today marks d start of my exams... 2 wks of exams w 6 papers & 4 of them r this wk... great... jus great but at least aft this wk, can sort of relax a bit & soon it'll b over...
didn't want to blog nw but jus open my blog to see see & saw my art blog... it's been a long time since i do something i enjoyed... cant wait for exam b over... den i can draw, play piano, etc when i'm free... tt's wat i like bout being in d workin field... if possible, don bring work back & so work means work, aft work means enjoy, relax, etc...
s a student, ya, we do ve holi & even long vacation break... but... think of it... during long vacation, we would most likely end up workin, attachment, etc. so we oso cant really enjoy much except after work. so no of break is actually lesser unless u r super rich & no need work & can jus play for ~3 mths... nah... i wont envy them... cos got $$ doesn't mean really happy. i'll b satisfied if i can get a decent job to sustain my living & take care of my parents. i don ve strong ambition of wantin to be at d top rank lvl otherwise i would not ve d childhood ambition of being a nurse.
at times, i wonder if i had picked d wrong choice... shld i ve opt to transfer to a better sec sch? shld i ve transfer to nursin dip rather than biotech? shld i ve take up paramedic job rather than a lab tech job aft graduation? shld i not ve taken full time biosci deg & took up part time instead or shld i took up other short courses instead?
anw, back to reality... i cant go back in time. i cant undo even though i actually prefer health sci rather than bio sci. but still, thr r some link isn't it? so shall work hard nw for these 2 wk... but i cant wait for it to be over... i die die must clear all modules... gambette!!! & my rewards aft these 2 wks of chionging will b d HK trip, & mayb do things i like w/o worryin bout tut, reports, tests, exams, ...
& aft exam, durin my 'holi', got 2 friend's weddin to attend & i'll b an emcee for d 2nd time. gd trg to train up my confidence for my FYP presentation? lol... & if i got familar bein an emcee, next time i shall charge le. haha... anw, tt friend oso asked me b her jie mei but i sort of decline s her weddin is on weekday & i havin attachment & would ve jus come back fr HK. not v nice of me to tell boss to say i need another off day again... nvr be jie mei b4 & actually i'm interested to be & help her. she a v gd friend of mine wor... but i cant... make me regret decision for attachment rather than work... cos work would be more flexible in time. but i cant choose work cos attachement more related so get better stand in my resume & oso may link up to FYP.
a friend once said to me something like 'oh, all ur friends shld ve gotten married alrdy right, so all these wedding dinners etc shld get lesser & lesser'. well actually no... i think it'll b continuous... my friends may not b alot but whrever u go, u'll oso meet new ppl & not all my friends r attached & married oso. but it's a gd news to hear tt friends r getting married esp if to a gd guy/gal. not everybody can get d chance to b w their loved ones for life like d guy fr china who married his dead gf at her funeral. i was touched by d guy's action & felt very sad for d couple.
& oso seein mich's blog on d fisherman, i oso read of it b4 but when i saw her blog about it, it's really true tt it's v impt to know wat u wan & to treasure whoever came by u, esp those who care alot bout u. it really doesn't matter if u make big money or not. it's hw happy u will make ur loves one be & hw happy u'll end up w. 没人知道明日事... don think u can jus earn more nw & use it ltr. no one can tell u exactly wat will happen d next day. so treasure each day & live w no regrets ba!!!
kk. enough of 'big talk'. shall get back to my notes le... wish me luck...
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