos i could no longer take d mess. it's not i don wanna do but i 有心无力. so unless if necessary like hsework, if not, can don give me extra work to do? esp if not impt task? at least when u back hm, u can watch tv & slp leh. at least once u hm, u no need to do work. at least u oso no need to do hsework. can spare me?

w d FB creation, etc. i cant help but felt tt my virtual self is gradually losin my virtual habit, my privacy. it's gettin so much limited on wat i can say or to post online. i even wish i could jus delete off my acc. though i 光明磊落but i still don like it tt eventually they can see my post or friends' b it serious or jokin. they wont like it & i'll suffer.

mayb it might really b gd if wat d fengshui master at china said is true tt i should venture overseas for my career. at least i'll b free fr them fr all these tasks. & i'll b a free piggy... but tt brings me to a pt tt actually did d fengshui master felt so or mayb cos he had seen hw my parents could still force me to write my name down when i'm alrdy at my age & so he commented so? sometimes, certain things don ve to guess, jus by 细心观察, everything will tell. looks like i can nvr 脱离my parent's clutch...

Monday, 7 November 2011

busy busy busy

it had been weeks of hard works, fun, laughters, heartpain & more hard works ever since oct...

startin w d commencement of bi-weekly lab mtgs + me fallin unwell... actually even till nw, my nose & cough still persist actually. tried western & oso even TCM. haiz...

anw, cos of d lab mtg, when at krabi, i still try to retrieve my sequencin results cos jus b4 i left, my mio down again. so in case no internet access, no choice but to hard work a bit at krabi. tt's d only flaw for my trip den but ended up no lab mtg.

den a weekend aft tt trip, went to batam. found d polo ralph lauren shop finally & more shoppin area. so finally see d other side of batam rather than d usual rest & relax side of batam.

since no news of lab mtg, we had started to do things at normal pace till tt time boss suddenly called for another lab mtg for dis comin fri. so next few days gotta struggle w slides again... aiyo... anw, since he called for d mtg only end of last week, oso no time for us to rush for our work alrdy esp mine is dependant on lots of cells growth so forget it.

jus on fri & sat, went for 1 ROM dinner & 1 weddin dinner. d ROM dinner is kinda rush but d we were too early for d weddin dinner cos we ended d appt b4 much earlier than expected. i'm glad dear went w me for tt dinner or i think i'll feel really awkward eatin w jus 1 new colleague & my boss & his wife. so overall, d dinner still manageable.

though this weekend is supposely a long weekend, w dinner on fri & sat evenin plus appointments to attend make d weekend really short. jus on sun itself, had 7 appt... in fact, i'm jus too tired & wish to rest. & i'm not sure if i'll get to rest 1 week ltr cos i had book appt to extract my wisdom tooth. a tough decision. but i bet it's a must.

w all d things gg on, i really hope i can really get well fr my cough & blk nose. but i duno when i can finally slow down for a teeny tiny bit...