today, completed consolidatin & updatin d softcopy of d FY2008 excel file. finally. many missin info left by previous staff...
anw, tml wont b gg in cos last time my manager said in her email to eliminate d half days... & next wk, though sch haven starts, think i will work only at most 10 hrs a wk ba... cos they wanna raise budget for my salary & once sch start, i can only work max 10 hr a wk. they jus put in general in d mth of jan, feb & mar & raise budget for max 10 hr a wk for me.
if i work extra, i wont get paid... so i guess i would work max 10 hr next week. i might just go for a full day meaning 8 hours only and that's it. or maybe I would work a full day plus 2 more hours or maybe 3-4 hours to cover back the long lunch i had been takin these few days?
shall see hw next week. cos oso dunno if they will change if they realized sch haven start... if no change will accompany mum go sgh for her blood test & urine test. & most likely b meetin an 'old' friend for lunch at her workplace. heard a gd news fr her. she was pregnant w her 2nd child. her 1st gal is startin sch next wk le. happy for her. & oso try to meet uni friends for cyclin or at least a meal ba.
but i cant cfm anythin nw cos i dunno if they will change my work hour next week. esp when i'm jus done w 2008 excel file. still got 2009 & apparently i think they want me do other things oso... if limited to max 10 hrs a wk b v hard to complete... esp when sch start & ea day not tt long hr... these few days manager aka my boss not ard... so cant check & cfm... sighed...
i actually wish i no need go back sch... i wish i jus work. cont'd wat i do nw oso nvm... cos lunch means lunch, finish work means finish work. no need think bout work. no need think bout study when leave d place. but this will jus b a thots onli...
anw, if weather ok, might go for a run tml mornin... though i noe for sunday training will oso run. & till nw, i still not hungry though i ate a pc of waffle... well, not empty & yet not full. hee... shall see hw ltr. if hungry, den find things to eat ba...
Wednesday, 30 December 2009
waffle s dinner
though i ate proper lunch these few days, i'm still back to square one. had waffle for dinner jus nw... oops... i noe many ppl will say me but hear me out...
went to jp aft work. reach aft 6. go develop photo. went popular get double sided tape. super long queue. guess cos last 2 days of 20% discount for members with the coupon fr d bk. spent like an hr in jp. at 1st planna order cake thr but den on 2nd tots, decided not to.
sat my dad's bday & i dunno wat to get for him so decided to get him a cake since mum said 'celebrate' dis sat though his lunar bday was jus few days ago. y sat & not few days ago? cos dad comin hm earlier on sat than on weekdays & cousins b ard.
thus, decided to go lot one to order d cake in case they need at least 3 days in advance. so cant go tml. if i order at jp, den b more troublesome to go collect on sat unless i jus happen to go thr. so in d end make a trip to lot one loh even though late le.
since d cake shop got sell waffle, may s well jus get & eat thr while choosin d cake. was alrdy late. was alrdy hungry. & if i go elsewhr tabao go hm eat, b even later. & mum sure unhappy cos i eat so late. thus, to save d trouble of gg ard spendin more time outside, & to avoid my ears fr d naggin & to avoid seein black face, eatin waffle then was d best choice le.
d main issue nw is at least i ate. at least i nvr skip meal. so dun 'nag' at me. i dunno hw long a pc of waffle can last. if can, gd. if cant, mayb wait parents go to bed den go find biscuit to eat so they dun find out.
went to jp aft work. reach aft 6. go develop photo. went popular get double sided tape. super long queue. guess cos last 2 days of 20% discount for members with the coupon fr d bk. spent like an hr in jp. at 1st planna order cake thr but den on 2nd tots, decided not to.
sat my dad's bday & i dunno wat to get for him so decided to get him a cake since mum said 'celebrate' dis sat though his lunar bday was jus few days ago. y sat & not few days ago? cos dad comin hm earlier on sat than on weekdays & cousins b ard.
