today had my 2nd paper... it seemed to go ok... & i managed to ans d short ans qs & longer structure qs right fr d beginning to d end. make me feel tt i shld at least get a pass. s for scoring, i shant hope much cos i scare tt history like last sem will repeat itself...
but if compare to 1 of a paper many sem ago, tt paper i really almost skipped fr beginning & reached d end in less than 30 min. it was terrible & yet i managed to pass it. but... if history repeat... den i duno wat to say le
i do feel tt i noe wat d qs is askin, & i sort of was lucky to have looked thru d notes & d part which d qs was askin. i rmbr certain pts, & a few other pts which i only rmbr vaguely while a few other pts i simply cant rmbr but i sort of rmbr d gist of d portion. so i managed to write & write until i got stuck.
nw can only keep fingers crossed but at least this paper boast my confident abit but the next 2 papers r gonna be tougher especially when they r back to back 1 day aft another. 1 got certain topics which r so unclear while another got hundreds of drugs to memorize but i had sort of summarized out the notes for d fri paper. so hopefully it will help me in my study & memorization work.
i noe aft fri, i sure b drained & wont wanna touch on another notes so i tot of maybe finding my friends to go get d hse-warming gift for another friend but my friend aren't free. shall wait for her to arrange another date & tt will only b after my final paper le.
Tuesday, 27 April 2010
Monday, 26 April 2010
start of exams
today marks d start of my exams... 2 wks of exams w 6 papers & 4 of them r this wk... great... jus great but at least aft this wk, can sort of relax a bit & soon it'll b over...
didn't want to blog nw but jus open my blog to see see & saw my art blog... it's been a long time since i do something i enjoyed... cant wait for exam b over... den i can draw, play piano, etc when i'm free... tt's wat i like bout being in d workin field... if possible, don bring work back & so work means work, aft work means enjoy, relax, etc...
s a student, ya, we do ve holi & even long vacation break... but... think of it... during long vacation, we would most likely end up workin, attachment, etc. so we oso cant really enjoy much except after work. so no of break is actually lesser unless u r super rich & no need work & can jus play for ~3 mths... nah... i wont envy them... cos got $$ doesn't mean really happy. i'll b satisfied if i can get a decent job to sustain my living & take care of my parents. i don ve strong ambition of wantin to be at d top rank lvl otherwise i would not ve d childhood ambition of being a nurse.
at times, i wonder if i had picked d wrong choice... shld i ve opt to transfer to a better sec sch? shld i ve transfer to nursin dip rather than biotech? shld i ve take up paramedic job rather than a lab tech job aft graduation? shld i not ve taken full time biosci deg & took up part time instead or shld i took up other short courses instead?
anw, back to reality... i cant go back in time. i cant undo even though i actually prefer health sci rather than bio sci. but still, thr r some link isn't it? so shall work hard nw for these 2 wk... but i cant wait for it to be over... i die die must clear all modules... gambette!!! & my rewards aft these 2 wks of chionging will b d HK trip, & mayb do things i like w/o worryin bout tut, reports, tests, exams, ...
& aft exam, durin my 'holi', got 2 friend's weddin to attend & i'll b an emcee for d 2nd time. gd trg to train up my confidence for my FYP presentation? lol... & if i got familar bein an emcee, next time i shall charge le. haha... anw, tt friend oso asked me b her jie mei but i sort of decline s her weddin is on weekday & i havin attachment & would ve jus come back fr HK. not v nice of me to tell boss to say i need another off day again... nvr be jie mei b4 & actually i'm interested to be & help her. she a v gd friend of mine wor... but i cant... make me regret decision for attachment rather than work... cos work would be more flexible in time. but i cant choose work cos attachement more related so get better stand in my resume & oso may link up to FYP.
a friend once said to me something like 'oh, all ur friends shld ve gotten married alrdy right, so all these wedding dinners etc shld get lesser & lesser'. well actually no... i think it'll b continuous... my friends may not b alot but whrever u go, u'll oso meet new ppl & not all my friends r attached & married oso. but it's a gd news to hear tt friends r getting married esp if to a gd guy/gal. not everybody can get d chance to b w their loved ones for life like d guy fr china who married his dead gf at her funeral. i was touched by d guy's action & felt very sad for d couple.
