life is short & extremely fragile... dis afternoon, while busy w lab experiments, doin a couple of experiments at 1 time, heard a sad news. dear's coursemate passed away. usually when we heard of news on unrelated ppl who passed away, we would most often jus brush off & forget soon aft. however, when it happened to someone closed by, it may knock some sense into us...
it's really scarely to hear such sad news, of friends/relatives, esp love ones. all these yrs, had relatives or even someone whom i know passed away. even my previous family doctor had passed away for maybe a decade or more.
i wont get nightmare or wat but seeing their cold & stiff body lying in d coffin will make me upset & wished that all these are just a bad nightmare. i always wonder, hw can a person be livin & talking & den d next moment went to d other world, leavin behind all d loves ones. don't they feel sad to leave them? i think if it's me, i will 舍不得...
a death tt made me rmbr till nw was my dad's cousin. we heard of d news when we were in KL 2 yrs back. her death left behind her elder sis, all alone in d world without any closest kins. their dad had passed away long ago tt i don even noe if i see him b4. their mum was a very nice lady who always welcome us to her house esp even CNY but she passed away almost similar time s my family doc. anw, i do try to keep in contact w my dad's cousin so tt she noe tt we are also her families.
well, i'm not afraid of death but more worried & scared of wat i would left behind. sadness for those who care & even d regrets for not fulfillin our own wishes... mayb tt's wat had kept me gg all these while even when i'm down. at least i got my 理智... if i don, i guess i duno die hw many times le...
life is also unpredictable & you never noe when exactly wat will happen. so do cherish everybody ard you before everything is too late...
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