Thursday, 1 April 2010

if it's not ur intention, don say. wake me le den ask me wat i wan... -.-"

wat ans do he expect when he asked i wanna sleep or i wanna go have breakfast w them? if can, i'll choose sleep but will he say me again? will he not happy? or worst, will he angry. mum ytd said let me sleep awhile longer. if so, den y she nvr stopped dad when he wanted to wake me? so tt was not ur intention & wanna make it become my decision again? haiz...

anw, jus an extra 30 min wont help much... esp when i went to bed at 3 am. so even if + tt 0.5 hr, it's jus slightly more than 3 hr of slp. still far low... super not enough. if can, i think i can sleep for days. b a modern day sleeping 'beauty'...

well, nw i wish i got eyes tt i can see far till hm fr sch. den i can noe if mum hm or not in d afternoon. if she isn't, i'll surely come back sleep cos i v tired. but if she is hm, den i not sure. ltr she nag nag nag or wat again. & i really hate it when her thinking & wat she say is always differ. i duno hw many % is real nw...

in class oso cant slp. will sure force myself to try & struggle keep away. in lib oso cant really slp cos looks ugly lah... + position v bad. got hm but may not get to be able to nap. i miss those day when i workin & if really tired, just apply 1/2day & go back nap... but nw... haiz...

but, i guess i shall see hw... if really tired till cannot make it, guess i will don care them. at most they angry aft tt loh. if not hw i gonna get thru another few weeks... actually many more months till graduation.

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