will feb 10 b better? jan 10 didn't really go tt well... feels like a sick, old lady...
startin off w flu & sorethroat. den 'progress' to occasional throbbin headache which can be anytime of d day... den my hip doesn't feel right. almost strained it last trg. ytd, once when i stood up, oso cant straighten immediately...
cos of d hip, had been wonderin if i shld skip trg today. end up... tt's not d main or only reason i skipped...
think 2 night ago, nvr slp well. ytd mornin, got bit of stiff neck. was ok ltr in d day but i think i pulled d muscle again in the evenin. & it seemed to worsen... hard to slp last nite & nw cant even turn my head. at most just 10 deg each side. even looking down or up oso got prob.
decided to skip trg in d end. i noe today got 'selection' for groupin. but i oso cant do anything. cos of my hip, certain movement, certain direction already limited for me. w my head, i cant even do crunches or a simple turn whr i gotta flip my head to spot d direction i'm moving to. like tt hw to train...
today is d last day of the month & still so 'happenin'. damn... i hate jan 10...
Sunday, 31 January 2010
Saturday, 30 January 2010
problematic right leg...
haiz... i still ponderin wat i shld do for sun mornin trg... it'll b a form of gradin cos d hired external instructor wanna separate us into 2 gp so tt we all can absorb better... but...
my hip not listenin to me leh... not pain like last time but i noe it's not tt right. almost strained it last sun durin last 30 min of trg... shld i rest? or shld i go? even if i go, i cant do anything much on my right leg...
i feel it more not quite right esp aft i walk faster or so... not pain pain kind but uncomfort ba. jus hard to describe la... but i noe d leg weak. super no strength...
but i oso lazy go back to d chinese physician. d one tt i always go is at geylang thr. another is at bedok or changi (i cant even rmbr whr)...
wat wat wat shld i do... dis leg problematic loh... < 1 yr for me in my dance gp le yet still give me prob...
i shld say it's alrdy v guai... prob cos i nvr had intensive trg cos i think last yr i nvr took up project. but sun hw???
my hip not listenin to me leh... not pain like last time but i noe it's not tt right. almost strained it last sun durin last 30 min of trg... shld i rest? or shld i go? even if i go, i cant do anything much on my right leg...
i feel it more not quite right esp aft i walk faster or so... not pain pain kind but uncomfort ba. jus hard to describe la... but i noe d leg weak. super no strength...
but i oso lazy go back to d chinese physician. d one tt i always go is at geylang thr. another is at bedok or changi (i cant even rmbr whr)...
wat wat wat shld i do... dis leg problematic loh... < 1 yr for me in my dance gp le yet still give me prob...
i shld say it's alrdy v guai... prob cos i nvr had intensive trg cos i think last yr i nvr took up project. but sun hw???
Friday, 29 January 2010
a lonesome star
to many ppl, they would say TGIF or FIF... but i always v sian esp for this sem... cos lecture till late...
thr will b 3 ways of gg back, dear pick me if he finish work early, den we go eat, or dad pick me & go tabao back or i go back myself & most likely i would jus cook instant noodle to eat cos tabao-in is so not along d way...
if dad pick me or i go back myself, i duno if i eatin dinner or supper. like nw, reached hm only 1.5 hr aft my lecture end. almost same time or even ltr than me gg back myself. cos gotta wait dad finished up wat he's doing den come pick me & go sing post open letter box, den go tabao. if mum haven go hm, b even ltr loh... cos dad will go pick her up oso...
jus nw, along journey back, aft dad pick me, sky alrdy dark. relatively cloudy but still see a star somewhr below d relatively full moon. thr wasn't other stars so it made me felt tt star looked v lonely in d big sky... anw, it accompanied me for most of my journey back.
i always have d tendency to look at d sky ever since i did a proj on constellation in sec sch w my best friend. till nw, i only figured out orion & not d rest of d constellation. thr used to be a v bright star accompanyin me to sch when i was in sec 3 & 4 but nvr notice of it presence nw cos i usually nvr go out so early.
tt's y when i free, i would look at d sky for stars. d universe is huge & facinating. d twinkling stars also always brighten up the dark patches of sky & it would brighten up my mood too. but d lonesome star made me feel sad.
thr will b 3 ways of gg back, dear pick me if he finish work early, den we go eat, or dad pick me & go tabao back or i go back myself & most likely i would jus cook instant noodle to eat cos tabao-in is so not along d way...
if dad pick me or i go back myself, i duno if i eatin dinner or supper. like nw, reached hm only 1.5 hr aft my lecture end. almost same time or even ltr than me gg back myself. cos gotta wait dad finished up wat he's doing den come pick me & go sing post open letter box, den go tabao. if mum haven go hm, b even ltr loh... cos dad will go pick her up oso...
jus nw, along journey back, aft dad pick me, sky alrdy dark. relatively cloudy but still see a star somewhr below d relatively full moon. thr wasn't other stars so it made me felt tt star looked v lonely in d big sky... anw, it accompanied me for most of my journey back.
i always have d tendency to look at d sky ever since i did a proj on constellation in sec sch w my best friend. till nw, i only figured out orion & not d rest of d constellation. thr used to be a v bright star accompanyin me to sch when i was in sec 3 & 4 but nvr notice of it presence nw cos i usually nvr go out so early.
tt's y when i free, i would look at d sky for stars. d universe is huge & facinating. d twinkling stars also always brighten up the dark patches of sky & it would brighten up my mood too. but d lonesome star made me feel sad.
Thursday, 28 January 2010
learn of 'hide slide' fx in powerpoint...
learnt a new fx for powerpoint slide show. didn't noe thr is a hide slide fx... so sua ku...
well... learn bout d fx not fr ms powerpoint but rather a similar version for tt. an alternative free version... if u don ve ms office...
anw, i noe can oso link to certain slide or so but nvr do tt b4. jus nw tried it & figured out. but not fr ms powerpoint lah... but i managed to link here & thr. haha...
anw, if not cos i help him, i would not ve tried d hyperlink fx & would not noe of d hide slide fx. seemed like thr is still more to b learnt...
i jus love learnin via hands-on... i can visualize, i can understand better, i can try. yet i'm in a course nw w so many memorization & critical thinkin required...
well... learn bout d fx not fr ms powerpoint but rather a similar version for tt. an alternative free version... if u don ve ms office...
anw, i noe can oso link to certain slide or so but nvr do tt b4. jus nw tried it & figured out. but not fr ms powerpoint lah... but i managed to link here & thr. haha...
anw, if not cos i help him, i would not ve tried d hyperlink fx & would not noe of d hide slide fx. seemed like thr is still more to b learnt...
i jus love learnin via hands-on... i can visualize, i can understand better, i can try. yet i'm in a course nw w so many memorization & critical thinkin required...
weird encounter
had a weird encounter today... made me wonder if it was due to this reason for the previous time...
today, wore a dress mum bought for me for last yr CNY.
recently wore it and realized thr was a man who kept lookin at me & even turn back to see after he walked off, etc. i tot d dress was too thin but i dont find it so. thus i ignore esp aft askin dear.
today, wore it again & while returnin hm fr sch, in mrt, was standin & chattin w friend but an uncle keep wantin to give his seat to me. made me v puzzled & i ignore him cos i was jus carryin my sch bag and nvr carry anything heavy.
but tt uncle still nvr give up, stood up & came to me & keep askin me to sit. made me & my friend super puzzled... in d end, i came out w a forced explanation.
d dress i was wearin was not tight fitting cos i don like tight fitting clothes since i don ve d pear-shaped figure. did d uncle tot i was 'a-hem' pregnant? do i look like so? if not i don understand y he keep wantin me to sit wor... is tt y previously d other uncle keep lookin at me? i really wonder...
if really so, den i guess i shant wear it anymore... but most of my dresses r loose-fitting type wor. OMG! & dresses r d most easiest cos no need to match top & bottom. aiyo... so so mafan lo...
anw, d pic below show d dress i'm wearin today. tt's d best pic showin d whole pic of dress i'm wearin. d rest of d pic i had in this dress was only fr hip up (max). & it didn't look too thin right. weird weird...
today, wore a dress mum bought for me for last yr CNY.
recently wore it and realized thr was a man who kept lookin at me & even turn back to see after he walked off, etc. i tot d dress was too thin but i dont find it so. thus i ignore esp aft askin dear.
today, wore it again & while returnin hm fr sch, in mrt, was standin & chattin w friend but an uncle keep wantin to give his seat to me. made me v puzzled & i ignore him cos i was jus carryin my sch bag and nvr carry anything heavy.
but tt uncle still nvr give up, stood up & came to me & keep askin me to sit. made me & my friend super puzzled... in d end, i came out w a forced explanation.
d dress i was wearin was not tight fitting cos i don like tight fitting clothes since i don ve d pear-shaped figure. did d uncle tot i was 'a-hem' pregnant? do i look like so? if not i don understand y he keep wantin me to sit wor... is tt y previously d other uncle keep lookin at me? i really wonder...
if really so, den i guess i shant wear it anymore... but most of my dresses r loose-fitting type wor. OMG! & dresses r d most easiest cos no need to match top & bottom. aiyo... so so mafan lo...
anw, d pic below show d dress i'm wearin today. tt's d best pic showin d whole pic of dress i'm wearin. d rest of d pic i had in this dress was only fr hip up (max). & it didn't look too thin right. weird weird...
