currently having my examinations after leaving school for 4 years. have 4 papers this semester.
HE191 Principles of Economics (14 November 2007 - 5 to 7.30 pm)
BS103 Organic Chemistry (15 November 2007 - 1 to 3.30 pm)
BS101 Introductory to Biology (19 November 2007 - 1 to 3.30 pm)
BS104 Biochemistry I - Biomolecules (26 November 2007 - 1 to 3.30pm)
today was already 17 November. thus, i had cleared 2 papers. that would mean that i am halfway through. yet i'm pretty much drained. especially after my 1st paper. it was a killer paper.
on my way to school for my 1st paper, i suddenly had a terrible headache in the bus. s i was like unwell the week before (had infected right tonsil with 2 white spots), i had my medication (of course without antibiotic as i had finished it and my tonsil was ok already) with me. i pop a panadol (didn't want to take too many then), yet the headache did not go away even till before i went into the exam hall. but i guess after being stunned by the 1st question, i totally don't have the extra time or energy to bother about my headache. i'm already dead at the 1st question. omg!
i had looked through the past year paper which i thought those were easier. i should have heel my friend's advice who went for the last lecture on another day. the lecturer told them to pass messages to tell all students to try not to look at the past year papers as the textbook used are different so the syllabus are different. i went to look through and found that those papers were similar to the tutorials. some tutorial questions were even from the past year papers.
somemore that paper ended so late. thus was super drained and yet had to struggle for the next paper which was the following day.
guess i was too straining on myself. on the day of the 2nd paper, i only took brunch due to the time i had to go to school. on my way to school, i still did last minute mugging in the bus. Guess what. this time i think i kanna motion sickness. after a short while of travelling, i felt bad again. heavy head like feeling giddy, naustic feeling, etc. anyway, it might not be motion sickness. after dinner the night before, i kind of not feeling quite well. i keep burping with the taste of dinner that i ate even till the time i went to bed and fallen asleep. upon reaching the final bus-stop, i was drained again with low energy and feeling awful. i went to the supermarket to grab sweets in case i had low sugar content as i still had the giddy spell. I found a place to sit & rest & drank water slowly & ate the sweet and slowly recovered from the problem. yet after the exam and on the journey home, the problem came back so i guess most likely was the motion sickness problem after all the straining plus feeling hungry.
anyway, after the 2nd paper on thursday, i totally cant study at all for the 3rd paper. even today (yesterday) as it is 12.41 am already now. i don't have the mood to mug. somemore, my mum asked me to go lot1 with her to help my cousin choose storybook as my grandma gave her $10 as she was 3rd in her class. and even after getting home, with my cousin around, it was hard to study. damn... tomorrow (today) also no time to study as i had piano lesson in the afternoon and had to work in the evening. i only got sunday morning and afternoon as i already planned to skip my dance training. but i had to work in the evening too. argh... i need more time!!!
i need to hang in there. i hope i can have the energy to hang on till the end before i collapse. i'm already drained to the extend that i am drunk with tireness again. i keep falling asleep while studying. i cant get my butt out of the bed in the morning. i cant seemed to get my eyes to open. i MUST hang in there till my last paper end. 'JESS, U'RE HALFWAY THROUGH! HANG ON!!!' sorry ah!!! i am just tryin to motivate myself'
think d 1st thing i'll do after my final paper is to sleep & sleep & sleep...
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