so damn tired... got time sit in office oso tired... er... no lah. cos i not sit thr do nothing. was cont'd to & tryin to type out all d protocol for wat i had done for attachment n d lab but v taxin esp on my eyes. since mornin, either 1 eye would b affected w d stingy feelin & i'm glad i brought eye drop w me. n nw, i really wish i can jus laid on d desk to sleep.
oso don feel like gg back home cos go home oso cant sleep oso esp when parents home esp dad but i wish to sleep for mayb 30 min to 1 hr at least. my mind is alrdy floatin but it cant float off to dreamland.
i wan sleep... anw, my word count jus for my methology so far is bout 3.3k liao. -.-" & i haven even complete but i'm startin on wat i do for d fyp le...
Monday, 4 April 2011
Sunday, 3 April 2011
fyp thesis
hmm... tt day, prof asked me to include wat i did for my attachment into my FYP thesis cos it's related to my FYP & i alrdy had doubt on d word count & true enough... i haven't even complete all d protocol fo my methology & d word count includin d headin & subheadin r almost 1.8k words.
d prob is... my whole thesis includin intro, methology (materials & methods), results, discussion & conclusion is only 6k leh. so shoudl i cont'd to include wat i did durin attachment? nw i did d methology cos it's d most easiest since it's jus typin out in words/para on wat i had done all these while but i oso didn't wanna waste my effort if i can used it to mayb read up on papers for my intro. hw??? or can i ve an appendix on wat i did durin attachment but this section was not included in d thesis criteria.
i guess i shall cont'd to draft out d methology den print out n check w prof le. if he want, den i cont'd on for all other section w my attachment stuff. if not den shall not cont'd further but it'll b like 1 big chunk of stuffs eliminated fr my thesis.
anw, i really don understand y on earth is it called thesis when d word limit is jus 6k. my poly fyp report (mind u, it's called a report) & yet it was like many times more than dis degree thesis. it's like so useless lor...
d prob is... my whole thesis includin intro, methology (materials & methods), results, discussion & conclusion is only 6k leh. so shoudl i cont'd to include wat i did durin attachment? nw i did d methology cos it's d most easiest since it's jus typin out in words/para on wat i had done all these while but i oso didn't wanna waste my effort if i can used it to mayb read up on papers for my intro. hw??? or can i ve an appendix on wat i did durin attachment but this section was not included in d thesis criteria.
i guess i shall cont'd to draft out d methology den print out n check w prof le. if he want, den i cont'd on for all other section w my attachment stuff. if not den shall not cont'd further but it'll b like 1 big chunk of stuffs eliminated fr my thesis.
anw, i really don understand y on earth is it called thesis when d word limit is jus 6k. my poly fyp report (mind u, it's called a report) & yet it was like many times more than dis degree thesis. it's like so useless lor...
Friday, 1 April 2011
too much of lab
guess i got too much of lab. currently, go only 2 places. daytime = lab, night time = home = sleep. & so not surprisingly i dreamt of lab settings all d time cos tt's d most of d time whr i worked my brain. gosh... i need a break. for my mind to get away fr d fix environment i'm facin right nw...
Tuesday, 29 March 2011
changes
dis yr seemed to b a yr of changes. 1stly, instead of d usual lectures, tutorials, quizzes, exams, etc, it's a sem which is totally diff cos it's purely fyp = lab work. it's finally whr my strength is but can do oso not necessarily means can write... & recently, gotta adapt to d change of dear's car cos d old one really 'chui' alrdy... & soon, will leave d study lives & go back to d working lives... but i guess i most likely only miss d 'freedom' & d long holidays. at least i managed to survive 4 yrs w my past savings & oso my part-time jobs. but dis is jus 1Q 2011 & yet i alrdy spent lots of $$ like for my insurance, & other commitments... nvm... i'll b workin & earnin $$ soon in a few months time...
