Sunday, 7 September 2008

Things are getting better?

Today, missed my dance to do my tutorials, lab report and assignments. Only managed to do most of the questions for 2 tutorials (hopefully these enough to get me through the lessons tomorrow), typed in the results in the lab report and amend the questionnaire survey for hw102 assignment.

Still left the Introduction for HW102 which I must complete by Tuesday. Haven't start on it yet. Maybe I'll bring laptop tomorrow so in case no computer in library, still can have a laptop to type. I still have a test on Thursday that I haven't study then another tutorial to do for Friday.

Anyway, I managed to drop the bomb on my boss just now. It was kind of as planned. I planned to give him at the end of the day before he leave so that he don't have much chance to psycho me or to get S auntie to psycho me but he still managed to tell S auntie.

As she stayed near me, she tried to talk me (on the journey home) into working alternate weekends or even work till they found someone or another 6 months which I won't agree. I can't afford to sacrifice my studies any further. I can't neglect my parents too. I also need to catch my breathe and rest. I also need to catch up with my friends. Due to studies and work, I just realized I had sacrificed many things. I do not want to be tied down with money. Money is essential but not vital. At most I eat less & spend less. Sure can survived through.

I feel bad though for quitting when the clinic has shortage of people but I have no choice. Therefore, I am very firm this time about quitting. I knew that S auntie will try to talk me out so on the journey home, I tried to touch on another topic. I asked my dad about the battery for our handphones and get S auntie's interest as it was something important as it can be very dangerous. It's about bloated battery of 4 of our nokia handphones (6288, N73 x 2 and another i cant remember the model but it's a navigator) plus another sony k750i haven't check.

Anyway, my dad's nokia navigator mobile oso got same problem as my mobile as camera cant be detected. So he checked opened up the case to look and found the bloated battery. He check the battery as I told him mine seemed bloated. Then after changing the battery, the camera seemed to be working fine. So he got the battery for me too as it was dangerous to use bloated battery. Hope my handphone will work fine now so it can last as long as possible. This handphone had all the functions that I am satisfied with. Will try out and see how. Hopefully the problem is due to faulty battery.

Anyway, just now, while chatting online with a friend, she asked if I am happy now that I tender. I ponder and told her that I don't know if I am happy or not but I do feel some loads off me. In another words, I feel lighter. I think I had been too stress and worried since I got the interview for the application for uni studies.

Now that I had earned myself some extra time to study, rest, etc. I must 'chiong' even better. 'I MUST JIAYOU!'

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