ytd went to watch May Day concert w 2 uni friends & 1 of a friend's sis. was pretty nice. but i was pretty k/o aft 11pm. think my brain started to 'malfunction' aft 11pm recently aft sch started. i can b awake but my mind is not aft tt time...
dear actually went to SIS & waited for me for bout 1.5 hr aft he finished work. told him tt d concert will end aft 12 yet he still went over. his patience lvl really power. asked me to call him aft it ended & w d crowds ard, & on d phone, i didn't managed to ask hw my friends r gg back & if they need lift outside d stadium area. hope they managed to get home asap ba.
dis mornin, he came over w breakfast & he planna wait outside my hse till i wake up or in d car if it rained heavily...
Sunday, 30 August 2009
Saturday, 29 August 2009
being a 'vampire' & went to watch final destination
hours aft d dental appointment today, i can still had d 'iron-ny' taste in my mouth. my gums is still bleedin esp at d right side whr i noe it's d most serious prob. s i always go to bed late, i told my friends tt i'm really a 'vampire'. drink blood somemore. but one tt drink own blood. lol... but it stopped in d late afternoon though aft dinner, thr is still bit of bleedin...
anw, aft d fyp briefin, went for lunch & went JP w my friend. we even go had mac ice cream. ya. jus had our teeth clean yet go eat junk food. oops... hee...
well, aft dinner at my grandma's hse, went to watch final destination w d final shaw voucher i had. it was quite gruesome. pretty disgustin. i guess not suitable for those w weak stomach/heart ba. basically, everybody who is at d race will die eventually & all d death fr d beginnin till d end r quite 'kua zhang'. body can be crushed, head can be ripped off/smashed, body can 'pierced thru' fence, eye can be gone, body can be pierced thru by wood, etc; nails can fly out & hit d faces, hand, etc. even death w/o full body s d body is sort of being grinded & organs, etc can be flyin everywhere or dangling somewhere... anw, think thr r more but i feel alright seein such scenes. jus tt when i watched, i sort of like can feel d pain, etc of d d ppl but managed myself to 'scream in pain' for them... basically, i sort of kept my hand on my lip to sort of zipped my mouth la... lol...
anw, aft d fyp briefin, went for lunch & went JP w my friend. we even go had mac ice cream. ya. jus had our teeth clean yet go eat junk food. oops... hee...
well, aft dinner at my grandma's hse, went to watch final destination w d final shaw voucher i had. it was quite gruesome. pretty disgustin. i guess not suitable for those w weak stomach/heart ba. basically, everybody who is at d race will die eventually & all d death fr d beginnin till d end r quite 'kua zhang'. body can be crushed, head can be ripped off/smashed, body can 'pierced thru' fence, eye can be gone, body can be pierced thru by wood, etc; nails can fly out & hit d faces, hand, etc. even death w/o full body s d body is sort of being grinded & organs, etc can be flyin everywhere or dangling somewhere... anw, think thr r more but i feel alright seein such scenes. jus tt when i watched, i sort of like can feel d pain, etc of d d ppl but managed myself to 'scream in pain' for them... basically, i sort of kept my hand on my lip to sort of zipped my mouth la... lol...
Friday, 28 August 2009
dental appointment
jus nw went for a dental appointment. it'd been so so long since i last had dental checkup. tink d last time was dated back in sec sch?
anw, d dentist cleaned up & fill a lobang. told me i still got 2 baby tooth on d top at both side & 1 of which is bit shaky... if drop, den will ve lobang. can dun really care bout it unless it drop or so ba. if so, either put braces to push d other in or to fix a denture.
well, i still need to go back follow up. b gg 2 wks ltr durin 1 of our long break. though last time had d free dental check a wk ago & found slight decay on my top left wisdom tooth & was advice to had it remove, today, d dentist advice me not to bother on tt 1st but to 'settle' my functional tooth 1st unless tt wisdom tooth cos prob.
he oso advice on consistent dental check on norm occassion, twice a yr so tt when cleanin, i wont feel tt pain & dentist's job will b easier. lol... shall listen b4 i become 'bo gei'... ;p
anw, d dentist cleaned up & fill a lobang. told me i still got 2 baby tooth on d top at both side & 1 of which is bit shaky... if drop, den will ve lobang. can dun really care bout it unless it drop or so ba. if so, either put braces to push d other in or to fix a denture.
well, i still need to go back follow up. b gg 2 wks ltr durin 1 of our long break. though last time had d free dental check a wk ago & found slight decay on my top left wisdom tooth & was advice to had it remove, today, d dentist advice me not to bother on tt 1st but to 'settle' my functional tooth 1st unless tt wisdom tooth cos prob.
he oso advice on consistent dental check on norm occassion, twice a yr so tt when cleanin, i wont feel tt pain & dentist's job will b easier. lol... shall listen b4 i become 'bo gei'... ;p
Wednesday, 26 August 2009
灵异事件
recently, my house got 灵异事件.
one morning (cant rmbr which day), my mum woke up to find a dead cockroach in the kitchen sink. it had insecticide smell so my mum thought i killed it but dared not pick up and dump away so she check w me and found out that i did not see any cockroach tt nite b4.
few days ltr, she told me tt she'd check w my dad and found tt he also never kill d cockroach. furthermore, my dad usually wont use insecticide to kill the cockroach and cfm wont leave d corpse thr.
so who killed d cockroach??? my dad & i nvr. my mum always catch w her bare hands and dispose it immediately. so who else can kill d cockroach in my hse? my cousins weren't thr d nite b4 & they will sure scream if they see one. hw can d cockroach commit suicide by bathin itself in insecticide???
