I hate insect bite. It is so itchy. And it had been more that a week and the itch doesn't seemed to go away.
On Good Friday, went 扫墓 with my parents, grandmother and a few other relatives. I got the insect bite there. I didn't even get to see what insect bited me. I just felt the sharp pain then, just below the stripe of my slipper.
Till now, it was like 10 days already and yet it is still red, swollen and itchy. In fact, I think it's more red and swollen than that starting. *sign*
When can it go off?
Monday, 16 April 2007
Bruised Thumb
Yesterday after changing the flat tire, my dad drove us to the nearby coffeeshop to have our very late breakfast cum lunch.
As there is no free carpark lot, my dad asked us to alight and find seats. When I was sliding my butt out of the lorry, I accidently knock onto the back support cushion which dropped out while I was slamming the door close.
My reflects then was to see what had dropped on the floor and wanted to pick it up. Yet... I forgot that my left hand were still on the door when I slammed the door closed. I almost screamed out in pain when the door slammed closed.
As there is a car which is coming out from the carpark lot, I had to forget about my pain and grabbed the cushion and get it in the lorry before my dad started to drive off. It's only after that that I saw bruises on my thumb. I tried moving my thumb then but it was kind of numb from the pain.
I felt so dumb then actually. How can I forget that my hand is still on the door?
As there is no free carpark lot, my dad asked us to alight and find seats. When I was sliding my butt out of the lorry, I accidently knock onto the back support cushion which dropped out while I was slamming the door close.
My reflects then was to see what had dropped on the floor and wanted to pick it up. Yet... I forgot that my left hand were still on the door when I slammed the door closed. I almost screamed out in pain when the door slammed closed.
As there is a car which is coming out from the carpark lot, I had to forget about my pain and grabbed the cushion and get it in the lorry before my dad started to drive off. It's only after that that I saw bruises on my thumb. I tried moving my thumb then but it was kind of numb from the pain.
I felt so dumb then actually. How can I forget that my hand is still on the door?
Flat Tire
Late yesterday morning, was going to have breakfast cum lunch with my parents. Upon reaching my dad's lorry, saw an almost flat tire on the driver side. OMG!
My dad thought he could drive to the nearby petrol kiosk to pump air but it doesn't seem so...
He haven't even drive halfway out of the carpark, and he decided to turn into a carpark lot that is under the shade to change the tire.
I stayed around to see what I can help. Well, I can't help much. Just help to take some stuffs when my dad's hands are full.
As for my mum, she helped by going home to get spare clothes and towel for my dad and bring some water for us to wash our hands.
Guess what... my dad actually said that the tire had been 'leaky' recently but he just didn't go and get it fixed back. I kind of know about it but I didn't know it can be that bad caused he had been going to petrol kiosk to pump air into the tire.
And this is not the first time my dad got flat tire. It's the second time already and yet he haven't learnt his lesson. *Sign*
My dad thought he could drive to the nearby petrol kiosk to pump air but it doesn't seem so...
He haven't even drive halfway out of the carpark, and he decided to turn into a carpark lot that is under the shade to change the tire.
I stayed around to see what I can help. Well, I can't help much. Just help to take some stuffs when my dad's hands are full.
As for my mum, she helped by going home to get spare clothes and towel for my dad and bring some water for us to wash our hands.
Guess what... my dad actually said that the tire had been 'leaky' recently but he just didn't go and get it fixed back. I kind of know about it but I didn't know it can be that bad caused he had been going to petrol kiosk to pump air into the tire.
And this is not the first time my dad got flat tire. It's the second time already and yet he haven't learnt his lesson. *Sign*
Thursday, 12 April 2007
Youth Friendship Meeting Training for Mass Dance
Despite the fact that last week Elvee informed all dancers that full attendance is required, yet due to commitment to school, work and etc, not many people came. Thus, in the end she could not appoint the final position for all.
