Yesterday was a Sunday where we need not take care of my cousins. Yet, my mum thought of letting them over to stay for another night. Wanted to bring them over when we went to their side to buy dinner at around 3+pm. Luckily Michelle said she doesn't want to come.
At 9+pm, I was busy in a room helping my colleague with the ECG on a patient when I heard my dad's voice and my cousins' voices. I was not bothered by my cousins at that point as I was worried about my mum. She kanna UTI again. Yes. She is unwell and yet still think of my cousins. She went to see the doctor in the morning so I was worried she was not well again. Luckily it's not because of her. It's because of her again though.
My dad forgot that we had called my cousins and do not wanted to come to stay. But he only remember what my mum told him before. To call them and asked if they wanted to come after he had visited his colleague in the hospital. He called them and this time, they wanted to come. Thus, that is why they were here.
Why I said that it was because of my mum that they went to the clinic. Once they reached, my mum asked my dad to bring them to the clinic to find me. (-.-)''' So my dad do so and he left them in the clinic.
Yesterday, I had a sleepy spell over me and was in a blur mood plus my cousins was there. At that time, my colleague's dad came to tell her that he is waiting behind but she is still doing ECG. I saw that uncle and gave him an 'OK' sign meaning I would tell her. As I wanted to go, the doctor passed the patient's card out and I was there so I had to key in the medications, etc. I forgot about my colleague's dad. I only remembered only after I reached home and I quickly sms her but she had already took the bus. Oh dear!
This morning, I was awoken many times not because of my cousins but my mum. Today, we were supposed to go and collect our renewed passport. Yet because of my cousins and she wanted to go to my aunt's place to clean, she told me that we go on this Thursday. Yet, early this morning, she came in to pass me the passports. Can you imagine that and keep asking me where I wanted to put. Nevermind that. She told me she is going out like hundredth of times. Well, not that much but still many times. The very last time made me mad. She said she is going out and I simply ignored her and she keep calling me to I had to say 'OK LAH'. I guessed she just wanted me to wake up so had been trying all sort of means to make me get up.
Always been like this the whole holiday. I need a break lah! This is the 3rd times, I had been left home with the 3 kids as she went off to my aunt's place. 1st time, no gas so I had to bring all of them out for lunch. 2nd & nw, I had to cook for them. I am not a baby-sitter loh and I haven't been practicing my piano for ages.
Last Friday, because my parents heard the news on Thursday evening about GST package that many people did not apply and would not be able to get $, etc. My mum woke me up early that morning again. Asking me to go to CPF board with her. Also to check for myself. She even asked my grandma and godma along. She was grumbling that morning as Nelson did not take his EZ-linked card from his parents the night before when he insisted to come with us. I was pretty fed up then. After queuing, we finally checked and found that we had already apply and had already gotten it once this year. (-.-)'''
I admit I was jumpy that day as it was the day my results would be out. I was so worried and wanted to check if I clear all modules yet I am being dragged out. Even went IMM as my godma wanted to return the suit that they borrowed back to the bridal shop. After checking, I did clear all modules but not good. Was upset but what can I do? I am worried that at the rate that I am going now. I may be getting such results of worst the following semester.
I NEED TIME TO REVISE AND RECAP. I NEED TIME T PRACTICE MY PIANO. SCHOOL IS STARTING ON 7TH JANUARY! WHY CAN'T MY PARENTS ALLOW ME TO DO WHAT I NEED TO? WHY THEY ARE ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
No wonder I preferred to be working. At least, I won't be a baby-sitter, or keep helping to bring the kids here and there, or to entertain my mum, and be so shag with so many undone things.
My cousins even wanted to come to stay during their March holiday which I insisted 'NO'. I gave reasons like when I had my 1 week break, they are studying and vice versa. Plus, my exam start in mid April. So they can't stay as they would distract me. My mum had no choice but during their June holiday... I shan't think about that.
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