Tuesday, 14 August 2012
hope i wont b bias
i really hope aft all these incidents, i can still b s neutral s possible to all pr esp fr tt origin. it's not gonna b easy but i'll try my v best. cos ultimately, we r all humans. pls proof me so cos i really don wish to become bias esp if there r only some black sheeps.
Liar Liar
It takes great skill to b a liar tt can converse w a wonderful story 'impromptu' or do they rehearse & think of all possible question or wat will follow aft each sentences?
ytd, i got to noe of a colleague tt either she is lying to me or she is lying to another. but i guess most likely to me esp since aft previous incident tt she think i don wanna help her, she seldom chat w me or rather, she wont come & act pitiful w me.
ya. she is d one tt rather serve net, online shoppin, den end up complain boss push her for her thesis & so she gotta do till 4 or 5 am & comin in showin she worked hard & wanted us to pity her. & she is d one who wants ppl to repeat her experiment & put aside ppl's own experiment & yet when ppl don wan or wanna push aside hers, she would get offended & think ppl don wanna help. & she is d one who isn't happy when her original country is at lugi in d olympic while she is a sg pr. well, she is a graduatin phd & is currently converted recently as staff while waiting to graduate.
so, wat happen was last week, thr is a PH on thurs. on fri, i was told by another colleague, d one whom she was closed w tt she wont b comin in cos she was gg to bali for diving. & when she went to boss to 'apply leave', boss did ask if she got leave. s a staff, i noe tt leave is earned slowly. tt's y i've been tryin so hard to save leaves now. yet she give reason tt she is entitled to d leaves cos she like did more durin d thesis, btw d conversion fr student to staff. & eventually, think boss oso give up & said he pretend he nvr hear anything. tt means, any pro, she will have to ans by herself. i really feel she is really bold. like tt oso can? & she can go psycho d other colleague who jus become student to submit leave application form for boss signature & then don bring downstairs for processing, tt way, d leave will always b thr. @@ no wonder she can like go for so many holi.
anw, d thing is tt she didn't noe i alrdy noe she went for divin ba. so ytd, she came to 'ask' me if her eyes look diff. & den said is cos of mosquito bite den progress to say her husband kena many & allergic reaction till lymph node all swells. said her husband kena bite on a night & so i ask if got see doc. she carry on to say tt d followin mornin when her husband go for shower & found thigh area oso got swell on lymph nodes area & so they got scare & went to hospital. aft take med, swell reduce but her husband v tired w slight fever & so she keep takin care of him & thus didn't come back to work on fri & her husband keep feelin tired & slept for d next 2 days.
she even said she worried if it's dengue so i told her d symptom since my dad & i kena b4. & told her tt mayb she can try get mosquito patch, or those anti-mosquito gaghet & she said mayb but suspect only like take a mth of anxiousness den aft tt wont cont'd. & tt is v rare to get biten by such poisonous mosquito for such allergy in sg. guess, is only a really rare chance.
deep in my heart i wonder, u sure is in sg? tot u go divin? but since she nvr tell me, i assume i don know. so i nvr questioned her. but i did cfm w d other colleague when she go but w/o cfm i alrdy noe sure is tt weekend cos b4 tt she was ard. true enough, it's tt weekend. & she even viber tt colleague to give pitiful smiley face tt she miss her flight & need stay at airport 1 night to catch d next available flight. & tt was wed night tt suppose to be her original flight. so if she tell me, her husband kena bitten d night b4 fri, tt means on thurs, she is suppose to b in sg & on fri at a local hospital. yet, she was catching a mornin flight to bali on thurs mornin. WOW. POWER SIA. so which is correct?
