Thursday, 4 November 2010

so many heart attackes

wat is wrong? or do i actually noe wat is wrong? everything not smooth... many hiccups... many prob ard... i'm shag...

electronics problems solved den mum sprained her waist. den she kanna drug allergy. den she kanna stomach bloatedness. den jus nw, scared dad & me.

went out w my friend cos see tt she much better le. den in d end, dad ask me tabao mac back & oso for her. when i back, she seemed alright but awhile aft d mac burger, when i happen to go take my coin fr d pocket of my pants which was in d bathrm, saw both of them weird weird. den realize it's cos mum seem unwell & yet even dad oso duno y.

tot she bloated but she hit her chest. scare me. den she finally say like got something stuck thr. cant b food cos finish d burger like at least 20 min ago le. so duno wat happen & she cant seem to tok. chest area don play play so tgt w dad, ask her see doc but she dun wan & keep quiet only all d time. den only say she duno wat to tell doc.

so i go changed my clothes & den she bo bian, guai guai go change oso. den she kept tryin hard to cough or vomit out. but fail to get better.

dad drove her to d west pt hospital while i try go register but tt stupid nurse thr refuse to let me register unless i give them d IC. cant i jus write. mum was unwell & dad was accompanyin her outside. -.-" den they wan take her temp so i ran out twice. 1 take mum's IC. 2 to ask her in

though no one, still gotta wait awhile b4 c doc. told doc of mum history of sprainin of waist & d bloatedness come aft days of takin d pain killer but i only noe 1 of d name. cant rmbr d other 1. & worst. i oso duno d name of d med she allergy to & she oso nvr ask d doc dis mornin. haiz... all d loopholes ard...

anw, doc say it's due to bloatedness & might not recover so soon. will take days. den.. change a med & give my mum d beneficial bacteria med. but she could only take d bacteria med cos interval too short to take d other type. so guess mum ve to cont'd to tahan d discomfort till next mornin. hopefully she will get better & rest.

looks like tml i oso gotta skip work & lecture. better to stay hm. look out. haiz... but no choice. hopefully will ve video lect uploaded ba. luckily tt lect was a repeat module so went for d lect b4. gg for it will jus b for me to note down watever i might ve miss last time & a recap session but tt oso means i must start lookin thru notes, esp this module cos it was taken a yr ago le.

anw, i realized something. jus nw while gg to bring mum to d clinic w dad & while we were thr & while we were comin home, i realize tt either i was cold & shiver & become weak or i was prob 'scare' & shiver & feel weak & feel cold & i wasn't feelin hungry but was feelin more worried. thus, i got kinda worried tt all these while, since i don really feel tt hungry all these while when i felt weak & trembling, will it b a bad symptom? symptom of stress, etc? or could it b like my friend said & wat i suspected previously tt my body lack certain cpd, like ions, etc. my friend tot of iron & tt if i prob got ping xue. guess i shall monitor & see hw. if i hungry den weak or not to make a more accurate conclusion. hope fully jus cos body lack a certain cpd rather than depression. but i noe my body weaker. much easier feel cold when i was d one who always feel d air con, etc ok esp amg my friends when i was in sec sch. is it cos i lack of exercise? mayb i shld go & start joggin again but will tt help?

no matter wat, i jus hope all unlucky things will be gone for nw. i'd enough. my heart unable to take in any more heart attack. jus nw almost wanna cry out le but can only 'ren'. argh.....

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