it really seemed to b a wk of hell... so many things happen jus in a day... early mornin, start of my crazy wk of 4 papers in 5 days. tt's alrdy madness...
den back hm, while i havin my exam, someone 'flew down' fr d stairs beside my hm except dunno which floor. suspect was lvl 7 or so while i stayed at lvl 9. mum saw d corpse when she got back.
& guess wat... a while ago, not long aft dad sent cousins hm, mum got a call fr aunt sayin 1 of my cousin fall & hit d head & was bleedin much... parents rushed over & mum jus called sayin they sendin him to KK for stitches & x-ray...
so many 血光之灾... twice in a day... well, if include thurs, think 3 血光之灾 le. cos tt day got dried spots of blood at d lift lobby outside my hse & blood stain in d lift. wat's wrong??? pretty scary loh... *shivered*
Monday, 30 November 2009
jus heard fr mum tt someone attempt to b superman today at my blk. d person had alrdy 'flew' down when my mum returned w my cousins & thr were police ard. my cousins almost went forth to see wat happened but my mum chased them into d lift. wat will i do if i'm hm then? will i b scare? or will i go down & try to help d man? anw, i cant b hm at tt time. was havin exam in d mornin ma. sighed...
rmbr tt mayb a yr plus ago, when my dad drove me to work at d clinic, passed by a lorry which d driver had heart attack & passed away. my dad sort of knew d person but we nvr tot something was wrong. i did think back & wonder when d uncle had heart attack. if my dad & i stopped & check, would he still b alive?
well, life is so unpredictable. so fragile tt it can scare me at times... i oso did wonder if i had chosen to take up nursin s my course in poly or if i had chosen to b a paramedic aft poly graduation, hw would i view death when i face it right b4 my eyes esp for d 1st time. i bet it would affect me somehow.
anw, y is my blk so eventful one??? ppl treatin d stairway s toilet, s bathrm, to drink, to gamble, to dye hair & tt day even got spots of blood at d lift lobby & even in d lift & nw, someone 'flew' down... it seemed to b gettin more & more unsafe s time passed. must b alert & b more careful when i go out & go back. sighed...
rmbr tt mayb a yr plus ago, when my dad drove me to work at d clinic, passed by a lorry which d driver had heart attack & passed away. my dad sort of knew d person but we nvr tot something was wrong. i did think back & wonder when d uncle had heart attack. if my dad & i stopped & check, would he still b alive?
well, life is so unpredictable. so fragile tt it can scare me at times... i oso did wonder if i had chosen to take up nursin s my course in poly or if i had chosen to b a paramedic aft poly graduation, hw would i view death when i face it right b4 my eyes esp for d 1st time. i bet it would affect me somehow.
anw, y is my blk so eventful one??? ppl treatin d stairway s toilet, s bathrm, to drink, to gamble, to dye hair & tt day even got spots of blood at d lift lobby & even in d lift & nw, someone 'flew' down... it seemed to b gettin more & more unsafe s time passed. must b alert & b more careful when i go out & go back. sighed...
dis wk is a hellish wk... 5 days got 4 papers. can go nuts... anw, d wk of hell officially commences early this mornin at 9am. dad bought chicken essence for me ytd & mum said it'll really help but it doesn't seemed so on me leh.
coffee, tea & dis chicken essence nvr seemed to able to keep me awake. on d way to sch, followin dad's car, i almost doze off le loh... & somemore, i went to bed at 10++ ytd. but i do appreciate my dad's effort to try to help me b awake.
& dunno y. mayb too stress & tired? been havin headache once a while for days le... not those super jialet kind tt needs pain killer. jus feel bit uncomfortable but i cant slp thru cos need to study... but i did slept till almost 10 last sat. luckily dad not hm or ltr he angry again... *phew*
well, 1 more paper down aft clearin 2 exactly a wk ago. thr r another 3 more dis wk & i bet i shld b in holi mood by end of dis wk. thr r many many ppl who alrdy completed all their papers for dis sem loh. while i not even halfway cleared... so far only 3 down & 4 more to go...
shall mug nw & tml for d wed paper though tml oso got another paper. but tt paper is based on english & clear mind & so cant do much study. but i super dun like d time of tt paper. fr 5 - 7.30. not here not thr. go back sure v hungry & no energy to study oso. luckily followin day not mornin paper or i can die.... den shall study for fri paper on thurs.
anw, think tml might ve to go canteen see if got any light food to eat at ard 4pm tml b4 i go for d paper. can't possibly survive on a small pack of biscuit for lunch in d lib & go for d paper. stomach sure make lots of noise one.
tml 5-7.30 paper, wed 1-3.30, fri 2.30-5 and finally tue 9-11.30. so wed & fri oso must think of hw to settle lunch. those timin, canteen sure pack. hope got white bread at hm to steal ba. ;p
last 2 papers r mcqs. d last one is d normal type of mcq w/o marks deduction & it's 1 of d modules i managed to understand & was wide awake durin lecture. so tt's y i say aft fri will sure b in holi mood le. hw i wish fri come soon!!! if can, let it b fri tml ba...
coffee, tea & dis chicken essence nvr seemed to able to keep me awake. on d way to sch, followin dad's car, i almost doze off le loh... & somemore, i went to bed at 10++ ytd. but i do appreciate my dad's effort to try to help me b awake.
& dunno y. mayb too stress & tired? been havin headache once a while for days le... not those super jialet kind tt needs pain killer. jus feel bit uncomfortable but i cant slp thru cos need to study... but i did slept till almost 10 last sat. luckily dad not hm or ltr he angry again... *phew*
well, 1 more paper down aft clearin 2 exactly a wk ago. thr r another 3 more dis wk & i bet i shld b in holi mood by end of dis wk. thr r many many ppl who alrdy completed all their papers for dis sem loh. while i not even halfway cleared... so far only 3 down & 4 more to go...
shall mug nw & tml for d wed paper though tml oso got another paper. but tt paper is based on english & clear mind & so cant do much study. but i super dun like d time of tt paper. fr 5 - 7.30. not here not thr. go back sure v hungry & no energy to study oso. luckily followin day not mornin paper or i can die.... den shall study for fri paper on thurs.
anw, think tml might ve to go canteen see if got any light food to eat at ard 4pm tml b4 i go for d paper. can't possibly survive on a small pack of biscuit for lunch in d lib & go for d paper. stomach sure make lots of noise one.
tml 5-7.30 paper, wed 1-3.30, fri 2.30-5 and finally tue 9-11.30. so wed & fri oso must think of hw to settle lunch. those timin, canteen sure pack. hope got white bread at hm to steal ba. ;p
last 2 papers r mcqs. d last one is d normal type of mcq w/o marks deduction & it's 1 of d modules i managed to understand & was wide awake durin lecture. so tt's y i say aft fri will sure b in holi mood le. hw i wish fri come soon!!! if can, let it b fri tml ba...
Friday, 27 November 2009
paranormal activity
it's fri... & it's a public holi. spent it at hm s usual. & thr was time when i felt bit weak & was tremblin & jus b4 lunch, outside d kitchen, sudden 'black out' for a split sec. prob due to imbalance of ear fluid due to sudden standin up & walkin to d kitchen. luckily jus for split sec only & nvr really black out or it would scare d hell out of 3 persons at hm. think it's been a long long time since i like tt le. last time was when i was in poly yr 3??? cant really rmbr le. & a while ago, got bit of throbbin headache. guess i shld go slp asap...
anw, jus nw, watched 'paranormal activity' online. found it creepy yet interestin esp d last 10-15 mins. it's a true life story unless someone fake it. a story pieced fr video footage fr a couple yrs ago over ard 20 nites & sadly, i think both died. guy killed by gal & gal shot by police.
beginnin was kinda slow. esp for d filmin durin daytime. but d last short part was diff. when d 'board' whr ppl used to communicate w spirit moved by itself & burnt itself, when d door moved & even slam by itself, when 'something' seemed to crawl under d blanket, when there were powdered footprints into d rm, when the gal was dragged down fr d bed & got pulled to another rm down d hallway by no one visible, when d gal was in 'trance' & dunno wat she was doin, etc. (sry, all sequences might b jumble up)
d part whr d board moved by itself & esp d part whr d gal was dragged down from bed & to d other rm was d most powerful one. i think those who r scared of such 'other world' shld not watched esp my cousin who jus finished her 'o'. might give u nightmares or u might even b scared to go to bed...
