gotten results...

gotten my results... sighed... forever cannot make it...

why??? i jus dun get it. i find dis yr paper more do-able. managed to ans... managed to write... yet generally, did worst than past few sem when i got papers which i left many many blanks... those papers i really scare i cant get through but i did.

might b d bell-shaped gradin sys ba... guess to many ppl feel d same or did much better than me... sighed... it's pretty unfair... but cant do anything bout it. can only tell myself... work even harder next 2 sem... at least i clear d elective. nw left a biz elective to clear.

tokin bout elective, i actually more scare of elective than my core but it's apparently better than my core. actually, all my electives r better than my core in general. hw come? choose wrong core?

told my friend tt my grades seemed to b opp of my poly grades. pretty much opposite. my best in poly aren't my best. actually can become my worst. poly mainly 'B's & some 'A's & only few 'C's & 'D'. 'C's r mainly english based modules. nw my results mainly 'C's & 'D's & d most surprisin is my english based modules become 1 of my best grades...

y, dun ve to bother bout me. i may grumble over my grades, i ve d never give up spirit which my friend said she v 'pei fu' about. & i arent someone to trifle with. lol... nvm... like wat she said... next time can tell employer durin interview tt at least i tried to upgrade myself & at least i never even give up and strive till d end...