血光之灾

it really seemed to b a wk of hell... so many things happen jus in a day... early mornin, start of my crazy wk of 4 papers in 5 days. tt's alrdy madness...

den back hm, while i havin my exam, someone 'flew down' fr d stairs beside my hm except dunno which floor. suspect was lvl 7 or so while i stayed at lvl 9. mum saw d corpse when she got back.

& guess wat... a while ago, not long aft dad sent cousins hm, mum got a call fr aunt sayin 1 of my cousin fall & hit d head & was bleedin much... parents rushed over & mum jus called sayin they sendin him to KK for stitches & x-ray...

so many 血光之灾... twice in a day... well, if include thurs, think 3 血光之灾 le. cos tt day got dried spots of blood at d lift lobby outside my hse & blood stain in d lift. wat's wrong??? pretty scary loh... *shivered*

jus heard fr mum tt someone attempt to b superman today at my blk. d person had alrdy 'flew' down when my mum returned w my cousins & thr were police ard. my cousins almost went forth to see wat happened but my mum chased them into d lift. wat will i do if i'm hm then? will i b scare? or will i go down & try to help d man? anw, i cant b hm at tt time. was havin exam in d mornin ma. sighed...

rmbr tt mayb a yr plus ago, when my dad drove me to work at d clinic, passed by a lorry which d driver had heart attack & passed away. my dad sort of knew d person but we nvr tot something was wrong. i did think back & wonder when d uncle had heart attack. if my dad & i stopped & check, would he still b alive?

well, life is so unpredictable. so fragile tt it can scare me at times... i oso did wonder if i had chosen to take up nursin s my course in poly or if i had chosen to b a paramedic aft poly graduation, hw would i view death when i face it right b4 my eyes esp for d 1st time. i bet it would affect me somehow.

anw, y is my blk so eventful one??? ppl treatin d stairway s toilet, s bathrm, to drink, to gamble, to dye hair & tt day even got spots of blood at d lift lobby & even in d lift & nw, someone 'flew' down... it seemed to b gettin more & more unsafe s time passed. must b alert & b more careful when i go out & go back. sighed...

dis wk is a hellish wk... 5 days got 4 papers. can go nuts... anw, d wk of hell officially commences early this mornin at 9am. dad bought chicken essence for me ytd & mum said it'll really help but it doesn't seemed so on me leh.

coffee, tea & dis chicken essence nvr seemed to able to keep me awake. on d way to sch, followin dad's car, i almost doze off le loh... & somemore, i went to bed at 10++ ytd. but i do appreciate my dad's effort to try to help me b awake.

& dunno y. mayb too stress & tired? been havin headache once a while for days le... not those super jialet kind tt needs pain killer. jus feel bit uncomfortable but i cant slp thru cos need to study... but i did slept till almost 10 last sat. luckily dad not hm or ltr he angry again... *phew*

well, 1 more paper down aft clearin 2 exactly a wk ago. thr r another 3 more dis wk & i bet i shld b in holi mood by end of dis wk. thr r many many ppl who alrdy completed all their papers for dis sem loh. while i not even halfway cleared... so far only 3 down & 4 more to go...

shall mug nw & tml for d wed paper though tml oso got another paper. but tt paper is based on english & clear mind & so cant do much study. but i super dun like d time of tt paper. fr 5 - 7.30. not here not thr. go back sure v hungry & no energy to study oso. luckily followin day not mornin paper or i can die.... den shall study for fri paper on thurs.

anw, think tml might ve to go canteen see if got any light food to eat at ard 4pm tml b4 i go for d paper. can't possibly survive on a small pack of biscuit for lunch in d lib & go for d paper. stomach sure make lots of noise one.

tml 5-7.30 paper, wed 1-3.30, fri 2.30-5 and finally tue 9-11.30. so wed & fri oso must think of hw to settle lunch. those timin, canteen sure pack. hope got white bread at hm to steal ba. ;p

last 2 papers r mcqs. d last one is d normal type of mcq w/o marks deduction & it's 1 of d modules i managed to understand & was wide awake durin lecture. so tt's y i say aft fri will sure b in holi mood le. hw i wish fri come soon!!! if can, let it b fri tml ba...