usually, i always watched horror movies alone in my rm s no one in my family likes to watch such genre of movies. used to it already. at most 'jumped' when d ghost or wat suddenly appeared. but this did give me d creep (since a long time ago cos of 'd ring' whr sadako crawl out fr a well & then out fr d tv). when i saw d 'something' seemed to crawl under d blanket & it made me look back at my bed & blanket & made me wonder if i would 'dare' to go to sleep ltr on cos i sleep alone since i got no sibling to accompany me. anw dun think tt might happen ba.
d door tt moved & slam & movin board could be an effect made w 'invisible' fishing thread tied to d door or d board. but wat bout those footprints, movin blankets & esp when d gal was being dragged off... wat explanation could thr b? i wonder...
if u said d gal was tied by d 'invisible' fishin thread at her feet & hand as she was dragged off, hw come thr aren't any sign of being tied & pulled. thr should ve tighten line on d feet & hand wor.
thus, i can say tt this movie successfully pump adrenaline into my blood stream for d last part. & it still made me wonder wat 'scientific' explanation thr could b. i noe such activities may not b able to b explained all d time so this show is indeed creepy... *shivered*
but i would still b interested to watch more of such 'real-life' movies if any. i rmbr once i saw a video footage on youtube tt a 'ghost' appeared in a lift & was caught by d cctv. i always wonder hw 'they' co-exist w us, y some can see 'them' while others dun, y 'they' exist, hw 'they' exist, hw 'they' could harm us, etc etc...
this show oso made me rmbr tt once i dreamt of my late grandma a couple of yrs ago. she's someone whom i nvr see before & yet she was standin so life-liked, so 3-D right in front of me when i only see her pic b4. it was a creepy dream esp when i noe she was alrdy not ard.
oso rmbr bout d yellow tower at east coast park which was said to be haunted accordin to an email i received when i was still in poly. tt time, i was holdin on to a cheap camera working w films. dad took pic of d tower but i noe it's supposed to b haunted & was worried tt dad would anger those spirit. in d end, it turned out tt those few pic could not be developed s nothing was exposed on d negative. i oso rmbr tt d day when i collected my photos after developin them, my rm light spoilt & i was watchin a horror show screened on tv while viewin d newly developed photos. felt eerie then.
though i like watchin horror shows or such genre, i shld not say i not scare of 'them' or not believing in such. jus dun think too much bout it & dun think 'they' will harm me if i nvr do anything bad or wrong ba.
anw, jus nw, watched 'paranormal activity' online. found it creepy yet interestin esp d last 10-15 mins. it's a true life story unless someone fake it. a story pieced fr video footage fr a couple yrs ago over ard 20 nites & sadly, i think both died. guy killed by gal & gal shot by police.
beginnin was kinda slow. esp for d filmin durin daytime. but d last short part was diff. when d 'board' whr ppl used to communicate w spirit moved by itself & burnt itself, when d door moved & even slam by itself, when 'something' seemed to crawl under d blanket, when there were powdered footprints into d rm, when the gal was dragged down fr d bed & got pulled to another rm down d hallway by no one visible, when d gal was in 'trance' & dunno wat she was doin, etc. (sry, all sequences might b jumble up)
d part whr d board moved by itself & esp d part whr d gal was dragged down from bed & to d other rm was d most powerful one. i think those who r scared of such 'other world' shld not watched esp my cousin who jus finished her 'o'. might give u nightmares or u might even b scared to go to bed...
usually, i always watched horror movies alone in my rm s no one in my family likes to watch such genre of movies. used to it already. at most 'jumped' when d ghost or wat suddenly appeared. but this did give me d creep (since a long time ago cos of 'd ring' whr sadako crawl out fr a well & then out fr d tv). when i saw d 'something' seemed to crawl under d blanket & it made me look back at my bed & blanket & made me wonder if i would 'dare' to go to sleep ltr on cos i sleep alone since i got no sibling to accompany me. anw dun think tt might happen ba.
d door tt moved & slam & movin board could be an effect made w 'invisible' fishing thread tied to d door or d board. but wat bout those footprints, movin blankets & esp when d gal was being dragged off... wat explanation could thr b? i wonder...
if u said d gal was tied by d 'invisible' fishin thread at her feet & hand as she was dragged off, hw come thr aren't any sign of being tied & pulled. thr should ve tighten line on d feet & hand wor.
thus, i can say tt this movie successfully pump adrenaline into my blood stream for d last part. & it still made me wonder wat 'scientific' explanation thr could b. i noe such activities may not b able to b explained all d time so this show is indeed creepy... *shivered*
but i would still b interested to watch more of such 'real-life' movies if any. i rmbr once i saw a video footage on youtube tt a 'ghost' appeared in a lift & was caught by d cctv. i always wonder hw 'they' co-exist w us, y some can see 'them' while others dun, y 'they' exist, hw 'they' exist, hw 'they' could harm us, etc etc...
this show oso made me rmbr tt once i dreamt of my late grandma a couple of yrs ago. she's someone whom i nvr see before & yet she was standin so life-liked, so 3-D right in front of me when i only see her pic b4. it was a creepy dream esp when i noe she was alrdy not ard.
oso rmbr bout d yellow tower at east coast park which was said to be haunted accordin to an email i received when i was still in poly. tt time, i was holdin on to a cheap camera working w films. dad took pic of d tower but i noe it's supposed to b haunted & was worried tt dad would anger those spirit. in d end, it turned out tt those few pic could not be developed s nothing was exposed on d negative. i oso rmbr tt d day when i collected my photos after developin them, my rm light spoilt & i was watchin a horror show screened on tv while viewin d newly developed photos. felt eerie then.
though i like watchin horror shows or such genre, i shld not say i not scare of 'them' or not believing in such. jus dun think too much bout it & dun think 'they' will harm me if i nvr do anything bad or wrong ba.
Thursday, 26 November 2009
20091126 - random
time passed & it's d 3rd day studyin in lib aft d start of my papers & guess wat. my 3 pcs of bread r still in my bag. think they shld b squashed by nw. oops... ytd only ate a packet of biscuit s i was too engross till i nvr notice d time & was not hungry. actually tot of skippin lunch alrdy since i was not hungry & somemore it was gettin late but i still ate d biscuit. in d end, i took late dinner cos mum chatted non-stop w me aft i reached hm... -.-'''
for d last 2 days, i been wearing long sleeves tee s last wk, due to d rainy weather, it was rather cold in d lib. in d end, last 2 days, there was no rain so wasn't tt cold in d lib & mum laughed at me. today, saw tt it was cloudy till 6pm fr NEA website & wore sleeveless top but mum took out her bedsheet to wash. when she did tt, it would usually rain. hope today wont happen though i got cardigan but it doesn't help much...
& d queue outside lib seemed to get lesser. is it cos many ve alrdy finish their papers??? gd for them cos thr r still more than 10 days for me till my last paper end. i still ve 5 more out of 7 loh... wished it would come to an end soon though i would ve to chiong & end up w nightmares...
well, tml is a public holi but due to exams, thr is no such thing s public holi... if i dun ve exam, would ve taken up a dance proj but i decided to back out since next wk got too many papers le. was a mass dance where all of us in d dance gp would b involve. it'd been a long time since i was given or was involved in dance performance le. think d last time was end of last nov right aft my exams. almost a yr ago le.
dec oso got another dance proj but who was involved was not cfm yet. but i noe i oso wont be able to cos i was still at malacca on d day of performance. anw, dance proj oso means additional trg on weekday nites and sat. so it might still b too taxin on me if i'm involved (but i wont be).
for d last 2 days, i been wearing long sleeves tee s last wk, due to d rainy weather, it was rather cold in d lib. in d end, last 2 days, there was no rain so wasn't tt cold in d lib & mum laughed at me. today, saw tt it was cloudy till 6pm fr NEA website & wore sleeveless top but mum took out her bedsheet to wash. when she did tt, it would usually rain. hope today wont happen though i got cardigan but it doesn't help much...