Saturday, 26 March 2011
late info
it's a bit late info but oh well...
wohoo... convo is on 28/7 2pm... yay!!! can see d light at d end of d tunnel le... final sprint towards d end... & i managed to survive (in every aspects but most importantly financially. not easy to jus survive on my limited savings fr last time & doin some part time here n thr for all my daily expenses includin insurance, piano maintenace, bills, transports, foods, & even last time my piano lesson & music theory lesson fees & d exam fees... it's been a really tough 4 yrs.
& i oso b gg for a graduation trip... erm... actually not quite cos not go w friends but w my parents & dear... initially ask dear accompany me go a trip (w/o parents) cos v sian go w them when they not happy dis n tt but i hope this trip b better cos not f & e... dear suggest ask them along cos group tour oso need min 10 pax b4 d tour b a success. so add 2 of them den b higher chance of a success ba. so nw, i told myself. even if they not happy, i don care le. cos not my fault. not i plan one. haha. 3 meals sort of all provided so i oso no need bother if they when hungry, they don eat wat. hehe. i'm so lookin forward to d trip. oh. ya. blabbin so much but nvr say gg whr. b gg shanghai 8 days but in actual fact, it's jus 7 days w tour cos 1st day reach at night.
i'm happy but i'm oso drained... cant wake up these few weeks... jialet. not gd sign cos body really cannot take it. will i get to sleep all i wan aft i submit my thesis n done my poster presentation & b4 my grad trip? or will i end up doin more work at home... n will dad b angry i sleep more? haiz... tt's d other set of problem i'll b facin cos by den wat excuse can i give? i cant say busy w sch work or project le... damn... i need sleep...
wohoo... convo is on 28/7 2pm... yay!!! can see d light at d end of d tunnel le... final sprint towards d end... & i managed to survive (in every aspects but most importantly financially. not easy to jus survive on my limited savings fr last time & doin some part time here n thr for all my daily expenses includin insurance, piano maintenace, bills, transports, foods, & even last time my piano lesson & music theory lesson fees & d exam fees... it's been a really tough 4 yrs.
& i oso b gg for a graduation trip... erm... actually not quite cos not go w friends but w my parents & dear... initially ask dear accompany me go a trip (w/o parents) cos v sian go w them when they not happy dis n tt but i hope this trip b better cos not f & e... dear suggest ask them along cos group tour oso need min 10 pax b4 d tour b a success. so add 2 of them den b higher chance of a success ba. so nw, i told myself. even if they not happy, i don care le. cos not my fault. not i plan one. haha. 3 meals sort of all provided so i oso no need bother if they when hungry, they don eat wat. hehe. i'm so lookin forward to d trip. oh. ya. blabbin so much but nvr say gg whr. b gg shanghai 8 days but in actual fact, it's jus 7 days w tour cos 1st day reach at night.
i'm happy but i'm oso drained... cant wake up these few weeks... jialet. not gd sign cos body really cannot take it. will i get to sleep all i wan aft i submit my thesis n done my poster presentation & b4 my grad trip? or will i end up doin more work at home... n will dad b angry i sleep more? haiz... tt's d other set of problem i'll b facin cos by den wat excuse can i give? i cant say busy w sch work or project le... damn... i need sleep...
Sunday, 20 March 2011
cars
wat u think of cars? convenience? or is it not? think bout it...
in a way, havin a car means conveniences but d price to pay seemed quite high. jus imagine, nw my transportation is less than 100/mth but if u own a car, u would need 10x d amt needed by takin public transport. but d time save is oso much more if own a car cos no waitin time for public transport & so can slp more. however, when hit d road w jam, den tt's it, mayb mrt will b faster. but when in time of need like tt day when i forget to off a machine in d lab, if i got car, i can reach in 15 min but w/o, i would only reach in 1h. 45 min diff per trip = 1.5 hr in total leh...
last time, dad is d only close one who drive & he always go servicin, etc w/o me knowing. so i totally duno anything bout cars... i can try dismantle lock, unscrew things, try to unclog d draining pipe below d sink, etc... but i noe nothing about car n d mechanism on hw it works...