Wednesday, 27 January 2010
headache haunt me again...
i don get it... i was ok last few days... for few days, i was ok... a while ago, haunted by headache again... suddenly throbbin on d top most part of d head (d superior end)...
sry... i think tt's developmental bio term... correct me if i wrong in case i return d info back to d prof... i duno if it's gd or bad to relate wat i learn to reality... gd cos i believed can rmbr better but tt would mean i wld constantly b thinkin of study all d time...
i scare i think too much & end up still workin my brain in my sleep again... i mustn't let tt happen cos i noe i'll go haywire if it persist for another 1 yr +. or else... i might become d next ntu case... (touch wood)...
anw, ytd, d tut of 10 qs i did for today was really ok. jus slight mistake for 1 qs and another small part which i managed to be enlightened by my friend aft tut end. wished exam would get all similar qs but chances v slim. if only it can, den i would say, this would b d module i would have confident in but it wont b d case. jus hope i can cont'd on at this pace for this module & d others.
anw, i really broke record. somehw been takin med every wk since b4 term starts. but i only take when i felt it get worst. nw. jus took a panadol tab for d headache. hope it can reduce cos don wanna get reliant on med all d time..
however, i suddenly tot of d pharmacology module i'm takin nw which tok bout drug dose, d elimination of drug, d therapeutic dose... if d drug dose is too low, it might not have an effect or d effect will b d min. guess i better take d normal dose...
but i oso noe... in future, i may end up w drug resistance if i cont'd w d on & off medication... sighed... y life so mafan one... everything oso need to b in optimal amt... too much will become poison, etc...
sry... i think tt's developmental bio term... correct me if i wrong in case i return d info back to d prof... i duno if it's gd or bad to relate wat i learn to reality... gd cos i believed can rmbr better but tt would mean i wld constantly b thinkin of study all d time...
i scare i think too much & end up still workin my brain in my sleep again... i mustn't let tt happen cos i noe i'll go haywire if it persist for another 1 yr +. or else... i might become d next ntu case... (touch wood)...
anw, ytd, d tut of 10 qs i did for today was really ok. jus slight mistake for 1 qs and another small part which i managed to be enlightened by my friend aft tut end. wished exam would get all similar qs but chances v slim. if only it can, den i would say, this would b d module i would have confident in but it wont b d case. jus hope i can cont'd on at this pace for this module & d others.
anw, i really broke record. somehw been takin med every wk since b4 term starts. but i only take when i felt it get worst. nw. jus took a panadol tab for d headache. hope it can reduce cos don wanna get reliant on med all d time..
however, i suddenly tot of d pharmacology module i'm takin nw which tok bout drug dose, d elimination of drug, d therapeutic dose... if d drug dose is too low, it might not have an effect or d effect will b d min. guess i better take d normal dose...
but i oso noe... in future, i may end up w drug resistance if i cont'd w d on & off medication... sighed... y life so mafan one... everything oso need to b in optimal amt... too much will become poison, etc...
m i too 乐观?
recently, thr had been death case of 2 ntu students. almost a yr aft d last yr explosive incident in campus...
d cause? over-stress? bad results? hmm...
if tt's d case, i dunno die hw many times le. m i too 乐观? well, not really. i jus choose to 看开一点... life alrdy not easy... y make urself so stress... or life b even tougher...
d cause? over-stress? bad results? hmm...
if tt's d case, i dunno die hw many times le. m i too 乐观? well, not really. i jus choose to 看开一点... life alrdy not easy... y make urself so stress... or life b even tougher...
Monday, 25 January 2010
sketches i did to cheer myself up last wk...
these were d sketches i did based on d pictures on d tees which cheer me up last week... not perfect w my limited knowledge on drawin skills but it fulfil its purpose which is to cheer me up...
捏了把冷汗
it's mon again... start of wk 3... mornin upon reachin d outside of my sch lobby, got a shock... saw d artificial wall like those they fixed durin exam in d lobby... scary... jus wk 3, dun like tt scare me leh... it's for career fair la. but d entrance really looked like exam hall le... *捏了把冷汗*
mon oso means start of work & study... early mornin, woke up, oso got headache but it's much better nw... & ytd, trg, train up on wrong muscle again esp for d crunches... do variation of crunches for whole of d 'nobody' song.
hard to try to use d right muscle cos v tirin & fr young, most of us r train to use d wrong muscle when we do sit-up so it'd been a habit to use d wrong muscle for crunches... so nw, neck & upper abdominal muscle ache...
mon oso means start of work & study... early mornin, woke up, oso got headache but it's much better nw... & ytd, trg, train up on wrong muscle again esp for d crunches... do variation of crunches for whole of d 'nobody' song.
hard to try to use d right muscle cos v tirin & fr young, most of us r train to use d wrong muscle when we do sit-up so it'd been a habit to use d wrong muscle for crunches... so nw, neck & upper abdominal muscle ache...
Sunday, 24 January 2010
shld nvr inflict crack on others...
today, almost injured my hip again... well, not tt it's v gd nw but at least not till extend of causin much discomfort to me la... but it reminded me of wat d chinese physician said... he said tt it's a kind of injury tt is like a broken cup. once broken, thr will always b a crack even when it was glued tgt...
it suddenly strike to me tt life is d same. life is a process whr thr is no turnin back. once certain things or hurt is inflicted, it can nvr be mended or healed 100%. d crack will forever b thr. it might jus b an unnoticable hairline crack but it will still b thr. water may still leak at a v slow rate fr d 'cracked' cup.
so no matter wat, we must constantly remind ourselves nvr to do things w/o consideration or to hurt others. cos wat is done, can nvr b undone. thr is no pt regrettin aft tt cos it can bvr go back to d past. & wat had been done can come back & haunt u in future.
it suddenly strike to me tt life is d same. life is a process whr thr is no turnin back. once certain things or hurt is inflicted, it can nvr be mended or healed 100%. d crack will forever b thr. it might jus b an unnoticable hairline crack but it will still b thr. water may still leak at a v slow rate fr d 'cracked' cup.
so no matter wat, we must constantly remind ourselves nvr to do things w/o consideration or to hurt others. cos wat is done, can nvr b undone. thr is no pt regrettin aft tt cos it can bvr go back to d past. & wat had been done can come back & haunt u in future.
probability of skippin lunch???
wat's d probability of no lunch & parents noe? i can tell u at 100% confidence interval tt d ans is ZERO... sry... i got too 走火入魔 alrdy... tryin to incorporate studies into real life...
anw, y i said this.... mornin had trg, den had lunch b4 gg for mtg... at mtg thr, they got buy bee hoon, curry, etc. but i too full to eat. got a leader said i shld not ve eat lunch.
d fact:
breakfast at ard 7am
had dance trg so it's 1 of d day i wont skip lunch cos sure hungry fr d exercises
trg end at12+ today cos got mtg
so lunch at 1+
mtg at 2
mtg end at ard 4
tt means if i skip lunch, i would eat at ard 4. w d exercises, my stomach sure make a 抗议... & parents sure don allow. even dear oso wont allow. but tt leader still can tok bout healthier livin... crap la...
say best ve heavier breakfast. to 开胃... & start day afresh. den lunch no need eat so much. dinner eat v light....
if 开胃 alrdy sure eat lots subsequently lo... somemroe, i'll get v slpy if i eat too full. & extremely full, i oso stomach uncomfortable lo... & skippin lunch in front of my parents is sure impossible. told him tt but he still don listen... so i jus let him tok till he stopped. i believed i keep rollin my eyes then... (ps: xiao meis, dun ask hw i do cos it's a natural reflex)
anw, back hm oso 'stepped on dad's tail' again. he weird one. forget take things fr his car. so said i haven shower, asked me go take. even so, shld let me shower & refresh 1st ma... i alrdy hot & sticky le wor... i dun wan & he not v happy but mum refused let me go down oso... sighed...
but to play safe, i go aft i shower la. woke up early & dear ask if i wanna nap. hw i dare... esp jus nw got on my dad's nerve... dad always say i only noe slp, cant let him catch me slpin again or it'll sure enhance his thinking... sighed...
i really hate jan 10... health & everything like not smooth... jus nw hip oso give pro. so i stopped & rest at d side durin d last part of d trg, d choreography part cos too much twist & turn le. almost pulled d old injury part... hope nvr worsen it yet... keepin fingers crossed...
anw, y i said this.... mornin had trg, den had lunch b4 gg for mtg... at mtg thr, they got buy bee hoon, curry, etc. but i too full to eat. got a leader said i shld not ve eat lunch.
d fact:
breakfast at ard 7am
had dance trg so it's 1 of d day i wont skip lunch cos sure hungry fr d exercises
trg end at12+ today cos got mtg
so lunch at 1+
mtg at 2
mtg end at ard 4
tt means if i skip lunch, i would eat at ard 4. w d exercises, my stomach sure make a 抗议... & parents sure don allow. even dear oso wont allow. but tt leader still can tok bout healthier livin... crap la...
say best ve heavier breakfast. to 开胃... & start day afresh. den lunch no need eat so much. dinner eat v light....
if 开胃 alrdy sure eat lots subsequently lo... somemroe, i'll get v slpy if i eat too full. & extremely full, i oso stomach uncomfortable lo... & skippin lunch in front of my parents is sure impossible. told him tt but he still don listen... so i jus let him tok till he stopped. i believed i keep rollin my eyes then... (ps: xiao meis, dun ask hw i do cos it's a natural reflex)
anw, back hm oso 'stepped on dad's tail' again. he weird one. forget take things fr his car. so said i haven shower, asked me go take. even so, shld let me shower & refresh 1st ma... i alrdy hot & sticky le wor... i dun wan & he not v happy but mum refused let me go down oso... sighed...
but to play safe, i go aft i shower la. woke up early & dear ask if i wanna nap. hw i dare... esp jus nw got on my dad's nerve... dad always say i only noe slp, cant let him catch me slpin again or it'll sure enhance his thinking... sighed...
i really hate jan 10... health & everything like not smooth... jus nw hip oso give pro. so i stopped & rest at d side durin d last part of d trg, d choreography part cos too much twist & turn le. almost pulled d old injury part... hope nvr worsen it yet... keepin fingers crossed...
