was chatting in email with my friend & she was talking bout dream... not d sort of dream u'd while u sleep but it reminded me tt last night i'd a dream... a nightmare to be exact... & i cant get back to reality again when i jerked up on my bed.
last time was leg cramp. dreamt i'd it & followin mornin i felt my leg aches... this time, i'm lost btw reality & virtual again. when i jerked up d 1st time, i nvr care & went back to sleep. min ltr, i was jerked up again... this time, i suddenly tot it was early mornin & i should get up & d sun is almost up (which means almost 7am) when i got exam at 9am. & my parents overslept too as the living room was dark & quiet.
in my mind, i was cursing myself on oversleepin on impt day & when i haven finish studyin & planned to reach sch at 7+ to cont'd studyin. so i jumped out of bed wantin to wake my parents too. when i was almost to the door, i decided to u-turn and look at the alarm clock. the only clock tt i can see then was fr my hp. guess what. it was only 2.38am... s i very awake then i thought i slept v long but i only slept for 1hr+. gosh...
i think i'm too stressed up ba... though got facebook, & msn, d rest of d time, i'm in front of my notes... been going sch early, gg back only at 5+ & do nothing else is not doin any good... i was so awake then tt i suddenly had d crazy idea due to worry tt i cant finish studyin. i wanted to on d lights & study s i was really in a d wide awake state... good state to study. but i noe deep inside that i should not do so & scolded myself & make myself go back to sleep. cos if not, i would be flat when i'm in d examination hall.
when i woke up eventually at the right time, i feel tired actually. hw i wish tt d wide awake state of mind was at tt time....
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