confusion

ytd, went for d medical appt & a MRI scan. i keep gettin confused & wanted to say NMR... guess BS303 did its job well in hauntin me down... oops... haha

anw, i need not do anything. jus lie down thr & do nothing. cant move oso. if u duno, d machine is really loud like wat i source fr d internet. i was given a pair of ear plug + a stereo headset w loud ricky martin's songs over my head coverin my ears. quite old songs alrdy. even got d 'she bangs', d one which william hung sang for american idol. reminds me of him when i heard d song. lol... d machine was so loud tt it can still muffled d songs, d sound waves tt could only enter my ears. tt's hw loud it is.

i was lying thr for mayb 30-45 min? so i ended up dozin off... napping inside d MRI machine. ppl w phobia of being trap in a small space might ve prob cos when i was pulled into d machine, i can see tt thr is really a small space 'in front' of my eyes. it's like a pretty small round tunnel. cant even crawl in on all 4. even d flat on d floor crawl like army ppl is oso bit hard cos cant even stretch d elbow so broad to d side. mayb can try to 'worm' thru it ba. haha...


hwever, i don care. i cant b bothered w d space or noise. since i cant move or do anything, i jus sleep loh. i drifted in & out of slp inside d machine while it run. & b4 i know it, it was done. of course, in my heart, i prayed too... tt it'll b a successul one & i no need injection to enhance the image not b'cos i scare of needle but cos so tt i'll pay d min amt & my prayers were answered.

anw, all these while, i oso prayed tt ytd would b my last trip thr & i will find out d cause & know what I can do in terms of exercise & no need any physiotherapy, etc. all my prayers were answered. haha... but i'd to admit, i didn't chant s much s possible but i'd strong faith & conviction. but i noe it shldn't b this way.