& d queue outside lib seemed to get lesser. is it cos many ve alrdy finish their papers??? gd for them cos thr r still more than 10 days for me till my last paper end. i still ve 5 more out of 7 loh... wished it would come to an end soon though i would ve to chiong & end up w nightmares...
well, tml is a public holi but due to exams, thr is no such thing s public holi... if i dun ve exam, would ve taken up a dance proj but i decided to back out since next wk got too many papers le. was a mass dance where all of us in d dance gp would b involve. it'd been a long time since i was given or was involved in dance performance le. think d last time was end of last nov right aft my exams. almost a yr ago le.
dec oso got another dance proj but who was involved was not cfm yet. but i noe i oso wont be able to cos i was still at malacca on d day of performance. anw, dance proj oso means additional trg on weekday nites and sat. so it might still b too taxin on me if i'm involved (but i wont be).
Wednesday, 25 November 2009
toilet flooded for a short while...
realized tt recently, like got many things to post bout... previously, light in my rm died. a while ago, my kitchen toilet jus flood... water kip flowin into d tank non-stop till it over-flow.
wash washin my face then & had no specs on. heard water flowin unlike usual. believed got leak but cant see cos no specs. was a blind piggy. tot burst pipe or so & use hand to over all d pipe below d sink but no water flowin out.
i oso tot if it's d water tank but nvr feel any water leaking out fr tt side till i go over & see d other side. water showered out like fr d shower-head jus at 1 side. weird so i open up & see d tank. realized d water was overflowin but there is a pipe where d extra water will flow into. tt's y causin d leak only at 1 side.
i off d tap switch & check d stopper. seemed alright so i on d switch & test d flush a couple of time & it was workin fine alrdy. weird... at 1st was sleepy le loh. cos of this stupid flood. nw much more wide awake. argh... of all time. when i wanna sleep then flood. sighed...
anw, shall monitor & see hw. will tell mum to monitor tml when she's hm. if cannot, must tell dad le. cos it's beyond my limit le. i dunno hw to change d stopper. lol... well, i shall force myself go sleep le lah...
wash washin my face then & had no specs on. heard water flowin unlike usual. believed got leak but cant see cos no specs. was a blind piggy. tot burst pipe or so & use hand to over all d pipe below d sink but no water flowin out.
i oso tot if it's d water tank but nvr feel any water leaking out fr tt side till i go over & see d other side. water showered out like fr d shower-head jus at 1 side. weird so i open up & see d tank. realized d water was overflowin but there is a pipe where d extra water will flow into. tt's y causin d leak only at 1 side.
i off d tap switch & check d stopper. seemed alright so i on d switch & test d flush a couple of time & it was workin fine alrdy. weird... at 1st was sleepy le loh. cos of this stupid flood. nw much more wide awake. argh... of all time. when i wanna sleep then flood. sighed...
anw, shall monitor & see hw. will tell mum to monitor tml when she's hm. if cannot, must tell dad le. cos it's beyond my limit le. i dunno hw to change d stopper. lol... well, i shall force myself go sleep le lah...
Tuesday, 24 November 2009
studious me...
jus nw, reach d bus-stop early so i flipped thru my notes till i nvr notice my friend was thr alrdy. tt's wat happened when i get too engross... ah yan, sry!!! hee...
anw, she said she almost nvr notice & recognize me cos i looked quite studious... is tt gd or bad??? hmm... most prob cos today i wore d blue specs + tied up my hair + jus wear a long pants & long sleeve tee + had notes laid on my lap. haha... actually b4 she said tt, i did tot so too when i was in d washrm earlier on. well, tot d weather b wet ma. den lib b v cold... so i wore like tt loh. cant wear short pants oso ma. cos i took d staff bus. whr got staff wear short pants to work one. & if wear skirt, gonna sit really well or will 走光. so limited choice of clothes to wear ma.
well, i guess it's a gd thing. at least i do look studious durin these exam period. if not, den i think jialet le loh. think if so, i think i can jus stay hm & dun go take exams le. lol...
anw, she said she almost nvr notice & recognize me cos i looked quite studious... is tt gd or bad??? hmm... most prob cos today i wore d blue specs + tied up my hair + jus wear a long pants & long sleeve tee + had notes laid on my lap. haha... actually b4 she said tt, i did tot so too when i was in d washrm earlier on. well, tot d weather b wet ma. den lib b v cold... so i wore like tt loh. cant wear short pants oso ma. cos i took d staff bus. whr got staff wear short pants to work one. & if wear skirt, gonna sit really well or will 走光. so limited choice of clothes to wear ma.
well, i guess it's a gd thing. at least i do look studious durin these exam period. if not, den i think jialet le loh. think if so, i think i can jus stay hm & dun go take exams le. lol...
mission impossible...
so much tok this mornin bout bread stealin, eatin bread & '减肥'... it seemed like a mission impossible esp for '减肥'... lol...
went out of sch jus nw for lunch. had bak kut teh instead of my 3 pcs of plain bread... tt's y it is relatively mission impossible esp when dear ard. he knew i stole 3 pcs of plain white bread fr hm for lunch but when he got few hr to spare jus nw, he came to pick me out for lunch, send me back to sch den go back to work again. thanks!!!
he said i'd been survivin too much on bread le (cos last fri ate 2 pcs of plain bread & ytd oso ate bread s lunch). oops... haha... at least i nvr survive empty stomach or on biscuit like last sem...
anw, my 3 pcs of bread shall become my lunch for tml. i like v v d 省 loh. jus 2-3 pcs of bread can last me for days... but i nvr 省 on purpose one. hee...
went out of sch jus nw for lunch. had bak kut teh instead of my 3 pcs of plain bread... tt's y it is relatively mission impossible esp when dear ard. he knew i stole 3 pcs of plain white bread fr hm for lunch but when he got few hr to spare jus nw, he came to pick me out for lunch, send me back to sch den go back to work again. thanks!!!
he said i'd been survivin too much on bread le (cos last fri ate 2 pcs of plain bread & ytd oso ate bread s lunch). oops... haha... at least i nvr survive empty stomach or on biscuit like last sem...
anw, my 3 pcs of bread shall become my lunch for tml. i like v v d 省 loh. jus 2-3 pcs of bread can last me for days... but i nvr 省 on purpose one. hee...
official bread thief of d hse???
oopss... had i become an 'offical bread stealer' of d hse??? lol...
yup... i 'stole' d plain bread at hm again last nite though i was 'drunk' w tireness. was a 'drunk, bread robber'... lol... last tue, 1st time & tt 2 pcs of bread last me till fri. no lah. i dun mean i eat 2 pcs of bread s lunch for 4 days. haha... i only ate it last fri cos previous few days nvr eat d bread & by fri, d bread was pretty squash...
2 nites ago, mum bought bread again in case dad hungry at nite cos we ate dinner relatively early tt day. so last nite, i went to take bread again. took it when parents in bed cos cant let them noe i survivin on biscuit or bread in sch... or u can see another 'murdered news'... i'll b dead if they noe... tt's y i say i'm a bread thief. do it only when parents in bed. so unless u wan me dead, if not, pls keep this to urself... haha...
this time took 3 pcs. so can last me for 6 days? nope. i not so 省 lah. & wont 虐待自己 oso la. tt's y took 3 pcs of bread or ppl'll say i 减肥 again. mayb wat my friends said is true. dun believed till today wore a pant i got yrs ago. was usually pretty tight (sometimes gotta breath in to button) but nw, no need. oops... even last wk, d pants tt button came off in sch was bit loose rather than jus fittin. mayb i could even wear back my pri sch, sec sch & older type of sjab uniform w/o any 'sweat'. could wear previously but was bit too tight... mayb can try someday if i v bo-liao??? wahahaaa....
oh ya. mum not well. last nite gonna no voice & yet she simply dun wanna rest her throat. jus wanna tok & tok. sighed... told her to rest her throat, she dun wan. say if she dun tok, will die... -.-''' sometimes she can jus repeat her story again & again loh. asked her see doc, she oso dun wan. so stubborn...
anw, today has such a nice weather to slp in & i still no mood to start studyin but cannot la. so i'm back to d lib & again, saw d big crowds at d entrance. at least nw not s k/o s ytd (for nw)... even FN comment tt i looked v tired ytd when she saw me right aft my 2nd paper & said tt i shld rest today rather than comin in early to sch to study. i wish i could but still got 5 more papers.
got 5 papers within 9 days and bout 6 days b4 d real hell begins cos 4 of which is within 5 days. luckily actually can say only got papers tt need to study on alternate days. d other 1 just need a clear mind to read & understand d articles on d spot & do watever needed to & oso relied on my strength of english (which sad to say, aren't strong...) cant do anything bout tt anyway...
jus hope i can chiong d 3 modules nw s planned. at least, last wk, i managed to go s planned. so if dis wk can go s plan, den shld b not so bad ba. i dun mean i'll score. but at least can scrape thru??? keepin fingers crossed...
yup... i 'stole' d plain bread at hm again last nite though i was 'drunk' w tireness. was a 'drunk, bread robber'... lol... last tue, 1st time & tt 2 pcs of bread last me till fri. no lah. i dun mean i eat 2 pcs of bread s lunch for 4 days. haha... i only ate it last fri cos previous few days nvr eat d bread & by fri, d bread was pretty squash...
