thanks to cpf

hmm... i wld like to thk cpf board for d screw up... ^^$^%*^(* thanks for helpin decreasin my savin faster...

previously for my poly 3 yr course, used my dad's cpf to pay sch fee & dad ask me pay him back slowly s i need to return him aft i graduate. luckily he asked me pay min amt every mth... if not... cant imagine hw i gonna survive d followin few mths...

jus check my transaction history & found a puzzling issue. cpf board had been deductin d amt i suppose to return dad every mth since d last record i could see via d transaction history on ibanking & thr was a EDU kinda code so made me suspect it's their screw up.

luckily i kept d statement which was mail to me cos i seldom go update my passbook & my ibankin was applied only reccently. found tt they really start d deduction since jun which was 3 yr aft i go back to study & tt was d norm duration of uni study. i cant imagine if d amt was much more. think not b4 long, i gotta eat grass le...

anw, i don think i'll tell dad or check w cpf ba. since amt not tt much, & aft doin calculation, think i might still b able to survive another 7 mths b4 i graduate & find a job. but tt is if thr r no sudden need of $$ or unavoidable extra expenditure... haiz...

but even if everything smooth, think i gonna end up w almost 0 savin & had to start all fr scratch so i must really find & do whateevr job i can get & not b picky. i cant afford to rot for too long. so think for these few mths, better try eat cheaper lunch in sch le.

tokin bout eatin, i been crazy these few days... can get hungry till i v weak & tremble & can feel gonna blackout if suddenly stand up. last time, only once a blue moon will like tt & i rmbr my blood glucose & pressure ok cos i tested b4 but not nw la. but these few days since last week, it's a bit far too frequent le ba. jus nw i give a tot to go do health check & blood test & den prob go see tcm, etc s i really easily feel cold till fingertips & toes turn blue & shiver more aft i come out fr bath. my body really seem too weak le & easily kanna headache oso. but w limited savins nw, i not tt sure if i shld go see d doc & tcm... can my body wait till 7 mths ltr if i can rest more? but i noe health more impt. yet... it's still a tough decision...