yesterday when i got home after studying in school, i found my room with 35 degree C again. gosh... that is terrible. i'm glad i studied in school instead in the comfort of the cool air-con.
after such a hot afternoon, there was a 'sudden change' in the weather. i suddenly heard noises like door slamming and things dropped, etc and when i opened my window to see. i could feel the strong and nice wind on my face & see the trees swayed quite vigorously. even the empty plastic bag that some idiot might have anyhow dumped were swirling in mid air like in a 'tornado' (bit too 'kua zhang'). haha... the wind was actually so nice that i actually wished to open my window wide & sleep but the wind also blew the rain in so i had to shut it completely. if not i might dream that i'm swimmin or worst still a nightmare that i'm drownin. well, as a matter of fact, i do feel like i'm drownin. drownin in the flood of notes, etc... haha... today, a few aunties also commented on the wind last night.
back to my studies. i think i managed to secure at least a B for an non-examinable communication module. hope the other 7 examinable modules (5 core & 2 electives) don't fail me... *pray hard* i'm already much more focus & hardworkin than last 3 semesters though i can be even more focus... jia you!!! 4 papers down & 3 more to go (many people already finish their exams le... *sad*)
after takin the staff bus for almost 6 yrs, this mornin, another bus came to fetch us. reason cos our usual bus was stuck in a jam & could not come on time to pick us up. so both buses swapped the pick-up points instead. this bus was so much newer as compared to my bus but i'm fine with my usual bus. as long as can go school easily, it's ok... ^.^
jus nw, saw another message in facebook from a leader for student division (SD) of Soka members studyin in NTU. last week, she came across my art blog & ask why aren't i studying in ADM... lol... told her i got no creative gene as i could only draw what i can see. her comment now was, 'seriously, ppl usually start off with drawing things they can see, that's how all artists do their thing! hehe. so i dun think it's that u dont have the creative genes in u, maybe ure just more comfortable with other subjects ba.'
it makes me think again why i'm in sciences. i think it goes back to secondary school ba. only 3 classes to choose so i can only picked the best combination. i did better for mathematics followed by sciences and that is how i choose science field after i got my 'o' level. but i realized now that i'm not good in science actually. maybe like the term that i learnt only recently was that i'm a 'jack of all trade'. this is to put it nicely. in another word, i'm jus a master of none. even the facebook quizzes oso always give me different types of jobs that i can do or will say i can do a variety of job... haha... it can be good or bad depending on how you see... ;p but i think i'll go for whatever job i can get in future & maybe go pick up other skills that i like better ba. be it piano, handicrafts, drawin, etc... i must at least get my income 1st... so i think i noe what i could do when i graduate 2 yrs from now? i guess so... though not very clear but it gives me some light on my future path... at least i dun feel so lost now. a lost soul no more... haha...
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