Saturday, 23 January 2010
saturday jus flew passed
saturday jus flew passed...
went for neighbour's church weddin ceremony. seemed like neighbour wise, they only invite my parents, my bf & me. our 面子like so big...
& i reached hm feelin tired & ko for more than an hr... oopss... dad went back to work ma & mum went chinatown 2 cousins for d lights up ceremony...
oso cos i got headache again la. but it didn't went away aft i woke up. worst when i stood up. eventually give in to panadol. been takin med like every wk. but not overdose. only take when i cant tahan. & at most 2 tab of panadol a day or in a few days.
so it was finally peace & quiet back at hm. finally a right & soothin place for me to rest & sleep. but this kinda peace will soon be gone...
tml another long day. got trg in mornin & mtg in afternoon. sighed... gonna b tired again. & soon mon would come. & tt would mark d start of wk 3.
i still cant figure out if tt's consider s fast or slow. but usually i would feel it's a drag esp when it didn't go right... so y fast? 3rd wk of sch startin le... seemed like jus sch starts. anw, i always contradict w ppl. many ppl like being a student rather than workin... but other than d long sch vacation, i don see wat else it can attract me to.
anw, jus hope reality don get too 'harsh' again ba... really envy being a kid. duno everything, no worries. jus play. at most study. no need bother other things...
went for neighbour's church weddin ceremony. seemed like neighbour wise, they only invite my parents, my bf & me. our 面子like so big...
& i reached hm feelin tired & ko for more than an hr... oopss... dad went back to work ma & mum went chinatown 2 cousins for d lights up ceremony...
oso cos i got headache again la. but it didn't went away aft i woke up. worst when i stood up. eventually give in to panadol. been takin med like every wk. but not overdose. only take when i cant tahan. & at most 2 tab of panadol a day or in a few days.
so it was finally peace & quiet back at hm. finally a right & soothin place for me to rest & sleep. but this kinda peace will soon be gone...
tml another long day. got trg in mornin & mtg in afternoon. sighed... gonna b tired again. & soon mon would come. & tt would mark d start of wk 3.
i still cant figure out if tt's consider s fast or slow. but usually i would feel it's a drag esp when it didn't go right... so y fast? 3rd wk of sch startin le... seemed like jus sch starts. anw, i always contradict w ppl. many ppl like being a student rather than workin... but other than d long sch vacation, i don see wat else it can attract me to.
anw, jus hope reality don get too 'harsh' again ba... really envy being a kid. duno everything, no worries. jus play. at most study. no need bother other things...
Friday, 22 January 2010
finished drawin...
jus nw, mum told dad bout my godma's hubby again. bout wat he twisted & said when he got hm... i got turned off immediately upon hearin d topic... immediately pulled my earpiece & stuff in my ears...
anw, b4 d real kick comes in fr sch, nw, d only think i can do & can enjoy is to draw. draw & draw & draw. draw 4 individual pics of d cartoon on 4 tees past few days. outline them this mornin aft comin back fr sch.
aft hearin d sianz topic... decided to draw again. well... actually i alrdy started when i in sch. had to wait for dad to come pick me. & he dunno hw long. so i ended up drawin. sketch out d head in sch lobby. jus nw completed d pic. & finished drawin another. well, it's d combination, d whole pic of d 2 pair of tees.
d 1st pic i drew jus nw is too small. but ok la. 2nd pic was larger. cos more easy to guage d size. overall, i still enjoy. i still like it. may not b prefect but it's relatively passable for me. ya. to me, passable. cos i can b v picky. no choice i quite a virgo. but i think to professional, dun think can make it le... no choice la. no professional trg to draw. so i can only do my best.
~la la la la~ think this is FINALLY a time whr i can 'sing' cos i had fun w d drawin. ya. FINALLY. cos i seemed to b down on my luck recently esp health wise... or gotta hear lots of nonsense.
but finish drawin oso means i'm back to square one... i wish i still in holi... but nw can only wait for may to come. sighed...
anw, b4 d real kick comes in fr sch, nw, d only think i can do & can enjoy is to draw. draw & draw & draw. draw 4 individual pics of d cartoon on 4 tees past few days. outline them this mornin aft comin back fr sch.
aft hearin d sianz topic... decided to draw again. well... actually i alrdy started when i in sch. had to wait for dad to come pick me. & he dunno hw long. so i ended up drawin. sketch out d head in sch lobby. jus nw completed d pic. & finished drawin another. well, it's d combination, d whole pic of d 2 pair of tees.
d 1st pic i drew jus nw is too small. but ok la. 2nd pic was larger. cos more easy to guage d size. overall, i still enjoy. i still like it. may not b prefect but it's relatively passable for me. ya. to me, passable. cos i can b v picky. no choice i quite a virgo. but i think to professional, dun think can make it le... no choice la. no professional trg to draw. so i can only do my best.
~la la la la~ think this is FINALLY a time whr i can 'sing' cos i had fun w d drawin. ya. FINALLY. cos i seemed to b down on my luck recently esp health wise... or gotta hear lots of nonsense.
but finish drawin oso means i'm back to square one... i wish i still in holi... but nw can only wait for may to come. sighed...
MYTH?
is it a myth???
ya... this had been puzzlin me. when u get a small tiny painful growth in ur eye, old ppl always say tie black thread on ur middle finger(s). thr r oso variation to this sayin. some say tie on opp hand fr d eye, some say only a fixed hand (cant rmbr right or left), some say tie same hand w d eye & some tie on both hands.
fr young, grandma & mum always say tie on both hands. so tt's wat i always do. either tie myself or get mum to do it... jus nw, while i tried to tie, mum saw & she tie for me.
chinese also ve sayin tt d growth is due to peepin 'naked' ppl esp opp sex. lol... this myth i noe of course not true.
but i duno bout d tyin of black thread part. cos it always seemed to work for me. same s nw. d 'airy/watery bubble' in my eye is gone. but nw left eye more itchy den right. at least jus itchy itchy & not pain + itchy like my right eye jus nw.
so is tt a myth? if it's true, den hw did it work? if not, den hw come it seemed to always go away? weird...
ya... this had been puzzlin me. when u get a small tiny painful growth in ur eye, old ppl always say tie black thread on ur middle finger(s). thr r oso variation to this sayin. some say tie on opp hand fr d eye, some say only a fixed hand (cant rmbr right or left), some say tie same hand w d eye & some tie on both hands.
fr young, grandma & mum always say tie on both hands. so tt's wat i always do. either tie myself or get mum to do it... jus nw, while i tried to tie, mum saw & she tie for me.
chinese also ve sayin tt d growth is due to peepin 'naked' ppl esp opp sex. lol... this myth i noe of course not true.
but i duno bout d tyin of black thread part. cos it always seemed to work for me. same s nw. d 'airy/watery bubble' in my eye is gone. but nw left eye more itchy den right. at least jus itchy itchy & not pain + itchy like my right eye jus nw.
so is tt a myth? if it's true, den hw did it work? if not, den hw come it seemed to always go away? weird...
'yi po wei pin yi po you qi'
luck seemed to be so unfamilar to me...
early this mornin, made dad unhappy cos i let d lift go. he wasn't really ready yet loh. & d arrow is pointin down, meanin somebody pressed for d lift... i tried explainin but he dun listen jus say he was almost ready. mum stopped us but after go down, he started all over again...
i came back hm aft sch & jus nw, my right eye v itchy... put lubricatin eye drop & took a nap. woke up saw my right eye red... corner of d eye, on d 'muscle' holdin on to d eyeball seemed to ve a huge bubble... -.-''' nw seemed smaller...
stomach oso slightly not quite right. sighed... really 'yi po wei pin yi po you qi'...
early this mornin, made dad unhappy cos i let d lift go. he wasn't really ready yet loh. & d arrow is pointin down, meanin somebody pressed for d lift... i tried explainin but he dun listen jus say he was almost ready. mum stopped us but after go down, he started all over again...
i came back hm aft sch & jus nw, my right eye v itchy... put lubricatin eye drop & took a nap. woke up saw my right eye red... corner of d eye, on d 'muscle' holdin on to d eyeball seemed to ve a huge bubble... -.-''' nw seemed smaller...
stomach oso slightly not quite right. sighed... really 'yi po wei pin yi po you qi'...
drawing brightens up my 'day'
21 Jan 10 didn't end off well but after drawing, didn't bring upset feeling over to 22 Jan 10...
ya. i drew again. something which i enjoyed & i did.
glad i drew... hope it will start of my 22 Jan 10 well... shall outline when i free... mayb durin d 8 hr long break
Thursday, 21 January 2010
SO VEXED AH!!!!
aaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! suddenly feel like screamin... screamin my heart out... screamin my lungs out... cos of a no of reasons...
since jus b4 sch reopen, nose started unwell... den cold & feverish, & occassional headache & today stomach ache durin lecture. read d 2010 prediction for pig & said tt grades could improve but health would b a hinderin pro... wth... seemed like really true.
