Monday, 3 January 2011

enjoyable days always pass so quickly...

time passed... previously stress bout exams, nw exams over for 12 days le...

didn't had much of a celebration on day of freedom but sort of ended my day w a 1st time drive to town (clarke quay), chauffeurin dear to his gatherin, den drive all alone back fr thr n got lost & twine ard orchard & raffles place thr. bo pian la... i go thr only once a real blue moon n mostly by mrt so hw i noe d rd...

anw, thks to dear who believed in me & trusted his car w me. some1 who had passed for quite a long while but seldom seldom drive n jus learnt to vertical park in this 1 yr or so in his car. n he nvr scare i got lost cos i seldom go out oso. haha...

actually, if i noe my way like my dad, i wld ve drive to another place to see see ard b4 headin back but too bad, even ard town, i can get lost. hw to go far. n cos i got lost + slight jam, i end up go pick mum hm. 1st time drive her back alone n i felt gd aft cos i managed to find my way & drive alone fr town n pick her back n park in d lot. hee... at least she nw cant say i timid. hehe...

my celebration of my freedom is actually a day late. was initially unhappy but nvm tt. cos drivin alone alrdy compensate slightly for tt postpone... went for a photoshoot which i got a slight promo fr d NDP promotion booklet. jus went thr for d fun of it. anw, i no let them do makeup n hairdo lah. i diy... let them do hor... need $50 wor... no way i gonna let them earn tt $$... haha

anw, on x'mas eve, had 2 celebrations. 1 at dear's cousin's place & 1 at my uncle's place. cant split ourselves in 1/2 so we go awhile here & then go another side. tt's to be fair or as fair as possible.

den on x'mas day itself, dear's friend invited us for weddin dinner. & den his other friend jio him go drink & so i end up drivin again. drove his friend back oso cos his friend stayed jurong. his friend end up fallin asleep in d backseat. lol... he trusted my drivin so much or mayb he simply is too too tired. haha...

on 26th, left dear's car at his place & my parents drove us back cos he stayin over s we gg penang d followin day. easier than to meet elsewhr or he take barang go my place pick me den go airport. it's v stupid la cos we take mrt. he wld need transfer many times to my place den transfer to get to changi. thus, he stay over.

27th, we took mrt to airport w a hand carry each & d 4d3n spent thr passed like a breeze. it's was over too fast le & i really feel like a dread to come back actually. comin back means dec b over soon n jan wld come n work den fyp would start... n d most love & hate day wld oso come... results release... haiz... dear must find me silly tt when i think of tt, i sort of scare till i hide beneath my blanket n let my tears flow for awhile. if can get As or Bs, sure gd but i dare of asked for much. i jus wan to clear all so i can graduate n not delay but i scare. d last time i failed was in my pri sch CA sci, my upper sec english n 1st 'o' lvl english but since i failed a module in my yr 3 b4, i became paranoid le... can only keep fingers crossed nw

on 31st, d last day of 2010, didn't went anywhr. aft dinner w his mom, dear send me back n i tot he wld leave at ard 9 pm like usual but he stayed on till aft midnight to say 'happy new year'. he countdown at my hse. lol... but gd for him. when he got back, his carpark still v empty. guess ppl all go town area countdown n wont get back s fast s him. lol...

on new year day, dear n i go somewhr in d afternoon before headin back home to rest n by dinner time, it was rainin super heavy which we tot of orderin pizza delivery cos it's my parents' turn to go for weddin dinner aft i went for 3 consec sat. however, prob due to d rain, either too many order or no delivery at all n we had to end up going out for dinner. luckily rmbr got d ulu shopping mall n went thr for dinner n was v empty. haha...

on 2nd jan which was my dad's bday, wnet for brunch w parents den followed dear to get something before headin back to 'da pan' cos i oso bought d photo package for my parents n they wanted family portrait w dear oso. so we went on d final sun b4 he goes back to work.

seein my parents takin d pic is really funny. my dad all along don smile when take pic but d photographer wanted him to smile n he found it hard n i try to make funny faces behind d photographer. like attractin small kid attentioon n make them laugh like tt but soon aft, i stopped cos i felt weak n stuffy again. when choosin photo, i can't take it but wanted to go to the cinema next door to get sweet but dear went to get for me. n dad oso wanted d sweet when he saw cos he oso felt weak but he got take diabetic med but i don.

we den go for teabreak den go walked ard individually n i went searchin for a decent small cake for my dad cos usually we had cake. i scare he unhappy if thr is none. n when i cant find d small size i wanted, i oso dare not get a slice of cake instead s they aren't s open minded s they say they are. haiz... jus too troublesome lah... n nw, aft dad's bday, upcomin in couples of days is dear's mum, den my godma... den CNY...den my insurance premium, den valentine's day, den dear's bday, den my piano tunin, den mum's bday. this upcomin 6 mth gonna ve many output sia...

ytd night oso make a rough finance check... if i don anyhw spend other than those stated above, shld ve enough n not touch a certain sum of savin. den i wont deplete all my $$ but it's not as easy s said... so i guess i made a right choice to work a couple of days b4 commencing on my FYP. but if suay suay not enough, i guess i wld go for tt sum of savin n probably will ve to let d bank deduct $$ fr me if fall below their min le... hopefully, i don ve to go n borrow fr anyone ba cos initially i tot of workin till official start of FYP but prof askin when i can start le. tt means, a week of wages lesser. haiz...

$$ prob... scare of results... n many other things to fan... it's nvr endin sia...

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