long day

in d middle of last nite, aft shiftin position, kanna calf muscle cramp again. hate it when it occur in d middle of d nite cos follow day sure k/o which i did in d bus to sch. when i opened my eyes, was alrdy in sch compound & almost reached my stop... heng... b4 tt, this mornin when i woke up & gg to wash up, i almost limp over to d bathrm cos d calf muscles was still sore but not for v long (though nw, can still feel slight sore-ness when i stretch my leg).

anw, aft class today, saw d sky was dark. v nice weather to sleep but i still worried i got in trouble if i go hm & nap. so think over wat i should do. should i stay in lib or should i go hm. eventually decided to go hm to nap & study den go for my soka mtg (though i did tot of not gg aft being 'pestered to go').

i'm v stubborn gal. if someone kip pressin me to go or do something, i would prefer to do opposite one. but this time, i jus decided to go on my own accord. lol... but guess wat... my leader who kip askin me to attend d mtg on wed when i end class late, today she nvr come. mayb she ot ba. so sian loh. she oso skipped yet still bugged me to go. i'll go when i can one lah. no need force or i'll hate it.

well, i did get myself a nap b4 i study & my mum seemed ok. hesitate to go hm oso cos worried i stepped on tail again. but was ok today. lucky me... hee... it was such nice weather to slp tt i slp more than i intended to but i got wake up once a while lah. & i did managed to get up and do some study. nvr 'nua' too much lah. if i stay in sch, will force myself study more w less chance to nap but i think i'll k/o again when i go for my mtg esp durin d journey. this time, i still manage to read my notes during d long journey. well, not exactly tt long but d traffic was slow. saw accident on AYE at opp direction. Got police cars and a black tent so i assume it's fatal accident. sighed...

anw, eventually, dear came to pick me hm fr d mtg aft a long day out. he went wakeboardin till both his arms no strength to open d backdoor of his car & to pull up d hand brake & set d gear to 'N'. said he actually tot of askin me to drive. well, i think should b alright for me to drive so long s dun make me nervous but i dunno if i can park or not. i think can ba. but mayb need 'n' no of tries... lol...