Discipline? Considerate?

wat is discipline? is it so hard to follow? even basic self-discipline?

com'on, how old r u? u should noe jolly-well tt if u spent all ur free time on online-shoppin, viewin ppl's blogs, lookin at gossips, etc, den surely u r sacrificin ur precious time to complete ur thesis. u'd been buggin boss, askin him when u could start & so u could head-start s compare to ur peers so u could ve more time to start earlier. yet u choose to copy & paste fr papers, etc till boss comment tt d sentences look familiar & he sat beside u to edit ur intro para by para.

cos of d experiment hiccups recently, there is alrdy a delay in ur thesis writin cos 1) u say u no mood, 2) boss oso nvr amend so u oso cant cont'd cos u duno right or wrong. fine. but u could cont'd aft boss sit with u to amend ur intro.

u'd so many weekends to do even if u say boss made u do more experiment to put in ur thesis. but u choose to do online shoppin, etc. so when boss tot u ve done ur data & cos he's gg on leave soon, wat's thr for u to complain. u got time while waitin for ur experiment yet we reminded u to do ur thesis but u don wan. so we give up. u even go out to print fotos in d evenin when tt could wait or could get d other PO to print for u since she is gg. furthermore, u choose to slp d moment u reach home & woke up later in d night to start & cont'd w ur thesis. yet nw, at 11 den u come in givin d 'wei qu & tired' look & try to grumble & say u do till 5am. com'on la. say u start at 12midnight. u do it in 5 hrs. if u ve done some over last weekend, if u ve done ytd afternoon, if u ve done some w/o gg out last nite, if u ve done some more instead of slpin last evenin, do u think u even need to stay awake last nite den use tt excuse to come in at 11?

wat irks me is tt u always come in w all sort of reasons, say husband slp late, husband toss & turn, husband cough, etc etc till u cant slp so u come in late when boss say b4 tt d latest he allow is by 10. u come in at 10+ & den say u hungry & rush us to go lunch w u. if we busy, u wanted us to push our experiment back. do u exercise it urself? when u got ur experiment, do u push back to go lunch while we wait? i takin staff bus so i don give a damn. tt's y i nvr follow. but hey, i really pity d other PO who stayed jus beside ur blk. cos she isn't a local & so not many relatives ard, u made her wait for u to go back, u made her wait for u to come back on weekends. u forced her to go out w u sayin u only ve her s friend givin her pressure if she don.

u go out use ur husband's card. u no need pay house, bills, etc. of cos u ve d money to buy s many things u wan, eat watever u wan s & when u find excuses & pull tt poor PO along. luckily i really broke now. & i oso not free to follow u like tt.

& luckily i gonna stay far away & so i insisted tt i would like to come in earlier & go back later to avoid d crowds so i could still rest at home & do basic hse keepin. i wont listen to u to come in late & go back late. i wan some life lor, not to go back hm, can only slp & den slp till late den come in work. tt means work, slp, work, slp everyday. no way i gonna do tt for u jus cos u wan company. i m only child oso. i don like eat alone but i can make do. eat at home & do watever i wan.

pls lar. exercise discipline or at least basic self-discipline & b more independant. & oso b considerate to ppl can?