one morning (cant rmbr which day), my mum woke up to find a dead cockroach in the kitchen sink. it had insecticide smell so my mum thought i killed it but dared not pick up and dump away so she check w me and found out that i did not see any cockroach tt nite b4.
few days ltr, she told me tt she'd check w my dad and found tt he also never kill d cockroach. furthermore, my dad usually wont use insecticide to kill the cockroach and cfm wont leave d corpse thr.
so who killed d cockroach??? my dad & i nvr. my mum always catch w her bare hands and dispose it immediately. so who else can kill d cockroach in my hse? my cousins weren't thr d nite b4 & they will sure scream if they see one. hw can d cockroach commit suicide by bathin itself in insecticide???
gainin back my health...
i tink finally, i'm gainin bak my health... *hopefully*
had sorethroat on mon & went to see doc in d evenin. & nw seemed alright but still on medication. hope it'll get better. last nite chat w a friend till late & today mum nagged over d issue tt i go slp late again... oops... cos she oso worried la. nose bleed, den sorethroat...
well, i nvr tell him bout d sorethroat till ytd mum told him... oops... luckily he nvr angry but asked me to tell next time... ;p anw, i'm much better le lah. not like i nvr take care of myself ma...
hope sch wont fall sick again... will b gettin busy s d term progress ba...
had sorethroat on mon & went to see doc in d evenin. & nw seemed alright but still on medication. hope it'll get better. last nite chat w a friend till late & today mum nagged over d issue tt i go slp late again... oops... cos she oso worried la. nose bleed, den sorethroat...
well, i nvr tell him bout d sorethroat till ytd mum told him... oops... luckily he nvr angry but asked me to tell next time... ;p anw, i'm much better le lah. not like i nvr take care of myself ma...
hope sch wont fall sick again... will b gettin busy s d term progress ba...
Friday, 21 August 2009
nightmare durin nap & runnin nose aft nap
jus nw, took quite a long nap aft lunch & aft mum got hm. she asked y i go hm so early instead of stayin sch to do 'hmwork'. told her d truth like wat my friend suggested. so s usual. i noe she will worry lots. even told my dad & went to 药材店 to ask. conclusion... too heaty esp since i always slp so late... so she bought barley & planna cook tml for us to drink. oso bought vegetable to cook dinner for me s i do not intend to go eat at grandma's hse but i told her to jus tabao back for me. yet she cook jus for me... sighed... weather hot, she cook again. hope she wont get her headache back ba... if not i would feel v v bad...
anw, durin my nap, i got 吓醒 once. all thks to my dad who always grumble say i only noe hw to slp like a pig & tt time not allowin me to slp in ltr in d mornin. in my dream, he was hm & was v unhappy tt i was still slpin or even nappin till i jumped out of bed immediately (in dream & reality). but i realized tt my dad was not hm in reality so i went back to slp. sighed... too many things botherin me till my brain always on 'battle' mode even when i slp. no wonder i can dream i do tut qs & got my ans in my dream when in reality i cant get d ans. this is really not not gd... i need peaceful slp lah... slp tt can let me recharge...
well, aft i finally woke up, my nose started to run... this time not nose bleed lah. but i kanna runnin nose. heng. it only last a v short while. & i think i feel better le ba. not so tired or weak le.. think i too long nvr workout & always slp late. gettin weak ba... thr hasn't been any dance trg for a couple of weeks le. sort of missed it though i had to wake up v early even on a sun. actually, it would be better than slpin in but get in trouble at hm.
anw, completed 1 tutorial aft i woke up. nw tryin to do d other den will b done for mon tut lessons. ^.^ jiayou!!! think if i complete it, i should be able to slp better ba...
anw, durin my nap, i got 吓醒 once. all thks to my dad who always grumble say i only noe hw to slp like a pig & tt time not allowin me to slp in ltr in d mornin. in my dream, he was hm & was v unhappy tt i was still slpin or even nappin till i jumped out of bed immediately (in dream & reality). but i realized tt my dad was not hm in reality so i went back to slp. sighed... too many things botherin me till my brain always on 'battle' mode even when i slp. no wonder i can dream i do tut qs & got my ans in my dream when in reality i cant get d ans. this is really not not gd... i need peaceful slp lah... slp tt can let me recharge...
well, aft i finally woke up, my nose started to run... this time not nose bleed lah. but i kanna runnin nose. heng. it only last a v short while. & i think i feel better le ba. not so tired or weak le.. think i too long nvr workout & always slp late. gettin weak ba... thr hasn't been any dance trg for a couple of weeks le. sort of missed it though i had to wake up v early even on a sun. actually, it would be better than slpin in but get in trouble at hm.
anw, completed 1 tutorial aft i woke up. nw tryin to do d other den will b done for mon tut lessons. ^.^ jiayou!!! think if i complete it, i should be able to slp better ba...
plans disruption
oh ya.. actually these 2 days i actually got quite a no of plans... not plan on purpose & jus happen i oso wont b mtg him...
i nid to go toa payoh see doc for d spots on d face. 2 wks ago, my mum asked my godma bring me thr & they asked me try d products & 2 wks ltr go back.
& i even tot of havin dinner w my sec friend since it'd been a long while since i last met her. but i bit no energy to do so currently. sighed...
tml mornin, got a soka NTU student division outdoor gatherin at Hortpark & so i tot of gg toa payoh aft class today so tt i can go tml. but i guess at this condition i'm in, i shan't go hortpark tml no matter wat. mayb go toa payoh if i can get up early tml mornin ba.
tml afternoon oso got 2 soka mtg. 1 is d student division orientation mtg & another is on a more serious note. still wonderin which one i should go but shall see hw much i can recover bak aft my nap ltr ba. esp when i still got tutorials to do which at 1st planna do in lib aft class jus nw... but nw cant think well... quite brain dead at d moment. ltr then do ba.
so many plans disruption... but cant help it...
i nid to go toa payoh see doc for d spots on d face. 2 wks ago, my mum asked my godma bring me thr & they asked me try d products & 2 wks ltr go back.
