is it me or tremor???

jus nw at 6+, i suddenly feel like i'm swayin on my mattress on d floor. i tot it's due to a v dumb reason which i noe it's not possible which is tt my laptop volume was too loud and d bass was too strong which i noe is not possible as i nvr on d volume tt loud. anw, jus givin myself reason tt it's not cos of myself as i got heavy head yet never take a nap when i could today. was doing something and tot of doing my lab report aft tt but it took longer than expected. actually expected la. anw, shall embark & complete my lab report tml mornin.

i even stupidly crawl to sit on d floor to see if i still sway when i not on my mattress which i still felt and think it's really cos by my heavy head.

well, when i jus login to fb, realized tt thr r ppl who felt tremor in sg and checked online to find out tt thr was a tremor in sg. i didn't noe cos i nvr on tv, nvr on radio. i was totally in my own world. so wat happened to me may not b due to my heavy head but rather fr d tremor. but i cant feel d difference. i dun stay tt high lvl somemore but d time sort of matched to d tremor. hope it's really due to d tremor and not my heavy head but i noe my body giving me sign to rest early like ytd when i was havin fun at k-box w my friend, thr was a time i was k/o too. shall lights off earlier today. so i can ve d concentration i need to complete my lap report in d shortest possible time. ^.^ dun wanna get lazy aft too long break fr sch stuff again.

great start for d week so far

aft a 'crazy' wk b4 d term break, i think finally got better. i hope cos nw i'm at hm & i hope i wont get to step on tail(s)...

anw, sat, went to watch F1 for a while. walked ard & watch d practice round b4 went for dinner & watch d qualifyin at hm. & sun, basically stayed hm to watch drama and d F1 race.

mon, went to d singapore flyer w my parents and dear. it was my parents' weddin anniversary and jus happened to be my lunar bday. my dad suggested to go singapore flyer and i told him i got 15% discount for dis mth bout found out tt thru online bookin, will ve 20% discount. in d end, got 3 tickets with 25% discount cos thr is a promo thru bookin w relation to dear's job. & i bought my ticket at $10. thus, d original price shld b $118 but we only paid around $80.d only bad pt to go thr on mon was cos of rd closure. i was worried tt my mum b grumpy over it esp if she could not tahan walkin too long but she was ok. *phew*

aft d flyer, went to marina square to have lunch at jack's place. my dad actually wanted to go international buffet but all of us were too full as we only had breakfast not too long ago but he kept sayin it's ok. i think wat he meant was that we can eat things that is more worth-it but i dun think we could eat much when we weren't hungry. i got too full aft d lunch. actually durin d lunch, i'm alrdy full so aft eatin, i felt too bloated.

my dad actually suggested movie and eventually decided not to & i'm glad cos my battery was already flat and i took a nap when i jus wanna close my eyes to rest for a short while. glad my dad nvr say anything bout me nappin.

well, ytd, went to sch for a short while cos i need to email my dad's medical report to my friend and i do not ve scanner at hm. at 1st decided to go meet my friend straight but i realized i forget to bring something. thus, decided to go home 1st and in d end, i was late cos of d off-peak MRTs...

my friends and i went to K-box to sing and they are really funny. so much actin esp when they sing duet. lol... i had lots of fun thr & i almost no voice le. well, i left earlier cos be gg over to his place for dinner & dun wan his mum to wait for me. i not so 'da pai'.

this time, aft dinner, we chatted a while and when he wanna sent me back at 8+, his mum ask if i had something on and said, 'if not, den stay till d TV programme finish'. she was watchin Fann & Christopher's Wedding so watch till 9pm den i left sayin tt he needs to wake up early.

anw, i decided to stay hm. s i felt lazy to travel ard & even go sch but if it's not smooth... den i shall go sch ba. but i jus hope to rest as much as possible b4 d next term begins.

fei qin wang shi

aft lecture, went to d lab to collect d lab results which apparently, i think we r 1 of d 12 groups of students who didn't get results due to faulty machine. anw, since we need to submit a report for tt, we jus looked at other results and leave while some ppl jus whine & accused others for taking their results. watever it is, jus ignore them.

went to d lib aft tt & stayed on till 4+pm w/o lunch. ya. nvr eat. not hungry & when i started 'work' w full focus, i can 'fei qin wang shi' one. not really la. b4 i really embark on my lab report due aft d term break, i k/o for like 15 min and i started off slow. but it's true tt i can go w/o food if i started doin things & can even go to bed v v late.

