wonders of make-up & dressing-up

i'm not so much of a fan of make-up. mainly put esp if i wore contact cos wanna conceal my panda eyes & i mainly wore contact when i go out & not for usual. so if u wanna c me in more make-up, tt'll b esp on occassion like dinner. thus, most often, if u bump into me, i'll b in d most comfy clothes i like to b in, i'll b wearin specs & w no make-up.

so, in a way, d line i'm in is so close to wat allows me to wear comfortably rather than b in d tight & hurtin court shoes, in d hot long sleeves, hiddin behind d thick coats of make-ups.

well, wat makes me wanna write is actually, i realize a flaw in my dressing. if ever, i search another job & got an interview last min like when i got mine for d admission to NTU as an undergrad, imagining me in short denim shirt, tee & slippers. 'ho-say-liao'.... wahahaa... & even if i noe b4hand, & i dress up at work b4 or aft an interview. my dressin would also become so much louder, tellin ppl, 'hey, i got an interview' or so...

hmm... wat makes me ponder so much is oso cos my new place is so much further to whr i'm workin nw, cant possibly work forever here. so eventually gotta get out. thus, my friend oso tell me tt i should slowly change my style of dressin so at least if thr is a chance for interview, i oso no need to take full day leave jus for tt. for her field, ok la, they can dress readily but still will find it weird to wear so nicely to a lab plus i'm so lazy to hand-wash & iron. tt's oso wat made me wanting to wear so comfortably.

well, make-up for me not an issue for interview ba. i jus need like 15 min or less to powder up, no professionally but at least look decent & i oso nvr bother to ve d full set of make-up since i don like & seldom put.

but today, d undergrad attached in d lab, a yr 3, & jus went for d sch pageant contest asked me y i nvr join b4. said tt i should join cos i m pretty when i put on make-up. well, guess he saw d PG photos ba. so it made me wonder if it's one tt's pretty or d power of make-up. to me, if by power of make-up, den not a natural beauty la. & i feel most impt is tt ppl ard like friends & loved ones must b able to accept one as they r & not cos aft puttin make-up. 只看外表不看内涵 is no use one. 内涵才是最重要的... yet, wat's contradicting is tt, i'll still make-up to try look gd for interview & even for dinner, etc.