2 nites ago, mum bought bread again in case dad hungry at nite cos we ate dinner relatively early tt day. so last nite, i went to take bread again. took it when parents in bed cos cant let them noe i survivin on biscuit or bread in sch... or u can see another 'murdered news'... i'll b dead if they noe... tt's y i say i'm a bread thief. do it only when parents in bed. so unless u wan me dead, if not, pls keep this to urself... haha...
this time took 3 pcs. so can last me for 6 days? nope. i not so 省 lah. & wont 虐待自己 oso la. tt's y took 3 pcs of bread or ppl'll say i 减肥 again. mayb wat my friends said is true. dun believed till today wore a pant i got yrs ago. was usually pretty tight (sometimes gotta breath in to button) but nw, no need. oops... even last wk, d pants tt button came off in sch was bit loose rather than jus fittin. mayb i could even wear back my pri sch, sec sch & older type of sjab uniform w/o any 'sweat'. could wear previously but was bit too tight... mayb can try someday if i v bo-liao??? wahahaaa....
oh ya. mum not well. last nite gonna no voice & yet she simply dun wanna rest her throat. jus wanna tok & tok. sighed... told her to rest her throat, she dun wan. say if she dun tok, will die... -.-''' sometimes she can jus repeat her story again & again loh. asked her see doc, she oso dun wan. so stubborn...
anw, today has such a nice weather to slp in & i still no mood to start studyin but cannot la. so i'm back to d lib & again, saw d big crowds at d entrance. at least nw not s k/o s ytd (for nw)... even FN comment tt i looked v tired ytd when she saw me right aft my 2nd paper & said tt i shld rest today rather than comin in early to sch to study. i wish i could but still got 5 more papers.
got 5 papers within 9 days and bout 6 days b4 d real hell begins cos 4 of which is within 5 days. luckily actually can say only got papers tt need to study on alternate days. d other 1 just need a clear mind to read & understand d articles on d spot & do watever needed to & oso relied on my strength of english (which sad to say, aren't strong...) cant do anything bout tt anyway...
jus hope i can chiong d 3 modules nw s planned. at least, last wk, i managed to go s planned. so if dis wk can go s plan, den shld b not so bad ba. i dun mean i'll score. but at least can scrape thru??? keepin fingers crossed...
Monday, 23 November 2009
batt flat jus aft 1st day of exams...
d battles commenced at 0900 exactly today... within 6.5 hrs, cleared 2 papers w jus slightly more than an hr break in btw...
shld say do-able but still ve to hope tt not many ppl find it easy or i'll b right at d end again due to bell-shape curve... for both core & elective modules today. esp elective.
actually not 1st time worried bout elective. cos of d s/u option, if get s = satisfactory, den wont need retake & wont affect gpa even if it's a 'C' (though we wont get to noe). but if get a 'D', though pass, it'll b graded s u = unsatisfactory. thus,ve to retake. so jus pray hard tt i dun get push to d back cos of d bell-shape curve...
last nite went to bed early. this mornin, felt refreshed. & nvr had difficulties gg to slp like last few sem. but durin journey to sch, started to feel k/o. was ok lah. not k/o to d extent of cant think.
aft 2 papers end, was tired mentally alrdy but still managable till 8+... really k/o totally. when i got up, got feelin of high & floatin with not much energy. & when i stood up, i jus wanna sit back down again & feel like lyin back down to sleep. i knew i would b tired aft today's 2 papers. but jialet leh... jus 2 papers alrdy can make me so 'drunk'... luckily d next paper tt will come is followin week... but still gotta start studying.
wont b stayin hm to study. cos if i stay hm, mum wont b able to come back s she oso dun wan cousins to play till disturb me. anw, hm too much distraction so still gotta wake up early. at least will push myself wake up early & study. but i do feel like stayin hm & 'nua' for a day... NO NO NO!!! i must not get tt idea... jus another 15 more days to d end... hang in thr. & i regretted havin agreed to start work d day immediately aft my papers end. hope i still got d energy then...
can only say, 'i'm flat'... batt flat...
shld say do-able but still ve to hope tt not many ppl find it easy or i'll b right at d end again due to bell-shape curve... for both core & elective modules today. esp elective.
actually not 1st time worried bout elective. cos of d s/u option, if get s = satisfactory, den wont need retake & wont affect gpa even if it's a 'C' (though we wont get to noe). but if get a 'D', though pass, it'll b graded s u = unsatisfactory. thus,ve to retake. so jus pray hard tt i dun get push to d back cos of d bell-shape curve...
last nite went to bed early. this mornin, felt refreshed. & nvr had difficulties gg to slp like last few sem. but durin journey to sch, started to feel k/o. was ok lah. not k/o to d extent of cant think.
aft 2 papers end, was tired mentally alrdy but still managable till 8+... really k/o totally. when i got up, got feelin of high & floatin with not much energy. & when i stood up, i jus wanna sit back down again & feel like lyin back down to sleep. i knew i would b tired aft today's 2 papers. but jialet leh... jus 2 papers alrdy can make me so 'drunk'... luckily d next paper tt will come is followin week... but still gotta start studying.
wont b stayin hm to study. cos if i stay hm, mum wont b able to come back s she oso dun wan cousins to play till disturb me. anw, hm too much distraction so still gotta wake up early. at least will push myself wake up early & study. but i do feel like stayin hm & 'nua' for a day... NO NO NO!!! i must not get tt idea... jus another 15 more days to d end... hang in thr. & i regretted havin agreed to start work d day immediately aft my papers end. hope i still got d energy then...
can only say, 'i'm flat'... batt flat...
Saturday, 21 November 2009
random - hp, paintball, sport shoes, joggin
hp seemed to b ok aft actin weird over bout 24 hr period. tt nite, it deleted all of my sms history w/o seekin my permission & leavin no trace and followin nite, it resend 1 sms to me. luckily nw nvr act strange again. this phone not even 1 yr old leh...
well, i noe my mobile plan only end by end of next yr but i did check out d student plan but found tt it's not applicable for me for thr is an age limit. so i guess i shall stick on to my current plan ba. didnt check on purpose cos thr is still another yr till my mobile plan end. jus happened to see a link & found tt d students plan seemed attractive.
anw, today, went to sg discovery ctr. not to d discovery ctr itself but for d paintball. due to d bad weather... cant proceed. sad... but we were allowed to try d stimulated shootin for free. i v 'sua ku' lah. nvr held d pistol (p226) or rifle b4. found out tt they were pretty heavy. & need practice to b able to aim well and managed to shoot bout 7-8 targets with each weapon. at least nvr get zero score & it was quite interestin. a new experience. at least nw not so 'sua ku'. it reminded me of my uni friend, C. think if play w her, sure lose one. well, today oso cant win lah. cos was w my bf's friends with only 3 gals includin myself in a big gp of 10 odds.