well, i managed to finish d materials & methods section and almost complete d results and discussion meaning to say, i'm jus left w d intro which i hope i jus need min research & amendment and 'ta da' it'll b done and den come out w a conclusion. thus, i believed, i'm 60 to 70 % done w d report ba. haha... but when i really focus on it, i really forget d time. i only realized it's bout 4pm when i started feelin k/o and not cos of hunger and so i laid on d desk for about 5 min b4 gg off to buy d mooncake for my mum.

yes... u arent seeing things. i did buy another box of mooncake. d 3rd box i paid, d 6th box since i last got 5 tgt w him. walked ard ponderin if i shld get a box or 2 cos i last heard tt even my grandma loves the mooncake and almost finish d whole box since i passed to her on mon. jus nw when i went over for dinner, she told me she finished all alrdy. wow... anw, i jus decided to buy a box in case cant finish. i cheekily place d mooncake at hm b4 gg over to grandma's hse so my mum only noe when she got back. a surprise for her. haha... jus hope she likes it... ^.^

anw, ytd my dad brought back mooncake fr holiday inn. d mini snowskin peranakan mooncake w durian and d mini snowskin mooncake w champagne chocolate and pandan r quite nice. though it's white choco, it got champagne so i do eat it cos i cant taste d milky smell. ya. i v naughty. prefer alcholic taste than milk taste. but no choice. i really cant tahan d smell of milk. i can vomit loh. haha

term break

term flies... sem 3.1 term 1 alrdy come to an end. nw is d start of d 1 wk break. alrdy had plan for mon which is my parents's weddin anni. at least got plan in d mornin to go singapore flyer & den lunch tgt. & most likely tue afternoon b gg w my 3 uni xiao mei to k-box. though i dun really sing, think it'll b my 4th time gg ktv this yr.

s for d other days, i still dunno wat i shld do. prob find a day go meet my friend for lunch near her workplace. & do tut (if any) & a lab report (which i would b workin on it nw). & pray hard tt d prof dun last min upload tut for us to do. v sian one loh. anw, hope to clear early & rest b4 d next term starts ba.

so much for d crazy week this week. jus nw, when exitin fr my sch buildin, can smell d bad haze again. sighed... hope it'll go away soon ba... & i'm still thinkin if i wanna go get more mooncake ltr. mayb a box more cos mum likes d mooncake we got for my grandma. shall think bout it for d next few hrs b4 i go back. shall stay in lib for time being cos i dun wanna kip gg hm & nap every fri. ltr get in trouble cos i think i'd been doing tt for about 4 wks le (cos nosebleed; go find mooncakes; go find comp stuff & got mtg in evenin). but next week hw? i mean wed to fri? go sch durin term break ma? 不会吧... wat shld i do??? sighed...

not a v gd wk. nosebleed again...

dis wk is really not a wk for me. kanna 2nd nosebleed in my life again. durin lecture again ard d same time. sighed... jus 7th wk of sch & i alrdy kanna nosebleed twice. this time more serious than last time. i can feel blood ticklin down unlike last time. at 1st i tot got runnin nose. but when i wanna clean & dry w a tissue. it was blood... but it stopped a while aft i applied pressure so i nvr go to d washrm.

realized tt tertiary yr 3 seemed to b a curse to me. when i was in poly, kanna a few giddy spell when it nvr occured b4. almost black-out a couple of times durin my yr 3 yrs. nw nosebleedin oso occur durin yr 3. sighed... is it coincident? lol... but think nw, i shall 'monitor' & see hw. if it occur again in near future, i shall go see doc ba but touchwood la. better no more. shall not let my mum noe or she worried again & broadcast out again.

funny things kip happenin this wk loh...

y all weird things happen to me this wk??? today alrdy wed & like everyday got sumtin happen...

mon, caught in middle.
tue blur, go lecture when thr is none & i had intention to 'pon' somemore & den a tut cancel so total waited 5 hr for 1st lesson ytd & when i go hm, saw 4 topless guys at d staircase beside my hse, & den found out tt lecture cont'd on fri when at 1st no lesson on fri one.
today, came for lab class which i noe will end early but earlier than expected. so tot had 3 hr break to next class. guess wat... jus received an email sayin, 12.30 class cancelled... tt was a 3 hr lesson. so 3 hr plus 3 hr = 6 hr break to next class. siao ah... if not cos 3.30 lesson got a quiz, i would ve gone home le. or mayb not la. go hm wat if get in trouble? sighed...

watever it is, hope all these weird things stopped happenin to me le. though this week is a wk b4 term break, d changes in timetable is jus too dynamic loh...

