Thursday, 14 April 2011

brain dead zombie

a zombie had jus washed d bathrm... -.-

no worries, u aint c wrong. thr is really a zombie tt wash d bathrm awhile ago.

2 nights ago, i cant help but cont to finish my last bit of my methology section 1st draft till ~2.30am n end up hard to fall aslp aft workin my brain till so late. so ytd, i was super shag. & aft tryin to edit d sequences made up of 4 alphabets 'A, T, G & C' for hrs in d day, i see stars at d end of d day n kept yawnin my evenin away. dear was ard den n leanin by his shoulder, i can really drift to slp. however, aft he left, i pull out d word doc to contd editin my methology & once again, i edit (v roughly) till almost 3 am again n cant get to sleep easily again. i managed to cut 3k of words ytd wor...

so today, by mid day, i was alrdy brain dead. yes. i really mean it. i was editin my methology & den s i was wonderin hw to edit 1 of d experiment protocol, i tot of flowchart of workflow to c hw i shld type my results section. tt flowchart i can oso use for my poster actually but s i was thinkin, i really cant recall y i do a particular experiment n hw to cont'd & it was 1 of d thing which i had been doing for long. even aft flippin thru my scramble notes here n thr for more than 30 min, i'm still lost.

so i concluded: 2 days of working till almost 3am + insomnia aft tt + slpin for less than 3 h = a brain dead zombie... i was so tired tt i wish i can jus slp on d table in d office n not go home. i wanna jus slp till d next day even d position is not comfortable but i cant afford tt nw.

& dis stupid brain dead zombie who miss bus n came hm late still went to wash d bathrm esp since dear not ard. it's not always possible to c him so i decided to wash d bathrm today so i can b 'freed' if he could meet me esp if got long day for weekends. so tt's y i push myself forward once again n soon aft dis, i'll go back to d task tt'll make my brain more dead.

frankly speakin, so long s i can plan n ve freedom of time to do watever i like n whenever i like even when parents ard n w/o their sudden flare, i don mind if i had to work so hard on day like today n den enjoy my whole day off on another. i always like d after feelin of 先苦后甜 cos it can b shiok to jus nuah n laze ard n b ownself. so jus hope tt d peace shall cont'd so tt i can ve d motivation to push myself forward for d next 1.5 mth.

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