& guess wat. think long time nvr wore my sport shoes le. it gave way jus nw. luckily was alrdy below my hse when it gave way. s i dun really exercise, bought this cheap sport shoes w no brand yrs ago. tt time, i did jog every wk but aft bumpin to a weird malay guy, & havin to wake up early daily, i gave up joggin eventually. jus when i tot i could try joggin closer to hm dis comin dec holi when i not workin, my shoes gave way. well, at least a cheap pair of shoes last me for a no of yrs le. haha... shall source for a new pair soon so i can jog dis comin holi to train my stamina, to b healtier & hopefully can strengthen my right hip ligament & not worsenin it. shall monitor & see 'if' i really get to start joggin.
my initial plan was if i nvr work dis holi, i'll start jog d small round of my neighbourhood den progress to d external round ard my neighbourhood. last time, i went to jog near my friend(s)' place w each round i think at most 300 m. nw, i cant estimate d distance le. nvm lah. though may jus able to run a short distance by end of dis yr, tt's if i can motivate myself to do so. most impt is i must motivate myself. lol...
beginnin dis yr, initially still got go swim w my friend almost every wk but in d end oso nvr go. oso asked her jio me to jog if she go but think she oso got too busy. shall start myself & not wait for ppl jio me. i jus tot i'll b more motivated if i got company and lesser chance to meet weird ppl. anw, will progressively changed my joggin route & time or day to jog not fixed dependin on when i not workin. so dun think will meet weird ppl lah. jus ve to motivate myself will do. haha... always easier said than done...
well, i noe my mobile plan only end by end of next yr but i did check out d student plan but found tt it's not applicable for me for thr is an age limit. so i guess i shall stick on to my current plan ba. didnt check on purpose cos thr is still another yr till my mobile plan end. jus happened to see a link & found tt d students plan seemed attractive.
anw, today, went to sg discovery ctr. not to d discovery ctr itself but for d paintball. due to d bad weather... cant proceed. sad... but we were allowed to try d stimulated shootin for free. i v 'sua ku' lah. nvr held d pistol (p226) or rifle b4. found out tt they were pretty heavy. & need practice to b able to aim well and managed to shoot bout 7-8 targets with each weapon. at least nvr get zero score & it was quite interestin. a new experience. at least nw not so 'sua ku'. it reminded me of my uni friend, C. think if play w her, sure lose one. well, today oso cant win lah. cos was w my bf's friends with only 3 gals includin myself in a big gp of 10 odds.
& guess wat. think long time nvr wore my sport shoes le. it gave way jus nw. luckily was alrdy below my hse when it gave way. s i dun really exercise, bought this cheap sport shoes w no brand yrs ago. tt time, i did jog every wk but aft bumpin to a weird malay guy, & havin to wake up early daily, i gave up joggin eventually. jus when i tot i could try joggin closer to hm dis comin dec holi when i not workin, my shoes gave way. well, at least a cheap pair of shoes last me for a no of yrs le. haha... shall source for a new pair soon so i can jog dis comin holi to train my stamina, to b healtier & hopefully can strengthen my right hip ligament & not worsenin it. shall monitor & see 'if' i really get to start joggin.
my initial plan was if i nvr work dis holi, i'll start jog d small round of my neighbourhood den progress to d external round ard my neighbourhood. last time, i went to jog near my friend(s)' place w each round i think at most 300 m. nw, i cant estimate d distance le. nvm lah. though may jus able to run a short distance by end of dis yr, tt's if i can motivate myself to do so. most impt is i must motivate myself. lol...
beginnin dis yr, initially still got go swim w my friend almost every wk but in d end oso nvr go. oso asked her jio me to jog if she go but think she oso got too busy. shall start myself & not wait for ppl jio me. i jus tot i'll b more motivated if i got company and lesser chance to meet weird ppl. anw, will progressively changed my joggin route & time or day to jog not fixed dependin on when i not workin. so dun think will meet weird ppl lah. jus ve to motivate myself will do. haha... always easier said than done...
Friday, 20 November 2009
being kiasu???
back to study in lib. ytd nvr came so dunno hw d queue & scene were like aft lib opened.
today seemed better. lesser ppl than wed & though no one ran today, thr r a couple of students who half-ran up d stairs... r they kiasu & stress or m i too relax??? i was strollin slowly up to get a place to sit while they r rushin up or down.
will thr b time tt i might get influence by them & become so kiasu oso??? hope not... sg is alrdy a fast-pace country. y d rush & stress when certain things can b done at a much relaxin state? of course when thr is d need, den rush la. if not jus take it slow ba. y 虐待自己???
anw, think today i will finish up d 2 slices of plain bread i 'kop' fr hm 2/3 days ago. checked d exp date ytd & saw tt it's tml so still can eat. d only prob is tt d 2 slices of bread r squashed & 'distorted'. lol... however, still edible lah so long s not expired & no mould. i v 'shui bian' w food one.
anw, 3 more days to start of exams, 18 days to final papers & < a mth to malacca trip. cant wait for exams to end. at least b gd to fast forward to 14 days ltr cos d final paper shld b much much more managable than d rest. anw, 14 days more means 'jus 2 weeks' (to cut d figure small). lol... ganbatte!!!
tt day, found out d weather forcast for these few days in malacca. it's wet weather with thunder. hope by d time i go, weather b gd. & heard 2nd recommendation for d chicken rice balls.... shall do research aft my exams...
today seemed better. lesser ppl than wed & though no one ran today, thr r a couple of students who half-ran up d stairs... r they kiasu & stress or m i too relax??? i was strollin slowly up to get a place to sit while they r rushin up or down.
will thr b time tt i might get influence by them & become so kiasu oso??? hope not... sg is alrdy a fast-pace country. y d rush & stress when certain things can b done at a much relaxin state? of course when thr is d need, den rush la. if not jus take it slow ba. y 虐待自己???
anw, think today i will finish up d 2 slices of plain bread i 'kop' fr hm 2/3 days ago. checked d exp date ytd & saw tt it's tml so still can eat. d only prob is tt d 2 slices of bread r squashed & 'distorted'. lol... however, still edible lah so long s not expired & no mould. i v 'shui bian' w food one.
anw, 3 more days to start of exams, 18 days to final papers & < a mth to malacca trip. cant wait for exams to end. at least b gd to fast forward to 14 days ltr cos d final paper shld b much much more managable than d rest. anw, 14 days more means 'jus 2 weeks' (to cut d figure small). lol... ganbatte!!!
tt day, found out d weather forcast for these few days in malacca. it's wet weather with thunder. hope by d time i go, weather b gd. & heard 2nd recommendation for d chicken rice balls.... shall do research aft my exams...
Thursday, 19 November 2009
changed light bulb
early this mornin, climbed up high. lol. to change d light bulb lah. cos d previous bulb went haywire on me last night... 无药可救 so i dump it away le... wahahahaa...
Wednesday, 18 November 2009
workin in d dark...
i am workin in d dark rite nw. i noe it's dark outside but it is in my rm oso. bout an hr ago, my rm light flicker once. nw, it's non-stop. dunno if it's cos of d light bulb or d 'starter' or watever u call tt. at least tt's wat my dad called it.
i managed to find a spare new starter in 1 of my tool-boxes. well, not quite my tool-boxes la. shld say my dad's but nw was sort of re-pack & kept by me. lol...
however, i could not find any spare bulb in d drawer i used to keep in d livin rm. ya. it's me again. haha... i'm sort of d person who kept such things, in another words, 管家妹??? dun laugh, i'm d youngest at hm so still can treat myself s '妹' rather than '婆'. & cant see any in d store esp when d store's really packed.
since i cant find, i wonder if tml mornin d shop b opened for me to get when i go buy breakfast den can change. if not, shall do it aft i got hm in d afternoon ba. must changed or hw i study... i noe i shld study in study rm lah but i prefer to be in d comfort of my own rm...
i managed to find a spare new starter in 1 of my tool-boxes. well, not quite my tool-boxes la. shld say my dad's but nw was sort of re-pack & kept by me. lol...
however, i could not find any spare bulb in d drawer i used to keep in d livin rm. ya. it's me again. haha... i'm sort of d person who kept such things, in another words, 管家妹??? dun laugh, i'm d youngest at hm so still can treat myself s '妹' rather than '婆'. & cant see any in d store esp when d store's really packed.
since i cant find, i wonder if tml mornin d shop b opened for me to get when i go buy breakfast den can change. if not, shall do it aft i got hm in d afternoon ba. must changed or hw i study... i noe i shld study in study rm lah but i prefer to be in d comfort of my own rm...
almost sprain my ankle...
went for a psychology paid study jus nw & on d way back to lib, almost sprain my right ankle. luckily nvr or d $$ oso cant even cover d med expense... *phewed*
well, not d $$ issue la. it's exam comin, dun wanna injured myself...