thus, decided to go lot one to order d cake in case they need at least 3 days in advance. so cant go tml. if i order at jp, den b more troublesome to go collect on sat unless i jus happen to go thr. so in d end make a trip to lot one loh even though late le.
since d cake shop got sell waffle, may s well jus get & eat thr while choosin d cake. was alrdy late. was alrdy hungry. & if i go elsewhr tabao go hm eat, b even later. & mum sure unhappy cos i eat so late. thus, to save d trouble of gg ard spendin more time outside, & to avoid my ears fr d naggin & to avoid seein black face, eatin waffle then was d best choice le.
d main issue nw is at least i ate. at least i nvr skip meal. so dun 'nag' at me. i dunno hw long a pc of waffle can last. if can, gd. if cant, mayb wait parents go to bed den go find biscuit to eat so they dun find out.
gotten results...
gotten my results... sighed... forever cannot make it...
why??? i jus dun get it. i find dis yr paper more do-able. managed to ans... managed to write... yet generally, did worst than past few sem when i got papers which i left many many blanks... those papers i really scare i cant get through but i did.
might b d bell-shaped gradin sys ba... guess to many ppl feel d same or did much better than me... sighed... it's pretty unfair... but cant do anything bout it. can only tell myself... work even harder next 2 sem... at least i clear d elective. nw left a biz elective to clear.
tokin bout elective, i actually more scare of elective than my core but it's apparently better than my core. actually, all my electives r better than my core in general. hw come? choose wrong core?
told my friend tt my grades seemed to b opp of my poly grades. pretty much opposite. my best in poly aren't my best. actually can become my worst. poly mainly 'B's & some 'A's & only few 'C's & 'D'. 'C's r mainly english based modules. nw my results mainly 'C's & 'D's & d most surprisin is my english based modules become 1 of my best grades...
y, dun ve to bother bout me. i may grumble over my grades, i ve d never give up spirit which my friend said she v 'pei fu' about. & i arent someone to trifle with. lol... nvm... like wat she said... next time can tell employer durin interview tt at least i tried to upgrade myself & at least i never even give up and strive till d end...
why??? i jus dun get it. i find dis yr paper more do-able. managed to ans... managed to write... yet generally, did worst than past few sem when i got papers which i left many many blanks... those papers i really scare i cant get through but i did.
might b d bell-shaped gradin sys ba... guess to many ppl feel d same or did much better than me... sighed... it's pretty unfair... but cant do anything bout it. can only tell myself... work even harder next 2 sem... at least i clear d elective. nw left a biz elective to clear.
tokin bout elective, i actually more scare of elective than my core but it's apparently better than my core. actually, all my electives r better than my core in general. hw come? choose wrong core?
told my friend tt my grades seemed to b opp of my poly grades. pretty much opposite. my best in poly aren't my best. actually can become my worst. poly mainly 'B's & some 'A's & only few 'C's & 'D'. 'C's r mainly english based modules. nw my results mainly 'C's & 'D's & d most surprisin is my english based modules become 1 of my best grades...
y, dun ve to bother bout me. i may grumble over my grades, i ve d never give up spirit which my friend said she v 'pei fu' about. & i arent someone to trifle with. lol... nvm... like wat she said... next time can tell employer durin interview tt at least i tried to upgrade myself & at least i never even give up and strive till d end...
Saturday, 26 December 2009
post x'mas task
x'mas eve watch movie till jus b4 clock strike 12 midnight & x'mas watch movie at 11.50pm... guess wat... aft all d enjoyment... was given a post x'mas task... had to battle w a cockroach... i had a lethal weapon which it cant escape & nvr escape when it had d chance to... but it's still disgustin... give me d creep... *EEEKKK*
it's dead but too creepy for me to pick & throw. so i had to share d nite in a rm w it's corpse... can i dun sleep... mum sleepin... cant help me clear... :(
hw i wish i could dun come hm but not possible... cos like tt den wont see it... but... it might 开支散叶 wor... sighed...