I jus feel tt she is a v li hai ppl cos watever i can ask to carry on d conversation, she can con't her story w/o any loophole. like everything is pre-rehearse. guess, i need to beware of this person. if not, die oso duno how i die.
ytd, i got to noe of a colleague tt either she is lying to me or she is lying to another. but i guess most likely to me esp since aft previous incident tt she think i don wanna help her, she seldom chat w me or rather, she wont come & act pitiful w me.
ya. she is d one tt rather serve net, online shoppin, den end up complain boss push her for her thesis & so she gotta do till 4 or 5 am & comin in showin she worked hard & wanted us to pity her. & she is d one who wants ppl to repeat her experiment & put aside ppl's own experiment & yet when ppl don wan or wanna push aside hers, she would get offended & think ppl don wanna help. & she is d one who isn't happy when her original country is at lugi in d olympic while she is a sg pr. well, she is a graduatin phd & is currently converted recently as staff while waiting to graduate.
so, wat happen was last week, thr is a PH on thurs. on fri, i was told by another colleague, d one whom she was closed w tt she wont b comin in cos she was gg to bali for diving. & when she went to boss to 'apply leave', boss did ask if she got leave. s a staff, i noe tt leave is earned slowly. tt's y i've been tryin so hard to save leaves now. yet she give reason tt she is entitled to d leaves cos she like did more durin d thesis, btw d conversion fr student to staff. & eventually, think boss oso give up & said he pretend he nvr hear anything. tt means, any pro, she will have to ans by herself. i really feel she is really bold. like tt oso can? & she can go psycho d other colleague who jus become student to submit leave application form for boss signature & then don bring downstairs for processing, tt way, d leave will always b thr. @@ no wonder she can like go for so many holi.
anw, d thing is tt she didn't noe i alrdy noe she went for divin ba. so ytd, she came to 'ask' me if her eyes look diff. & den said is cos of mosquito bite den progress to say her husband kena many & allergic reaction till lymph node all swells. said her husband kena bite on a night & so i ask if got see doc. she carry on to say tt d followin mornin when her husband go for shower & found thigh area oso got swell on lymph nodes area & so they got scare & went to hospital. aft take med, swell reduce but her husband v tired w slight fever & so she keep takin care of him & thus didn't come back to work on fri & her husband keep feelin tired & slept for d next 2 days.
she even said she worried if it's dengue so i told her d symptom since my dad & i kena b4. & told her tt mayb she can try get mosquito patch, or those anti-mosquito gaghet & she said mayb but suspect only like take a mth of anxiousness den aft tt wont cont'd. & tt is v rare to get biten by such poisonous mosquito for such allergy in sg. guess, is only a really rare chance.
deep in my heart i wonder, u sure is in sg? tot u go divin? but since she nvr tell me, i assume i don know. so i nvr questioned her. but i did cfm w d other colleague when she go but w/o cfm i alrdy noe sure is tt weekend cos b4 tt she was ard. true enough, it's tt weekend. & she even viber tt colleague to give pitiful smiley face tt she miss her flight & need stay at airport 1 night to catch d next available flight. & tt was wed night tt suppose to be her original flight. so if she tell me, her husband kena bitten d night b4 fri, tt means on thurs, she is suppose to b in sg & on fri at a local hospital. yet, she was catching a mornin flight to bali on thurs mornin. WOW. POWER SIA. so which is correct?
I jus feel tt she is a v li hai ppl cos watever i can ask to carry on d conversation, she can con't her story w/o any loophole. like everything is pre-rehearse. guess, i need to beware of this person. if not, die oso duno how i die.
Monday, 6 August 2012
PR
Last night saw a neighbour (PR) also hang Sg flag outside their unit. quite surprise cos recently, a colleague of mine told me that she jus merely comment on d olympic, something not gd on a country & the other party originate fr tt country (though a PR now), become defensive to her own country. it really makes me wonder if Sg should really reconsider getting in so many PR without really selectin carefully.
changes
Blog background template gone. Change template & all my links all gone too... haiz...
seemed like thr r changes everywhere & will need to adapt, readapt & get use to new changes otherwise, b 淘汰 lo...
yet, i'm still in ntu, in my comfort zone or so i guess. but slowly, shall see if able to crawl out. :)
seemed like thr r changes everywhere & will need to adapt, readapt & get use to new changes otherwise, b 淘汰 lo...