but in this 2 yrs aft i noe dear, i learn more bout it, or rather d prob tt might arise... i noe bout d ncd & for d insurance, & even after servicing oso gotta check properly cos wheel might roll off if nvr screw tight, hw small punctate can cos d rubber tyre to come off, 1st time experience in an accident (minor) & hw to go about d claim, etc. jus last week, i oso 1st time noe tt hole might happen somewhr in d car causin d 'floor' to b wet... i cant imagne whr till dear show me. many things is so unexpected if u nvr experience b4. oso learn fr dear on roughly wat is OMV, etc. felt so suaku but nvm, life is full of chances to learn new things b it minor or big... hehe...
so i guess in future, if i ever got 1k to spare, i oso wont go invest in any car. unless my job requires me to travel alot ard sg. if not, i would nvr ever get a car to give me all these prob.
in a way, havin a car means conveniences but d price to pay seemed quite high. jus imagine, nw my transportation is less than 100/mth but if u own a car, u would need 10x d amt needed by takin public transport. but d time save is oso much more if own a car cos no waitin time for public transport & so can slp more. however, when hit d road w jam, den tt's it, mayb mrt will b faster. but when in time of need like tt day when i forget to off a machine in d lab, if i got car, i can reach in 15 min but w/o, i would only reach in 1h. 45 min diff per trip = 1.5 hr in total leh...
last time, dad is d only close one who drive & he always go servicin, etc w/o me knowing. so i totally duno anything bout cars... i can try dismantle lock, unscrew things, try to unclog d draining pipe below d sink, etc... but i noe nothing about car n d mechanism on hw it works...
but in this 2 yrs aft i noe dear, i learn more bout it, or rather d prob tt might arise... i noe bout d ncd & for d insurance, & even after servicing oso gotta check properly cos wheel might roll off if nvr screw tight, hw small punctate can cos d rubber tyre to come off, 1st time experience in an accident (minor) & hw to go about d claim, etc. jus last week, i oso 1st time noe tt hole might happen somewhr in d car causin d 'floor' to b wet... i cant imagne whr till dear show me. many things is so unexpected if u nvr experience b4. oso learn fr dear on roughly wat is OMV, etc. felt so suaku but nvm, life is full of chances to learn new things b it minor or big... hehe...
so i guess in future, if i ever got 1k to spare, i oso wont go invest in any car. unless my job requires me to travel alot ard sg. if not, i would nvr ever get a car to give me all these prob.
Tuesday, 15 March 2011
blur n sucky day
gosh... i so blur... or mayb cos i multi-task till i blur. always was asked to do this n tt mayb jus cos i noe hw to juggle n catch d incubation time in btw to do others.
cos i don like to work till too late, always squeeze in n do many things at one short but of course puttin priority to those needed la.
end up, today after usin d FPLC machine, left it to wash in d afternoon n forgot bout it after do other experiments n d dental.
jus nw, d graduate student check if i got off it. initally, i jus tot tt d beaker collecting d waste would b overflowin n wonder if i should go back to off it. but aft thinkin, it's best to go n off it but not sure if she would go back or i would.
i cant say i got car but mayb i can sneak n drive dad's car out but surely, my parents b angry aft tt. but if i tell them, it's harder for me to drive back alone. n surely they would nag & grumble at me w/o knowin wat i'm gg thru all these while. d next solution i can think of is to get dear to drive me back. i noe he wont nag or scold me n b more than willin to send me back, it would oso make me feel bad cos he oso been v tired. if only he stay v v nearby den i can take his car out.
sometimes, i really wish i got a car or at least a van to drive but car is so exp. d monthly installment, d servicin, d insurance, d taxes, licences, maintenances, petrol, n not to say d other prob tt might happen. n car is jus too chim for me too. duno d mechanism so totally ve no idea waht might happen n wat cos wat...
anw, while i was waitin for reply to c if i should b gg back, my dad wanna swop back his spare phone w my spare phone. cos he more used to d alarm clock fr tt phone. n he asked me to transfer d pic fr his phone to d other. since i was copying usin d sd card fr d phone, i oso transfer pic taken fr d studio beginning this yr for him & set for him s wallpaper for his hp.
