heart attacks

early this morning, had a heart attack or rather heart attacks.

1) tot i miss d bus cos nwadays i always go out at v v last min.

2) saw d stupid bus uncle stoppin b4 d bus stop though it was rainin but this is nothing

3) saw d dumb bus uncle reversing back continuously even though thr is a van right behind d bus

4) & tt reckless bus uncle cont'd to reverse even when d van honk at him so loudly & for v long until d van oso scare & reverse back

5) den tt bus uncle finally go forward & i & another colleague tot he finally saw us but he jus cont'd drive on ignorin us. hey, it was already 8 plus then le leh. hw can he like tt dumb us thr. & luckily he eventually stop so my colleague n i gotta go in d rain when we initially had shelter to board d bus. & stupidly, he refused to open d back door so we had to walk further. whr is his common sense?

6) at a bend, he cut all d way to d opp lane when i nvr even see a transitlink bus turn till tt way b4 lor. d car at opps oso ended up stoppin for him & honking at him for long. -.-"

7) den, instead of turning left, he go turn right & all of us so puzzeld but it's cos he missed a passenger at d bus stop b4 mine. & so he wanted to turn over. fine.

8) he so blur, happily drivin forward though he wanted to turn n so he abruptly stop d bus. heng, behind no vehicle again.

durin tt time, in my mind, it was fill with '!@##@%$#&%$&$'... if he isn't so reckless n careless, i wont b so pissed off cos he was just hired last week to drive us to work. if he can't recognize us yet, it's ok but new to d route & being reckless is 2 diff issue. & he wasn't even alert to his surrounding. he's just like drivin in his own world.

jus imagine if d van behind nvr notice & honk & eventually reverse back tgt. jus imagine if it's not a vehicle stopping thr but pedestarian trying to cross d rd behind d bus. early tt time, thr were many mummies/grannies bringing their kids/grandkids to sch using tt path lor. & jus imagine if there were vehicles behind him & he suddenly stop cos he wanted to turn right but drive so smoothly before stopping abruptly. how can d driver behind noe he wanna turn la.

aft today incident, i'm actually quite scare of his driving & being in his bus. if he don't change, surely 1 day thr b an accident tt he'll regret for life & not only tt, if he woudl post danger to his passengers & also to ppl outside. gosh... pray hard tt he will wake up soon. at times, i may wish i'm dead but i'm still young, i still ve many things i wanna try & do. don take away tt chance fr me or others pls.