Sunday, 21 November, 2010
it's about 1 mth till d end. my last paper is on 22 dec. dis 1 mth is v critical. thr is still an assignment due on 26 nov & a test on 29 nov b4 exam commence on 14 dec. got 5 papers in total & my final week, i got 3 papers on 3 consec days.
dis 1 mth is not gonna b easy. needless to say, d stress pressurin me esp due to d module allocation for my course. all modules for me course r not available every sem n in order to graduate on time next jul, i'd to clear all 5 modules on hand now.
oso whether or not i can get at least a min 3rd class oso depend on dis final but it's extremely tough cos i would need at ave A-. so i shall not b too particular w dis but still tt's alrdy d min i wish i would obtain at d end of d 4 yr studies b4 i even got in so i'll still work hard for it.
thus, dis 1 mth is extremely critical. whether i pass & graduate on time (w or w/o at least a 3rd class) or i was retained & graduate ltr all depend on dis final mth. i'm not s worried for my FYP. i'd at least d basic hands-on skill for d lab work & d report aren't tt long s compared to my poly FYP & thr is no powerpoint presentation except d poster presentation so d most worrying is my studies...
i need all d supports i can get, n hopefully not more stress fr elsewhr or it can make or break me. i need to stay focus fr nw on & catch back s much s possible on d plan i'd set... all other things can wait but not studies anymore...
Jess, gambette, jiayou, don give up, u can make it
MeMoRieS
11:05 PM
Thursday, 18 November, 2010
givin citibank 1 more chance b4 i'll do anything rash...
my friends & i applied for d citibank clear card last yr & we were told tt we gotta pay d annual fee no matter wat. it's not a big sum but d prob is, my friends had called & waived off d annual fee & advice me not to pay.
ytd, i called but no matter wat, i simply can't find d number to press to waive off d fee like my friends did. tt was wat they told me s they didn't even talk to any operator, etc. but d funny thing was, no matter which option i chose, thr was simply no such option.
so i chose to speak to someone but den was asked to leave my no & someone would get back to me. stupid right?
den i chose to mail them but thr mail had default subj heading & none was for waiver. fine. so i chose general enquires & d reply was a no for waiver.
since my friends managed to waive off. i'll not pay tt annual fee though not tt big sum. no way i gonna pay so i send another mail to explain, reason, & threaten.
told them i noe can't but ask y my friends could when they use not s much s me & we apply same time. den comment tt i felt unfair & den threaten to say i'll terminate & even spread d unfair treatment i got fr d bank to all my relatives & friends. but i v gd. give them a chance. say i hope to get a reasonable reply or... heehee... i'll spread ard. i'll say in fb, etc. it's ok tt i don ve d card. at most i go back to pay $$ to my aunt for d card she sub to me. not much lost to me... except for d rewards pt la. haha...
MeMoRieS
12:49 AM
Monday, 15 November, 2010
2day, unsure of y, i keep feelin s though thr r something like insects or wat crawlin or bitin me esp on my leg. not sure if it's rashes or wat... but i end up still eat prawn wanton soup for dinner. hopefully wont get worst...
mayb it's karma... tt day, when dear's leg & back itchy itchy & he kept wantin to scratch, i poured medicated oil over those area. yes. i pour, not apply. den i apply tt minty powder 'she fen', over d medicated oil covered area.
medicated oil alrdy will ve d burning & minty sensation den plus tt powder. hehe... power right? he end up makin lots of noise say his leg burnt liao, got smoke come out liao, etc...
end up, jus nw, i cant tahan oso do same for myself. d minty sensation was too cooling tt i end up switchin off my fan... but i'd to say, it did stop d itch. lol...
dear noe bout my itch w d feeling s though some insect (which he called s 'ga ga') bite me. his reply made me unsure of wat to say due to his association. his reply, 'sayang honey. u too sweet le'. anw, earlier on, i actually did a stupid mistake but dear not only nvr scold me but still reply like tt. his reply actually do make me feel more guilty esp if i get him in trouble which i hope wont. *fingers crossed* thanks dear & sorry for d trouble...
MeMoRieS
9:49 PM
Sunday, 14 November, 2010
1 more mth to start if exam.... & 1.5 mths to end of this sem & ~2.5 mths to start of FYP & ~6.5 mths to end off my 4 yrs of degree course with my fyp poster presentation...
upcomin impt dates:
last assignment submission on 26 nov 10
muscle bio CA test on 29 nov 10
exams startin on 14 dec 10 w last paper on 22 dec 10 w 5 papers (gambette)
penang 27-30 dec 10
start of fyp 24 jan 11
fyp thesis 9 may 11
fyp poster day 24 may 11
at least i can see d end of d tunnel nw... though still quite far away. been a long 3 yrs ++... jus hope it had not been a wrong decision to takee up this degree course... hope for d best nw...
basically, this 1.5 mth is more or less d last few lap for me to study. must jia you... must chiong... must not give up... must not be over relax... i shall go back to old old strategy & hoepfully it'll work cos it's so much different than tt time but oh well... at least i'll try & should ve d opportunity to try...