4 malay guys dyein hairs at d stairway outside my hse

another weird thing happened... sighed... this happened right outside my hse at d stairway right in front of d lift.

previously got ppl come up play; sit thr gamble and/or drink; take water & play water bomb; came to catch fishes (my neighbour's fishes); or even shower.

this time when d lift got to my lvl, saw 4 malay guys. i can only see their upper body then and they were topless. 2 guys seemed to be sittin down while 2 stands and d 2 sittin down seemed to b fiddlin w d other 2 hairs. so i tot they were showerin thr & i didn't noe if i shld go out & get hm asap or jus go back down. decided to walk asap hm. when i walked out of d lift, smell ammonia. think they r dyein their hairs thr. anw, 'heng', they not showerin so they do have their pants on but i quickly get in & locked d door asap.

at 1st planna called d police but decided not to. cos they saw me & sure noe it's me as nobody else passed by alrdy. i dun wanna get in trouble (esp in future) if they recognize me loh though i did learn chinese martial arts (武术) before. cos i dun think i got tt kinda strength or stamina to counter so many ppl. furthermore, i dun think my right hip ligament could take it.

this yr alrdy lesser dance trg due to d A(H1N1), got a mth plus or so w/o trg. & oso due to national day, etc tt for d past 2 mth (or so), i think i only went for trg once. yet today, i dunno y, my hip do feel bit weird at times. luckily this sun no trg. can rest. sighed...

when i tot i can get rid of d ligament prob, it came to haunt me again? tot was ok le & previously did tot of follow my friend go jog or swim w her during my last sch holi but she'd been busy w work (i guess). luckily nvr. didn't wan it to get worst. jus hope it's a false alarm ba. i noe my limit so nvr do anything 'funny' to those guys (s in get them in trouble w d police). anw, i arent gg out alrdy. so will b safe at hm.

i dun think i will let my parents noe bout this. ya. i decided not to tell cos they will sure worry to d max. didn't wan them worry so much but i did tell dear cos we promised tt no matter wat, small or big issue, we will tell each other.

anw, i will analyze d situation & do wat i feel best at tt particular time (to fight or to flight). i'm not d sort who will let myself 吃亏 one. even though i do not noe hw i would react, i can get v hard-hearted if necessary. tt's y ppl say dun mess w 女人... lol...

s i'm 'stuck' at hm, he worried i no food. even wanna order mac or kfc for me. lol. ya. i was hungry at 1st while waitin for mum to tabao back. today lazy cook. but i ate biscuit which C bought for me s 1 of my many bday pressie. so hw can i go hungry? wahahaa...

my friend oso told me tt thr is a change in timetable. at first fri no class. nw got le. anw, was thinkin wat i shld do on fri. if i go sch lib or stay hm if thr is no lesson. since got lecture in mornin, gd la. can jus go sch.

noe of 2 more 'red bombs' & not quite a gd starts for this wk...

i feel so dumb nw... such a blur sotong... but my friend, mich, jus told me tt i must learn to love myself more cos i kip callin myself, 'baka' meanin stupid. lol...

woke up early to go for mornin 8.30 lecture. a lecture tt i did tot of skippin cos it doesn't really make a diff if attend or not but in d end i decided to attend but tot of doin some other revision or do tutorial or so in d lecture. when i reach d LT, thr was only 2 other students & a bag. i was puzzled s i noe thr will b many ppl who will skip class but tt's too much cos it's a cohort of 200-300 students.

in d end, realized thr is no lecture & i did note in my schedule. feel so stupid loh. & so gotta wait till 12.30 for next class (a tutorial) but it was cancelled... -.-''' meanin to say, gotta wait till 1.30 for d other tutorial. & so far, thr is no notes yet for 3.30 lecture. hope it arent cancelled too... if not i dunno i come for wat.

anw, it can b gd cos i can use d time to study, etc & it's hard to slp in or nap at hm nwadays. but jus cant help feelin dumb. it's jus dun seemed like a gd start of d week. ytd, mon, kanna caught in middle. 2day blur blur come sch early for nothing. & almost get in trouble w dad this mornin cos think he's green w envy tt i havin holi next wk. dare not say actually fri i alrdy no class. jus hope it'll get better fr nw on & no more heart attack... kipin fingers crossed...

& aft i go my friend's ROM on 20/9, i got 2 more 'red bombs' these 2 days. ytd a soka dance friend sms & asked me for address. her weddin on 17/10. today, an ex-colleague who is oso a soka member sms me askin if i can join her joyous occasion on 18/10. ya. a day aft another. & few days b4 tt is my sec sch close friend's ROM on 13/10.

i dunno if i wanna attend d 18/10 dinner cos i only worked w her for mayb a mth in yr 2003 & saw her a couple of times since then so we arent really tt close & i dunno who she will invite. mayb i only noe 1 or 2 ppl & mayb we dun even sit tgt. will feel so weird.

feelin awful for being caught in d middle causin disappointment in others...