As to last week name list, there are near 50 people in this items. And yesterday, a few more came. I was called out to teach 3 female new comers and they learn pretty fast. 1 of which came before but don't know why she don't know the steps. Another girl was sister of a guy who came a few times already. And that time, I also kind of guide her brother when he joined. LOL. Anyway, she already know part of the steps from her brother so it's not so bad.
The challenge is that we are spilt into 2 groups. Left and Right and at certain part, we were dancing different direction. And out of the 3 girls, the youngest, a 10 year old, was at the right side. Different group from me. So I had to challenge my mind to teach her the opposite direction from what I learnt, from what I had been 'training' in my mind. When I tried dancing with her, I kind of keep on screwed up as I was so used to the Left side.
By the time the 3 of them finished learning the 3 sets of 4 groups of 8 plus a chorus sets of 8 groups of 8, the people who had been revising had already learnt the final 8 groups of 8 which I haven't learn. So I could not teach the new comer those steps already.
While the main groups of people are resting, I seek help from an ex-sunflower senior to teach me the new steps and after a few try, I manage to remember the new steps. Yay!!!
So I quickly gather the new girls to teach them the new steps. These final 8 groups of 8 are choreograph by 1 of the new girl's brother. As she seemed to be learning from him, we just gather the other 2 new girls to teach them.
Overall, I really amazed that the new girls manage to learn the steps so fast. Wow! Even though they were standing behind. They manage to catch up with the rest when the song start. Furthermore the song is pretty fast.
As to last week name list, there are near 50 people in this items. And yesterday, a few more came. I was called out to teach 3 female new comers and they learn pretty fast. 1 of which came before but don't know why she don't know the steps. Another girl was sister of a guy who came a few times already. And that time, I also kind of guide her brother when he joined. LOL. Anyway, she already know part of the steps from her brother so it's not so bad.
The challenge is that we are spilt into 2 groups. Left and Right and at certain part, we were dancing different direction. And out of the 3 girls, the youngest, a 10 year old, was at the right side. Different group from me. So I had to challenge my mind to teach her the opposite direction from what I learnt, from what I had been 'training' in my mind. When I tried dancing with her, I kind of keep on screwed up as I was so used to the Left side.
By the time the 3 of them finished learning the 3 sets of 4 groups of 8 plus a chorus sets of 8 groups of 8, the people who had been revising had already learnt the final 8 groups of 8 which I haven't learn. So I could not teach the new comer those steps already.
While the main groups of people are resting, I seek help from an ex-sunflower senior to teach me the new steps and after a few try, I manage to remember the new steps. Yay!!!
So I quickly gather the new girls to teach them the new steps. These final 8 groups of 8 are choreograph by 1 of the new girl's brother. As she seemed to be learning from him, we just gather the other 2 new girls to teach them.
Overall, I really amazed that the new girls manage to learn the steps so fast. Wow! Even though they were standing behind. They manage to catch up with the rest when the song start. Furthermore the song is pretty fast.
Weird Dream
Last night, I had a weird dream again.
It's seemed pretty related to a weird dream I had before. It's linked with worms...
Well, the dream is so real. So real that I can even thought I'll have nightmare in my dream.
I dreamt I was at the corridor, watering the plants as usual. It was night time then, which is quite normal time to water the plants as I water them twice a day.
Then I saw small earthworms. (I had seen a few of tiny ones for a few days last 2 weeks in 1 of the pot of plants; and a huge one last Saturday at a void deck while on my way home from piano lesson.)
Then I don't know why. I saw bigger earthworms. Not just one. It's quite a few of them. And they seemed mutated or something. They are white in colour and looked pretty scary. I can also see them curling on the plants. I kind of scream for my mum and even though she said it's just earthworms. She dare not catch too. In the end, the auntie next door assured us that she'll ask her husband to help us.
The uncle did help clear the worms. But the weird thing is, as he clear one, he'll dump them down. Meaning, he just throw them out as he catch one. And I don't know when my mum hold on to 3 of the worms. the worms are so huge that she could only hugged onto to them. Only hugged 3 worms in her arms. And the worms look like they got snake head.
