Discipline? Considerate?

wat is discipline? is it so hard to follow? even basic self-discipline?

com'on, how old r u? u should noe jolly-well tt if u spent all ur free time on online-shoppin, viewin ppl's blogs, lookin at gossips, etc, den surely u r sacrificin ur precious time to complete ur thesis. u'd been buggin boss, askin him when u could start & so u could head-start s compare to ur peers so u could ve more time to start earlier. yet u choose to copy & paste fr papers, etc till boss comment tt d sentences look familiar & he sat beside u to edit ur intro para by para.

cos of d experiment hiccups recently, there is alrdy a delay in ur thesis writin cos 1) u say u no mood, 2) boss oso nvr amend so u oso cant cont'd cos u duno right or wrong. fine. but u could cont'd aft boss sit with u to amend ur intro.

u'd so many weekends to do even if u say boss made u do more experiment to put in ur thesis. but u choose to do online shoppin, etc. so when boss tot u ve done ur data & cos he's gg on leave soon, wat's thr for u to complain. u got time while waitin for ur experiment yet we reminded u to do ur thesis but u don wan. so we give up. u even go out to print fotos in d evenin when tt could wait or could get d other PO to print for u since she is gg. furthermore, u choose to slp d moment u reach home & woke up later in d night to start & cont'd w ur thesis. yet nw, at 11 den u come in givin d 'wei qu & tired' look & try to grumble & say u do till 5am. com'on la. say u start at 12midnight. u do it in 5 hrs. if u ve done some over last weekend, if u ve done ytd afternoon, if u ve done some w/o gg out last nite, if u ve done some more instead of slpin last evenin, do u think u even need to stay awake last nite den use tt excuse to come in at 11?

wat irks me is tt u always come in w all sort of reasons, say husband slp late, husband toss & turn, husband cough, etc etc till u cant slp so u come in late when boss say b4 tt d latest he allow is by 10. u come in at 10+ & den say u hungry & rush us to go lunch w u. if we busy, u wanted us to push our experiment back. do u exercise it urself? when u got ur experiment, do u push back to go lunch while we wait? i takin staff bus so i don give a damn. tt's y i nvr follow. but hey, i really pity d other PO who stayed jus beside ur blk. cos she isn't a local & so not many relatives ard, u made her wait for u to go back, u made her wait for u to come back on weekends. u forced her to go out w u sayin u only ve her s friend givin her pressure if she don.

u go out use ur husband's card. u no need pay house, bills, etc. of cos u ve d money to buy s many things u wan, eat watever u wan s & when u find excuses & pull tt poor PO along. luckily i really broke now. & i oso not free to follow u like tt.

& luckily i gonna stay far away & so i insisted tt i would like to come in earlier & go back later to avoid d crowds so i could still rest at home & do basic hse keepin. i wont listen to u to come in late & go back late. i wan some life lor, not to go back hm, can only slp & den slp till late den come in work. tt means work, slp, work, slp everyday. no way i gonna do tt for u jus cos u wan company. i m only child oso. i don like eat alone but i can make do. eat at home & do watever i wan.

pls lar. exercise discipline or at least basic self-discipline & b more independant. & oso b considerate to ppl can?

Vacation at New place

i guess all d packin to & fro plus stayin overnight over d short weekend at new place oso ve d effect like gg for vacation except it's a familiar view every week. & more shiong than stayin in hotel/resort cos unlike those, gotta do own house keepin. but everytime, nvr fail to b reluctant to come back. however, today, i even had d feelin tt it's like a long time since i come back to work when it's jus last fri. body not fully rest well & refresh but it still feel like long since i'd been working & abit disoriented.

wat has sg become?

eh... jus nw saw a headline fr 1 of a friend's post in FB. it reads: 'PM Lee and DPM Teo to Singaporeans: Do not blame all foreigners for Bugis accident'. there r mixed feelings. indeed tt not all foreigners r d rotten apples & surely thr r nice ones too. my workplace oso got PRC & malaysian & i'm ok w them.