& i even tot of havin dinner w my sec friend since it'd been a long while since i last met her. but i bit no energy to do so currently. sighed...
tml mornin, got a soka NTU student division outdoor gatherin at Hortpark & so i tot of gg toa payoh aft class today so tt i can go tml. but i guess at this condition i'm in, i shan't go hortpark tml no matter wat. mayb go toa payoh if i can get up early tml mornin ba.
tml afternoon oso got 2 soka mtg. 1 is d student division orientation mtg & another is on a more serious note. still wonderin which one i should go but shall see hw much i can recover bak aft my nap ltr ba. esp when i still got tutorials to do which at 1st planna do in lib aft class jus nw... but nw cant think well... quite brain dead at d moment. ltr then do ba.
so many plans disruption... but cant help it...
nose bleed???
did i nose bleed jus nw in d LT jus shortly aft d start of d 2nd 1/2 of d lecture? it doesn't seemed like minor scratch or something. not massive amt of blood but enuff to soak d tissue in a v visible amt of blood in jus a brief touch for quite many times.
when i 1st touch my nose w my finger, it got blood, den i use tissue. aft few attempt to stop it, decided to 'dash' to d toilet b4 it get messy. managed to stop d bleedin aft applyin pressure for a while for a no of times & coolin my forehead w bit of water. & i went back to class. think i missed like 10 slides or so but no choice. if really dun understand, i guess shall borrow notes fr friends ba... sighed...
back to LT, cont'd listenin to lecture, i realized i was sort of trembling. well, at least my hands r. so in d end, decided to go hm & rest instead of stayin in sch to study but if i let my mum noe d real reason, she might worry lots but if i dun, den i might get d chance to step on tail again... my friend's suggestion is to tell d truth. anw, nw tt i'm hm, she is not so may b alright ba...
when i got out of lecture, i was feelin cold too. my hands r colder than my friends. when i got hm, my toes r still pretty cold. & i still do feel bit weak... in mornin, i tot i was worried bout my parents & him, tt i dun really ve appetite to eat but i eat for d sake of eatin. but i think mayb not fully d reason... mayb oso cos not really feelin tt well ba... mayb shall napped a while ltr. hope will get better...
when i 1st touch my nose w my finger, it got blood, den i use tissue. aft few attempt to stop it, decided to 'dash' to d toilet b4 it get messy. managed to stop d bleedin aft applyin pressure for a while for a no of times & coolin my forehead w bit of water. & i went back to class. think i missed like 10 slides or so but no choice. if really dun understand, i guess shall borrow notes fr friends ba... sighed...
back to LT, cont'd listenin to lecture, i realized i was sort of trembling. well, at least my hands r. so in d end, decided to go hm & rest instead of stayin in sch to study but if i let my mum noe d real reason, she might worry lots but if i dun, den i might get d chance to step on tail again... my friend's suggestion is to tell d truth. anw, nw tt i'm hm, she is not so may b alright ba...
when i got out of lecture, i was feelin cold too. my hands r colder than my friends. when i got hm, my toes r still pretty cold. & i still do feel bit weak... in mornin, i tot i was worried bout my parents & him, tt i dun really ve appetite to eat but i eat for d sake of eatin. but i think mayb not fully d reason... mayb oso cos not really feelin tt well ba... mayb shall napped a while ltr. hope will get better...
phobia
though i dun tink i got any kind of those commonly known phobia, i tink i do ve a phobia. phobia of hearin ppl esp close ones who fall & end up w swellin & pain. not only hearin someone who fall but oso when someone knock & bump themselves includin myself... sighed...
yrs ago, when i was still in poly, my dad slipped & fall & end up w fractured wrist & had operations twice. den my godma oso slipped & fall & end up w fracture elbow. bout a mth plus ago, my uncle bump his hand on d door & end up w fracture wrist.
recently, my mum slipped & fall in d bathroom at my uncle's place & ended up w swollen wrist. i was v worried it might end up s fracture but luckily it seemed to get better. wed, my dad slipped & fall again at work. he ended up w swollen wrist again & is still in pain. sighed... keepin my fingers crossed but cant help d worry...
actually worried not only my dad... my mum oso havin headache for days but accordin to her, it was better ytd. & even dear had bad headache ytd... hope it's jus cos of d weather cos since last wk, i do get headache on & off too but i tried to brush off, not tinkin bout it. but i noe my energy lvl not tt at it's optimal lvl. i cant quite last beyond 11pm these few days... usually i can tahan & still b quite wide awake even aft 12am. so i had been gg slp much earlier than usual. hope not cos of sch cos it's jus d 2nd wk...
i really really hope everybody recovered (physically & mentally) asap ba...
yrs ago, when i was still in poly, my dad slipped & fall & end up w fractured wrist & had operations twice. den my godma oso slipped & fall & end up w fracture elbow. bout a mth plus ago, my uncle bump his hand on d door & end up w fracture wrist.
recently, my mum slipped & fall in d bathroom at my uncle's place & ended up w swollen wrist. i was v worried it might end up s fracture but luckily it seemed to get better. wed, my dad slipped & fall again at work. he ended up w swollen wrist again & is still in pain. sighed... keepin my fingers crossed but cant help d worry...
actually worried not only my dad... my mum oso havin headache for days but accordin to her, it was better ytd. & even dear had bad headache ytd... hope it's jus cos of d weather cos since last wk, i do get headache on & off too but i tried to brush off, not tinkin bout it. but i noe my energy lvl not tt at it's optimal lvl. i cant quite last beyond 11pm these few days... usually i can tahan & still b quite wide awake even aft 12am. so i had been gg slp much earlier than usual. hope not cos of sch cos it's jus d 2nd wk...
i really really hope everybody recovered (physically & mentally) asap ba...