After the finally cleared, we thanked him and now, I saw a millipede crawling on the soil. OMG!!! That is when I thought in my dream that I am going to have a nightmare that could be related to worms or snake.
And then I thought I saw snake skin. The first snake skin is white and seemed pretty dried but as it is still not right to have dry snake skin coming out of the soil, I took a careful and detailed look at the another pot beside that 'dried snake skin' and saw a black snake curling and resting on the soil. I wanted to push the snake out and let it dropped downstairs but at the same time worried that it might bite as it seemed to be a poisonous breed.
This time, the snake skin moved. Argh.... It's just a snake skin. It another breed of snake. This snake is white in colour. Not as big size as the black snake. It looked poisonous too. I was scared yet puzzled at the same time as to how can snakes get to the pots of plants at my corridor. It's not like I'm staying at lower ground level. I'm staying at level 9.
Guess what, my neighbour still said the snakes are there and will bring good luck. And said that as long as we don't disturb either of them, they won't bite. How can that be? What if they go hungry?
So even though I am scared of the snakes, I did try to water the plants and the snakes kind of just ignore me but there is still fear in me that cause me to jump back the moment I pour water in the 2 pots which the snake is 'staying'.
It was still so real than that I was hoping so hard that all that was just a dream.
When I eventually did wake up, I can still feel the creepy-ness in me. The creepy crawly creatures are still in my mind. And I do not understand why I had that dream when it's been a few days since I last saw the earthworms. Furthermore, yesterday been a tired yet quite a happy day for me after my dance training for the Youth Friendship Meeting. Yet, I had this weird dreams about earthworms, mutated earthworms, snake-like earthworms, millipede and snakes.
Makes me so tired now after all the 'excitement' in my dream.
It's seemed pretty related to a weird dream I had before. It's linked with worms...
Well, the dream is so real. So real that I can even thought I'll have nightmare in my dream.
I dreamt I was at the corridor, watering the plants as usual. It was night time then, which is quite normal time to water the plants as I water them twice a day.
Then I saw small earthworms. (I had seen a few of tiny ones for a few days last 2 weeks in 1 of the pot of plants; and a huge one last Saturday at a void deck while on my way home from piano lesson.)
Then I don't know why. I saw bigger earthworms. Not just one. It's quite a few of them. And they seemed mutated or something. They are white in colour and looked pretty scary. I can also see them curling on the plants. I kind of scream for my mum and even though she said it's just earthworms. She dare not catch too. In the end, the auntie next door assured us that she'll ask her husband to help us.
The uncle did help clear the worms. But the weird thing is, as he clear one, he'll dump them down. Meaning, he just throw them out as he catch one. And I don't know when my mum hold on to 3 of the worms. the worms are so huge that she could only hugged onto to them. Only hugged 3 worms in her arms. And the worms look like they got snake head.
After the finally cleared, we thanked him and now, I saw a millipede crawling on the soil. OMG!!! That is when I thought in my dream that I am going to have a nightmare that could be related to worms or snake.
And then I thought I saw snake skin. The first snake skin is white and seemed pretty dried but as it is still not right to have dry snake skin coming out of the soil, I took a careful and detailed look at the another pot beside that 'dried snake skin' and saw a black snake curling and resting on the soil. I wanted to push the snake out and let it dropped downstairs but at the same time worried that it might bite as it seemed to be a poisonous breed.
This time, the snake skin moved. Argh.... It's just a snake skin. It another breed of snake. This snake is white in colour. Not as big size as the black snake. It looked poisonous too. I was scared yet puzzled at the same time as to how can snakes get to the pots of plants at my corridor. It's not like I'm staying at lower ground level. I'm staying at level 9.
Guess what, my neighbour still said the snakes are there and will bring good luck. And said that as long as we don't disturb either of them, they won't bite. How can that be? What if they go hungry?
So even though I am scared of the snakes, I did try to water the plants and the snakes kind of just ignore me but there is still fear in me that cause me to jump back the moment I pour water in the 2 pots which the snake is 'staying'.
