i feel so dumb nw... such a blur sotong... but my friend, mich, jus told me tt i must learn to love myself more cos i kip callin myself, 'baka' meanin stupid. lol...
woke up early to go for mornin 8.30 lecture. a lecture tt i did tot of skippin cos it doesn't really make a diff if attend or not but in d end i decided to attend but tot of doin some other revision or do tutorial or so in d lecture. when i reach d LT, thr was only 2 other students & a bag. i was puzzled s i noe thr will b many ppl who will skip class but tt's too much cos it's a cohort of 200-300 students.
in d end, realized thr is no lecture & i did note in my schedule. feel so stupid loh. & so gotta wait till 12.30 for next class (a tutorial) but it was cancelled... -.-''' meanin to say, gotta wait till 1.30 for d other tutorial. & so far, thr is no notes yet for 3.30 lecture. hope it arent cancelled too... if not i dunno i come for wat.
anw, it can b gd cos i can use d time to study, etc & it's hard to slp in or nap at hm nwadays. but jus cant help feelin dumb. it's jus dun seemed like a gd start of d week. ytd, mon, kanna caught in middle. 2day blur blur come sch early for nothing. & almost get in trouble w dad this mornin cos think he's green w envy tt i havin holi next wk. dare not say actually fri i alrdy no class. jus hope it'll get better fr nw on & no more heart attack... kipin fingers crossed...
& aft i go my friend's ROM on 20/9, i got 2 more 'red bombs' these 2 days. ytd a soka dance friend sms & asked me for address. her weddin on 17/10. today, an ex-colleague who is oso a soka member sms me askin if i can join her joyous occasion on 18/10. ya. a day aft another. & few days b4 tt is my sec sch close friend's ROM on 13/10.
i dunno if i wanna attend d 18/10 dinner cos i only worked w her for mayb a mth in yr 2003 & saw her a couple of times since then so we arent really tt close & i dunno who she will invite. mayb i only noe 1 or 2 ppl & mayb we dun even sit tgt. will feel so weird.
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