but look at recent accidents? d bus & den dis? & surely many might ve experience sittin or standin in bus driven by FT. to me, i seriously don think makin them passin our driving test b4 they can get on d road. i doubt it's anything hard for them esp if they alrdy ve drivin experience mayb even for yrs.i believed they don mind b obedient & law abiding for once to get their license & den they can do watever they wan on d road. esp if they r rich & wanna show off their supercar like d ferrari accident. jus look at d video. look at d speed at hw fast it's comin. c if any hint of slow down. any hint of steerin off & avoidin? 就算赶着投胎也不用连累无辜吧. so come'on la. tt is not a gd & ultimate solution. a leopard can nvr change its spots one la. but i wont cos of dis & assume & conclude all FT r rotten apples la. yet, oso cant deny d fact tt those rotten ones can b 'killers' too...

anw, recently seen another clip on a bus. jus try search 'bus berserk.mp4' in youtube. & is oso in sg. it really made me wonder wat sg has become? it doesn't seem s safe s it seem to b on d surface. now, 1 can nvr predict wat will happen d next day. haiz...

Depletion

OMG... all these yrs, i manage to get thru my studies w my past savin & doin part time & even manage to still ve some leftovers. though nw i'm workin & had been workin for mths, yet i depleted my remainin savings till max to set up d new hse. little things really add up to a huge significant amt. & most of it is pay by dear.

really should ve insist on gg for installment plan for certain huge items cos aft barely make it to pay off his credit card bills dis mth aft his pay jus got in + d remains of past savings, nw d other prob comes. he still got car installment, insurance installment, petrol, etc to pay till his next payday which is like almost 1 more mth to go. tt's y i dare not take up too many insurance plan or too huge amt though i started workin & startin such plan earlier is oso cheaper & better. haiz. even if by time i got my pay by 15th, even if i eat bread daily for breakfast & lunch, i oso cant help him fully. guess need to discuss w him on d solution when i get to see him. it's not easy sia

Ideal dream home

I bet in everybody's mind there is an idea of an ideal dream home & there is no standard that will fit each & every one's point of view cos everybody's upbringing & what they gone thru are diff.

Now tt I got my own place, due to d fact tt I need to work, etc, I prefer my place to b neat & easy to maintain & so hopefully minimal things if possible & minimal or no display especially those that will trap dust.

True tt false ceiling with light coming fr d edge etc may look nice but it will trap dust. Thus we go for simple lightings, full height shoe racks etc so as to have lesser place trapping dust.

Talking about ease of maintenance & wanting minimal things, I oso jus hope to have only the essential & I don mind paying for whatever I need & equipping with whatever suit my taste. Even to d extend that I need to survive on bread & cup noodle fr now till payday cos I only left w like $100 to use till I get my pay. At least at d end of d day, I'm d one staying at my place & looking at it daily & I'm happy & relax.

However reality isn't so simple. Parents & in laws are also excited & getting things for us. Be it what we need it not & what is suitable or not. Cos they oso have their own idea of an ideal dream home. I bet dealing w own parents' purchase might b more acceptable than in laws cos ultimately we grow up w own parents & so d culture b more acceptable ba.

But den like tt oso got another prob. If u r a female, den d male side may think that they r d guy's side so they should b d one who prep or buy most or all d things. Whatever it is, whoever it is, will be caught in between. Between either parents & even own ideal home ideas. It's jus so torturing.

Use either parents' purchase will hurt another. & still have throw away own ideal ideas esp if idea clash. But how to stop all of them?

Seriously I don mind eating non-nutritious meal temporary so I can wat I really wan & need. & at least I oso no need to get caught in btw everybody $ myself. ESP when it's really almost every gals' dream to build their own ideal home. A happy, relaxing & comfortable place to live in for the rest of our lives.