Monday, 17 August 2009
wk of long break...
it's d 2nd wk of sch... 2nd day w long break... this is a wk w many long breaks... stayed in sch durin d long break. went lib, went d free dental health check & went to find d sch dental ctr & book appt w my friends for next fri... & went back to d lib b4 gg for lunch.
aft lunch, had no place to go alrdy & we jus sat in d sch lobby to chat & my friends kinda decided to go bowlin tml... lol... it should ve been at least a decade since i last play bowling & i rmbr d ball keep gg to d 'drain' last time. well, shall go ve real fun b4 tutorials, etc started floodin in... but oso must not forget to not to over spend too.. lol... dun wanna overspent what i earn durin d holi... lol... oso cos i dunno if i really wanna work durin d dec holi... cos it's relatively short... shall see hw then...
aft lunch, had no place to go alrdy & we jus sat in d sch lobby to chat & my friends kinda decided to go bowlin tml... lol... it should ve been at least a decade since i last play bowling & i rmbr d ball keep gg to d 'drain' last time. well, shall go ve real fun b4 tutorials, etc started floodin in... but oso must not forget to not to over spend too.. lol... dun wanna overspent what i earn durin d holi... lol... oso cos i dunno if i really wanna work durin d dec holi... cos it's relatively short... shall see hw then...
Sunday, 16 August 2009
1st wk past & goin 2nd wk le... seemed pretty fast
a wk is over since d start of sch. gonna b 2nd wk tml le... seemed quite fast...
guess oso cos d wk start on a tue. realized this sem, got 2 or 3 holi on mon. so b a relative short wk on those days ba... esp since fri is a v short day for me...
i jus realized i actually let my mum noe my fri is a v short day... which may not b a gd choice for me. cos i actually realized if she not in right mood & i'm hm, i would ve d risk of steppin on her tail... so, i may go to my 2nd hm again... d sch lib la... lol... it was my 2nd hm last sem till i finish my last paper & shall make it my 2nd hm again this sem on fri ba... so it makes no difference to have a v short day. like got hm, scare to go hm like tt... sighed... but at least not lesson so i would v long weekend in a way... ^.^ tt's something cool... wahahaaa...
think this wk past so fast oso cos not much lesson. only 2 lecture on tue w 5 hr break in btw, 1 lecture each on wed to fri. & somemore, went to search for friend's bday pressie, etc so time past v fast... it's gd in a way cos at least wont b so dreadful... hope can cont'd this way... hee... i mean d sem will stay 'un-dreadful'... mayb den i could make study my interest... lol... actually, study is oso a mental test... if u hate d subject, it's high likely u cant get gd grades for it. so i always remind myself, i must learn to love every modules i took. lol... a mental game i'm playin... jiayou!!! wahahaaa...
this sem will b diff... must managed my time well... yr 1 to yr 2 sem 1, managed work, study, soka activities & i alrdy over tired... yr 2 sem 2, last sem, nvr work, managed to able to keep in contact w friend(s), study, soka activities & family. though overall GPA is worst for yr 2 sem 2, i feel it was generally overall better. mayb cos more 'B's ba.. jus tt got 2 modules pull my GPA down. & i dun feel so tired than previous... mayb cos i balance out 'work hard' & 'play' rather than serious biz all d way...
nw must oso try to balance more, make time for grandma too. last sem, i seldom go over for dinner. feel quite bad... & nw, my grandma oso lookin forward to him gg over for dinner too... not only tt, his mum oso asked me go over for dinner every week if possible... & said i could go over too if my lesson ended early... lol... so i must managed my time well. must utilized my break time well too. to do tut, lab report, study... & i wont forget my friends too...
guess oso cos d wk start on a tue. realized this sem, got 2 or 3 holi on mon. so b a relative short wk on those days ba... esp since fri is a v short day for me...
i jus realized i actually let my mum noe my fri is a v short day... which may not b a gd choice for me. cos i actually realized if she not in right mood & i'm hm, i would ve d risk of steppin on her tail... so, i may go to my 2nd hm again... d sch lib la... lol... it was my 2nd hm last sem till i finish my last paper & shall make it my 2nd hm again this sem on fri ba... so it makes no difference to have a v short day. like got hm, scare to go hm like tt... sighed... but at least not lesson so i would v long weekend in a way... ^.^ tt's something cool... wahahaaa...
think this wk past so fast oso cos not much lesson. only 2 lecture on tue w 5 hr break in btw, 1 lecture each on wed to fri. & somemore, went to search for friend's bday pressie, etc so time past v fast... it's gd in a way cos at least wont b so dreadful... hope can cont'd this way... hee... i mean d sem will stay 'un-dreadful'... mayb den i could make study my interest... lol... actually, study is oso a mental test... if u hate d subject, it's high likely u cant get gd grades for it. so i always remind myself, i must learn to love every modules i took. lol... a mental game i'm playin... jiayou!!! wahahaaa...
this sem will b diff... must managed my time well... yr 1 to yr 2 sem 1, managed work, study, soka activities & i alrdy over tired... yr 2 sem 2, last sem, nvr work, managed to able to keep in contact w friend(s), study, soka activities & family. though overall GPA is worst for yr 2 sem 2, i feel it was generally overall better. mayb cos more 'B's ba.. jus tt got 2 modules pull my GPA down. & i dun feel so tired than previous... mayb cos i balance out 'work hard' & 'play' rather than serious biz all d way...
nw must oso try to balance more, make time for grandma too. last sem, i seldom go over for dinner. feel quite bad... & nw, my grandma oso lookin forward to him gg over for dinner too... not only tt, his mum oso asked me go over for dinner every week if possible... & said i could go over too if my lesson ended early... lol... so i must managed my time well. must utilized my break time well too. to do tut, lab report, study... & i wont forget my friends too...