2day didn't really went quite s well. was caught in d middle dunno wat to do. no matter wat decision to make, will disappoint either side. or worst.... stepped on dad's tail...

few days ago, mum got said tt dad wanna eat steamboat at hm. told her ytd i most likely wont b free cos got friend's ROM and dunno if will go out aft tt. in d end, really go out. go buy mooncakes & did tot of givin his parents & nanny if possible. managed to give his nanny ytd but his parents weren't hm so eventually brought d other 3 boxes (for his parents, my grandma & godma) to keep in my fridge 1st.

dis mornin, heard my grandma b waitin for us & wont go out so we went a while aft breakfast. my grandma looked happy & aft a while, went back to my hm to watch drama. guess wat. my parents wanna go out & my dad kip askin if we'll b eatin. i noe wat he meant by but i pretent tt he asked bout lunch which he said dinner. kip askin & askin till we said we cfm again ltr. my mum came by too & asked if i noe wat my dad wan. i noe. steamboat. but i really cant cfm cos his parents noe i bring mooncake over today & i believed will most likely wan me to dine thr.

anw, aft he noe wat my dad wanna eat, at 1st he wanna tell his mum we not eatin & ask if his mum b hm at ard 12+. told him tt he shld jus ask if she ard tt time cos if not, we can still go ltr. her reply was tt she'll b hm whole day. i sensed 'trouble' cos which mean to say she'll b waitin at hm for me in a way but he agreed to dine w my parents. i noe tt my dad wont b happy if i dun wanna eat at hm. esp when he agreed yet i said 'no' or 'see how'. sighed...

when we reached his place, his mum asked if we b havin dinner & said she already prepared soup. i really wanna dig a hole s i didn't noe hw to react. he told his mum tt we wont b eatin & i could see tt his mum was disappointed. she even told her husband tt we arent eatin dinner at hm. in d end, i agreed to drink d soup his mum prepared but i do not know if it's alrdy done so tot might stay till it's done which he said at most aft he got hm, he helped to clear d soup.

at 1st his mum poured me a cup of soy milk but she told me to drink d soup instead as it was alrdy done. actually i alrdy got a sip of d soy milk but his mum said it's alright & pour it into her cup. she scooped some soup for us and even thank me for helpin to clear some. it made me feel more awful. i felt so bad & paiseh but i dun think i can call my dad to tell him tt i cant eat w him. he will b disappointed & mayb even b angry.

dinin at either side, i'll feel bad. cos no matter wat, will cos disappointment & even anger. jus told my mum wat happened & told her tt if ever this happen again, i'll do d extreme. i wont go either side to eat so i dun side anyone. i noe tt way, both parties will b disappointed & i dun like to see ppl disappointed, but i got no choice. i dun wanna go here & den d other party said i dun like them or so & vice versa. i dunno bout his parents but i think my dad will. if i go out w friends & not him, he'll said i dun like him, etc... argh... i dun like to caught in d middle lah... T.T

oh ya. in afternoon, i dare not quite nap. cos dad's hm. i scare he not happy again. so jus close eyes & doze off like 10 min. & again, i lie on my tummy & 'napped' w my notes in front of me. any prob, i can say i doze off while studyin cos i didn't even took off my specs. ya. tt's hw i usually napped at hm if not i dun nap at all aft tt incident tt my dad was angry & said i only noe hw to slp...

'adventurous' dream

last nite (or i shld say early this mornin), had an 'adventurous' dream. in my dream, i need to get to a buildin or so. but somehw, i got to another building and guess whr i was. i was at d v top of d buildin & it was full of cables, etc above my head & i had to crawl in. it looks scary cos d cable r all d electric wires, etc & it made me wonder hw much electricity is singapore consumin. worst still, i wonder hw they 'pull out' all these wires while buildin every new buildings. i'm mad right? think of all these crazy questions even in my dreams...

anw, aft i managed to crawl in, i realized i cant get to d place i wanted so i crawl backwards for a while but decided to make a 'u-turn' to crawl out s i felt it was safer to b able to see my path to crawl out since i was at d top of d buildin. i dun wanna die of accidental fall. (hmm... i think this was d main reason y i get this dream).

last nite, dear asked again if i wanna close up my window grill & when i told my mum, she agreed w him & even comment tt if i sit on my bed & when i stretch, ltr by accident, fall out of d window. i dunno wat to comment le. but cos in pretty near future, i believed they will b paintin my block, i'll ve to lock up eventually so i give in to both of them. but i didn't realized wat their worries had induced me to had such a weird dream to crawl on top of a buildin, riskin of fallin down, & i believed riskin of electrocution...