yet, i'm still in ntu, in my comfort zone or so i guess. but slowly, shall see if able to crawl out. :)
Friday, 22 June 2012
尘归尘，土归土。
尘归尘，土归土。heard fr mum last nite tt when they went to pick my ah gong's bone for cremation due to d road expansion at bukit brown, they couldn't find anything except 2+ nails and think a pair of socks. no coffin, nothing else. even d stone, gem or watever tt they said is inside my ah gong's mouth has also disappear. y did i say 2+ nails. accordin to my parents, they said tt 1 of d nails seemed to be 'meltin off'.
previously, when my ah ma's bone is being picked for cremation, i was told that 'kid' shouldn't go when i wasn't a kid but i noe they mean our generation. however, my cousins went. dis time, i'm forbidden to go cos of d plannin of marriage at d end of d year. actually, accordin to d tradition, shouldn't even have such event but no choice as government wants the land. otherwise, we are also not suppose to shift my ah gong out cos he still got ancestors around d area. so unless his ancestors had all been shifted, otherwise he cant b though we did bought a place in the temple for him. so though i may seemed to b jokin but i'm serious tt i feel that aft being separated for so long, i felt tt mayb my ah gong wants to be nearer to his wife. he passed away since my dad is ard 10 or 10+ wor so it's been decades. but now that my parents said they cant find his bones, etc, i'm not sure wat is the situation. has my ah gong reincarnate? i hope he does since his physical being had already gone back to nature.
but everytime i pass by bukit brown through lornie rd, i always miss d place whr i visited my ah gong every yr esp aft i gotta noe he will b removed fr thr though my great grandpa & great great grandparents are still thr. actually in recent yrs, i do have d chance to visit d place more than once a yr cos we went for d halloween event thr & though i cant venture out to pay my respect, i can still b able to 'see' whr my ah gong's grave r fr d road we passed through so i could still look over & pray in my heart. thus, i will really miss whr he would be. though i nvr see him in person b4, he will b missed & i will still pray for his well-being wherever he is now.
previously, when my ah ma's bone is being picked for cremation, i was told that 'kid' shouldn't go when i wasn't a kid but i noe they mean our generation. however, my cousins went. dis time, i'm forbidden to go cos of d plannin of marriage at d end of d year. actually, accordin to d tradition, shouldn't even have such event but no choice as government wants the land. otherwise, we are also not suppose to shift my ah gong out cos he still got ancestors around d area. so unless his ancestors had all been shifted, otherwise he cant b though we did bought a place in the temple for him. so though i may seemed to b jokin but i'm serious tt i feel that aft being separated for so long, i felt tt mayb my ah gong wants to be nearer to his wife. he passed away since my dad is ard 10 or 10+ wor so it's been decades. but now that my parents said they cant find his bones, etc, i'm not sure wat is the situation. has my ah gong reincarnate? i hope he does since his physical being had already gone back to nature.
but everytime i pass by bukit brown through lornie rd, i always miss d place whr i visited my ah gong every yr esp aft i gotta noe he will b removed fr thr though my great grandpa & great great grandparents are still thr. actually in recent yrs, i do have d chance to visit d place more than once a yr cos we went for d halloween event thr & though i cant venture out to pay my respect, i can still b able to 'see' whr my ah gong's grave r fr d road we passed through so i could still look over & pray in my heart. thus, i will really miss whr he would be. though i nvr see him in person b4, he will b missed & i will still pray for his well-being wherever he is now.
Wednesday, 13 June 2012
by all means, b angry lor...
OMG... cant imagine such ppl still got cheek to b angry. last wk ask me help & though reluctant, i agreed though i push back cos i oso need do my experiment. plus, i don understand y while u r rectifyin & findin out d exact prob, yet u need to pull me in to do tgt. if u r findin d cause of y it don work, u should jus try & find out den ask me to repeat ma. can u imagine if it don work den i wastin my time leh. of cos if it works, den gd la. but d thing is ur dis experiment is like sometimes ok, sometimes not when diff ppl do. so if u really find out a gd candidate for d prob, den ask me do la, if so, i wont b so grumpy ab it cos u alrdy got me to do it twice le leh.