Thursday, 13 August 2009
weird, unrealistic & 'kiddish' dream
whoever is readin this must b thinkin tt this gal is gg crazy... had such weird, unrealistic & 'kiddish' dream...
d place of d dream was in my hse. i cant rmbr wat i was doing then. but wat i rmbr was suddenly got a creature climb to my window in my room wanting to get in. tt creature looks like baby dino yet oso looked like pokemon... ya. i meant wat i say... tt's y i said it was an unrealistic and kiddy dream. & it puzzled me cos it has been yrs since i last watch pokemon.
well, it poke it's head fr outside to peak in and i jus happened to see. so i went to shut the window close but realized that the other 2 bedrooms r jus beside my room, i went over to shut the windows s well. wat i did was always jus in time b4 d creature managed to get in.
aft i shut d window at my study room, i saw tt actually thr were more creatures. got another shadow and they seemed to be like discussin and i had a feelin they might try to come in fr d kitchen & went over to shut d window. but thr were 2 smaller 'flip-out' window at d top which i'm not tall enough & nvr tot they might try fr thr.
guess wat, thr was a creature tt could fly & brought d others over to d kitchen. thr, they threw in cushion (think to buffer their fall) thru d small window... & whenever they threw in, i threw out immediately. even threw d creatures out when they jumped in... & tried to climb up to shut d windows too. i dun understand y i ve to make my life so difficult. cant i jus get a chair to climb and shut d window?
anw, my mum got to noe aft askin me y i shut all window. she actually wanted to allow d creatures in & asked y i threw them out & said if they wanna come in jus let them in. s they were sort of dino, i told my mum tt we'll b caught if we keep such creatures in d hse s it'll b illegal & somemore, they may grow into extremely big. (this part reminds me of d doraemon movie & a recent movie on keepin d dino)
anw, though i said they do resemble pokemon, they dun look like those 2-d cartoon. they looks 3-d. like soft-toy too... quite cuddly... but still weird to have such dream... jus 2 days of lesson & i alrdy started havin weird dreams... though not d 1st time esp those who had heard of my weird dreams... v weird & no link to reality one... & can b quite adventurous/excitin at times... lol... but i'm not mad... no need to go IMH... wahahaaa.....
d place of d dream was in my hse. i cant rmbr wat i was doing then. but wat i rmbr was suddenly got a creature climb to my window in my room wanting to get in. tt creature looks like baby dino yet oso looked like pokemon... ya. i meant wat i say... tt's y i said it was an unrealistic and kiddy dream. & it puzzled me cos it has been yrs since i last watch pokemon.
well, it poke it's head fr outside to peak in and i jus happened to see. so i went to shut the window close but realized that the other 2 bedrooms r jus beside my room, i went over to shut the windows s well. wat i did was always jus in time b4 d creature managed to get in.
aft i shut d window at my study room, i saw tt actually thr were more creatures. got another shadow and they seemed to be like discussin and i had a feelin they might try to come in fr d kitchen & went over to shut d window. but thr were 2 smaller 'flip-out' window at d top which i'm not tall enough & nvr tot they might try fr thr.
guess wat, thr was a creature tt could fly & brought d others over to d kitchen. thr, they threw in cushion (think to buffer their fall) thru d small window... & whenever they threw in, i threw out immediately. even threw d creatures out when they jumped in... & tried to climb up to shut d windows too. i dun understand y i ve to make my life so difficult. cant i jus get a chair to climb and shut d window?
anw, my mum got to noe aft askin me y i shut all window. she actually wanted to allow d creatures in & asked y i threw them out & said if they wanna come in jus let them in. s they were sort of dino, i told my mum tt we'll b caught if we keep such creatures in d hse s it'll b illegal & somemore, they may grow into extremely big. (this part reminds me of d doraemon movie & a recent movie on keepin d dino)
anw, though i said they do resemble pokemon, they dun look like those 2-d cartoon. they looks 3-d. like soft-toy too... quite cuddly... but still weird to have such dream... jus 2 days of lesson & i alrdy started havin weird dreams... though not d 1st time esp those who had heard of my weird dreams... v weird & no link to reality one... & can b quite adventurous/excitin at times... lol... but i'm not mad... no need to go IMH... wahahaaa.....
Monday, 10 August 2009
'heng' or 'suay'???
'heng' or 'suay'???
last nite till dis mornin, stepped on dad's tail... nw ok le lah... but i'd to be careful...
a while ago, almost cut myself while cuttin d lotus roots for the soup tt i'm helpin my mum preparing... luckily i got long nails. d knife cut my long nail instead of my finger. & my nail nvr break... d knife slice d nail polish part only... *phew* so glad i nvr cut myself...
last nite till dis mornin, stepped on dad's tail... nw ok le lah... but i'd to be careful...
a while ago, almost cut myself while cuttin d lotus roots for the soup tt i'm helpin my mum preparing... luckily i got long nails. d knife cut my long nail instead of my finger. & my nail nvr break... d knife slice d nail polish part only... *phew* so glad i nvr cut myself...
do new things & re-do others... many experiences gained???
ytd while chattin w my friend on MSN, she sort of reminded me tt since i got into uni, i did many things tt i nvr do like for yrs and even try new things... made me wonder wat ve i been doing for d past few yrs tt i'm workin... seemed like though i'm busy and had activities like dance trg, piano, religion mtg, it was quite routine... & since d start of my sch life, many things differ... or rather, i tried many things & gain new experiences... if not i might become a 'sua ku' person le... lol...
things nvr done for yrs / things i tried b4 (yrs ago)...