20092009

ytd was a false alarm eventually. luckily...

anw, today is a joyous occasion. it's my friend's ROM. i woke up early plannin to curl my hair but eventually decided to bun up leavin bit to curl in case my dad wanna go have breakfast tgt & b angry if i dun. luckily i changed my plan and he was nice enough to drive me thr. d bad pts r tt i need to rush cos once he got ready to go & i haven esp when he's hungry, i'll get in trouble again. so i rush to get ready asap. d other bad pt is tt i'll reach super early. waited like an hr at d bus interchange for my friends. luckily i brought my mp3 player along. if not, i dunno wat i can do thr. cant possibly slp wor. it's in d public.

aft my friend's ROM, went to JP to find mooncakes & pomelo. bought a total of 5 boxes of mooncakes w him. yeah... it's crazy... 5 boxes... he planna get 1 for my mum and 1 for my grandma while i planna get 1 for his parents, 1 for his nanny's family who asked me over for dinner a couple of times and even once gave me $100. since he gettin for my grandma, i decided to get another box for my godma who always treat me v well & pushin some $$ once in a while for me to use. so total, we got 5 boxes of mooncakes though eventually wat we paid for got swapped. lol...

actually, today is oso my poly friends' weddin but cos they having it as a weddin lunch & i alrdy promised to attend my friend's ROM, i rejected d weddin lunch. if it was a weddin dinner, i would ve attended. it's been quite a v v long long time since i last saw my poly friends le. previously all due to work, etc. sighed... nvm, 'lai ri fang chang'. will ve d chance one lah.

keepin low for nw

tink mum's mood not v d rite nw. she was grumblin over d fact tt dad bought bbq stingray & it's spicy & she dun eat. dad put a small piece on her rice for her to try and assured her tt it's not spicy & she grumble more. i dunno whr i got d courage. 'shoot' her back saying, '不要吵啦. 可以就吃. 不可以给我.' & she shut up aft tt. luckily i nvr get in trouble.

recent yrs, she been v 'tiao' bout food. dun wan spicy, dun wan vinegar, dun wan ketchup, dun wan too bland, etc... if not to her liking, she'll grumble & grumble. anw, eventually, she got take bit of stingray to eat but she really scrape off all d chilli on every teeny tiny part of d fish till my dad oso helped her. sighed...

& since she couldn't vent her 'anger' at d dinin table, she vent it on my cousin who never top up his water much. but he's not jus gg out. my aunt b bringin them to her sis's hse. so thr will b water thr even if his water ran out. so i dun understand y she is so mad over it.

well, i guess i jus ve to keep it low for nw. dun wanna get in trouble. wont always b so 'heng' to make her quiet down like jus nw.

long day

in d middle of last nite, aft shiftin position, kanna calf muscle cramp again. hate it when it occur in d middle of d nite cos follow day sure k/o which i did in d bus to sch. when i opened my eyes, was alrdy in sch compound & almost reached my stop... heng... b4 tt, this mornin when i woke up & gg to wash up, i almost limp over to d bathrm cos d calf muscles was still sore but not for v long (though nw, can still feel slight sore-ness when i stretch my leg).

anw, aft class today, saw d sky was dark. v nice weather to sleep but i still worried i got in trouble if i go hm & nap. so think over wat i should do. should i stay in lib or should i go hm. eventually decided to go hm to nap & study den go for my soka mtg (though i did tot of not gg aft being 'pestered to go').

i'm v stubborn gal. if someone kip pressin me to go or do something, i would prefer to do opposite one. but this time, i jus decided to go on my own accord. lol... but guess wat... my leader who kip askin me to attend d mtg on wed when i end class late, today she nvr come. mayb she ot ba. so sian loh. she oso skipped yet still bugged me to go. i'll go when i can one lah. no need force or i'll hate it.

well, i did get myself a nap b4 i study & my mum seemed ok. hesitate to go hm oso cos worried i stepped on tail again. but was ok today. lucky me... hee... it was such nice weather to slp tt i slp more than i intended to but i got wake up once a while lah. & i did managed to get up and do some study. nvr 'nua' too much lah. if i stay in sch, will force myself study more w less chance to nap but i think i'll k/o again when i go for my mtg esp durin d journey. this time, i still manage to read my notes during d long journey. well, not exactly tt long but d traffic was slow. saw accident on AYE at opp direction. Got police cars and a black tent so i assume it's fatal accident. sighed...

anw, eventually, dear came to pick me hm fr d mtg aft a long day out. he went wakeboardin till both his arms no strength to open d backdoor of his car & to pull up d hand brake & set d gear to 'N'. said he actually tot of askin me to drive. well, i think should b alright for me to drive so long s dun make me nervous but i dunno if i can park or not. i think can ba. but mayb need 'n' no of tries... lol...

great bday!!!