guess wat, when mum noe, she kept sayin, 'she do for u, nvr do for me, blah blah blah'. wah lan eh... dad's phone usin micro sd card n i got sd card reader n d sd/micro sd card adaptor so of course i cant transfer la. her phone is sony ericsson, use diff memory card so hw transfer. somemroe, my laptops both weren't installed w d connection softward for her phones. n somemore, i oso duno whr her cables r. n oso i usin iphone so hw to transfer photos to her phone when d bluetooth is diff. told dad to blue tooth d pic to mum's phone cos tt's d only way yet mum still repeatin n repeatedly say, 'she do for u, nvr do for me, blah blah blah'.
i hear le super vex. i cant help but told her staright not to say tt way cos it's really not i wan. i cant care if she get angry b'cos of tt. i alrdy do wat i can n more even. i told myself, i shall nvr do any of these extra things ever again. will jus do watever i'm being ask to will do. y put myself in such situation again.
say mum, she will angry, don say her, she kept sayin till i don wanna do for her n i did for dad or etc. i really had enough le. i don even have time to dig out older photos to put in dad's phone oso lor. those pic r wat i had in my laptop nw wor. n oso copied fr his phone. like tt oso wanna get jealous n not happy. win le lor...
next time, don complain tt i totally nvr do anything, i totally nvr 'care'. ^$*%^%(
cos i don like to work till too late, always squeeze in n do many things at one short but of course puttin priority to those needed la.
end up, today after usin d FPLC machine, left it to wash in d afternoon n forgot bout it after do other experiments n d dental.
jus nw, d graduate student check if i got off it. initally, i jus tot tt d beaker collecting d waste would b overflowin n wonder if i should go back to off it. but aft thinkin, it's best to go n off it but not sure if she would go back or i would.
i cant say i got car but mayb i can sneak n drive dad's car out but surely, my parents b angry aft tt. but if i tell them, it's harder for me to drive back alone. n surely they would nag & grumble at me w/o knowin wat i'm gg thru all these while. d next solution i can think of is to get dear to drive me back. i noe he wont nag or scold me n b more than willin to send me back, it would oso make me feel bad cos he oso been v tired. if only he stay v v nearby den i can take his car out.
sometimes, i really wish i got a car or at least a van to drive but car is so exp. d monthly installment, d servicin, d insurance, d taxes, licences, maintenances, petrol, n not to say d other prob tt might happen. n car is jus too chim for me too. duno d mechanism so totally ve no idea waht might happen n wat cos wat...
anw, while i was waitin for reply to c if i should b gg back, my dad wanna swop back his spare phone w my spare phone. cos he more used to d alarm clock fr tt phone. n he asked me to transfer d pic fr his phone to d other. since i was copying usin d sd card fr d phone, i oso transfer pic taken fr d studio beginning this yr for him & set for him s wallpaper for his hp.
guess wat, when mum noe, she kept sayin, 'she do for u, nvr do for me, blah blah blah'. wah lan eh... dad's phone usin micro sd card n i got sd card reader n d sd/micro sd card adaptor so of course i cant transfer la. her phone is sony ericsson, use diff memory card so hw transfer. somemroe, my laptops both weren't installed w d connection softward for her phones. n somemore, i oso duno whr her cables r. n oso i usin iphone so hw to transfer photos to her phone when d bluetooth is diff. told dad to blue tooth d pic to mum's phone cos tt's d only way yet mum still repeatin n repeatedly say, 'she do for u, nvr do for me, blah blah blah'.
i hear le super vex. i cant help but told her staright not to say tt way cos it's really not i wan. i cant care if she get angry b'cos of tt. i alrdy do wat i can n more even. i told myself, i shall nvr do any of these extra things ever again. will jus do watever i'm being ask to will do. y put myself in such situation again.
say mum, she will angry, don say her, she kept sayin till i don wanna do for her n i did for dad or etc. i really had enough le. i don even have time to dig out older photos to put in dad's phone oso lor. those pic r wat i had in my laptop nw wor. n oso copied fr his phone. like tt oso wanna get jealous n not happy. win le lor...
next time, don complain tt i totally nvr do anything, i totally nvr 'care'. ^$*%^%(
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