somemore, ytd right hip doesn't feel tt right again. luckily today got better. i phobia of havin pain till i cant even walk properly & stand up straight... so health do have become a hinderin pro for me... sighed...
tt's not d main reason y i wanna scream la... it's cos of a 臭男人... no. no. no. not my bf. he'd been treatin me v well. it's my godma's hubby la... at 1st wanna hush hush cos it's their personal pro but i cant take it anymore. no whr to let it out le...
few yrs ago, my godma noe of her hubby at work & they got tgt. Dec 07, they ROM & she moved in w him. few mths ago, she found tt he got mistress(es) & he admitted. wanted to chase her away. brought mistress back & mess up d rm & bathrm. well, till nw, i heard he actually knew his mistress b4 ROM w my godma. so i pity her. but she doesn't seemed to help herself...
oso pity my mum. she v suay... keep seein d guy & his mistress pretty frequently recently. even at d ulu ten mile junction, in lrt, etc oso can bump into him. guess wat. he go back always scold my godma say my mum go catch him. den godma will always call & scold mum. tt's y i say she not helpin herself.
furthermore, her colleagues noe & saw tt he always sms while workin & snap pic of tt wantin to complain to his superior but godma begged them not to. she even wanted to resign so she could b w him but hw can all d time somemroe, if he wanna go, she can nvr do anything. so she must think of way to take care of herself rather than savin tt asshole lo...
mum nvr do anything yet always kanna scolded by her. ten mile junction, other shoppin ctr, lrt, etc r public places, & only god noe whr he will be wat.
today mum v aggitated. cos early mornin, my grandma called & scold her & asked her over immediately. reason: tt asshole said my mum go gossip & tell her friend workin at YT. please la. my mum do like to talk. may only gossip at most w her friend whom she always chat on phone. tt friend not stayin at YT & oso wont go thr oso lo.
so end up, my grandma & godma don wanna listen to my mum & keep scoldin her. think she told dad so he went to look for tt asshole to talk talk. i do pity my mum but i dun understand her oso. she shld avoid topic related to him w my godma & grandma & yet she go tell grandma tt my dad went to tok to him.
mum ended up aggitated again. this time, i think served her right. cos think grandma brought up d mornin issue again so she became v aggitated & loud. made me have mixed feelings. pity her yet feel she find trouble herself oso... make me feel so vexed...
hw gd it would b if i not at hm. if i can not b at hm. if i can go out. thr is no peace at hm. feel more vexed at home tt make me feel like cryin. feel like screamin, yet i cant. can only plug in ear phone & try to blast my ears, to blast my head, to blast my mind, to hope tt it'll overpower all d troubles and worries...
since jus b4 sch reopen, nose started unwell... den cold & feverish, & occassional headache & today stomach ache durin lecture. read d 2010 prediction for pig & said tt grades could improve but health would b a hinderin pro... wth... seemed like really true.
somemore, ytd right hip doesn't feel tt right again. luckily today got better. i phobia of havin pain till i cant even walk properly & stand up straight... so health do have become a hinderin pro for me... sighed...
tt's not d main reason y i wanna scream la... it's cos of a 臭男人... no. no. no. not my bf. he'd been treatin me v well. it's my godma's hubby la... at 1st wanna hush hush cos it's their personal pro but i cant take it anymore. no whr to let it out le...
few yrs ago, my godma noe of her hubby at work & they got tgt. Dec 07, they ROM & she moved in w him. few mths ago, she found tt he got mistress(es) & he admitted. wanted to chase her away. brought mistress back & mess up d rm & bathrm. well, till nw, i heard he actually knew his mistress b4 ROM w my godma. so i pity her. but she doesn't seemed to help herself...
oso pity my mum. she v suay... keep seein d guy & his mistress pretty frequently recently. even at d ulu ten mile junction, in lrt, etc oso can bump into him. guess wat. he go back always scold my godma say my mum go catch him. den godma will always call & scold mum. tt's y i say she not helpin herself.
furthermore, her colleagues noe & saw tt he always sms while workin & snap pic of tt wantin to complain to his superior but godma begged them not to. she even wanted to resign so she could b w him but hw can all d time somemroe, if he wanna go, she can nvr do anything. so she must think of way to take care of herself rather than savin tt asshole lo...
mum nvr do anything yet always kanna scolded by her. ten mile junction, other shoppin ctr, lrt, etc r public places, & only god noe whr he will be wat.
today mum v aggitated. cos early mornin, my grandma called & scold her & asked her over immediately. reason: tt asshole said my mum go gossip & tell her friend workin at YT. please la. my mum do like to talk. may only gossip at most w her friend whom she always chat on phone. tt friend not stayin at YT & oso wont go thr oso lo.
so end up, my grandma & godma don wanna listen to my mum & keep scoldin her. think she told dad so he went to look for tt asshole to talk talk. i do pity my mum but i dun understand her oso. she shld avoid topic related to him w my godma & grandma & yet she go tell grandma tt my dad went to tok to him.
mum ended up aggitated again. this time, i think served her right. cos think grandma brought up d mornin issue again so she became v aggitated & loud. made me have mixed feelings. pity her yet feel she find trouble herself oso... make me feel so vexed...
hw gd it would b if i not at hm. if i can not b at hm. if i can go out. thr is no peace at hm. feel more vexed at home tt make me feel like cryin. feel like screamin, yet i cant. can only plug in ear phone & try to blast my ears, to blast my head, to blast my mind, to hope tt it'll overpower all d troubles and worries...
Wednesday, 20 January 2010
pointing fingers...
believed more strong bout before pointin to others and say other ppl, pls reflect upon own self... cos while u point to others, 3 other fingers r pointin to ourselves...
jus nw, mum told me tt cousin's tooth (molar) droppin & he dare not chew and yet still wan noodle s lunch. & so he had much difficulties finishin his noodle. mum said he 'stupid' cos he shld v ask for porridge.
well, i almost blurt out but i noe mum sure angry. almost said she oso same, 'stupid', cos she was d one who was orderin lunch for my cousins. she shld ve ask him to eat porridge esp when we all knew tt cousin would vomit if d food is too long or thr is too much food, etc.
thus, mum said he cant swallow & keep pullin d strand of noodle out fr his mouth. if she had ordered porridge for him, thr wont b such prob & he would be able to finish it easier. yet she allow him to eat noodle and still said tt he was stupid.
she shld really reflect upon her act b4 she blurt out such comment. she may not say it in front of him but it is reflect badly on her. mayb cos while she 'point' to him, it was jus 1 finger. but thr r 3 fingers 'pointing' back at herself. d effect was tripled...
so next time, b4 pointin fingers or say other ppl in front or behind, i'll reflect bout it...
jus nw, mum told me tt cousin's tooth (molar) droppin & he dare not chew and yet still wan noodle s lunch. & so he had much difficulties finishin his noodle. mum said he 'stupid' cos he shld v ask for porridge.
well, i almost blurt out but i noe mum sure angry. almost said she oso same, 'stupid', cos she was d one who was orderin lunch for my cousins. she shld ve ask him to eat porridge esp when we all knew tt cousin would vomit if d food is too long or thr is too much food, etc.
thus, mum said he cant swallow & keep pullin d strand of noodle out fr his mouth. if she had ordered porridge for him, thr wont b such prob & he would be able to finish it easier. yet she allow him to eat noodle and still said tt he was stupid.
she shld really reflect upon her act b4 she blurt out such comment. she may not say it in front of him but it is reflect badly on her. mayb cos while she 'point' to him, it was jus 1 finger. but thr r 3 fingers 'pointing' back at herself. d effect was tripled...
so next time, b4 pointin fingers or say other ppl in front or behind, i'll reflect bout it...
Tuesday, 19 January 2010
picked up my pencil & drew again...
i finally get to pick up my pencil and drew again. yeah!!! so happy...
weird... throughout whole holi, no time to draw... nw sch starts le, yet managed to pick up my pencil to draw. haven outline yet though. anw, d actual kick haven really comes in so tt's y still can afford to draw... but it's gd to do wat i like once in a while.
drew d pic of d girl girl print on the 2 tee(s) tt dear bought fr malacca. think i shall get d other 2 tee(s) fr dear to draw d boy boy print so they aren't so lonely cos suppose to be couple tee(s)... well, d other reason is i always get cravin to draw when i see nice anime or cartoon pic. haha...
i still got other tee(s) which i haven wear cos i 不舍得 until i managed to draw d pic ba. cos once wash le, aft few wash, bound to get distorted... den no pt drawin le... i noe i v silly lah. cos if don wear, den aft a long time, d tee may kanna patches here or thr...
weird... throughout whole holi, no time to draw... nw sch starts le, yet managed to pick up my pencil to draw. haven outline yet though. anw, d actual kick haven really comes in so tt's y still can afford to draw... but it's gd to do wat i like once in a while.
drew d pic of d girl girl print on the 2 tee(s) tt dear bought fr malacca. think i shall get d other 2 tee(s) fr dear to draw d boy boy print so they aren't so lonely cos suppose to be couple tee(s)... well, d other reason is i always get cravin to draw when i see nice anime or cartoon pic. haha...
i still got other tee(s) which i haven wear cos i 不舍得 until i managed to draw d pic ba. cos once wash le, aft few wash, bound to get distorted... den no pt drawin le... i noe i v silly lah. cos if don wear, den aft a long time, d tee may kanna patches here or thr...