& hey, i jus push fr wed to thur though actually i wanted to do on fri. end up i over-run my samples but managed to get ur expected results. & ur reason is really selfish cos u say u hope to get result b4 boss come back on mon so tt's y u wan me to do on thurs. com'on. i oso need to produce results. boss will oso ask me for results, not jus u. & indeed he asked. & cos i over-run mine, i got no results & i need repeat d whole experiment twice & not jus fr d midst of d experiment cos i ran out of d samples. luckily boss accepted tt i will repeat d whole thing. & boss oso ask me ab d mutation i need to make but i oso cant get it last wk. & luckily i alrdy got alternative method & r alrdy doin.
so instead of feelin apologetic or appreciate tt i did help u last thurs though i wanted fri, end up u become angry & don talk to me. well, up to u la. anw, i noe i will need redo 1 more time for u based on boss's comment lookin at me but that is when 1 reagent came but meanwhile i can focus on my own experiment & will focus on mine.
like i say b4 i 问心无愧. cos i noe even if i go back earlier or so, i came in earlier too & start my experiment. & i will do wat boss gave me too.
& hey, i jus push fr wed to thur though actually i wanted to do on fri. end up i over-run my samples but managed to get ur expected results. & ur reason is really selfish cos u say u hope to get result b4 boss come back on mon so tt's y u wan me to do on thurs. com'on. i oso need to produce results. boss will oso ask me for results, not jus u. & indeed he asked. & cos i over-run mine, i got no results & i need repeat d whole experiment twice & not jus fr d midst of d experiment cos i ran out of d samples. luckily boss accepted tt i will repeat d whole thing. & boss oso ask me ab d mutation i need to make but i oso cant get it last wk. & luckily i alrdy got alternative method & r alrdy doin.
so instead of feelin apologetic or appreciate tt i did help u last thurs though i wanted fri, end up u become angry & don talk to me. well, up to u la. anw, i noe i will need redo 1 more time for u based on boss's comment lookin at me but that is when 1 reagent came but meanwhile i can focus on my own experiment & will focus on mine.
like i say b4 i 问心无愧. cos i noe even if i go back earlier or so, i came in earlier too & start my experiment. & i will do wat boss gave me too.
Friday, 1 June 2012
regrets not showin boss tt results, ur prob become mine
eh... hello. i got my own experiments. & though boss not ard, i not like u, come in almost 11. i come in early/usual & start work early/usual. by time u reach now, i m alrdy done w d cell lysis & d protein in d protein dye r alrdy sittin comfortably in my freezer drawer. & my WB is like 60% done oso.
cos of ur exp prob, previously i alrdy sacrifice my time to help u when boss last min wanted me to do urs. & i squeeze many things to do tt day. i noe u r worried ab d results but i really don like ppl to tag along w me to d dark rm. i wan short or long exposure is my prob. u r thr Qs me, u r thr rattling non-stop when usually i could like watch show/drama or play game or even sit on d table for tt few min of exposure esp if nobody is ard so i could rest & catch my breathe aft busy for whole day w/o being able to sit much. & i tot it's over yet, last week boss ask me to repeat again w change of protocol & i noe i'd no time to ask u tt day & thus, i noe it's impossible for me to do on mon cos by time u reach & i clarify w u, it'll b too late cos i need to reach home by 6 cos of a/c servicin. manage to push back d experiment but u wanted wed. ok w me
actually now, it made me think if u pursposely push to wed. so u can do WB on thurs & drag till fri so u wont give boss d results on thurs b4 his leave. 1) u r hopin it works den u can b free d whole week 2) u can rectify d experiment b4 boss come back.
& now u ask if it's cos of pH diff of d buffer when i follow ur formulae to prep it. ur buffer was prep long ago & jus nw, u get my buffer to test pH. & u made me go into d lab & told me tt thr is a diff in pH when u could oso tell me when i'm in office. so, u don wan wear lab coat, u wan get caught, ur biz la. made me go in lab to tell me tt thr is diff in pH & tell me u been wonderin if it's cos of tt last nite. hey, i don wan get caught w/o labcoat & cover shoes lor. & keep sayin u prep v long ago while mine diff. hey, i copied ur protocol to prep lor.