- try self-learn swimmin (sort of at d beginnin of d yr)
- go ktv at partyworld (3 times this sch holi)
- cyclin (durin may jus a day b4 my BKK trip)
- go east coast park (to cycle)
- take plane (go BKK w families)
- go lib borrow books to read
- stay o/n in chalet (if it's on for dec this yr. last time was w my sec sch friends at BB)
- joggin (mayb i should train back for my stamina, if i got d time or m i jus findin excuses??? lol...)
- bowlin (kip droppin into d 'drain'), pool/billard (tried once), kayak (w poly friends though i totally dunno hw to swim then), went wild wild wet (but kanna like 80+ missed calls & i oso still totally dunno hw to swim then), went UK fair at woodlands, etc etc...
1st time:
- makin sch lib my hm durin previous sem
- being an emcee for a wedding banquet in front of my parents (i've much much less confident in front of them...)
- makin beaded figurin & accessories
- try roller blading (same day s cyclin at east coast park. ssshhhh.... parents dunno... =X)
- went job agencies (a couple of agencies at jurong east)
- find temp jobs (sort of nvr find b4 in my whole life)
- being a flyer distributors (not an easy job for me, 脸皮太薄...)
- buy so many clothes, etc (at BKK but they r cheap...)
- watch concert (Aaron Kwok's concert in May and May Day on 29 Aug)
- friends stayin o/n for movie marathon (cos i cant go friend's hse)
- sneaked to friend's house to try to bake cookies (mty 1st attempt)
- watch so many movies b it in cinema, in lectures (for a module) or at hm
- went out quite often (almost every week once durin last sch term except exam period & relative often this sch holi esp endin of d holi)
things nvr done for yrs / things i tried b4 (yrs ago)...
- try self-learn swimmin (sort of at d beginnin of d yr)
- go ktv at partyworld (3 times this sch holi)
- cyclin (durin may jus a day b4 my BKK trip)
- go east coast park (to cycle)
- take plane (go BKK w families)
- go lib borrow books to read
- stay o/n in chalet (if it's on for dec this yr. last time was w my sec sch friends at BB)
- joggin (mayb i should train back for my stamina, if i got d time or m i jus findin excuses??? lol...)
- bowlin (kip droppin into d 'drain'), pool/billard (tried once), kayak (w poly friends though i totally dunno hw to swim then), went wild wild wet (but kanna like 80+ missed calls & i oso still totally dunno hw to swim then), went UK fair at woodlands, etc etc...
1st time:
- makin sch lib my hm durin previous sem
- being an emcee for a wedding banquet in front of my parents (i've much much less confident in front of them...)
- makin beaded figurin & accessories
- try roller blading (same day s cyclin at east coast park. ssshhhh.... parents dunno... =X)
- went job agencies (a couple of agencies at jurong east)
- find temp jobs (sort of nvr find b4 in my whole life)
- being a flyer distributors (not an easy job for me, 脸皮太薄...)
- buy so many clothes, etc (at BKK but they r cheap...)
- watch concert (Aaron Kwok's concert in May and May Day on 29 Aug)
- friends stayin o/n for movie marathon (cos i cant go friend's hse)
- sneaked to friend's house to try to bake cookies (mty 1st attempt)
- watch so many movies b it in cinema, in lectures (for a module) or at hm
- went out quite often (almost every week once durin last sch term except exam period & relative often this sch holi esp endin of d holi)
sch starting soon & yet step on tail again
sch is startin... if not cos national day fall on a sun, today will alrdy start lessons le. though i dun wish to go back study, i actually wished i had lessons today. at least can go sch & most likely wont step on dad's tail & still can b w friends. sighed...
watever happened occured last nite but i noe i alrdy step on his tail d moment i asked him let me slp in b4 d term starts (even in jokin manner). so i give in but he not happy alrdy. thus, this mornin i dare not slp late but jus nw when my mum woke up, she told me my dad complaint to her. wat does he want? i alrdy give in. wake up earlier than him. i usually sunday got dance trainin, so i woke up v early like almost 7 days a week & i allow him to slp in & not drive me to trainin wor. i rather i wake up earlier to go myself. he always like tt... like a small kid. want ppl to accomodate him. sighed... early mornin kanna liao...
but i shan't think bout tt... cos i believed wed & thurs i only got lectures at 3.30pm so i could still 'slp in' then.... better choice cos dad'll b workin but must make sure my phone not on silent again. dun wanna another dunno hw many tens of missed calls fr him or my mum.
oso last nite, my friend had a tentative plan for 3d2n chalet in dec in sentosa. though i not sure hw to convince my parents, i will still go no matter wat ba (i noe i v naughty... lol!!!). unless my friend is unable to book and convince her parents. last paper on 8 dec and i believed i would b dyin for a break to rest & relax my mind. jus wished no more nightmare for me... & d chalet will b a motivation for me... like wat my friend said... it'll b something to look forward to... hee... keepin fingers crossed for nw... ^.^
watever happened occured last nite but i noe i alrdy step on his tail d moment i asked him let me slp in b4 d term starts (even in jokin manner). so i give in but he not happy alrdy. thus, this mornin i dare not slp late but jus nw when my mum woke up, she told me my dad complaint to her. wat does he want? i alrdy give in. wake up earlier than him. i usually sunday got dance trainin, so i woke up v early like almost 7 days a week & i allow him to slp in & not drive me to trainin wor. i rather i wake up earlier to go myself. he always like tt... like a small kid. want ppl to accomodate him. sighed... early mornin kanna liao...