Saturday, 16 January 2010
i may b born in yr of pig but i noe more than jus eat & slp loh
i may b born in yr of pig. but tt doesn't mean i'll jus eat & slp lor... so 冤枉... *sob sob*
dad bought 'tao suan' & red bean soup & jus ask me eat but i dun wan. seldom eat other other than normal 2-3 meals... furthermore really no appetite...
guess wat... d next thing he said is, 'sleep'. he seemed to always say i slp... -.-''' i didn't lor... i still readin a paper for my human resource module nw lor... jus nw 9+ pm took panadol yet nw still readin d paper... don 误赖 me can or not...
i 'pek chek' le lah... always think i only slp... told him straight say i may b born in yr of pig but i don jus eat & slp... i always slp much much ltr than him wor. & only nap if i extremely tired. i usually wont nap cos i still got things to do wor... usually do till late le. den no nap le loh...
i noe i alrdy lack of slp... tt's y i easily k/o in lectures... but i nvr only noe hw to slp lor... jus cos of tt incident tt i was still slpin at 7+ to 8+ am when he need me help & all phone sort of silent, he nw always associate me w slp...
好冤枉呀!!! T.T
dad bought 'tao suan' & red bean soup & jus ask me eat but i dun wan. seldom eat other other than normal 2-3 meals... furthermore really no appetite...
guess wat... d next thing he said is, 'sleep'. he seemed to always say i slp... -.-''' i didn't lor... i still readin a paper for my human resource module nw lor... jus nw 9+ pm took panadol yet nw still readin d paper... don 误赖 me can or not...
i 'pek chek' le lah... always think i only slp... told him straight say i may b born in yr of pig but i don jus eat & slp... i always slp much much ltr than him wor. & only nap if i extremely tired. i usually wont nap cos i still got things to do wor... usually do till late le. den no nap le loh...
i noe i alrdy lack of slp... tt's y i easily k/o in lectures... but i nvr only noe hw to slp lor... jus cos of tt incident tt i was still slpin at 7+ to 8+ am when he need me help & all phone sort of silent, he nw always associate me w slp...
好冤枉呀!!! T.T
feverish again...
WTH... throat ok, nose i shld say >95% ok, yet duno y, think kanna slight feverish again.
rm temp is 30 deg C. i usually feel hot & would on air con but i feel cold instead... oso got bit of headache. esp worst if i suddenly sit up or stand up & walk.
jus nw bout 15 min aft shower, by right temp shld still b cooler, yet i 37.2 deg C. i usually only 36.5 like tt. did i kana viral attack? sighed...
nw not feel tt cold le but think fan is still bit coolin for me when dad on his air con alrdy. aiyo... jus 1 week aft sch reopen leh... sch isn't a nightmare-ish place lo. got friends, got laughter, got jokes, can even sleep in class (shldn't & must not la)...
luckily tml no dance trg... even if got, i dun think i shld go if i still 'feverish'... (touch wood)... must must get well asap...
rm temp is 30 deg C. i usually feel hot & would on air con but i feel cold instead... oso got bit of headache. esp worst if i suddenly sit up or stand up & walk.
jus nw bout 15 min aft shower, by right temp shld still b cooler, yet i 37.2 deg C. i usually only 36.5 like tt. did i kana viral attack? sighed...
nw not feel tt cold le but think fan is still bit coolin for me when dad on his air con alrdy. aiyo... jus 1 week aft sch reopen leh... sch isn't a nightmare-ish place lo. got friends, got laughter, got jokes, can even sleep in class (shldn't & must not la)...
luckily tml no dance trg... even if got, i dun think i shld go if i still 'feverish'... (touch wood)... must must get well asap...
Friday, 15 January 2010
hope i really gettin better...
ytd aft takin med in mornin, really ko like an hr ltr. tot i no need take med aft tt but nose not 'guai'. so took med again...
w/o med i alrdy always k/o esp in afternoon but w med, was further enhanced. k/o at least 1/2 time durin 3 straight lectures...
even aft i go back, still feel k/o & no strength... dear said i look bad & keep askin me go see doc. but my throat no pain then alrdy. jus dry. only prob is d nose. so most pro is cos of my med ba... promised i'll go see doc if still unwell by this mornin cos only afternoon class.
in d end, i nvr go cos my throat really no pain. nose still bit. mum on air con for me last nite but i off it. so i guess tt's y got better. but i went to get d non-drowsy flu med to take instead le. whole mornin & early afternoon at hm ok. nw in lib, air conditioned so i hope wont cos nose worsen again...
reach sch, saw many ppl boardin bus to go back. v sian lo. super sian to ve lecture fr 5.30 - 7.30 pm... sighed... wat to do. if dun clear d biz elective, mayb gotta take durin special sem durin vacation. i don wan. vacation shld means break fr sch... somemroe, still gotta pay extra sch fees for tt. siao lo...
w/o med i alrdy always k/o esp in afternoon but w med, was further enhanced. k/o at least 1/2 time durin 3 straight lectures...
even aft i go back, still feel k/o & no strength... dear said i look bad & keep askin me go see doc. but my throat no pain then alrdy. jus dry. only prob is d nose. so most pro is cos of my med ba... promised i'll go see doc if still unwell by this mornin cos only afternoon class.
in d end, i nvr go cos my throat really no pain. nose still bit. mum on air con for me last nite but i off it. so i guess tt's y got better. but i went to get d non-drowsy flu med to take instead le. whole mornin & early afternoon at hm ok. nw in lib, air conditioned so i hope wont cos nose worsen again...
reach sch, saw many ppl boardin bus to go back. v sian lo. super sian to ve lecture fr 5.30 - 7.30 pm... sighed... wat to do. if dun clear d biz elective, mayb gotta take durin special sem durin vacation. i don wan. vacation shld means break fr sch... somemroe, still gotta pay extra sch fees for tt. siao lo...
Thursday, 14 January 2010
sick alrdy on 3rd/4th day of sch re-open
jus 3rd day aft sch re-open & last evenin, can't tahan & took med for my nose... which cos me to feel v ko by ard 10 pm... cant take it & go bed at 11+. considered earlier than my usual sleepin habit...
throughout whole night, woke up dunno hw many times, cant really differentiate if it's coz by cough or sneeze. sighed... 2 of d times, i check d clock & it's was 2+ am & 4+ am.... y do i always ve to wake up at 2+ am?
i oso realized tt whenever i sleep earlier, i would wake up ard 1+ or 2 + am & feelin like i slept v long... wat's wrong w my biological clock?
anw, mornin, woke up feelin not so gd. throat like givin way. nose oso not quite right. searched for d lozenges which always work for me. mum took it last time. luckily still ve... hope it'll help ba...
oso feel my breathe warm even when i jus wash up so check temp. was higher than my usual. not to d fever temp but still higher than usual. somemore, takin temp at tt time not accurate cos i jus washup. by right should wait at least another 30 min. tt means, i might actually b runnin bit of temp...
jus 4th day tt sch re-open leh... but i still go work & b havin 3 lectures fr 11.30 to 5.30. i siao hor... i stay hm in mornin oso no use. but i brought med out. tt med can be for fever, flu & headache. didn't wanna take but nose cant tahan. i think later lecture sure cham... 100% ko one.
i afternoon always ko + effect of d med. sure cannot make it thru... i think i'll b v ko for next few days le... argh... realized happen when sch start... y sch start i always like tt... m i too stress??? i tot i alrdy v relax le leh... sub-consiously? or do i hate sch tt much...
throughout whole night, woke up dunno hw many times, cant really differentiate if it's coz by cough or sneeze. sighed... 2 of d times, i check d clock & it's was 2+ am & 4+ am.... y do i always ve to wake up at 2+ am?
i oso realized tt whenever i sleep earlier, i would wake up ard 1+ or 2 + am & feelin like i slept v long... wat's wrong w my biological clock?
anw, mornin, woke up feelin not so gd. throat like givin way. nose oso not quite right. searched for d lozenges which always work for me. mum took it last time. luckily still ve... hope it'll help ba...
oso feel my breathe warm even when i jus wash up so check temp. was higher than my usual. not to d fever temp but still higher than usual. somemore, takin temp at tt time not accurate cos i jus washup. by right should wait at least another 30 min. tt means, i might actually b runnin bit of temp...
jus 4th day tt sch re-open leh... but i still go work & b havin 3 lectures fr 11.30 to 5.30. i siao hor... i stay hm in mornin oso no use. but i brought med out. tt med can be for fever, flu & headache. didn't wanna take but nose cant tahan. i think later lecture sure cham... 100% ko one.
i afternoon always ko + effect of d med. sure cannot make it thru... i think i'll b v ko for next few days le... argh... realized happen when sch start... y sch start i always like tt... m i too stress??? i tot i alrdy v relax le leh... sub-consiously? or do i hate sch tt much...
