tired

dis wk had been a pretty relaxin wk in d lab for me aft i come back fr d short getaway trip. cos 2 of d graduate students got presentation dis wk & 1 of them is d one i'm under.

furthermore, my lab is shiftin due to an un-told-able reason & they wld b shiftin tml. so tml no lab work for me to do & i ask if i need go back. i don mind gg back but thinkin tt i'll b gg thr jus to help them shift... bit crazy for me. i'll b doin much too much. i'm an unpaid attachment student & not a mover. so i shld do watever i suppose to do ba.

i no need d experience as a mover. i alrdy experience it b4 when my sch shifted to our buildin yrs ago fr d temp location den. furthermore, my office oso shifted once again so i don need more of tt kind of experience.

my main skill is lab skill but i had done admin work, purchasin work HR work, d mover work, ... so enough of those for nw.

anw, not sure if i really not enough slp... for past few days... i got prob tahan beyond afternoon. esp at dis time at nite. i can jus doze off while i stare at d screen for brief moment. but... i nvr go to slp... got things do ma. settle most of wat i wanna do ytd ba.

well, d graduate student told me tt i can don go back. she'll at most help me tell prof tt i not well in case d other fyp student & d 'proud' guy is not happy if they came in & end up being a mover. she said tt if i come, i wld end up helpin them shift. she oso noe. lol. but... she got presentation tml mornin.. & i actually wished to go see hw it's like. but i scare i'll sleep instead too.

today, b4 gg to rehearse w d prof, she asked me listen & check. many times, i almost doze off. i cant bear listenin to presentation, talks, seminar, lectures, tutorials, etc. if d topic is dry, i'll sure get ko. + i super tired so super enhanced d fact tt will make me sleep.

but thinkin of stayin hm... i oso super sian. i duno wat shld i do la. hw... but it'll b a gd chance for me slp in... cant rmbr when was d last time i slp till 10 like tt le. mayb got 1-2 yrs le ba... i noe my body need d rest. but can i rest at ease at hm alone w my mum or will i end up in trouble?