but i shan't think bout tt... cos i believed wed & thurs i only got lectures at 3.30pm so i could still 'slp in' then.... better choice cos dad'll b workin but must make sure my phone not on silent again. dun wanna another dunno hw many tens of missed calls fr him or my mum.
oso last nite, my friend had a tentative plan for 3d2n chalet in dec in sentosa. though i not sure hw to convince my parents, i will still go no matter wat ba (i noe i v naughty... lol!!!). unless my friend is unable to book and convince her parents. last paper on 8 dec and i believed i would b dyin for a break to rest & relax my mind. jus wished no more nightmare for me... & d chalet will b a motivation for me... like wat my friend said... it'll b something to look forward to... hee... keepin fingers crossed for nw... ^.^
Thursday, 6 August 2009
actions speaks louder than words
today, early mornin, went to toa payoh w my godma. my mum asked her bring me go see doc for my face. d acne prob... think if i nvr go out in d mornin, dear might ve come over in d mornin aft he work overnight shift ytd b4 gg work again at 1pm. at 1st workin at 10am but last min changed to 1pm & he still agreed to go to my grandma's hse for dinner.
anw, in d afternoon, aft he finish work, he came over. went to coffeeshop to get coffee 1st & asked if i need anything. i asked my cousin who at 1st nodded her head when i asked if she wanna eat anything & when she heard he's buyin, she dun wan alrdy but in d end still asked for 'dou sha bao' & my mum wanted 'cha sao bao'.
aft dinner at my grandma's hse, b4 we left, my cousins rushed over to him for hug b4 we left. he volunteer to drive my godma hm too but she dun wan & sp he jus drove my mum & i hm. upon reachin, he parked his car nicely and came out & went up w us. in d end, he was jus sendin both of us hm when both my mum & i tot he wanted to sit awhile. my mum was amazed at his action.
anw, in d afternoon, aft he finish work, he came over. went to coffeeshop to get coffee 1st & asked if i need anything. i asked my cousin who at 1st nodded her head when i asked if she wanna eat anything & when she heard he's buyin, she dun wan alrdy but in d end still asked for 'dou sha bao' & my mum wanted 'cha sao bao'.
aft dinner at my grandma's hse, b4 we left, my cousins rushed over to him for hug b4 we left. he volunteer to drive my godma hm too but she dun wan & sp he jus drove my mum & i hm. upon reachin, he parked his car nicely and came out & went up w us. in d end, he was jus sendin both of us hm when both my mum & i tot he wanted to sit awhile. my mum was amazed at his action.
Wednesday, 5 August 2009
an 'eventful' wk...
this's d final wk of sch holi. i'll b in 3rd yr when term starts next wk. fast or not, i oso dunno hw to describe. i guess depends on wat ur mentality/mood is. shall look at d positive side.
well, decided to work till last wk so s to rest a bit b4 term starts. but so far, i spent some of d time to stock up... ya. stock up for comin term. went to buy coloured pens ytd, went to get highlighter today (cant find ytd), jus nw even went to stock up on printer inks cos i believe this sem, thr might b higher chance to print notes fr hm s most lectures start at 8.30am when library only open that time. usually, d prof likes to upload last min so it's not possible to print b4hand.
k lah. other than stockin up for comin sem, watched bit of HK drama '溏心风暴'on mon. well, not quite a bit la. watched almost like 7 to 8 ep. oso went to partyworld ytd w him & this afternoon oso went to meet up a friend for lunch. thus, so far, this wk had been quite 'eventful'
oso planna finish d book 'eclipse' lent to me by my cousin. not quite like me. cos usually, i could finish within mayb 2 to 4 days. mayb shall read ltr... hope to finish asap so tt i could return d book to my cousin. i dun like to hold up other ppl's things for too long.
well, decided to work till last wk so s to rest a bit b4 term starts. but so far, i spent some of d time to stock up... ya. stock up for comin term. went to buy coloured pens ytd, went to get highlighter today (cant find ytd), jus nw even went to stock up on printer inks cos i believe this sem, thr might b higher chance to print notes fr hm s most lectures start at 8.30am when library only open that time. usually, d prof likes to upload last min so it's not possible to print b4hand.
k lah. other than stockin up for comin sem, watched bit of HK drama '溏心风暴'on mon. well, not quite a bit la. watched almost like 7 to 8 ep. oso went to partyworld ytd w him & this afternoon oso went to meet up a friend for lunch. thus, so far, this wk had been quite 'eventful'
oso planna finish d book 'eclipse' lent to me by my cousin. not quite like me. cos usually, i could finish within mayb 2 to 4 days. mayb shall read ltr... hope to finish asap so tt i could return d book to my cousin. i dun like to hold up other ppl's things for too long.
