Tuesday, 18 January 2011

*phew* i can graduate in mid this yr le...

though i cant say i'm really satisfied, i'm glad tt i can say nw tt i can graduate by mid this yr... *phew*

was super duper scared & worried all these while but thks to dear who kept me accompany all these while, encouragin me, stayin w me despite my jumpy temper, willin to go thru w me even if it's d worse, cheerin me up, & esp thru chattin w me on d line jus nw till i finally noe my grades even though u wanted to go slp le.

well, actually, frankly speakin, i'd forgotten tt results b out at 12 am of 18 jan 11 esp when i'd a day which i nvr expected to b so. i noe all these while, i always rmbr but jus duno y somehw, i totally forget results b out jus in less than 24 hr when mon arrived. guess i jus refused to rmbr ba cos i still rmbr i'm startin my fyp on d 18th. funny right? i happened to fix d fyp on date of exam results release n i can rmbr my fyp but not my results.

i was still so lookin forward to 'tml' n yet when my dear friend reminded me tt results is comin out, my mood totally changed. i was really afraid & worried. it's my last sem of exam & if i can't clear, it meant tt i'll end up delayin my graduation. i dread d time tt passed. i don wanna noe. i'm scare to noe. i'm scare till i almost cried n actually wish dear was ard but he's at hm but he called. b4 he called, i actually scare till i went to kneel down n chant for a while till dear call.

n b4 tt, due to my stress, when a sick indian guy called n askin me hw i'm & cont'd a few times, n when asked who is he & who he's lookin for, he said his name & den asked if i can talk to him. & thks to him, i managed to destress bit s i scolded him w a 'f' word & hung up. & he dared not call back le.

i can nw slp at ease le. :)

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