paranormal activity

it's fri... & it's a public holi. spent it at hm s usual. & thr was time when i felt bit weak & was tremblin & jus b4 lunch, outside d kitchen, sudden 'black out' for a split sec. prob due to imbalance of ear fluid due to sudden standin up & walkin to d kitchen. luckily jus for split sec only & nvr really black out or it would scare d hell out of 3 persons at hm. think it's been a long long time since i like tt le. last time was when i was in poly yr 3??? cant really rmbr le. & a while ago, got bit of throbbin headache. guess i shld go slp asap...

anw, jus nw, watched 'paranormal activity' online. found it creepy yet interestin esp d last 10-15 mins. it's a true life story unless someone fake it. a story pieced fr video footage fr a couple yrs ago over ard 20 nites & sadly, i think both died. guy killed by gal & gal shot by police.

beginnin was kinda slow. esp for d filmin durin daytime. but d last short part was diff. when d 'board' whr ppl used to communicate w spirit moved by itself & burnt itself, when d door moved & even slam by itself, when 'something' seemed to crawl under d blanket, when there were powdered footprints into d rm, when the gal was dragged down fr d bed & got pulled to another rm down d hallway by no one visible, when d gal was in 'trance' & dunno wat she was doin, etc. (sry, all sequences might b jumble up)

d part whr d board moved by itself & esp d part whr d gal was dragged down from bed & to d other rm was d most powerful one. i think those who r scared of such 'other world' shld not watched esp my cousin who jus finished her 'o'. might give u nightmares or u might even b scared to go to bed...

usually, i always watched horror movies alone in my rm s no one in my family likes to watch such genre of movies. used to it already. at most 'jumped' when d ghost or wat suddenly appeared. but this did give me d creep (since a long time ago cos of 'd ring' whr sadako crawl out fr a well & then out fr d tv). when i saw d 'something' seemed to crawl under d blanket & it made me look back at my bed & blanket & made me wonder if i would 'dare' to go to sleep ltr on cos i sleep alone since i got no sibling to accompany me. anw dun think tt might happen ba.

d door tt moved & slam & movin board could be an effect made w 'invisible' fishing thread tied to d door or d board. but wat bout those footprints, movin blankets & esp when d gal was being dragged off... wat explanation could thr b? i wonder...

if u said d gal was tied by d 'invisible' fishin thread at her feet & hand as she was dragged off, hw come thr aren't any sign of being tied & pulled. thr should ve tighten line on d feet & hand wor.

thus, i can say tt this movie successfully pump adrenaline into my blood stream for d last part. & it still made me wonder wat 'scientific' explanation thr could b. i noe such activities may not b able to b explained all d time so this show is indeed creepy... *shivered*

but i would still b interested to watch more of such 'real-life' movies if any. i rmbr once i saw a video footage on youtube tt a 'ghost' appeared in a lift & was caught by d cctv. i always wonder hw 'they' co-exist w us, y some can see 'them' while others dun, y 'they' exist, hw 'they' exist, hw 'they' could harm us, etc etc...

this show oso made me rmbr tt once i dreamt of my late grandma a couple of yrs ago. she's someone whom i nvr see before & yet she was standin so life-liked, so 3-D right in front of me when i only see her pic b4. it was a creepy dream esp when i noe she was alrdy not ard.

oso rmbr bout d yellow tower at east coast park which was said to be haunted accordin to an email i received when i was still in poly. tt time, i was holdin on to a cheap camera working w films. dad took pic of d tower but i noe it's supposed to b haunted & was worried tt dad would anger those spirit. in d end, it turned out tt those few pic could not be developed s nothing was exposed on d negative. i oso rmbr tt d day when i collected my photos after developin them, my rm light spoilt & i was watchin a horror show screened on tv while viewin d newly developed photos. felt eerie then.

though i like watchin horror shows or such genre, i shld not say i not scare of 'them' or not believing in such. jus dun think too much bout it & dun think 'they' will harm me if i nvr do anything bad or wrong ba.

