Monday, 5 September, 2011
wat is it tt will cos ppl to dream? y do ppl dream? though dreamin may b common, & wakin up cant rmbring any dream is oso v common. but once a blue moon, i would tend to get weird dreams or mayb u can call it nightmares.
previously, i dreamt of scratches tt open up into open wounds; escapin fr war scene; of my late grandma being trapped & i unlock her & she came back to find me; & oso finding weird eggs while fishin out in d sea tt become worms then evolved to diff forms of large creatures which is illegal to rear, etc.
last nite, i had weird & eerie dreams again. & i not sure if it's 2 or actually it's linked up cos their is a common character which is my grandma. however, it's jus weird. cos my grandma don ve long curly hair.
let us say it's 2 diff dreams.
1)
i was out somewhr w my grandma. it's like a open space carpark whr i saw a man smashing a big box of cigarette & a young lady got really mad (think it's hers ba). den aft i walk 1 round around d place, i found another big pack of cigarette. somehow, for duno wat reasons, d lady's anger become mine, as if i'm her & i started to throw d cigarette out & up but i didn't throw in 1 location but walked ard & throw. then d place evolved. d place had more trees ard. in d middle area whr d carpark is was rows of trees. s i throw, it was s though i was givin d cigarette to d underworld ppl. some of d cigarette even got stuck on d tree brunches. at tt time, d sky got darker & d wind got stronger. d place started to become misty/foggy too. it's s though it is getting more & more eerie & d eerie-ness creep into me. but knowing i had nothing to b afraid of, this time i started finding my grandma & thr is a landmark for me to locate d spot whr is left her. (i was at d back of d place actually) & as i move forward to find d spot, it seemed like i was at a cemetry w tombstone. when i reach, i couldn't find her but thr is a young girl who call me 'jie jie'. s we looked ard, we spotted 'our' grandma. she is at d front corner squatin down trying to lit joss sticks. s we approached her, she managed to lit 4 joss sticks & said something like to ask d evil spirit to go away as tt is not d place for them & asked all of us to apologise. we did & at tt point of time, d sky started to clear & only then in front of me, i saw an unconsious boy waking up & wat's more weird is tt he's my bro.
2)
in memory, i was told by my mum tt grandma wanted someone to accompany her for shopping. in d 'reality' i was bringin my grandma w dear to a supermarket whr it sell diff kinda deep frozen fishes, etc. 1st round, grandma picked her items. den duno y, we walked ard den i sense tt her leg hurts. so i asked if she needs to rest before continuing or does she wanted to go back. well, she doesn't seem to wanna go back. so i carried her bags of 'loot' & walked another round w her. this time, i even see frozen sharks. & in her bags, it's mixtures of raw stuffs like frog legs, weird looking fishes, etc. it looked so yucky but had no choice but to carry for her. & for duno wat reasons, thr is a point whr i'm all alone, s though i'm lost in a big shopping mall. a place i nvr being before. den wat i rmbr next is tt i'm w my grandma & my mum was lookin at clothes at a pushcart stall & then think we all left to take bus back. it's only 1/2 way along d journey tt i realized & wonder y we taking bus cos dear's ard & he jus said to me tt he's not driving to my place. y is he not driving? he gonna take public transport back fr my place? s all these questions flashed in my head, i woke up.
in btw both dreams, i woke up. so i'm not sure if thr is any link btw both but it's jus weird. really weird. my 'grandma' don seemed like mine, i got a 'bro' & 'sis', y i got mad over d cigarette? y i throw d other found box of cigarette, y d place can suddenly become so eerie & then gone aft 'grandma' burn joss stick & ask d evil spirit to go away & aft we apologize, my 'bro' wake up? & whr is d mall tt i went to when i nvr see tt place b4? & d supermarket inside is so big & thr r deep frozen meats & even sharks? if it's not real, den y r there real characters like my mum & dear? & y he didn't wanna drive? & y i nvr notice in d 1st place tt we r taking bus instead of his car?
well, in my dreams thr is much more details but hard to explain out totally. like my friend said, weird dreams oso mean bad quality sleep esp to start of d week but i'm jus more puzzled now than to think of quality sleep. & somemore, actually think thr is more weird dreams tt i can't rmbr even for a short trip s i dozed of btw home & work. wat's d meaning?
MeMoRieS
8:58 AM