well, not d $$ issue la. it's exam comin, dun wanna injured myself...
exams fever
saw d maddness of d exams fever kickin in early in d mornin... yes! it's MADDNESS!!! -.-'''
d queue outside lib b4 d openin hr is not progressively increasin but rather it is exponentially increasin. ytd & d day b4 was more or less d same except tt thr were more ppl waitin outside d lib than mon. however, today's queue was really crazy. i think it might get worst s days goes by until d last few days ba... well, it's wat i expected s it had been d same previous sem but it's still to 夸张 alrdy.
tt's not d worst of d exam maddness. d worst thing was tt for d 1st time despite d fact tt i did went to d lib to study last sem oso, i saw a no of ppl runnin a race, dashin into d lib once it's opened. i understand tt they want to get a seat but d no of ppl queuein is not to d extent tt they wont get any seat at all loh. even if they could not get d seat tt they would prefer, they would still b able to get other seats ma. so is thr such a need for d rush???
d scene b4 my eyes made me dunno to laugh or to cry... they were carryin big bags (some backpack, slingbag, etc) and they looked quite 'cartoon' when they made the dash which made me feel like laughin but i ended up shakin my head. i bet d librarians would ve seen such a crazy scene too.
y did i say i wanna cry? it's cos wat i seen made me more stress over d exams & i really hate it... i dun wanna get nightmares over studies again... exams haven start & last nite i alrdy had sleepless nite. stayed up till quite late last nite cos jus cant fall asleep. & guess wat... i ended up hypothesizing experiment on hw to characterize certain type of cells durin embryonic development... hw weird. i nvr even study tt development bio module for d last 2 days & yet my mind autorun d program for d module. had to scold myself & forced myself to get to sleep though it didn't help much.
i'll nvr ever put myself in dis shoe ever again aft i graduate. i rather picked up other short courses to upgrade my skills, etc, rather than tryin to upgrade 'academically'. it had gone beyond my threshold limit alrdy & i jus ve to pray hard i dun end up in IMH by d end of my 4 yrs course. T.T
i think i shld give up tryin to stress myself over d type of degree i would get eventually. cos i realized for d past few sem till last nite, i ve been slpin & do tut in dream, wakin up in middle of d nite thinkin i'm late for exam, havin slpless nite over exams, wakin up wonderin if i need to go sch, wakin up wondering wat to study/revise next when exams alrdy ended, etc...
but of course if can, 2nd class would b d best & b a miracle if i can get. it's still an aim to work forward to. w my current grade, if can get d 3rd class alrdy gd enough le. anw, jus hope i can get through this final 2 yrs smoothly will do. so long s dun fail den gd enough le even if i jus get a degree w/o an honor. if i push myself too hard, i really think i'll end up in IMH.
i shldn't ve cont'd on for dis degree. i dun mind being a master-of-none or to put nicely, jack-of-all-trades. at least i'm well versatile. & capable of do more things. i dun see hw dis degree further enhance my academic knowledge for it's makin me more stress... anw, since i'm in dis & had been my 5th sem and thr r 'jus' 3 more sem to go, i'll cont'd to persevere on. 'jus' 3 more sem aft this is jus a way to console myself.... sighed... T.T
hang on... 20 more days to temp freedom... 真是个好漫长的20天... 可一定要努力.不然就不只要熬多3个学期了... *touched wood*
d queue outside lib b4 d openin hr is not progressively increasin but rather it is exponentially increasin. ytd & d day b4 was more or less d same except tt thr were more ppl waitin outside d lib than mon. however, today's queue was really crazy. i think it might get worst s days goes by until d last few days ba... well, it's wat i expected s it had been d same previous sem but it's still to 夸张 alrdy.
tt's not d worst of d exam maddness. d worst thing was tt for d 1st time despite d fact tt i did went to d lib to study last sem oso, i saw a no of ppl runnin a race, dashin into d lib once it's opened. i understand tt they want to get a seat but d no of ppl queuein is not to d extent tt they wont get any seat at all loh. even if they could not get d seat tt they would prefer, they would still b able to get other seats ma. so is thr such a need for d rush???
d scene b4 my eyes made me dunno to laugh or to cry... they were carryin big bags (some backpack, slingbag, etc) and they looked quite 'cartoon' when they made the dash which made me feel like laughin but i ended up shakin my head. i bet d librarians would ve seen such a crazy scene too.
y did i say i wanna cry? it's cos wat i seen made me more stress over d exams & i really hate it... i dun wanna get nightmares over studies again... exams haven start & last nite i alrdy had sleepless nite. stayed up till quite late last nite cos jus cant fall asleep. & guess wat... i ended up hypothesizing experiment on hw to characterize certain type of cells durin embryonic development... hw weird. i nvr even study tt development bio module for d last 2 days & yet my mind autorun d program for d module. had to scold myself & forced myself to get to sleep though it didn't help much.
i'll nvr ever put myself in dis shoe ever again aft i graduate. i rather picked up other short courses to upgrade my skills, etc, rather than tryin to upgrade 'academically'. it had gone beyond my threshold limit alrdy & i jus ve to pray hard i dun end up in IMH by d end of my 4 yrs course. T.T
i think i shld give up tryin to stress myself over d type of degree i would get eventually. cos i realized for d past few sem till last nite, i ve been slpin & do tut in dream, wakin up in middle of d nite thinkin i'm late for exam, havin slpless nite over exams, wakin up wonderin if i need to go sch, wakin up wondering wat to study/revise next when exams alrdy ended, etc...
but of course if can, 2nd class would b d best & b a miracle if i can get. it's still an aim to work forward to. w my current grade, if can get d 3rd class alrdy gd enough le. anw, jus hope i can get through this final 2 yrs smoothly will do. so long s dun fail den gd enough le even if i jus get a degree w/o an honor. if i push myself too hard, i really think i'll end up in IMH.
i shldn't ve cont'd on for dis degree. i dun mind being a master-of-none or to put nicely, jack-of-all-trades. at least i'm well versatile. & capable of do more things. i dun see hw dis degree further enhance my academic knowledge for it's makin me more stress... anw, since i'm in dis & had been my 5th sem and thr r 'jus' 3 more sem to go, i'll cont'd to persevere on. 'jus' 3 more sem aft this is jus a way to console myself.... sighed... T.T
hang on... 20 more days to temp freedom... 真是个好漫长的20天... 可一定要努力.不然就不只要熬多3个学期了... *touched wood*
Tuesday, 17 November 2009
bad dream... i'm scare! T.T
woke up rmbr-in i got a really bad dream jus b4 i woke up. *shivered*...
almost become like this -> T.T but at least i knew it was jus a dream (although couldn't really rmbr d dream).
almost become like this -> T.T but at least i knew it was jus a dream (although couldn't really rmbr d dream).
Monday, 16 November 2009
not a smooth day yet not a really bad day...
didn't quite had a great start for today. woke up 'limpin' so in d end, i go back on my words. nvr go get bread or something to smuggle into d lib for lunch. thus, i survived on biscuit again. oops... luckily i got put biscuit in my bag as backup... or i'll b fastin le...
& guess wat... d button for d pants tt i wore to sch today got loosen & dropped... ya. i was alrdy in sch. no pants or skirt to change. i v long nvr wore tt pants le & this happened to me... sighed... d pants was alrdy much loose than d last time i wore cos i rmbr d last time, i can only tighten a bit of d stripe behind. luckily i can tighten to d end nw & it can last me d whole day in sch w/o droppin down... or i might b in 1 of d news in d next chronicle (sch newspaper) w title prob like, 'gal study till pants dropped'... =X
i oso had plan to mayb buy a small loaf of bread aft i go hm via d 'sch' bus. gettin bread for lunch in case i nvr go in d mornin again. i noe my feet still hurt but mayb got used to d pain le (habituation). so managed to walk better. tt's y tot of alightin earlier to d ntuc to get d bread but in d end, plan disrupted again cos of d weather.
so today haven been a smooth day for me but ok lah. cant say a really bad day... jus hope my feet will get better...
