Yesterday after lunch, while chatting, I asked WY a question which in the end kept me pondering over the night again. A question which I had been asking myself. A question which my friends asked me before too. A question which a senior in faith asked me before when she 'home-visited' me beginning of the year. A question which I thought I already got the answer or I thought I ought to have the answer already. *sign*
That question was, 'What you want to achieve from a Degree qualification?'
With just that 1 question, many other questions start popping out in my head.
Why do I want to get a Degree? And that question linked to many other questions ...
Is it just to get a Degree for the sake of getting one?
Is it because my parents been bugging me to get a Degree? - I supposed they are the part of the reason... -
Is it to get higher pay? - Yes -
Is it to find more challenging work?
Do I really want to continue the same field of study with the fact that I do not like research-related work?
What else can I work as other than job related to research if I continue in this field?
What other courses can I further with the fact that I am ONLY good in Maths? In fact, I kind of like Maths. I am just average in Science-related subjects and sucks in languages, esp English, and sucks in critical thinking skills.
What can I work as after getting that Degree?
What else can I do other than getting that Degree?
WHAT DO I ACTUALLY WANT?
I really don't understand myself. I don't even know what I want. These are the questions which I had been asking myself for years and yet I still don't have an answer. *sign*
Well, I suppose I just have to give myself a bit more time to sort our my thought for now ba. *sign*
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