& oso seein mich's blog on d fisherman, i oso read of it b4 but when i saw her blog about it, it's really true tt it's v impt to know wat u wan & to treasure whoever came by u, esp those who care alot bout u. it really doesn't matter if u make big money or not. it's hw happy u will make ur loves one be & hw happy u'll end up w. 没人知道明日事... don think u can jus earn more nw & use it ltr. no one can tell u exactly wat will happen d next day. so treasure each day & live w no regrets ba!!!
kk. enough of 'big talk'. shall get back to my notes le... wish me luck...
didn't want to blog nw but jus open my blog to see see & saw my art blog... it's been a long time since i do something i enjoyed... cant wait for exam b over... den i can draw, play piano, etc when i'm free... tt's wat i like bout being in d workin field... if possible, don bring work back & so work means work, aft work means enjoy, relax, etc...
s a student, ya, we do ve holi & even long vacation break... but... think of it... during long vacation, we would most likely end up workin, attachment, etc. so we oso cant really enjoy much except after work. so no of break is actually lesser unless u r super rich & no need work & can jus play for ~3 mths... nah... i wont envy them... cos got $$ doesn't mean really happy. i'll b satisfied if i can get a decent job to sustain my living & take care of my parents. i don ve strong ambition of wantin to be at d top rank lvl otherwise i would not ve d childhood ambition of being a nurse.
at times, i wonder if i had picked d wrong choice... shld i ve opt to transfer to a better sec sch? shld i ve transfer to nursin dip rather than biotech? shld i ve take up paramedic job rather than a lab tech job aft graduation? shld i not ve taken full time biosci deg & took up part time instead or shld i took up other short courses instead?
anw, back to reality... i cant go back in time. i cant undo even though i actually prefer health sci rather than bio sci. but still, thr r some link isn't it? so shall work hard nw for these 2 wk... but i cant wait for it to be over... i die die must clear all modules... gambette!!! & my rewards aft these 2 wks of chionging will b d HK trip, & mayb do things i like w/o worryin bout tut, reports, tests, exams, ...
& aft exam, durin my 'holi', got 2 friend's weddin to attend & i'll b an emcee for d 2nd time. gd trg to train up my confidence for my FYP presentation? lol... & if i got familar bein an emcee, next time i shall charge le. haha... anw, tt friend oso asked me b her jie mei but i sort of decline s her weddin is on weekday & i havin attachment & would ve jus come back fr HK. not v nice of me to tell boss to say i need another off day again... nvr be jie mei b4 & actually i'm interested to be & help her. she a v gd friend of mine wor... but i cant... make me regret decision for attachment rather than work... cos work would be more flexible in time. but i cant choose work cos attachement more related so get better stand in my resume & oso may link up to FYP.
a friend once said to me something like 'oh, all ur friends shld ve gotten married alrdy right, so all these wedding dinners etc shld get lesser & lesser'. well actually no... i think it'll b continuous... my friends may not b alot but whrever u go, u'll oso meet new ppl & not all my friends r attached & married oso. but it's a gd news to hear tt friends r getting married esp if to a gd guy/gal. not everybody can get d chance to b w their loved ones for life like d guy fr china who married his dead gf at her funeral. i was touched by d guy's action & felt very sad for d couple.
& oso seein mich's blog on d fisherman, i oso read of it b4 but when i saw her blog about it, it's really true tt it's v impt to know wat u wan & to treasure whoever came by u, esp those who care alot bout u. it really doesn't matter if u make big money or not. it's hw happy u will make ur loves one be & hw happy u'll end up w. 没人知道明日事... don think u can jus earn more nw & use it ltr. no one can tell u exactly wat will happen d next day. so treasure each day & live w no regrets ba!!!
kk. enough of 'big talk'. shall get back to my notes le... wish me luck...
Friday, 23 April 2010
today, studied pharmaco in sch lib... study bout drugs... yet i think i may end up requirin d drugs to treat myself instead...
early mornin, when i went out, realized i forgot bring bread as lunch & no time to go back take or i'll miss my bus. these 2 days been like tt cos i sort of only woke up at 7 & leavin hm by b4 7.40. within 40 mins, wash-up, breakfast, change & read newspaper...
anw, i end up gg canteen & managed to get sandwich s lunch b4 gg lib. when i passed by d lib, again see d big crowds. so kua zhang but i don care. i noe will still get a sit esp d side whr thr r comp.
well, i study & though i took d sandwich w a pkt of crysanthemum drink, at near 2 pm, i felt weak. like giddy giddy, head light light, seeing double... felt not so well like motion sickness... . went for a toilet break but still feel same aft i got back... i wish i could jus simply sleep & don care & i actually regretted agreein to start my attachment immediately... shall monitor & see hw...
i did rest for a while but forced myself up knowing that i must be focus... i think i forcin myself too much... actually till nw, i still do feel weak. i jus wanna sleep. i jus need to tahan & hang in thr for another 2 more weeks... 2 wks ltr, at this time, i'll b free fr study... gambatte...