Tuesday, 4 August 2009
change of plan
today, initial plan was to meet an old friend for lunch & mayb go toa payoh to collect my new spectacles tml but i think i shall swop these 2 plans since it's better for my friend to meet up tml instead since i'm d free one right nw. so no harm done anyway. hee...
ya. it was his 姑姑's shop & he drove me thr on sat jus to make d spectacles cos my mum asked him to 'drag' me to go make a new pair. anyway, d spectables shop is jus aft exiting fr braddel mrt stn so not tt hard to find & dun think will take long. thus, i guess i shall go bpp aft i collect my spectacles to go walk ard popular bookshop to check if i need to stock up anything for the comin term.
at 1st tot of doing both tgt but i think it'll b better to split up these 2 plans so i can do it slow... slow & steady... no lah. jus wanna let it easy b4 term starts on d 11th.
for comin term, i've got 7 core modules, 1 of which is non-examinable plus most likely another elective. so total i would ve 8 modules? & d core r all (most) d bio modules (cancer bio, neurobio, plant bio, developmental bio, & human genetics). all heavy modules.
well, though i'd not been doin well, not even average till nw, i'd survived 2 yrs & it's halfway through. i guess i shan't give myself too much pressure on d honour 'standin' like d past few sem. i dun wan more 'nightmares', & doin hmwork even in my dreams, & jumpin up fr bed thinkin i'm late or wonderin wat to study again. must relax but i shall cont'd to persevere on doing to my best ability.
oso i jus hope i get my 1st choice for elective s it would end much earlier (6.30pm) than the other 2 choices (both ending at 9.30pm). keepin my fingers crossed till d outcome comes out on d 7th... i got joke w my uni xiao mei say mayb i shall stay o/n at her hse instead if we (touch wood) got into d elective tt ended tt late...
though elective may end v late and most of d days will end at 5.30pm, i've got 3 days w long break in between esp on thurs w 5 hours break. think can go hm & go back sch loh. but i wont la. it'll b a waste of time to travel hm and waste of $$ too. go out of sch to eat mayb ba. if not den can stay in sch & try to do tut or assignment or lab reports w friends. at least if not sure, mayb can still ask friends. & also, i'd extra short day on fri. only 2 hr lecture fr 8.30 to 10.30am. my friends & i purposely dun fill up tt short day w elective even though we need to travel thr jus for 2 hour lesson. so we'll ve long weekend ma... haha...
oso hope this sem wont too packed w assignments like 2 sem ago and no online 100 level 'game' aka 'tutti-quanti' or online 70 level 'test' like last sem & no more american style mcqs... i wish got no more new crazy ideas if not 会吃不'xiao' loh. all these can lessen d revision time loh.
ya. it was his 姑姑's shop & he drove me thr on sat jus to make d spectacles cos my mum asked him to 'drag' me to go make a new pair. anyway, d spectables shop is jus aft exiting fr braddel mrt stn so not tt hard to find & dun think will take long. thus, i guess i shall go bpp aft i collect my spectacles to go walk ard popular bookshop to check if i need to stock up anything for the comin term.
at 1st tot of doing both tgt but i think it'll b better to split up these 2 plans so i can do it slow... slow & steady... no lah. jus wanna let it easy b4 term starts on d 11th.
for comin term, i've got 7 core modules, 1 of which is non-examinable plus most likely another elective. so total i would ve 8 modules? & d core r all (most) d bio modules (cancer bio, neurobio, plant bio, developmental bio, & human genetics). all heavy modules.
well, though i'd not been doin well, not even average till nw, i'd survived 2 yrs & it's halfway through. i guess i shan't give myself too much pressure on d honour 'standin' like d past few sem. i dun wan more 'nightmares', & doin hmwork even in my dreams, & jumpin up fr bed thinkin i'm late or wonderin wat to study again. must relax but i shall cont'd to persevere on doing to my best ability.
oso i jus hope i get my 1st choice for elective s it would end much earlier (6.30pm) than the other 2 choices (both ending at 9.30pm). keepin my fingers crossed till d outcome comes out on d 7th... i got joke w my uni xiao mei say mayb i shall stay o/n at her hse instead if we (touch wood) got into d elective tt ended tt late...
though elective may end v late and most of d days will end at 5.30pm, i've got 3 days w long break in between esp on thurs w 5 hours break. think can go hm & go back sch loh. but i wont la. it'll b a waste of time to travel hm and waste of $$ too. go out of sch to eat mayb ba. if not den can stay in sch & try to do tut or assignment or lab reports w friends. at least if not sure, mayb can still ask friends. & also, i'd extra short day on fri. only 2 hr lecture fr 8.30 to 10.30am. my friends & i purposely dun fill up tt short day w elective even though we need to travel thr jus for 2 hour lesson. so we'll ve long weekend ma... haha...
oso hope this sem wont too packed w assignments like 2 sem ago and no online 100 level 'game' aka 'tutti-quanti' or online 70 level 'test' like last sem & no more american style mcqs... i wish got no more new crazy ideas if not 会吃不'xiao' loh. all these can lessen d revision time loh.
Sunday, 2 August 2009
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on thurs nite b4 he left, my mum went to tok to him while she sent me away. so my mum shared secret w him. well, not quite a secret (i cant say y) la. anw, she jus asked him to bring me go make another pair of spectacles and he did. he brought me to his 姑姑's shop to make the spectacle ytd mornin.
in d evenin (ytd), he brought me to have a dinner on a 'cruise' to watch the national day preview fireworks. been quite a long while since i go on sea. enjoyed myself though i'd to wake up early this mornin for training. we were called upon for d last game which we were supposed to dance with 2 other pairs. got a couple (auntie and uncle) who were v lihai at dancin but we (or at least for me) jus try to have fun there (since nobody else know me there. hee...). they oso got games for kids and oso practically for everyone & most of d time we were watching on d tv at our seats at deck 2 except for d last game and times when we were out watching d fireworks.
in d evenin (ytd), he brought me to have a dinner on a 'cruise' to watch the national day preview fireworks. been quite a long while since i go on sea. enjoyed myself though i'd to wake up early this mornin for training. we were called upon for d last game which we were supposed to dance with 2 other pairs. got a couple (auntie and uncle) who were v lihai at dancin but we (or at least for me) jus try to have fun there (since nobody else know me there. hee...). they oso got games for kids and oso practically for everyone & most of d time we were watching on d tv at our seats at deck 2 except for d last game and times when we were out watching d fireworks.
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