& guess wat... d button for d pants tt i wore to sch today got loosen & dropped... ya. i was alrdy in sch. no pants or skirt to change. i v long nvr wore tt pants le & this happened to me... sighed... d pants was alrdy much loose than d last time i wore cos i rmbr d last time, i can only tighten a bit of d stripe behind. luckily i can tighten to d end nw & it can last me d whole day in sch w/o droppin down... or i might b in 1 of d news in d next chronicle (sch newspaper) w title prob like, 'gal study till pants dropped'... =X
i oso had plan to mayb buy a small loaf of bread aft i go hm via d 'sch' bus. gettin bread for lunch in case i nvr go in d mornin again. i noe my feet still hurt but mayb got used to d pain le (habituation). so managed to walk better. tt's y tot of alightin earlier to d ntuc to get d bread but in d end, plan disrupted again cos of d weather.
so today haven been a smooth day for me but ok lah. cant say a really bad day... jus hope my feet will get better...
haunted by d effect of runnin w slippers.
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woke up haunted by d after effects of runnin w slippers... it's worst than ytd esp on my right sole. sighed... limped to d bathrm jus nw & slowin adaptin to it so nw nvr limp tt obvious le. mayb ytd trg did use d muscle thr so tt's y it hurt more nw.
v sian loh. cos i still gg sch wor... not a gd decision to stay hm cos cousins b hm. guess gotta 'limp' thr. hope it gets better s time pass den wont 'limp' back. hopefully...
woke up haunted by d after effects of runnin w slippers... it's worst than ytd esp on my right sole. sighed... limped to d bathrm jus nw & slowin adaptin to it so nw nvr limp tt obvious le. mayb ytd trg did use d muscle thr so tt's y it hurt more nw.
v sian loh. cos i still gg sch wor... not a gd decision to stay hm cos cousins b hm. guess gotta 'limp' thr. hope it gets better s time pass den wont 'limp' back. hopefully...
Sunday, 15 November 2009
not in optimal condition...
went back for my dance trg aft givin a miss cos unwell last wk. early mornin, 'mopped' aka wiped d floor. either cos of air con or cos i still not fully recover, felt 闷闷的 durin trg but was better aft d air con was adjusted so most likely cos of air con. but shld b cos i not fully recover, not much strength & stamina durin d trg oso & v hard to concentrate & learn d dance of like 20 eighths. anw, oso cos of my right hip lah. morning whole right leg felt like 酸酸的...
anw, i still suffered fr d aftermaths of d ~20 mins run in slippers fr sch to lib & back. when i wore slippers out today, my sole (bottom of my feet)were in pain. much more than i walked barefooted. luckily today didn't did much jumps or tip toe or i think i'll b of much worst state during trg but it does affect me somehow. jus hope it'll get better...
so in conculsion, today's trg didn't go tt well for me cos i not at d optimal condition to 'perform' like i used to do (esp yrs ago). 1 word to describe me during trg, 'dead'... lol...
oh ya. it's mon tml... think cousins b hm... so will go sch study... must try get some buns or bread fr coffeeshop b4 i take bus to sch. if cant, nvm, got stock-up biscuit in my bag. oso got green tea to make w d 'hot' water fr d water dispenser in d lib if it gets too cold. cant drink too much or i'll get leg cramp in middle of night again.
& i guess i might get another $5 in near future cos i signed up a psychology study on virtual reality in sch & got it. always couldn't sign up for studies like this cos it's a paid study and many poor students like me ard to sign up. lol... d study was on wed btw 9.40 to 10.10 so mayb i shall go submit my lab report on wed mornin b4 gg for my paid study. ^.^
anw, i still suffered fr d aftermaths of d ~20 mins run in slippers fr sch to lib & back. when i wore slippers out today, my sole (bottom of my feet)were in pain. much more than i walked barefooted. luckily today didn't did much jumps or tip toe or i think i'll b of much worst state during trg but it does affect me somehow. jus hope it'll get better...
so in conculsion, today's trg didn't go tt well for me cos i not at d optimal condition to 'perform' like i used to do (esp yrs ago). 1 word to describe me during trg, 'dead'... lol...
oh ya. it's mon tml... think cousins b hm... so will go sch study... must try get some buns or bread fr coffeeshop b4 i take bus to sch. if cant, nvm, got stock-up biscuit in my bag. oso got green tea to make w d 'hot' water fr d water dispenser in d lib if it gets too cold. cant drink too much or i'll get leg cramp in middle of night again.
& i guess i might get another $5 in near future cos i signed up a psychology study on virtual reality in sch & got it. always couldn't sign up for studies like this cos it's a paid study and many poor students like me ard to sign up. lol... d study was on wed btw 9.40 to 10.10 so mayb i shall go submit my lab report on wed mornin b4 gg for my paid study. ^.^
Saturday, 14 November 2009
studyin away fr hm is a gd choice...
jus a short while alrdy told me tt i make a right decision to go out of hm to study for my upcomin exam.
my cousins jus nw played till pretty noisy & mum played her CD loud s usual. & cos i need to study for my exam, oso can hear my mum grumble & shoutin at my cousins... sighed... so i'd closed my door & plug ear phone in my ears. thus, away fr hm is d best choice to study ba. jus tt gotta wake up v early & no proper lunch. anw, even if study at hm, if mum comin back late, may ve pretty late lunch oso. so next wk for term break, i cfm b gg study most likely in sch lib...
my cousins jus nw played till pretty noisy & mum played her CD loud s usual. & cos i need to study for my exam, oso can hear my mum grumble & shoutin at my cousins... sighed... so i'd closed my door & plug ear phone in my ears. thus, away fr hm is d best choice to study ba. jus tt gotta wake up v early & no proper lunch. anw, even if study at hm, if mum comin back late, may ve pretty late lunch oso. so next wk for term break, i cfm b gg study most likely in sch lib...
Friday, 13 November 2009
cold & tired in lib...
today had been a wet day. was rainin like non-stop durin d daytime esp while i was in sch lib...
didn't managed to grab a sandwich to sneak into d lib s my lunch & so i survived on a pkt of biscuit. i noe i shldn't b but jus say i simply plain lazy to go out and grab sandwich again. anw, was stuck at d final bit of my lab report den due to an annonymous protein but i found something tt might b relevant & used it in my report eventually so i shld say i'm done w my report? unless thr is error tt needs to b edited. i actually gave myself till end of d wk to complete d report but i'm glad i got it over & done w... thus, i'm ahead of my study plan for d upcomin exams... hope i will cont'd to proceed on at such steady pace...
well, next wk, b4 i go sch, i guess i'll either grab some buns fr d coffeeshop or i would ve to survive on biscuit again. & tt'll most likely b d case for d next few wks.
anw, today, due to d wet weather & prob enhance by d lack of proper lunch, it was cold in d lib & i'd to admit it was tiring to wake up early & try to chiong all d way, sittin in a small 'cubicle'. cant really stretch myself. hope next few wks wont b tt cold ba... mayb shall bring d pkt chrysanthamum tea or green tea to mix w hot water to drink den wont feel tt cold ba... dun take milk so no coffee, milo, or horlick for me.
didn't managed to grab a sandwich to sneak into d lib s my lunch & so i survived on a pkt of biscuit. i noe i shldn't b but jus say i simply plain lazy to go out and grab sandwich again. anw, was stuck at d final bit of my lab report den due to an annonymous protein but i found something tt might b relevant & used it in my report eventually so i shld say i'm done w my report? unless thr is error tt needs to b edited. i actually gave myself till end of d wk to complete d report but i'm glad i got it over & done w... thus, i'm ahead of my study plan for d upcomin exams... hope i will cont'd to proceed on at such steady pace...
well, next wk, b4 i go sch, i guess i'll either grab some buns fr d coffeeshop or i would ve to survive on biscuit again. & tt'll most likely b d case for d next few wks.
anw, today, due to d wet weather & prob enhance by d lack of proper lunch, it was cold in d lib & i'd to admit it was tiring to wake up early & try to chiong all d way, sittin in a small 'cubicle'. cant really stretch myself. hope next few wks wont b tt cold ba... mayb shall bring d pkt chrysanthamum tea or green tea to mix w hot water to drink den wont feel tt cold ba... dun take milk so no coffee, milo, or horlick for me.