early mornin, when i went out, realized i forgot bring bread as lunch & no time to go back take or i'll miss my bus. these 2 days been like tt cos i sort of only woke up at 7 & leavin hm by b4 7.40. within 40 mins, wash-up, breakfast, change & read newspaper...
anw, i end up gg canteen & managed to get sandwich s lunch b4 gg lib. when i passed by d lib, again see d big crowds. so kua zhang but i don care. i noe will still get a sit esp d side whr thr r comp.
well, i study & though i took d sandwich w a pkt of crysanthemum drink, at near 2 pm, i felt weak. like giddy giddy, head light light, seeing double... felt not so well like motion sickness... . went for a toilet break but still feel same aft i got back... i wish i could jus simply sleep & don care & i actually regretted agreein to start my attachment immediately... shall monitor & see hw...
i did rest for a while but forced myself up knowing that i must be focus... i think i forcin myself too much... actually till nw, i still do feel weak. i jus wanna sleep. i jus need to tahan & hang in thr for another 2 more weeks... 2 wks ltr, at this time, i'll b free fr study... gambatte...
Monday, 19 April 2010
study, attachment, HK
it's exactly 1 wk to d start of exams... gosh... i must buckle up & get down to serious biz le... i'm sort of equip to stay in lib today w 3 pcs of plain bread, a small packet of kong guang biscuit, a packet of crysanthemum drink, bottle of plain water & mint sweets.
anw, i don think i'll study at hm in case i got in trouble or mum mood swing again & i end up feelin low... it's not d time to get all emo in this sense. so i'm back to square 1. study in d lib & survivin w not so nutritious bread or biscuit for 3 wks...
ya. 3 wks. dis wk sort of a study wk cos my paper commence next mon & my paper end on d last day of d exam wk in sch. always like tt & i heard even d last sem oso same... sian... tt means end of yr oso like tt & so my paper gonna end right b4 xmas... wat a xmas present...
well, for this 3 wks, i'll either mug in sch lib or at dear's place ba. so i may not b survivin on bread & biscuit for every day dependin on whr i'm at.
anw, shall chiong nw & den 3 wks ltr, gonna start of my attachment. wonder hw it will be, will it b manageable & hw much i can ctrl my own time cos it'd been long time since i did full lab work... but i'm more lookin forward to d 7th wk fr nw when i'll alrdy b in HK. haha...
jus nw chat w a friend in d bus & apparently she stayed same hotel s me b4 & her comment is gd. haha... so guess it's a gd decision, a gd deal. hee. chat w her till i wish i could go thr tml. so long s my parents stay ok, i guess it'll b a v enjoyable trip. i cant wait to go thr & escape fr all d studyin but back to reality... JESS, GO STUDY HARD NOW!!!!
anw, i don think i'll study at hm in case i got in trouble or mum mood swing again & i end up feelin low... it's not d time to get all emo in this sense. so i'm back to square 1. study in d lib & survivin w not so nutritious bread or biscuit for 3 wks...
ya. 3 wks. dis wk sort of a study wk cos my paper commence next mon & my paper end on d last day of d exam wk in sch. always like tt & i heard even d last sem oso same... sian... tt means end of yr oso like tt & so my paper gonna end right b4 xmas... wat a xmas present...
well, for this 3 wks, i'll either mug in sch lib or at dear's place ba. so i may not b survivin on bread & biscuit for every day dependin on whr i'm at.
anw, shall chiong nw & den 3 wks ltr, gonna start of my attachment. wonder hw it will be, will it b manageable & hw much i can ctrl my own time cos it'd been long time since i did full lab work... but i'm more lookin forward to d 7th wk fr nw when i'll alrdy b in HK. haha...
jus nw chat w a friend in d bus & apparently she stayed same hotel s me b4 & her comment is gd. haha... so guess it's a gd decision, a gd deal. hee. chat w her till i wish i could go thr tml. so long s my parents stay ok, i guess it'll b a v enjoyable trip. i cant wait to go thr & escape fr all d studyin but back to reality... JESS, GO STUDY HARD NOW!!!!
