Drunk with Tireness

The night before yesterday, I was so 'drunk' that I do not have the energy to move a single muscle.

I remembered last Thursday, even a colleague told me over lunch that I was in bad shape. I guess I had really drained all my energy already. With on coming events, coming up one after another. Sunflower Recruitment, BP Zone Youth Friendship Meeting, then the just past Women in Peace Concert and an upcoming 070707 Performance. Just for all these, had been having extra training on weekdays, right after work.

The night after the Women in Peace Concert on Sunday all the way to the east side of Singapore while I'm living in the West, while trying to clear and pack my stuffs, my dad wanted to watch a DVD movie. Even though the show started, I continued to pack my stuffs and only went to my parents' room to watch the movie after that.

After the movie, I went to wash my 'costume' as I had to return this coming Thursday (another extra training for the 070707 Performance). Only after which then I went to bed.

My bed is the Single size spring mattress but on top of that, there were 2 normal mattress stacking on top of my bed. 1 of which is very flat and soft and will always be slide out of place in the middle of the night especially if I toss and turn or sleep at a wrong position.

That night, in the middle of the night, I felt the mattress was sliding out so I wanted to stand up and pushed it back in place. But as I slided my butt out of the bed to stand up, I literally just dropped down to the floor (no energy to stand up). And I just laid on the floor and fall asleep. Soon after when I opened my eyes again, I tried to push myself up but again, I just slide back to the floor and fall asleep again. And when I opened my eyes again, I tried to lift my arm to at least grabbed my blanket. Again, I failed to do so.

It just seemed like my brain, my mind is not coordinating with my body and that my body just refused to move even slightly. But due to the uncomfort and coldness from sleeping on the hard, cold floor, I could not sleep well also and thus, I keep 'waking up'. So I tried numerous times and finally managed to bring myself back to the comfort of the bed.

Yesterday evening, when my mum saw me pushing the mattresses back in place, my mum kind of laugh at me saying that I'll fall from the bed if I don't pushed the mattresses in place. So I told my mum what happened the night before. She said I seemed like I was drunk. LOL! I guess she was half right. Drunk not in the sense of having too high alcohol content (caused I don't drink). Drunk in the sense of being too tired.