despite d slight thunderstorm last fri, overall, had a great wk. really wanna thank all for d surprises here & thr...

surprises:
last thurs, a surprise cake (fr mum), a bracelet (fr parents)
sun, miracle perfume (fr dear)
tue, surprise cake w 2 big & 1 small candle (fr KQ), a bday e-card (fr a v close friend)
wed, bday wish fr filipine (fr a sis aka friend i made w when she came b a domestic helper for my aunt), bday pressies (fr mich & C), & many many well wishes on fb, msn, sms (fr many others), & dinner aft my class ended (w dear who took effort to meet despite he dun end work tt early & today gotta work at least 16 hrs)..

to me, bday is pretty much jus another day & so i always keep it low. summore, got long day in sch but think this is d 1st time ever get so many surprises & well wishes... ^.^ thanks!!!

bad weather

today, was v hazy & it smell too & it gave me headache. not serious type. jus v mild. but i cant help but notice d smell whenever i stepped out of an enclosed building.

even at night, outside d LT to collect back our bags after the ministerial forum, can even see that it was pretty hazy jus a short distance away and it was alrdy dark then. it was crazy but i did a check on d local PSI reading & found tt it is jus 55. jus slightly more than past few days. but... i found tt d sulfur dioxide and ozone lvl at the west region was d highest. esp d sulfur dioxide which was 27 while other region reading was btw 4 to 8. anw jus hope d haze will get away ba.

forever 21!!! Haha!!!

2day, got a surprise fr my uni xiao mei. she skipped mornin lecture & 2 tutorials & when she came to meet us, she gave me a box of cake fr prima deli. ya. it's was a bday cake for me. summore, she nvr take her lunch & she even cfm if d cake will not be milky cos she noe i dun take milky products. i was extremely touched... thks xiao mei!!!

& guess wat, thr r only 2 big & 1 small candles & she said we'll b forever 21... lol... yeah!!! we shall b forever 21... haha...

anw, we cut & had d cake aft our lecture & b4 gg for d ministerial forum. didn't ve lighter so my friends made me pose s though i blew out d fire. lol. so funny. anw, we had laughter fr all d dis-oriented sequence of blew candle, made a bday wish, cut cake, etc. all d sequences all jumble up but i had fun...

小妹们... thank you very much!!! 谢谢!!! terima kasih!!! arigato gozaimasu!!! ^.^

office lady bump into a 'snatch thief'...

dis mornin, kitty looked for me for food, in sch, my friends said i look like an OL (office lady). lol. so funny. i wore a tee and a beigh skirt loh. anw, a friend comment d backview of my skirt looks like her jc's skirt. i guess it's cos of d color. anw, tt skirt shld b almost a decade old le ba. dun laugh at me... i noe i can b v 省... wahaha... no lah. it's still in gd condition.

well, jus nw i think my friends & i was gg for tutorial class. suddenly my friend who was walkin behind me laugh cheekily & showed me a comb. it was my comb. i tot it dropped. no loh. she 'steal' it out of my bag front pocket & i nvr realized. oops... luckily my i placed my hand over d pockets w i kept my hp & mp3 player. well, she got put my comb back & tt reminds me to look out of my things. scary... i dun wanna b a target for snatch thief...

food for kitty???

do i looked like i got food? or do i look kind enuff to give d kitty some food? lol...

dis mornin at d coffeeshop, a kitten came to look for me & keep meow-in at me like beggin me for food. well, though i noe i shouldn't but it keep movin forward to me till i worried it might jump on me when it get too desperate. thus, i did throw small bit of fishball for it to eat to keep it away fr me till my mum 'shoo' it away.

got a 'miracle' & i love it!!!

today, got another early bday present aft d surprise on thurs at grandma's hse. dear gave me at my hse & i didn't notice he hide it inside his pocket when i was at his hse. nvr expected it at all. anw, it was a bottle of perfume & he chose it cos of its name. Did a search and saw the following description from LANCOME website.

Miracle
Eau de Parfum Spray

Modern. Sophisticated. Light-filled. Serene. The zest of brilliant freesia, peppered with ginger. The splendor of magnolias, serenely balanced by warm, amber notes.

hm = wat???

i think i really got 'phobia'. jus nw, mum said go out dinner tgt aft dad got hm and when i see tt it's gettin late (almost 6), decided to ask mum wat time dad will be home so tt i can get ready b4 he got hm. guess wat... i dashed off for shower aft i heard d phone ring (i noe it was fr dad) and i believed i showered ard 5 min... luckily i'd got gd 'trg' to do so... but it's v jialet leh... always worry i stepped on their tail due to such minor things... sighed...