Friday, 16 April 2010
flash flood
shockin news: flash flood only at 9th floor of a HDB flat...
haha... i v 'li hai'... cook & wash till i flood my kitchen... not jokin... really flooded cos of choked pipe. i rarely cook at hm so i didn't rmbr d prob... so i was happily washin d plates, etc & when i'm done, vola... flooded fr d drainage hole on d floor in d kitchen. 3 piece of floor 'towel' is not enough. think mayb 10 pieces or more ba... tt's y i say flood... think wet at least 1 square meter or area. ended up spendin quite some time clearin d mess... oops...
haha... i v 'li hai'... cook & wash till i flood my kitchen... not jokin... really flooded cos of choked pipe. i rarely cook at hm so i didn't rmbr d prob... so i was happily washin d plates, etc & when i'm done, vola... flooded fr d drainage hole on d floor in d kitchen. 3 piece of floor 'towel' is not enough. think mayb 10 pieces or more ba... tt's y i say flood... think wet at least 1 square meter or area. ended up spendin quite some time clearin d mess... oops...
cook dinner
while on d way home today, d sky turned v dark & seemed to be gonna downpour any moment. so i decided to back hm cook dinner instead.
tot of cookin white fungus w mushroom soup but decided not to when i see d remainin luncheon meat aka cold cut. & somemore, d otah tt i'd opened was pretty long le. mum buy le oso nvr cook or heat it up. so end up 1 block of otah, i had already cut 1/3 twice so left another 1/3.
however, if jus fried d otah or luncheon meat, seemed bit dry to eat w rice & d only option i can think of is to cook w egg. yet, otah & luncheon meat taste don seemed to be able to match tgt of mix & cook tgt.
end up... cook 2 types of eggs. 1 egg steamed w otah. 1 egg fried w luncheon meat + 'cincaluk' (can't rmbr hw to spell again). & don worry. it's not all for me lah... i not tt siao to eat 2 eggs in a day though i noe d limit is 7 a week. haha... i cook 2 types cos i wanna clear up d luncheon meat & otah. & d remainin will give my parents eat. oso cant mix d otah w luncheon meat cos mum don like d smell. so she can eat d steam egg instead. haha.
d scramble egg with luncheon meat & 'cincaluk' is a derivative of d scramble egg with 'cincaluk'. last time at melaka, thr r ingredients in d egg so tt's y nw i add d luncheon meat. diff ingredient fr d original nonya version but nvm. can eat can le. furthermore, i got no original recipe wor... thus, i shall b d modern nonya & not followin d original recipe. at least i can come out w my own recipe aft tastin d food somewhr & end up tellin mum hw i cook. well, she can cook for my cousins eat ma. haha...
anw, below is my dinner, only finish 1/2 of each egg cos i dun ve big appetite...
tot of cookin white fungus w mushroom soup but decided not to when i see d remainin luncheon meat aka cold cut. & somemore, d otah tt i'd opened was pretty long le. mum buy le oso nvr cook or heat it up. so end up 1 block of otah, i had already cut 1/3 twice so left another 1/3.
however, if jus fried d otah or luncheon meat, seemed bit dry to eat w rice & d only option i can think of is to cook w egg. yet, otah & luncheon meat taste don seemed to be able to match tgt of mix & cook tgt.
end up... cook 2 types of eggs. 1 egg steamed w otah. 1 egg fried w luncheon meat + 'cincaluk' (can't rmbr hw to spell again). & don worry. it's not all for me lah... i not tt siao to eat 2 eggs in a day though i noe d limit is 7 a week. haha... i cook 2 types cos i wanna clear up d luncheon meat & otah. & d remainin will give my parents eat. oso cant mix d otah w luncheon meat cos mum don like d smell. so she can eat d steam egg instead. haha.
d scramble egg with luncheon meat & 'cincaluk' is a derivative of d scramble egg with 'cincaluk'. last time at melaka, thr r ingredients in d egg so tt's y nw i add d luncheon meat. diff ingredient fr d original nonya version but nvm. can eat can le. furthermore, i got no original recipe wor... thus, i shall b d modern nonya & not followin d original recipe. at least i can come out w my own recipe aft tastin d food somewhr & end up tellin mum hw i cook. well, she can cook for my cousins eat ma. haha...
anw, below is my dinner, only finish 1/2 of each egg cos i dun ve big appetite...
Thursday, 15 April 2010
my bag was 5 kg...
eh-hem... jus did something stupid... go put my bag on d bathrm scale
my bag contains 3 ring files of notes + umbrella + water + tissue + wallet + 3 slices of bread + ... so guess hw much it weigh on a compact scale? it's 5kg.
i'll b like bringin a 5kg pack of rice walkin in sch tml? -.-" v gd ah... better drink up d water tml cos i usually wont... at least can lessen load bit? i hope. haiz...
my bag contains 3 ring files of notes + umbrella + water + tissue + wallet + 3 slices of bread + ... so guess hw much it weigh on a compact scale? it's 5kg.
i'll b like bringin a 5kg pack of rice walkin in sch tml? -.-" v gd ah... better drink up d water tml cos i usually wont... at least can lessen load bit? i hope. haiz...
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