Monday, 11 January 2010
m i allergic to sch?
m i allergic to sch? i think i'm allergic to sch... or rather i self-declare so...
few days b4 sch start till nw when sch started, my nose had been itchin & makin me sneezed out of d sudden even when it can b hot...
today in LT, worst... once in a while, nose like tap... if say i runnin nose oso weird... cos it's only a short while. if say d place dusty or so, cant b wor... i not only in sch cpd like tt... outside oso like tt...
y i say i allergic to sch... cos i think i 'fall sick' more often when i'm back to sch... always kanna like runnin nose or sorethroat. last sem kanna think twice. previous sem oso kanna. last dec holi ok, nw kanna again... sighed... hope it wont get worst...
few days b4 sch start till nw when sch started, my nose had been itchin & makin me sneezed out of d sudden even when it can b hot...
today in LT, worst... once in a while, nose like tap... if say i runnin nose oso weird... cos it's only a short while. if say d place dusty or so, cant b wor... i not only in sch cpd like tt... outside oso like tt...
y i say i allergic to sch... cos i think i 'fall sick' more often when i'm back to sch... always kanna like runnin nose or sorethroat. last sem kanna think twice. previous sem oso kanna. last dec holi ok, nw kanna again... sighed... hope it wont get worst...
creepy-ness
i may like horror/thriller movies but i still feel d creepy-ness, eerie-ness when i encounter this...
it's bout d yellow tower at east coast park...
yrs back, read 3 haunted stories bout east coast park. 1 is an underground tunnel, another is d bedok jetty and another was the yellow tower which creeps me out.
did went thr tt time for bbq & dad went to pick me up. tt time i was still usin a cheap camera which capture image on film aka negative & dad went to take pic of d tower & nearby place. turn out, nothin was capture on d negative for d 2 yellow tower pic.
when i go collect d pic & see in my rm, tt time coincidently was a horror show & my rm white light was spoilt. so i only had orange light in my rm. anw, i check out d negative & found tt only d 2 yellow tower pic had not image capture.
1 explanation: underexposed cos of d cheapo camera but y nearby pic can? nvm...
few days ago, went thr again, this time took pics of it at 1 of d jetty. didn't notice i was actually blockin d lens, something which i shld nvr have done so & i nvr see so when i look at d snapshot aft each capture. only saw pinkish patches on 4 photos on d tiny thumbnail display on my hp.
aft i upload on laptop, realized tt d patches seemed to be my finger blockin d lens. only on d 4 pic of d tower which was in distance. weird lo. all 4 pics like tt. only got 1 nearer pic of d tower is ok.
anw, i do no harm b4, no need scare. so i wont avoid d place. mayb wont take pic of d tower? or mayb i might wanna go up see see... or even take pic of myself w d tower s background. oopss... i think i see too many horror movies le. but mayb i wont. shant disturb wat i shldn't. don wanna anger wat i shldn't.
shall leave it s it is & shall not disturb each other. *chant & pray*
it's bout d yellow tower at east coast park...
yrs back, read 3 haunted stories bout east coast park. 1 is an underground tunnel, another is d bedok jetty and another was the yellow tower which creeps me out.
did went thr tt time for bbq & dad went to pick me up. tt time i was still usin a cheap camera which capture image on film aka negative & dad went to take pic of d tower & nearby place. turn out, nothin was capture on d negative for d 2 yellow tower pic.
when i go collect d pic & see in my rm, tt time coincidently was a horror show & my rm white light was spoilt. so i only had orange light in my rm. anw, i check out d negative & found tt only d 2 yellow tower pic had not image capture.
1 explanation: underexposed cos of d cheapo camera but y nearby pic can? nvm...
few days ago, went thr again, this time took pics of it at 1 of d jetty. didn't notice i was actually blockin d lens, something which i shld nvr have done so & i nvr see so when i look at d snapshot aft each capture. only saw pinkish patches on 4 photos on d tiny thumbnail display on my hp.
aft i upload on laptop, realized tt d patches seemed to be my finger blockin d lens. only on d 4 pic of d tower which was in distance. weird lo. all 4 pics like tt. only got 1 nearer pic of d tower is ok.
anw, i do no harm b4, no need scare. so i wont avoid d place. mayb wont take pic of d tower? or mayb i might wanna go up see see... or even take pic of myself w d tower s background. oopss... i think i see too many horror movies le. but mayb i wont. shant disturb wat i shldn't. don wanna anger wat i shldn't.
shall leave it s it is & shall not disturb each other. *chant & pray*
sch startin
sch term starts le... holi seemed so short... sighed... gd thing always end so fast...
jus hope dis sem b better & can get thru smoothly.
alrdy lookin forward to next holi cos almost 4 mth break but engine sure hard to start up d sem aft d vacation. sure got cold start one...
anw, shant bother bout tt. nw most impt is current sem & d only reward aft tt is d long long vacation break... something for me to look forward to & charged myself forward nw. jyjy!!!
i noe i weird. i prefer workin than schoolin though more 'leaves' when schoolin. so i die die wont go back to study anymore. i'll rather get kill. better for me tt way.
jus hope dis sem b better & can get thru smoothly.
alrdy lookin forward to next holi cos almost 4 mth break but engine sure hard to start up d sem aft d vacation. sure got cold start one...
anw, shant bother bout tt. nw most impt is current sem & d only reward aft tt is d long long vacation break... something for me to look forward to & charged myself forward nw. jyjy!!!
i noe i weird. i prefer workin than schoolin though more 'leaves' when schoolin. so i die die wont go back to study anymore. i'll rather get kill. better for me tt way.
Saturday, 9 January 2010
1st time behind d wheel...
1st time step behind d wheel dis yr... got bit of hiccups but shld b ok ba... hope at least can get thru my dad's picky-ness...
jus nw, dad said he need to go work to help see d escort. mum wanna follow him & i decided to go as well. last time, he go late nite we oso follow so dun wan him say i dun wan him le so i tag along. he long time nvr need to go out this time le. think d last time i oso got go & i did help drove a bit then. cos he walked in a long way, i jus drove forward or adjust d position last time.
today, tot would b same but b4 he go out of d car, he told me to drive while d lorry driver reversed in and passed me his remote key. i long time nvr drive at nite & i rarely drive at night. so i nvr on d headlights. oopss... luckily d polices left alrdy...
s i nvr notice d headlights, d lights for d gear is not on. & i more used to manual gear, i had difficulties figuring out the position for 'D'. on d light in d car to see den i managed to drive. hehe... halfway in, i realized i got no headlights & i on it immediately so not tt bad cos i not at d rd outside. i was at tuas. ulu ulu place. hee..
at d end of d rd, managed to reverse by doing 3 pt turn. i dun think i do tt b4. noe theory but practically nvr try b4. mayb oso cos nw i used a side rd to help. last time (yrs back), i failed to do so & strike d kerb... luckily not exam then or i'll kanna 10 pt... ;p
anw, dad go take my seat (passenger seat) & he asked me drive back. mum swop place w him so tt he could guide me the way, etc. think i alrdy hack care & jus put in my 胆 to drive le. last time, i might panick but ever since my cousins dare, i think it stimulate my 胆 to work rather than to panick. haha...
anw, easy to go back. jus straight all d way to ntu thr & fr thr i alrdy noe hw to go hm. cos i been familar w tt rd since jun 03 & nw alrdy 2010. if i still dunno d way, i can go knock myself in d wall le. yet dad still tell me, here can go this lane, etc but mum stopped him. tell him to test me if i really noe d way.
think it's d 1st time i hit d rd near 100 km/hr. cos on d expressway ma. yrs ago cant cos dad drove pickup then. got speed limit of 70 km/hr.
while at cck thr, while trying to cut into d left lane to exit, a car jus chiong forward. luckily i saw & siam a bit. sighed...
aft reachin d carpark, i was worried cos i nvr park at night b4. somemore, my parking skill v bad. last time, i always alight & let my dad park or if i park it'll b out of d lot. only d recent time when i park within d lot cos i always saw dear park by usin d guide of a vehicle. so tt time i tried myself.
this time, i was worried if it would be too dark to see d mirror cos it's late at night. but i jus try b4 i give up. & i managed to park in. i was too right & i decided to go head and adjust but i got confused w d reverse direction for a brief moment again. managed to figure out & park in d middle of d lot. yeah!!! nvr get d chance to go head & adjust d wheel cos dad said it's alright. think he tired le. wanna go back le.
so despite d hiccups, i think it shld b alright. can b better w more practices. i hope. ^.^ gettin better w my drivin skills have always been 1 of my resolution. only last yr due to d dare of my cousins tt i managed to pick up d courage to drive again. i really shld thank them... & of course my dear cos if not cos of seein him park all d time, i dun think i can try to figure out hw to park. ask my dad, he only say it's experience. sighed...
jus nw, dad said he need to go work to help see d escort. mum wanna follow him & i decided to go as well. last time, he go late nite we oso follow so dun wan him say i dun wan him le so i tag along. he long time nvr need to go out this time le. think d last time i oso got go & i did help drove a bit then. cos he walked in a long way, i jus drove forward or adjust d position last time.
today, tot would b same but b4 he go out of d car, he told me to drive while d lorry driver reversed in and passed me his remote key. i long time nvr drive at nite & i rarely drive at night. so i nvr on d headlights. oopss... luckily d polices left alrdy...
s i nvr notice d headlights, d lights for d gear is not on. & i more used to manual gear, i had difficulties figuring out the position for 'D'. on d light in d car to see den i managed to drive. hehe... halfway in, i realized i got no headlights & i on it immediately so not tt bad cos i not at d rd outside. i was at tuas. ulu ulu place. hee..
at d end of d rd, managed to reverse by doing 3 pt turn. i dun think i do tt b4. noe theory but practically nvr try b4. mayb oso cos nw i used a side rd to help. last time (yrs back), i failed to do so & strike d kerb... luckily not exam then or i'll kanna 10 pt... ;p
anw, dad go take my seat (passenger seat) & he asked me drive back. mum swop place w him so tt he could guide me the way, etc. think i alrdy hack care & jus put in my 胆 to drive le. last time, i might panick but ever since my cousins dare, i think it stimulate my 胆 to work rather than to panick. haha...
anw, easy to go back. jus straight all d way to ntu thr & fr thr i alrdy noe hw to go hm. cos i been familar w tt rd since jun 03 & nw alrdy 2010. if i still dunno d way, i can go knock myself in d wall le. yet dad still tell me, here can go this lane, etc but mum stopped him. tell him to test me if i really noe d way.
think it's d 1st time i hit d rd near 100 km/hr. cos on d expressway ma. yrs ago cant cos dad drove pickup then. got speed limit of 70 km/hr.
while at cck thr, while trying to cut into d left lane to exit, a car jus chiong forward. luckily i saw & siam a bit. sighed...
aft reachin d carpark, i was worried cos i nvr park at night b4. somemore, my parking skill v bad. last time, i always alight & let my dad park or if i park it'll b out of d lot. only d recent time when i park within d lot cos i always saw dear park by usin d guide of a vehicle. so tt time i tried myself.
this time, i was worried if it would be too dark to see d mirror cos it's late at night. but i jus try b4 i give up. & i managed to park in. i was too right & i decided to go head and adjust but i got confused w d reverse direction for a brief moment again. managed to figure out & park in d middle of d lot. yeah!!! nvr get d chance to go head & adjust d wheel cos dad said it's alright. think he tired le. wanna go back le.
so despite d hiccups, i think it shld b alright. can b better w more practices. i hope. ^.^ gettin better w my drivin skills have always been 1 of my resolution. only last yr due to d dare of my cousins tt i managed to pick up d courage to drive again. i really shld thank them... & of course my dear cos if not cos of seein him park all d time, i dun think i can try to figure out hw to park. ask my dad, he only say it's experience. sighed...
