d battles commenced at 0900 exactly today... within 6.5 hrs, cleared 2 papers w jus slightly more than an hr break in btw...
shld say do-able but still ve to hope tt not many ppl find it easy or i'll b right at d end again due to bell-shape curve... for both core & elective modules today. esp elective.
actually not 1st time worried bout elective. cos of d s/u option, if get s = satisfactory, den wont need retake & wont affect gpa even if it's a 'C' (though we wont get to noe). but if get a 'D', though pass, it'll b graded s u = unsatisfactory. thus,ve to retake. so jus pray hard tt i dun get push to d back cos of d bell-shape curve...
last nite went to bed early. this mornin, felt refreshed. & nvr had difficulties gg to slp like last few sem. but durin journey to sch, started to feel k/o. was ok lah. not k/o to d extent of cant think.
aft 2 papers end, was tired mentally alrdy but still managable till 8+... really k/o totally. when i got up, got feelin of high & floatin with not much energy. & when i stood up, i jus wanna sit back down again & feel like lyin back down to sleep. i knew i would b tired aft today's 2 papers. but jialet leh... jus 2 papers alrdy can make me so 'drunk'... luckily d next paper tt will come is followin week... but still gotta start studying.
wont b stayin hm to study. cos if i stay hm, mum wont b able to come back s she oso dun wan cousins to play till disturb me. anw, hm too much distraction so still gotta wake up early. at least will push myself wake up early & study. but i do feel like stayin hm & 'nua' for a day... NO NO NO!!! i must not get tt idea... jus another 15 more days to d end... hang in thr. & i regretted havin agreed to start work d day immediately aft my papers end. hope i still got d energy then...
can only say, 'i'm flat'... batt flat...
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