disgusted...

ytd had lunch w a bunch of colleagues. of which, only 3 r my ex-colleagues & 2 of which r 1s which i worked closely w & 1 used to b super close to me & yet angry & refused to eat or really talk w me thr aft... thus, nvr ate w her & d other for almost 6 yrs le. gosh... time flies...

anw, d lunch was an accident. was meetin another colleague den she happen to see her other 2 colleagues who b meetin my other 2 colleagues & another 2 more. well, like i told my friend. i not scare to eat w them cos i noe i no do wrong. i'd nothin to b scare of & thr i go. i'm jus digusted by her behavior cos she say she didn't like to mix ard malay friends & yet her lunch buddies so many malays nw. i lunch w them but expected la. they no talk to me or to start conversation w me 1 la.

if d ex-collegue who was really close w me talk to me 1st, den i would find weird cos it's was 180 degree turn last time. so at least i feel more better than another ex-colleague who simply can jus shui shui bian bian strike a conversation w me s though we were so close last time when she nvr talk to me but zhen dui me tt time. i always felt disgusted when she talked w me jus cos she's in sales nw.

i'm not only disgusted by their behavior but oso mine cos it made me feel like hypocrite to stand thr n smile & converse w them when deep inside i noe wat they r like. OMG!!! if can, can i don see them again. wat's d point to cont'd chattin w them? they r not like my friend so i oso wont say or disclose much w them anw... haiz...