It was still so real than that I was hoping so hard that all that was just a dream.
When I eventually did wake up, I can still feel the creepy-ness in me. The creepy crawly creatures are still in my mind. And I do not understand why I had that dream when it's been a few days since I last saw the earthworms. Furthermore, yesterday been a tired yet quite a happy day for me after my dance training for the Youth Friendship Meeting. Yet, I had this weird dreams about earthworms, mutated earthworms, snake-like earthworms, millipede and snakes.
Makes me so tired now after all the 'excitement' in my dream.
Tuesday, 10 April 2007
Pondering over getting a Degree
Yesterday after lunch, while chatting, I asked WY a question which in the end kept me pondering over the night again. A question which I had been asking myself. A question which my friends asked me before too. A question which a senior in faith asked me before when she 'home-visited' me beginning of the year. A question which I thought I already got the answer or I thought I ought to have the answer already. *sign*
That question was, 'What you want to achieve from a Degree qualification?'
With just that 1 question, many other questions start popping out in my head.
Why do I want to get a Degree? And that question linked to many other questions ...
Is it just to get a Degree for the sake of getting one?
Is it because my parents been bugging me to get a Degree? - I supposed they are the part of the reason... -
Is it to get higher pay? - Yes -
Is it to find more challenging work?
Do I really want to continue the same field of study with the fact that I do not like research-related work?
What else can I work as other than job related to research if I continue in this field?
What other courses can I further with the fact that I am ONLY good in Maths? In fact, I kind of like Maths. I am just average in Science-related subjects and sucks in languages, esp English, and sucks in critical thinking skills.
What can I work as after getting that Degree?
What else can I do other than getting that Degree?
WHAT DO I ACTUALLY WANT?
I really don't understand myself. I don't even know what I want. These are the questions which I had been asking myself for years and yet I still don't have an answer. *sign*
Well, I suppose I just have to give myself a bit more time to sort our my thought for now ba. *sign*
That question was, 'What you want to achieve from a Degree qualification?'
With just that 1 question, many other questions start popping out in my head.
Why do I want to get a Degree? And that question linked to many other questions ...
Is it just to get a Degree for the sake of getting one?
Is it because my parents been bugging me to get a Degree? - I supposed they are the part of the reason... -
Is it to get higher pay? - Yes -
Is it to find more challenging work?
Do I really want to continue the same field of study with the fact that I do not like research-related work?
What else can I work as other than job related to research if I continue in this field?
What other courses can I further with the fact that I am ONLY good in Maths? In fact, I kind of like Maths. I am just average in Science-related subjects and sucks in languages, esp English, and sucks in critical thinking skills.
What can I work as after getting that Degree?
What else can I do other than getting that Degree?
WHAT DO I ACTUALLY WANT?
I really don't understand myself. I don't even know what I want. These are the questions which I had been asking myself for years and yet I still don't have an answer. *sign*
Well, I suppose I just have to give myself a bit more time to sort our my thought for now ba. *sign*
Tuesday, 3 April 2007
Opposite of See No Evil, Hear No Evil & Speak No Evil
People usually say, ' See no evil; Hear no evil; & Speak no evil. But today, I encounter the opposite.
1. [Hear]
A guy called and asked for my colleague who wasn't around. Didn't want to listen to me and just continue firing non-stop when I wasn't even her. Told him to wait at the room but he wasn't there when I reach. He just left the rotor on the cabinet.
2. [See]
Saw a guy peeing in the handicapped toilet without closing the door.
3. [Speak]
I am posting the above 'Evils'
1. [Hear]
A guy called and asked for my colleague who wasn't around. Didn't want to listen to me and just continue firing non-stop when I wasn't even her. Told him to wait at the room but he wasn't there when I reach. He just left the rotor on the cabinet.
2. [See]
Saw a guy peeing in the handicapped toilet without closing the door.
3. [Speak]
I am posting the above 'Evils'
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