eeky, peelin hands

gosh... aft wks of being assigned to wash d bathrm every weekends, think my palms & fingers gettin more n more fragile.

last time when i was workin, i do wash d bathrm & clean d hse once a while. but thr is a period whr i woke up much much earlier daily to sweep & mop d floor & hang d done laundry cos tt time i v sian when my mum kept black face aft doin d biz but they ended it le.

oh well, since i started sch, i only once a blue moon tidy up my 2 rms until recently when mum asked me to wash d bathrm on weekly basis.

i had a habit. if i don do, den i will close an eye till i cant take d state of hw d bathrm is. jus like my mum's bathrm. d mirror & d inside got d black slimy stuff & it's gettin more n more but since they can accept, i leave it s it is. however, i simply cannot accept d bathrm to b in tt state so i would clean d common bathrm, d 1 i used more often, when i really cant close an eye anymore.

nw tt i'm asked to wash on weekly basis, i oso have a habit. if i wanna do, den i do it proper. cannot anyhw do. so though i do weekly, i wont jus 随随便便 wash. but i should say i alrdy not s 'strict' s last time when i do once a blue moon & esp when cny is ard d corner. tt time, i really scrub every inch & every corner. & brushed d edge of d tiles w old & unwanted toothbrush so last time i can take hours washin a bathrm. n tt time, to clean thoroughly, i oso would use stronger detergent & i really manage to scrub d blackend wall tiles edge to become white.

even if i not s particular s last time, i still scrub & clean everywhere i can. 1st wk, i can feel my hands dry aft washin so i applied lotion & hands ok. but s it progress on, last wk realized tt my hands started peelin but dis week it had gotten worse.

jus nw, saw my hands in d state which i feel so eeky... it's peelin worse than last week. last week don look obvious but nw it's is so so obvious. d dry flaky skin looked so 'hairy'. d whole hand feel so rough. & it's peelin esp fr d bendable area & yet cant really peel all out. hw i wish i m like a snake whr d whole dried & dead skin can jus peel off leavin a whole new skin. at least it wont look & feel in such terrible state like nw.

i hope sometime in dis whole week (weekday), i got time go find & buy a box of latex glove (small size) so i can use b4 d next washin. i noe it may not help 100% cos surely water & detergent will flow in somehw fr d opening since it's not coverin d whole hand but at least should b better. anw, this kind of glove at least won't make me feel so retarded & clumsy s those normal, thick & big glove sold outside for washin.

hw i wish thr is a cleanin solution tt is strong & gd enough to wash d bathrm & yet not damagin to skin...