20091126 - random

time passed & it's d 3rd day studyin in lib aft d start of my papers & guess wat. my 3 pcs of bread r still in my bag. think they shld b squashed by nw. oops... ytd only ate a packet of biscuit s i was too engross till i nvr notice d time & was not hungry. actually tot of skippin lunch alrdy since i was not hungry & somemore it was gettin late but i still ate d biscuit. in d end, i took late dinner cos mum chatted non-stop w me aft i reached hm... -.-'''

for d last 2 days, i been wearing long sleeves tee s last wk, due to d rainy weather, it was rather cold in d lib. in d end, last 2 days, there was no rain so wasn't tt cold in d lib & mum laughed at me. today, saw tt it was cloudy till 6pm fr NEA website & wore sleeveless top but mum took out her bedsheet to wash. when she did tt, it would usually rain. hope today wont happen though i got cardigan but it doesn't help much...

& d queue outside lib seemed to get lesser. is it cos many ve alrdy finish their papers??? gd for them cos thr r still more than 10 days for me till my last paper end. i still ve 5 more out of 7 loh... wished it would come to an end soon though i would ve to chiong & end up w nightmares...

well, tml is a public holi but due to exams, thr is no such thing s public holi... if i dun ve exam, would ve taken up a dance proj but i decided to back out since next wk got too many papers le. was a mass dance where all of us in d dance gp would b involve. it'd been a long time since i was given or was involved in dance performance le. think d last time was end of last nov right aft my exams. almost a yr ago le.

dec oso got another dance proj but who was involved was not cfm yet. but i noe i oso wont be able to cos i was still at malacca on d day of performance. anw, dance proj oso means additional trg on weekday nites and sat. so it might still b too taxin on me if i'm involved (but i wont be).

toilet flooded for a short while...

realized tt recently, like got many things to post bout... previously, light in my rm died. a while ago, my kitchen toilet jus flood... water kip flowin into d tank non-stop till it over-flow.

wash washin my face then & had no specs on. heard water flowin unlike usual. believed got leak but cant see cos no specs. was a blind piggy. tot burst pipe or so & use hand to over all d pipe below d sink but no water flowin out.

i oso tot if it's d water tank but nvr feel any water leaking out fr tt side till i go over & see d other side. water showered out like fr d shower-head jus at 1 side. weird so i open up & see d tank. realized d water was overflowin but there is a pipe where d extra water will flow into. tt's y causin d leak only at 1 side.

i off d tap switch & check d stopper. seemed alright so i on d switch & test d flush a couple of time & it was workin fine alrdy. weird... at 1st was sleepy le loh. cos of this stupid flood. nw much more wide awake. argh... of all time. when i wanna sleep then flood. sighed...

anw, shall monitor & see hw. will tell mum to monitor tml when she's hm. if cannot, must tell dad le. cos it's beyond my limit le. i dunno hw to change d stopper. lol... well, i shall force myself go sleep le lah...

studious me...

jus nw, reach d bus-stop early so i flipped thru my notes till i nvr notice my friend was thr alrdy. tt's wat happened when i get too engross... ah yan, sry!!! hee...

anw, she said she almost nvr notice & recognize me cos i looked quite studious... is tt gd or bad??? hmm... most prob cos today i wore d blue specs + tied up my hair + jus wear a long pants & long sleeve tee + had notes laid on my lap. haha... actually b4 she said tt, i did tot so too when i was in d washrm earlier on. well, tot d weather b wet ma. den lib b v cold... so i wore like tt loh. cant wear short pants oso ma. cos i took d staff bus. whr got staff wear short pants to work one. & if wear skirt, gonna sit really well or will 走光. so limited choice of clothes to wear ma.

well, i guess it's a gd thing. at least i do look studious durin these exam period. if not, den i think jialet le loh. think if so, i think i can jus stay hm & dun go take exams le. lol...