Friday, 8 January 2010
sch startin soon...
sianz... either holi too short or i really hate sch to wanna go back to sch... sighed...
it's fri alrdy & aft d weekend, sch will start. this sem 7 modules & 6 of them r examinable... b havin 6 papers in 2 weeks. 1st week 4 papers again.
anw, got fundamental of management s my biz elective. my last electives for my 4 yrs course. & i still ve my last S/U option which i would use. hope i would get 'S' ba. d sian part is tt this elective end late & not jus once a week but twice. siao... *shake head*...
& i was pretty mad w a leader. cos we gotta meet up for plannin & rehearsal for a mtg, i noe they alrdy accomodatin to me by comin my hse. she had been chasin aft me. buggin me if d date they decided for is possible. previously i donno my elective timetable but when i found out tt it would be released today, i told her.
i had been assurin her tt i would let her noe again when my timetable is out. in d end, she still constantly ask me if d date is ok. s if i wanna hide fr her like tt... told her i oso wanna noe my timetable & will definitely inform her when i noe den she stopped.
aft i told her, guess wat, she said she'll inform d rest tml...#%$#%$ if so, den y rush me, y chase aft me, y bug me??? can jus say let her noe by tonight ma... mum said i like high on estasy or so cos i keep shakin my head cos of d buggin... sighed...
well, sch startin, i hope everything will b fine. it's my final few chance to try to pull up my grades & w 1 lesser module than last sem. rmbr tt thr was a sem tt i got 9 modules. tt was crazy... last sem got 8 and yet still cannot make it. hope this sem got 1 more lesser, will b better ba... kipin fingers crossed... & wish me luck & i hope for miracle...
it's fri alrdy & aft d weekend, sch will start. this sem 7 modules & 6 of them r examinable... b havin 6 papers in 2 weeks. 1st week 4 papers again.
anw, got fundamental of management s my biz elective. my last electives for my 4 yrs course. & i still ve my last S/U option which i would use. hope i would get 'S' ba. d sian part is tt this elective end late & not jus once a week but twice. siao... *shake head*...
& i was pretty mad w a leader. cos we gotta meet up for plannin & rehearsal for a mtg, i noe they alrdy accomodatin to me by comin my hse. she had been chasin aft me. buggin me if d date they decided for is possible. previously i donno my elective timetable but when i found out tt it would be released today, i told her.
i had been assurin her tt i would let her noe again when my timetable is out. in d end, she still constantly ask me if d date is ok. s if i wanna hide fr her like tt... told her i oso wanna noe my timetable & will definitely inform her when i noe den she stopped.
aft i told her, guess wat, she said she'll inform d rest tml...#%$#%$ if so, den y rush me, y chase aft me, y bug me??? can jus say let her noe by tonight ma... mum said i like high on estasy or so cos i keep shakin my head cos of d buggin... sighed...
well, sch startin, i hope everything will b fine. it's my final few chance to try to pull up my grades & w 1 lesser module than last sem. rmbr tt thr was a sem tt i got 9 modules. tt was crazy... last sem got 8 and yet still cannot make it. hope this sem got 1 more lesser, will b better ba... kipin fingers crossed... & wish me luck & i hope for miracle...
Wednesday, 6 January 2010
bad ending...
today is d last day for fun & to relax before i shall gear on for d next battle next week on but it didn't end off quite s well...
met my 3 uni xiao meis go east coast park. single trip travel alone can b 2 hr or more. i siao right? we went cyclin & had a 2nd try on d roller blade. skatin cannot make it. super windy & they changed d road to a smoother concrete... i give up eventually cos my leg tired le.
we cycle ard & stopped to see ppl wake-boardin thr, we cycle den stopped for water break & i bought tibits share w friends cos i hungry oso. i finished d big glup of 100 plus even b4 my friend finished her smaller cup of drinks s i was too thirsty. they said i'm a camel. i can dun drink water for whole day but when i drink i can drink many... oops...
anw, after our east coast park trip, went to toa payoh take shutter bus to turf city for steamboat cum bbq buffet. ate more than usual. 1 friend took all d diff types of balls, another took diff types of marinated chicken while i took diff types of mushrm to share. in d end, most dun quite like so much mushrm so i had to clear. plus all d chicken & balls, etc, i became too full... ate much more than usual. was too full, too bloat till stomach v uncomfortable even till nw...
a bad move, tt's y i initially tot of jus takin wat we wanna eat but of course tt not s much 'bondin'. thus, we try to take & share everything. bit too much for me... jus took a med. hope it will get better.
2nd bad move to end my day but it wasn't really tt bad. didn't realized d shuttle bus will stop outside whr i got direct bus hm. so in d end, go clementi, den mrt to jurong, den mrt to cck den lrt hm... if i took bus, no need so much transfer. shld b faster oso ba. & can come hm faster & take d med.
3rd bad move which is d worst like d 1st was to call my mum to check the time to wake up tml. b accompanin her to SGH for her blood test etc. cos it's gettin late & they might go sleep anytime, decided to call & check w her. in d end, i duno y i stepped on her tail again. her tone was bad. i noe it's gettin late & i initiate to call & check & inform her i would reach hm in 30 min + wor. sighed... spoilt my mood...
i really dread gg hm then... dread every step i made for each transfer, & even after i reach d lrt stn. i purposely go top-up my ez-link card, & go open letterbox & even walk slowly back. initially i wanted to go back asap. i pretty uncomfortable w my bloated stomach. yet, after my mum's bad tone in her reply. i duno wat will happen when i go back.
in d end, when i go back, she seemed alright or hide d unhappiness behind which she is also capable of ... i duno her lah... it makes me think wat is call 'home'...
it shld b a place whr everyone wanna go back to asap, a place of comfort, a cozy place, a place of warmth, a place whr ones would look forward to, etc. but mine is like a mine field. jus like when i always play minesweeper. i can step on a mine by accident or when unlucky. sighed...
sometimes, i feel like stayin hm & yet sometimes i dread so... but i had no whr else to go esp at this timing. gg out w friends may not help oso... uncertain of when i would step on mine, uncertain of wat i shld do, i really feel like cryin... or shld i say, i'm alrdy cryin in my heart... sighed...
i'll rather dun ve anything. i dun mind sleepin on floor & had nothing else but light & comp for me to do my sch work if i could exchange for d clearin of all d mines in d mine field... i'm really serious. i dun mind even jus plain bread for every meal. i'm jus a simple gal wantin a simple life, a simple hm... wat's so difficult bout tt??? T.T
met my 3 uni xiao meis go east coast park. single trip travel alone can b 2 hr or more. i siao right? we went cyclin & had a 2nd try on d roller blade. skatin cannot make it. super windy & they changed d road to a smoother concrete... i give up eventually cos my leg tired le.
we cycle ard & stopped to see ppl wake-boardin thr, we cycle den stopped for water break & i bought tibits share w friends cos i hungry oso. i finished d big glup of 100 plus even b4 my friend finished her smaller cup of drinks s i was too thirsty. they said i'm a camel. i can dun drink water for whole day but when i drink i can drink many... oops...
anw, after our east coast park trip, went to toa payoh take shutter bus to turf city for steamboat cum bbq buffet. ate more than usual. 1 friend took all d diff types of balls, another took diff types of marinated chicken while i took diff types of mushrm to share. in d end, most dun quite like so much mushrm so i had to clear. plus all d chicken & balls, etc, i became too full... ate much more than usual. was too full, too bloat till stomach v uncomfortable even till nw...
a bad move, tt's y i initially tot of jus takin wat we wanna eat but of course tt not s much 'bondin'. thus, we try to take & share everything. bit too much for me... jus took a med. hope it will get better.
2nd bad move to end my day but it wasn't really tt bad. didn't realized d shuttle bus will stop outside whr i got direct bus hm. so in d end, go clementi, den mrt to jurong, den mrt to cck den lrt hm... if i took bus, no need so much transfer. shld b faster oso ba. & can come hm faster & take d med.