anw, mum said she scolded dad cos ytd she was in my rm when he 'flared up' so she knew wat exactly happen and it's not my fault. at least this time i got a witness but so wat? it's over. cant undone but hope my dad realized d prob. mum & i always told him tt most of d time when he speaks normally, can oso make ppl think he not happy... well, if not dad, den will b mum and once in a blue moon, den i kanna both... den i can say i suay to d max then.

but so long s mum & dad dun curb their temper, i think i'll always b tormented by worries of steppin on their tail anytime anywhere... but it'll act s a reminder to me to ctrl my temper and tone esp if i get too busy or moody...

watever it is, i really hope my hm will b a shelter for me rather than i had to always seek shelter in sch lib or elsewhr. if tired, wanna nap oso worry till kanna 'nightmare'. cant even rest at ease. & it's not productive to do tut, etc when i was too tired... sighed... hm = stress? or hm = shelter? i wish to choose d latter.

sighed... my dad is always like a kid... if dun do wat he expect, he'll angry. ya. i stepped on his tail again. not cos my tone or anything loh..

he came sayin he unable to pair his bluetooth earpiece w his phone. ask me help. i didn't noe his earpiece was not on so i jus start search for bluetooth fr his phone & put d phone down to wait while i cont'd edit d lecture notes to print. somemore, i nvr used d earpiece b4 so hw would i noe if it's on or not or hw to switch it on. he said i nvr press & when i press (think wrong button), he flare up... & grabbed his phone & earpiece away...

i felt so 'yuan wang' cos i really dunno hw to on his earpiece ma. & d last time i help him paired previous earpiece was quite some time ago. so i need time to figure out wor. yet made him angry and stepped on his tail and had to 'di sheng xia qi' to try to talk to him but he still ignore me.

WHY? why everytime like tt??? not step on his tail will step on mum's tail. cant i jus stay at hm w 'peace'? no wonder i rather stay in sch for hrs even though i end lesson early on fri. i oso wished to accompany them more but it's seemed like i always get myself in trouble quite frequently and i nvr do anything.... sighed... T.T

pleasant surprise

today had a pleasant surprise fr mum... though i found out much b4 wat she planned due to my youngest cousin's excitment, i was still v surprised.

she bought me a bday cake... & kept inside d fridge in my grandma's hse. she planna bring out a while aft dinner but through my cousin, i knew of d cake when i reach my grandma's hse for dinner.

it was really unexpected. in d past, though will ve cake somehow cos i always buy cake for them, we nvr quite 'celebrate'. jus take photos & cut d cake only. so i nvr tot she would do it at my grandma's hse this yr. thus, i nvr bring camera & my hp camera really cannot make it though it got a 5 MP camera. think only got 1 photo clearer while d rest all blur. most even have eerie eyes (due to d red eyes). so i wont post anywhr.


anw, dis mornin, went for d 2nd dental appt. think found 7 大牙 v risky... cleaned & patched 2 today and will cont'd another time. next appt b on 24 sep. at least today i not a vampire cos wat d dentist did nvr cos me to bleed.

& ard afternoon, my friend's mobile seemed to be dead. aft much tries, i somehw managed to 'revive' it by pressin my finger on d center button so i tease her & said i might ve magic finger... lol...

aft class, wanted to go take bus out but aft seein a sms, went back to my sch lobby whr he drove me to my grandma's hse for dinner. but dinner & cake, he drove my mum & i hm & even wanted to send us up again. it was only aft i got hm & he left tt he said he gg back office a while. was worried he got urgent things to settle but nvr say & will work till late esp when tml he worked 24 hrs.

090909

today is one of a significant day of 2009. it's 9 Sep 09 which could b written s 090909. anw, it makes no diff to me cos it's jus another day to me. cant possibly no need do anything ma... still gotta attend class...

only diff is i skipped a 3 hr elective lecture in d afternoon. not cos i naughty la but mayb can say partly. anw, main reason was due to a prac class which got splitted into 2 sessions & d 2nd session clashed w d lecture.

well, thr will always b significant day like this since yr 01 to 12 & my friends out of d blue, suddenly tease me. i was so caught by surprised & i became v lost till i dunno wat or hw to react....

body achin...

aft a few weeks w/o my dance trg due to national day, mtg, & even to 拜 my grandparents at d temple, finally went for my dance trg ytd.

durin d trg, my right arm almost cramp but nvr but my back ard waist area sort of cramp till i stopped myself & my friend aka my senior even came to 'chui' my back. we oso did many jumps, & crunches which i noe i worked on d wrong muscles.

