jus heard fr mum tt someone attempt to b superman today at my blk. d person had alrdy 'flew' down when my mum returned w my cousins & thr were police ard. my cousins almost went forth to see wat happened but my mum chased them into d lift. wat will i do if i'm hm then? will i b scare? or will i go down & try to help d man? anw, i cant b hm at tt time. was havin exam in d mornin ma. sighed...

rmbr tt mayb a yr plus ago, when my dad drove me to work at d clinic, passed by a lorry which d driver had heart attack & passed away. my dad sort of knew d person but we nvr tot something was wrong. i did think back & wonder when d uncle had heart attack. if my dad & i stopped & check, would he still b alive?

well, life is so unpredictable. so fragile tt it can scare me at times... i oso did wonder if i had chosen to take up nursin s my course in poly or if i had chosen to b a paramedic aft poly graduation, hw would i view death when i face it right b4 my eyes esp for d 1st time. i bet it would affect me somehow.

anw, y is my blk so eventful one??? ppl treatin d stairway s toilet, s bathrm, to drink, to gamble, to dye hair & tt day even got spots of blood at d lift lobby & even in d lift & nw, someone 'flew' down... it seemed to b gettin more & more unsafe s time passed. must b alert & b more careful when i go out & go back. sighed...