MeMoRieS
11:03 PM
Thursday, 11 November, 2010
jus when i wonder if i shld rest b4 fyp commence & yet didn't wanna stay hm... ytd my colleague told me tt my current temp job actually can last till mar 11. so i tot 'y not' but den v sian to come back jus to work 3 hr durin holi when no lesson but at least earn bit of $$... & so i oso tot tt mayb i can say, if lab oso not tt busy, den i come worrk even aft fyp started...
den... came another colleague... he ask if i holi wanna go back to help him. say same rate s last time. say at most work other than d time i was task currently. so tt means... i can stay hm yet got $$ but gotta work long day. but i might get $$ to last me normally for prob up to 2 mths. or use tt money for my upcomin expenditure on x'mas present, bdays gift, cny goodies, insurance premium & piano tunin, or even prob use for tour. den may not deplete my savings tt much.
it's an advantage way to get out of hse & yet get paid but disadvantage at gettin less rest but may not rest s much at hm since cant really slp but den... wont get to see dear oso if he work afternoon till late or mayb still can but mayb not too freq.
shld i take up? d chance to get out of hm & to be more financially 'stable' is v v temptin. take or not?
anw, think for my current job, guess durin exam period i'll still cont'd since like my colleague ytd told me. i can study when i'm free & get paid for tt few hr. since i shld b in sch anw. so y not? hee. but d other job offer is jus too too unresistable.
MeMoRieS
12:35 PM
Thursday, 4 November, 2010
wat is wrong? or do i actually noe wat is wrong? everything not smooth... many hiccups... many prob ard... i'm shag...
electronics problems solved den mum sprained her waist. den she kanna drug allergy. den she kanna stomach bloatedness. den jus nw, scared dad & me.
went out w my friend cos see tt she much better le. den in d end, dad ask me tabao mac back & oso for her. when i back, she seemed alright but awhile aft d mac burger, when i happen to go take my coin fr d pocket of my pants which was in d bathrm, saw both of them weird weird. den realize it's cos mum seem unwell & yet even dad oso duno y.
tot she bloated but she hit her chest. scare me. den she finally say like got something stuck thr. cant b food cos finish d burger like at least 20 min ago le. so duno wat happen & she cant seem to tok. chest area don play play so tgt w dad, ask her see doc but she dun wan & keep quiet only all d time. den only say she duno wat to tell doc.
so i go changed my clothes & den she bo bian, guai guai go change oso. den she kept tryin hard to cough or vomit out. but fail to get better.
dad drove her to d west pt hospital while i try go register but tt stupid nurse thr refuse to let me register unless i give them d IC. cant i jus write. mum was unwell & dad was accompanyin her outside. -.-" den they wan take her temp so i ran out twice. 1 take mum's IC. 2 to ask her in
though no one, still gotta wait awhile b4 c doc. told doc of mum history of sprainin of waist & d bloatedness come aft days of takin d pain killer but i only noe 1 of d name. cant rmbr d other 1. & worst. i oso duno d name of d med she allergy to & she oso nvr ask d doc dis mornin. haiz... all d loopholes ard...
anw, doc say it's due to bloatedness & might not recover so soon. will take days. den.. change a med & give my mum d beneficial bacteria med. but she could only take d bacteria med cos interval too short to take d other type. so guess mum ve to cont'd to tahan d discomfort till next mornin. hopefully she will get better & rest.
looks like tml i oso gotta skip work & lecture. better to stay hm. look out. haiz... but no choice. hopefully will ve video lect uploaded ba. luckily tt lect was a repeat module so went for d lect b4. gg for it will jus b for me to note down watever i might ve miss last time & a recap session but tt oso means i must start lookin thru notes, esp this module cos it was taken a yr ago le.
anw, i realized something. jus nw while gg to bring mum to d clinic w dad & while we were thr & while we were comin home, i realize tt either i was cold & shiver & become weak or i was prob 'scare' & shiver & feel weak & feel cold & i wasn't feelin hungry but was feelin more worried. thus, i got kinda worried tt all these while, since i don really feel tt hungry all these while when i felt weak & trembling, will it b a bad symptom? symptom of stress, etc? or could it b like my friend said & wat i suspected previously tt my body lack certain cpd, like ions, etc. my friend tot of iron & tt if i prob got ping xue. guess i shall monitor & see hw. if i hungry den weak or not to make a more accurate conclusion. hope fully jus cos body lack a certain cpd rather than depression. but i noe my body weaker. much easier feel cold when i was d one who always feel d air con, etc ok esp amg my friends when i was in sec sch. is it cos i lack of exercise? mayb i shld go & start joggin again but will tt help?
no matter wat, i jus hope all unlucky things will be gone for nw. i'd enough. my heart unable to take in any more heart attack. jus nw almost wanna cry out le but can only 'ren'. argh.....
MeMoRieS
1:17 AM