this mornin, i woke up w aches. muscles ache. i noe this would happen fr all d cramp i got last mornin. but i cant quite sit up straight or stretch my back nw... or i can feel my back gonna cramp again which i would contract myself suddenly & my tight would hurt... sianz... luckily this kinda pain wont last v long. & it feel nice though... i not crazy la... cos i can feel i really work out my body muscles. lol... cant possibly jus eat & no exercise ma... so unhealthy... & will get fat one wor...

confused of d date aft a dream

m i too stress??? i dun think so. last nite, had a dream which cos me to almost jumped up fr bed wonderin if i'm late for my dance trg...

in my dream, it was sat which i planna do my lab report and tutorials like today & d day was over & i went to bed. so when i actually did open my eyes this mornin, i could not differentiate if it was a sunday or was it a saturday. i tot i forgot to set alarm clock which was wat actually happened in my dream so i woke up late for my trg... well, y do i asked myself if i too stress... cos in my dream, i even do my lab report and tutorials. sighed... so scary... too bad i dun rmbr wat i do & hw i do if not mayb it can help nw... lol...

blood glucose level

this mornin, i overslept. well, i woke up earlier than needed so i slp back but overslept. luckily dear woke up alrdy...

well, aft my dad woke me up bout 30 mins ltr, he took out d blood glucose test machine to test his blood glucose lvl. previous check, like 2h post-meal glucose was relatively high s in in d suboptimal range. this mornin, he tested for d pre-meal glucose which most of d time was in d optimal range. i think my dad jus wanna show us tt his blood glucose was ok so he could eat more things. almost every evenin, he had been 'indulgin' with 1 or more of d followin packet chrysanthemum drink, longans, ice cream, peanuts, etc, till my mum cant tahan & asked me to try to clear up d packet drink, longan & ice cream.

last nite, my dad throw me a ice cream & before i go wash up, i also ate longans, this mornin, aft my dad tested his blood glucose lvl, i tested mine too so tt he have no excuse if i'm ok. yeah, i am. my glucose lvl in d ideal range while his was on d higher range in d optimal lvl. though it was still in d optimal range, it was higher than previous pre-meal check. so i took d opportunity to tell him to take note cos like him, i ate ice cream and longans last night. yet mine was almost 1/2 of his readings. hope he get my hints cos i oso dun like to force him like my mum do & nagged at him. i'll rather he decided to ctrl by himself s it would b fr d bottom of d heart & no feelin of being forced or ctrl....

s i even prick myself to proof him d diff in readings, shall see if he got improve... hope he did... or i prick myself for nothing... & tt would mean this 'experiment' failed & i ve to find other means to get d msg in his brain... hope he got wat i meant la...

headache attack

kanna attacked by headache aft mornin lect ended... luckily nw got 5 hrs break. can rest a while. it came in throbbing manner & can hurt quite a bit when pain... shall see hw it goes. doin tut nw & hope it will jus go away w/o aid of any med...

bt timah nature reserve

ytd trip to bt timah was ok. nvr see any monkey. lol... do i still ve phobia of d monkey 'attack'? anw, d trip was nice. had fun w my friends esp in d bus. lol... but... mich gave us a scare... she suddenly felt giddy and was v pale. luckily i got medicated oil in my bag and we try to let her walk in front of us while walkin upslope and behind us while walkin down & s usual, i snap many photos... photos of wat our lecturer told us & surroundin. not all pic r clear though cos i used my handphone to snap s i nvr brought my cam.

tokin bout cam, my newer digital cam bought last yr ard may got prob le. d flashlight wont come out so i had to put something to support it in place & it get quite retarded when i try to zoom in & out. i realized my previous digi cam was better. can last for yrs though got lesser functions... so i'm satisfied w tt cam... at least better than my handphone cam

4th wk, gg bt timah nature reserve

this sem seemed to pass v fast. it's alrdy d middle of d 4th wk. gettin close to recess wk...

ltr will ve a field trip to bt timah nature reserve. it'd been more than a decade since i last went. i rmbr clearly d last time was when i was in sec 1 & i 'refused' to go since then cos of d monkey tt seemed to wanna attack me on d v steap road which cos me to run & almost roll down if i could not 'brake'... hope ltr will b ok... fingers crossed... den d 'phobia' can b lifted off... lol...

oh ya. tokin bout recess wk, 28th was my parents' weddin anni... & my mum asked my aunt to take leave & even asked my dad too... & she oso said it was my lunar bday too but i cant take leave fr lesson. i jus realized tt it falls durin my recess wk but i haven tell my mum. shall see hw ba.

my friends & i r lookin forward to recess wk yet dread it to happen cos it oso meant exams r gettin nearer... but we r oso lookin forward to dec holi cos we oso got a plan or 2 durin both holi (recess wk & end of sem holi)... at least we got somethin to look forth to... yeah. we r siao... plan till dec holi but it can motivate us to chiong for nw... hee...