anw, glad i came back in time to see it & fought a battle w it. at least i'm awake. at least i can think & noe it's late & noe i shld not scream. jus imagine if i'm sleepin when it got in... if i see it den, i think i would scream le loh... cos cant think right then le ma...
thus, i can only fight it but not clear it... i hate creepy crawlers... creepy crawlers r my enemies... they r my 死穴... hw to overcome dis phobia???
it's dead but too creepy for me to pick & throw. so i had to share d nite in a rm w it's corpse... can i dun sleep... mum sleepin... cant help me clear... :(
hw i wish i could dun come hm but not possible... cos like tt den wont see it... but... it might 开支散叶 wor... sighed...
anw, glad i came back in time to see it & fought a battle w it. at least i'm awake. at least i can think & noe it's late & noe i shld not scream. jus imagine if i'm sleepin when it got in... if i see it den, i think i would scream le loh... cos cant think right then le ma...
thus, i can only fight it but not clear it... i hate creepy crawlers... creepy crawlers r my enemies... they r my 死穴... hw to overcome dis phobia???
Friday, 25 December 2009
different x'mas eve but more enjoyable...
i felt like i'm in wonderland for d past few days & i wished i need not go back to reality... however, reality will always strike me hard in d face... it will come no matter wat. memories of malacca is gettin further & further away & soon dec will come to an end... & another 'hell' will begin... sighed... hw i wish i can freeze d time or to forward to whenever i want...
anw, usually x'mas eve was spent w my relatives, my dad's siblings & their families. it was jus a gatherin but most or all of them b at d mahjong table or playin poker... fr young, mum refused to let me touch those. so i'd learnt to sit there & do nothing... v bored...
used to become part-time nanny for my cousins while my aunts & uncles 'played' but d kids had grown up oso & could self-entertained w their PSP, etc etc. they more tech-savy than me... so i can only say tt it's bored thr.
this yr, prob due to d 'long' weekend, they pushed d gathering back a day to x'mas day itself. thus, i had my eve free.. had dinner w grandma den went for movie w dear which ended at 2359 hr. so when d clock strike midnite, wished dear 'merry x'mas'.
s he was slightly hungry, went ard searchin for place w light supper but ended up at d coffee-shop near my place. a 24 hr coffee shop but only left d coffee stall open eventually so he had breakfast-like supper before sendin me back.
though didn't do much, it'd been a more enjoyable x'mas eve than d past but it would still come tml... will sit thr & stone s nothin to do... sianz... if i dun go, dad sure angry... if go, gotta wait for dad to decide to go den can go back cos i cant go back myself... :(
anw, usually x'mas eve was spent w my relatives, my dad's siblings & their families. it was jus a gatherin but most or all of them b at d mahjong table or playin poker... fr young, mum refused to let me touch those. so i'd learnt to sit there & do nothing... v bored...
used to become part-time nanny for my cousins while my aunts & uncles 'played' but d kids had grown up oso & could self-entertained w their PSP, etc etc. they more tech-savy than me... so i can only say tt it's bored thr.
this yr, prob due to d 'long' weekend, they pushed d gathering back a day to x'mas day itself. thus, i had my eve free.. had dinner w grandma den went for movie w dear which ended at 2359 hr. so when d clock strike midnite, wished dear 'merry x'mas'.
s he was slightly hungry, went ard searchin for place w light supper but ended up at d coffee-shop near my place. a 24 hr coffee shop but only left d coffee stall open eventually so he had breakfast-like supper before sendin me back.
though didn't do much, it'd been a more enjoyable x'mas eve than d past but it would still come tml... will sit thr & stone s nothin to do... sianz... if i dun go, dad sure angry... if go, gotta wait for dad to decide to go den can go back cos i cant go back myself... :(
Thursday, 24 December 2009
wat a wet x'mas eve mornin... gd day to sleep in but not gd for my initial plan. sighed... planna go run in mornin but it rain... guess it's tellin me i shldn't push myself to hard... cos my hip not quite in prime condition. not to d extend tt it'll hurt or so. jus noe it's not quite tt right since d trip... anw, went to bed pretty late ytd...
