i felt like i'm in wonderland for d past few days & i wished i need not go back to reality... however, reality will always strike me hard in d face... it will come no matter wat. memories of malacca is gettin further & further away & soon dec will come to an end... & another 'hell' will begin... sighed... hw i wish i can freeze d time or to forward to whenever i want...
anw, usually x'mas eve was spent w my relatives, my dad's siblings & their families. it was jus a gatherin but most or all of them b at d mahjong table or playin poker... fr young, mum refused to let me touch those. so i'd learnt to sit there & do nothing... v bored...
used to become part-time nanny for my cousins while my aunts & uncles 'played' but d kids had grown up oso & could self-entertained w their PSP, etc etc. they more tech-savy than me... so i can only say tt it's bored thr.
this yr, prob due to d 'long' weekend, they pushed d gathering back a day to x'mas day itself. thus, i had my eve free.. had dinner w grandma den went for movie w dear which ended at 2359 hr. so when d clock strike midnite, wished dear 'merry x'mas'.
s he was slightly hungry, went ard searchin for place w light supper but ended up at d coffee-shop near my place. a 24 hr coffee shop but only left d coffee stall open eventually so he had breakfast-like supper before sendin me back.
though didn't do much, it'd been a more enjoyable x'mas eve than d past but it would still come tml... will sit thr & stone s nothin to do... sianz... if i dun go, dad sure angry... if go, gotta wait for dad to decide to go den can go back cos i cant go back myself... :(
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