& den u ask me to repeat w ur buffer next week. how come ur prob become mine? if u suspect it's d pH diff, den, mayb u can repeat w urs & mine. if it works, den u can tell boss & if he wants me to repeat, so b it. now is like u think of a diff, den u wan me repeat for u. if not tt prob, does it mean u will think of any prob & made me repeat?
all these while, u been sittin in office much more than me while i'd been in d lab rushin like mad esp in mornin & u come in later oso. u drag ur thesis writing yet comin in to complain u tired wanting us to 同情 u but i find it really hard.
& now tt next week boss on leave, & i jus managed to clear my pull-down experiment temp, i tot i could enjoy abit of boss absent though i still got experiment on going. yet, ur prob now become mine & i gotta repeat it for u. not tt i wanna b selfish but how many times can i keep repeatin for u till u got results. den wat? my experiment no need do?
& take all chance to 'kope' others gel plates & combs can? com'on la. i purposely stick tape ard tt box use to dry plates & combs yet u can still take it & ask y got my plates & nvr return me my combs. I noe something not right so i went in lab & true enough my combs r missin. haiz... y r thr such ppl ard?
i really regret not havin much more time ytd so i can show boss d results though u don wan me to show. y i so nice to help u delay.
cos of ur exp prob, previously i alrdy sacrifice my time to help u when boss last min wanted me to do urs. & i squeeze many things to do tt day. i noe u r worried ab d results but i really don like ppl to tag along w me to d dark rm. i wan short or long exposure is my prob. u r thr Qs me, u r thr rattling non-stop when usually i could like watch show/drama or play game or even sit on d table for tt few min of exposure esp if nobody is ard so i could rest & catch my breathe aft busy for whole day w/o being able to sit much. & i tot it's over yet, last week boss ask me to repeat again w change of protocol & i noe i'd no time to ask u tt day & thus, i noe it's impossible for me to do on mon cos by time u reach & i clarify w u, it'll b too late cos i need to reach home by 6 cos of a/c servicin. manage to push back d experiment but u wanted wed. ok w me
actually now, it made me think if u pursposely push to wed. so u can do WB on thurs & drag till fri so u wont give boss d results on thurs b4 his leave. 1) u r hopin it works den u can b free d whole week 2) u can rectify d experiment b4 boss come back.
& now u ask if it's cos of pH diff of d buffer when i follow ur formulae to prep it. ur buffer was prep long ago & jus nw, u get my buffer to test pH. & u made me go into d lab & told me tt thr is a diff in pH when u could oso tell me when i'm in office. so, u don wan wear lab coat, u wan get caught, ur biz la. made me go in lab to tell me tt thr is diff in pH & tell me u been wonderin if it's cos of tt last nite. hey, i don wan get caught w/o labcoat & cover shoes lor. & keep sayin u prep v long ago while mine diff. hey, i copied ur protocol to prep lor.
& den u ask me to repeat w ur buffer next week. how come ur prob become mine? if u suspect it's d pH diff, den, mayb u can repeat w urs & mine. if it works, den u can tell boss & if he wants me to repeat, so b it. now is like u think of a diff, den u wan me repeat for u. if not tt prob, does it mean u will think of any prob & made me repeat?
all these while, u been sittin in office much more than me while i'd been in d lab rushin like mad esp in mornin & u come in later oso. u drag ur thesis writing yet comin in to complain u tired wanting us to 同情 u but i find it really hard.
& now tt next week boss on leave, & i jus managed to clear my pull-down experiment temp, i tot i could enjoy abit of boss absent though i still got experiment on going. yet, ur prob now become mine & i gotta repeat it for u. not tt i wanna b selfish but how many times can i keep repeatin for u till u got results. den wat? my experiment no need do?
& take all chance to 'kope' others gel plates & combs can? com'on la. i purposely stick tape ard tt box use to dry plates & combs yet u can still take it & ask y got my plates & nvr return me my combs. I noe something not right so i went in lab & true enough my combs r missin. haiz... y r thr such ppl ard?
i really regret not havin much more time ytd so i can show boss d results though u don wan me to show. y i so nice to help u delay.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)