3rd bad move which is d worst like d 1st was to call my mum to check the time to wake up tml. b accompanin her to SGH for her blood test etc. cos it's gettin late & they might go sleep anytime, decided to call & check w her. in d end, i duno y i stepped on her tail again. her tone was bad. i noe it's gettin late & i initiate to call & check & inform her i would reach hm in 30 min + wor. sighed... spoilt my mood...
i really dread gg hm then... dread every step i made for each transfer, & even after i reach d lrt stn. i purposely go top-up my ez-link card, & go open letterbox & even walk slowly back. initially i wanted to go back asap. i pretty uncomfortable w my bloated stomach. yet, after my mum's bad tone in her reply. i duno wat will happen when i go back.
in d end, when i go back, she seemed alright or hide d unhappiness behind which she is also capable of ... i duno her lah... it makes me think wat is call 'home'...
it shld b a place whr everyone wanna go back to asap, a place of comfort, a cozy place, a place of warmth, a place whr ones would look forward to, etc. but mine is like a mine field. jus like when i always play minesweeper. i can step on a mine by accident or when unlucky. sighed...
sometimes, i feel like stayin hm & yet sometimes i dread so... but i had no whr else to go esp at this timing. gg out w friends may not help oso... uncertain of when i would step on mine, uncertain of wat i shld do, i really feel like cryin... or shld i say, i'm alrdy cryin in my heart... sighed...
i'll rather dun ve anything. i dun mind sleepin on floor & had nothing else but light & comp for me to do my sch work if i could exchange for d clearin of all d mines in d mine field... i'm really serious. i dun mind even jus plain bread for every meal. i'm jus a simple gal wantin a simple life, a simple hm... wat's so difficult bout tt??? T.T
graduating yr
since i started gg back to sch, whenever ppl asked me when i would graduate, i would say 2011 or mid of 2011...
ytd, a friend tell me not to say 2011 anymore. it sound so far away. shld say next yr cos it sound nearer. it strike upon me tt i had forgotten tt it's 2010 alrdy. lol...
but it's really true. instead of feelin d dread s 2011 sound far away, i shld make myself happier by sayin, 'yes, i'll be graduatin next yr!' yeah!!!
but it would oso means d chances for me to pull up my grades is gettin lesser & lesser... nvm... at least if w/o any accident, i'll graduate next yr.
no wonder another friend ask me wat i wanna do aft i graduate. well, i duno... dun noe dun wan hardcore research. but i'll apply for watever i can find & do watever i can get ba. cant b picky la esp w my grades.
mayb w more experiences in future, den mayb still alright. so i guess i leave it to fate to decide wat i would do immediately when i graduate. hope it would b alright. keepin fingers crossed for nw...
ytd, a friend tell me not to say 2011 anymore. it sound so far away. shld say next yr cos it sound nearer. it strike upon me tt i had forgotten tt it's 2010 alrdy. lol...
but it's really true. instead of feelin d dread s 2011 sound far away, i shld make myself happier by sayin, 'yes, i'll be graduatin next yr!' yeah!!!
but it would oso means d chances for me to pull up my grades is gettin lesser & lesser... nvm... at least if w/o any accident, i'll graduate next yr.
no wonder another friend ask me wat i wanna do aft i graduate. well, i duno... dun noe dun wan hardcore research. but i'll apply for watever i can find & do watever i can get ba. cant b picky la esp w my grades.
mayb w more experiences in future, den mayb still alright. so i guess i leave it to fate to decide wat i would do immediately when i graduate. hope it would b alright. keepin fingers crossed for nw...
confusion
at work, confused d cleaning aunty. think she knew my face v familiar & guess she finally realized i was fr upstairs. fr d teachin lab. but she had been seein me elsewhr along d corridor etc & nw in d GO. oops...
i didn't mean to confuse so many ppl (d prof, d cleanin aunty, d other staffs, d ppl who re-code my student pass, etc) w my multi-identities. but somehow, only those who knew me will noe who i really am... haha... i used to b a staff... but i'm a full time student nw. jus workin part time nw... but all in same place or sort of lah... lol...
in facebook, cant say so clearly & yet confused a friend & made another friend said my sense of humor increase a level. not on purpose one. in facebook got too many ppl. too many link. cant reveal my other identities. it's not right. super not right...
i didn't mean to confuse so many ppl (d prof, d cleanin aunty, d other staffs, d ppl who re-code my student pass, etc) w my multi-identities. but somehow, only those who knew me will noe who i really am... haha... i used to b a staff... but i'm a full time student nw. jus workin part time nw... but all in same place or sort of lah... lol...
in facebook, cant say so clearly & yet confused a friend & made another friend said my sense of humor increase a level. not on purpose one. in facebook got too many ppl. too many link. cant reveal my other identities. it's not right. super not right...
Sunday, 3 January 2010
mum's interested in HK trip
mum's interested in gg for a trip to HK aft hearin her friend tokin so much & dreamin so much to be shopping in HK aft she got back. her friend did plan to go during school holiday period this year but both of her friend's daughter in laws were pregnant and so they could not go.
last night, mum said that we could decide whr their next holiday destination would be since we will not be following her friend's families but she still suggest HK. she said that dear went b4 and asked him to bring us around.
damn... f & e... dear & i plan again??? i noe i might get in trouble but told her straight tt ltr wat we plan not to their likings again & ltr they not happy again. told her to plan themselves but she nvr paid attention to tt. she pushed to my dad say if he dun wan walk ard, ask him sleep in hotel. she nvr said bout herself. sighed... i cant put my words too directly lah. or sure get in trouble.
told her if they not happy we dunno whr to go, mayb go for guided tour & be like 赶鸭子... but she dun wan. she wan f & e & jus book air tickets & hotel thru agency like her friend. asked us (dear & me) to check whr to go with our friend (son of her friend aka dear's sec sch friend) & wan dear bring us ard...
somemore, if grandma really tag along, tt would mean not jus 2 ppl we gotta accomodate. it's 3 ppl. & hopefully not even my godma oso cos it's not impossible... gg out w all of them super not so easy one... OMG!!! *pull hair*
their idea of gg holidayin is relatively differ ba & wat they wanna shop for oso v differ. for me, since i alrdy pay so much to go all d way thr, i don mind walkin & explorin, etc but like my friends said mayb of their age & stamina. & think mum's only idea is to shop. their idea is to walk min, spend less other than shoppin, etc.
sighed... shall see hw ba. even if go oso not so fast. earliest possible is aft my last paper on 7 may. & latest b4 sem start on 30 aug. so still can slowly plan.
last night, mum said that we could decide whr their next holiday destination would be since we will not be following her friend's families but she still suggest HK. she said that dear went b4 and asked him to bring us around.
damn... f & e... dear & i plan again??? i noe i might get in trouble but told her straight tt ltr wat we plan not to their likings again & ltr they not happy again. told her to plan themselves but she nvr paid attention to tt. she pushed to my dad say if he dun wan walk ard, ask him sleep in hotel. she nvr said bout herself. sighed... i cant put my words too directly lah. or sure get in trouble.
told her if they not happy we dunno whr to go, mayb go for guided tour & be like 赶鸭子... but she dun wan. she wan f & e & jus book air tickets & hotel thru agency like her friend. asked us (dear & me) to check whr to go with our friend (son of her friend aka dear's sec sch friend) & wan dear bring us ard...
somemore, if grandma really tag along, tt would mean not jus 2 ppl we gotta accomodate. it's 3 ppl. & hopefully not even my godma oso cos it's not impossible... gg out w all of them super not so easy one... OMG!!! *pull hair*
their idea of gg holidayin is relatively differ ba & wat they wanna shop for oso v differ. for me, since i alrdy pay so much to go all d way thr, i don mind walkin & explorin, etc but like my friends said mayb of their age & stamina. & think mum's only idea is to shop. their idea is to walk min, spend less other than shoppin, etc.
sighed... shall see hw ba. even if go oso not so fast. earliest possible is aft my last paper on 7 may. & latest b4 sem start on 30 aug. so still can slowly plan.
Friday, 1 January 2010
A brand new year...
it's a brand new year... HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!!!
2009 had been relatively ok but... it didn't ended off quite as well... due to my results... sighed...
however, heard gd news fr friends. well, it's gd news for them so i'm v happy for them s well. an old friend is pregnant & her EDD in Jul 10. 2 other friends' wives r pregnant s well & their EDD is Jul 10 & Sep 10.
w d gd news, 2009 didn't end off tt bad actually...
but... start of 2010, didn't sleep well... had dreams... dreamt i late for sun trg... dreamt i keep forgettin this & tt... etc etc...
initially tot of gg run but give up... cos went to bed v late aft chattin & crappin w a sec friend. plus all d dreams so no energy to run... anw, nvm lah. sun will run ma. haha... sun b a siong trg. got trg & run. sure b flat aft tt...
hope no muscle ache cos mon gotta work. i still no idea my work next wk hw... sighed...
2009 had been relatively ok but... it didn't ended off quite as well... due to my results... sighed...
however, heard gd news fr friends. well, it's gd news for them so i'm v happy for them s well. an old friend is pregnant & her EDD in Jul 10. 2 other friends' wives r pregnant s well & their EDD is Jul 10 & Sep 10.
w d gd news, 2009 didn't end off tt bad actually...
but... start of 2010, didn't sleep well... had dreams... dreamt i late for sun trg... dreamt i keep forgettin this & tt... etc etc...
initially tot of gg run but give up... cos went to bed v late aft chattin & crappin w a sec friend. plus all d dreams so no energy to run... anw, nvm lah. sun will run ma. haha... sun b a siong trg. got trg & run. sure b flat aft tt...
hope no muscle ache cos mon gotta work. i still no idea my work next wk hw... sighed...
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