well, though nvr get to run, i went to trim my hair. got bit of split end since 1 or 2 mths ago but i refused to go cut cos i dun wan it to get too short. however, last nite, made up d decision to trim it since i oso need to cut my fringe. in d end, trim become cut bout 2 inches... at least didn't look tt dry than b4. but it's much shorter than wat i hope for. nvm hair will grow one. if healthy hair, will grow fast one. jus ve to be patience...
i'd learnt to try out on my hair esp my fringe... cos i know that no matter what, hair will grow. dun like it, jus let it grow & dun cut tt way again loh... lol... became more 'adventurous' but not to d extent of cutting my hair short lah... i prefer to ve long hair or my face will look v big...
anw, x'mas is comin. so i hereby wish everybody a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
well, though nvr get to run, i went to trim my hair. got bit of split end since 1 or 2 mths ago but i refused to go cut cos i dun wan it to get too short. however, last nite, made up d decision to trim it since i oso need to cut my fringe. in d end, trim become cut bout 2 inches... at least didn't look tt dry than b4. but it's much shorter than wat i hope for. nvm hair will grow one. if healthy hair, will grow fast one. jus ve to be patience...
i'd learnt to try out on my hair esp my fringe... cos i know that no matter what, hair will grow. dun like it, jus let it grow & dun cut tt way again loh... lol... became more 'adventurous' but not to d extent of cutting my hair short lah... i prefer to ve long hair or my face will look v big...
anw, x'mas is comin. so i hereby wish everybody a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
Monday, 21 December 2009
got a god-daughter
last nite, received a sms fr philippines fr my cousins' 3rd maid whom we known each other as sis. she left us in 2007 s her hubby kept askin her to go back. though she left us for at least 2 yrs, she nvr forget us at all & would send sms greetings to me or to ask me to pass to my parents, cousins, etc durin our bdays, seasonal holi, mother's day, etc.
she had given birth to a 2nd daughter recently in oct & last nite she asked if i could be her daughter's godma & said tt her color & eyes r like me. i agreed though i could not do anything or wat to help them. anw, sis nvr ask me to do anything.
mayb in future, mayb aft i really started workin, i could get her add & paid her & her family a visit. saw her older daughter's photo b4 when she worked for my aunt but nvr see my god-daughter's pic b4.
her youngest daughter due date was supposed to b d same s her sis but in d end was brought forward. d older daughter was 8 this yr and was born on 18 oct. her youngest daughter was born on 14 oct this yr so she was jus 2 mth old. anw, her youngest daughter aka my god-daughter's name is Jhenica Mae.
jus nw, read news tt thr will b volcano eruption in philippines. hope it wont affect them at all. b4 sis gave birth, they alrdy suffered knee-deep flood. recently oso got tt killing thr & nw d volcano. can only send prayers to them to protect them fr all these harms... & i do miss my sis... we were v close when she was w us.
she had given birth to a 2nd daughter recently in oct & last nite she asked if i could be her daughter's godma & said tt her color & eyes r like me. i agreed though i could not do anything or wat to help them. anw, sis nvr ask me to do anything.
mayb in future, mayb aft i really started workin, i could get her add & paid her & her family a visit. saw her older daughter's photo b4 when she worked for my aunt but nvr see my god-daughter's pic b4.
her youngest daughter due date was supposed to b d same s her sis but in d end was brought forward. d older daughter was 8 this yr and was born on 18 oct. her youngest daughter was born on 14 oct this yr so she was jus 2 mth old. anw, her youngest daughter aka my god-daughter's name is Jhenica Mae.
jus nw, read news tt thr will b volcano eruption in philippines. hope it wont affect them at all. b4 sis gave birth, they alrdy suffered knee-deep flood. recently oso got tt killing thr & nw d volcano. can only send prayers to them to protect them fr all these harms... & i do miss my sis... we were v close when she was w us.
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