2 job opportunities for dis dec break... wow...
ytd was finally d 'official last day' w lessons for dis sem but today, i still wake up at ard 5.45 to ve breakfast w parents & come sch s usual.
decided to come & cleared up my final pcs of lab report so i can embark on studyin/revision asap though dis sem though i got d 'luxury' of a study wk unlike d past 2 yrs.
wanted to grab a sandwich & sneak into d lib for lunch but thr was none. shld ve buy 1 or 2 buns at d coffeeshop opp my bus pick-up pt jus nw. nvm la. at least got a pkt of biscuit in my bag though i shld not b eatin tt cos haven quite recover.
well, jus nw, chat w my finance manager, FN, again & she asked if i wanna work in dec. told her mayb 2 - 3 days a wk only & she was ok w it. wow... & when she knew d rate i got fr helpin d maintenance side, she even said she will give me tt too though it was higher than her initial plan and asked me to let her know d dates i'll b available. i'm so fortunate... hee...
however, i jus opened my email & found tt d other person, A, whom i help for d maintenance side oso asked if i would b free to help out durin d dec break and said tt timin is flexible... oops... dilemma...
A said he dun mind hirin me dis holi durin my last few days at work last time but nvr cfm till nw & i nvr ask cos at 1st no intention of workin. & FN cfm w me earlier than him. so i guess no choice but to reject him ba. mayb tell him next long break i can help & will help if he is ok ba. or worst still, i help both but lesser days for ea but think b hard. cos i think i max will only work 10 days (includin 2 half-days) in dec ba. shall see hw it goes...
oso dunno if FN is alright w d dates i'm available. i alrdy max out dates i dun mind workin le & even started d day immediately aft my final paper. if not, mayb i check w A? but i alrdy replied him le. shld ve waited till FN cfm d dates w me... 'shi che'... sighed... nvm la. at most no work loh.... dis work will give me bit of extra $$... let fate decide ba... ;p
decided to come & cleared up my final pcs of lab report so i can embark on studyin/revision asap though dis sem though i got d 'luxury' of a study wk unlike d past 2 yrs.
wanted to grab a sandwich & sneak into d lib for lunch but thr was none. shld ve buy 1 or 2 buns at d coffeeshop opp my bus pick-up pt jus nw. nvm la. at least got a pkt of biscuit in my bag though i shld not b eatin tt cos haven quite recover.
well, jus nw, chat w my finance manager, FN, again & she asked if i wanna work in dec. told her mayb 2 - 3 days a wk only & she was ok w it. wow... & when she knew d rate i got fr helpin d maintenance side, she even said she will give me tt too though it was higher than her initial plan and asked me to let her know d dates i'll b available. i'm so fortunate... hee...
however, i jus opened my email & found tt d other person, A, whom i help for d maintenance side oso asked if i would b free to help out durin d dec break and said tt timin is flexible... oops... dilemma...
A said he dun mind hirin me dis holi durin my last few days at work last time but nvr cfm till nw & i nvr ask cos at 1st no intention of workin. & FN cfm w me earlier than him. so i guess no choice but to reject him ba. mayb tell him next long break i can help & will help if he is ok ba. or worst still, i help both but lesser days for ea but think b hard. cos i think i max will only work 10 days (includin 2 half-days) in dec ba. shall see hw it goes...
oso dunno if FN is alright w d dates i'm available. i alrdy max out dates i dun mind workin le & even started d day immediately aft my final paper. if not, mayb i check w A? but i alrdy replied him le. shld ve waited till FN cfm d dates w me... 'shi che'... sighed... nvm la. at most no work loh.... dis work will give me bit of extra $$... let fate decide ba... ;p
Thursday, 12 November 2009
sotong me almost lose my thumbdrive containin precious info again...
today, almost lose my thumbdrive again. aft mornin lect, went to lib & i spent ard 2 hrs doing part of my lab report (completed 1 of 4 main pages) & guess wat. s i was rushin off, i forgot bout my thumbdrive & only realized hrs ltr when i was alrdy in d last lect of d day.
i dashed off immediately & ran all d way fr my sch to d lib cos i dun wanna lose my report & other impt docs & luckily i managed to get it back. i ran thr & half ran back within less than 20 min. long time nvr run le wor. & somemore, i ran w slippers. so in d end, pain lah... & was sweatin when i got in d LT. but d pain was gone nw but leg a bit jelly jelly lah... & s i haven recover fully, cough once a while aft i got back but luckily was ok soon aft...
ytd, i jus tot of mayb go for mornin jog durin my holi (tt's if i not workin)to try to strengthen my stamina & hope tt it can help strengthen my right hip ligament. i'd been tryin not to agitate it but at times, it will still come & haunt me somehow. anw, d chinese physician i went to mths ago said tt it's ok to jog. jus tt i got no chance for me go jog & i cant jog at night lah. so if i not workin, mayb can go jog. well, it's jus a thoughts & didn't noe jus aft tt thoughts, i'd to run alrdy (to d lib).
ran cos d prof alrdy reached & class b startin oso lah. so jus wanna get back my thumbdrive & get back to class asap. but d distance like not tt near, not tt far & w stairs up & down & was a wet day.
i alrdy lose this thumbdrive 3 times le. & i believed all happened dis yr. so blur of me loh... sighed... luckily all managed to find back.
i dashed off immediately & ran all d way fr my sch to d lib cos i dun wanna lose my report & other impt docs & luckily i managed to get it back. i ran thr & half ran back within less than 20 min. long time nvr run le wor. & somemore, i ran w slippers. so in d end, pain lah... & was sweatin when i got in d LT. but d pain was gone nw but leg a bit jelly jelly lah... & s i haven recover fully, cough once a while aft i got back but luckily was ok soon aft...
ytd, i jus tot of mayb go for mornin jog durin my holi (tt's if i not workin)to try to strengthen my stamina & hope tt it can help strengthen my right hip ligament. i'd been tryin not to agitate it but at times, it will still come & haunt me somehow. anw, d chinese physician i went to mths ago said tt it's ok to jog. jus tt i got no chance for me go jog & i cant jog at night lah. so if i not workin, mayb can go jog. well, it's jus a thoughts & didn't noe jus aft tt thoughts, i'd to run alrdy (to d lib).
ran cos d prof alrdy reached & class b startin oso lah. so jus wanna get back my thumbdrive & get back to class asap. but d distance like not tt near, not tt far & w stairs up & down & was a wet day.
i alrdy lose this thumbdrive 3 times le. & i believed all happened dis yr. so blur of me loh... sighed... luckily all managed to find back.
Wednesday, 11 November 2009
did i 'ke po' myself???
had a great start early in mornin w a great news but tt doesn't help keepin me awake. k/o for a couple of times throughout the whole day.
anw, today while chattin w friends durin lunch, tok bout d sweets and biscuit tt i got fr a friend for my bday. told them tt i still ve a packet of biscuit tt might b my lunch & tt packet might last me a wk. they said i 'ke po' myself. & it reminded me of wat a few prof advice us to do.
i rmbr tt thr was a few prof who told us to have enough slp, 1 of d prof oso asked us to study hard & yet not forget to 'play' & relax too and have nutritious food... well... all doesn't apply to me last sem except for study cos i only study & study. & i oso survived on biscuit or bread or sandwich s my lunch durin my last sem & i do have d intention to do d same for this sem... cant eat proper meals in lib ma. 'tou chi' sandwich in lib alrdy v 'kua zhang' leh. & v sian to find seat & eat alone at canteen. i usually eat alone at hm or in office (last time) or i'll skip my meal in d past. at least nw will eat biscuit loh so i not 'ke po' on myself le right??? lol... mayb i jus givin myself excuses...
but i really cant stay home lah. i'll deviate away fr my notes one. i'll walk ard (bo si tiam), fall asleep on my bed, etc etc & cousins might b hm...
anw, today while chattin w friends durin lunch, tok bout d sweets and biscuit tt i got fr a friend for my bday. told them tt i still ve a packet of biscuit tt might b my lunch & tt packet might last me a wk. they said i 'ke po' myself. & it reminded me of wat a few prof advice us to do.
i rmbr tt thr was a few prof who told us to have enough slp, 1 of d prof oso asked us to study hard & yet not forget to 'play' & relax too and have nutritious food... well... all doesn't apply to me last sem except for study cos i only study & study. & i oso survived on biscuit or bread or sandwich s my lunch durin my last sem & i do have d intention to do d same for this sem... cant eat proper meals in lib ma. 'tou chi' sandwich in lib alrdy v 'kua zhang' leh. & v sian to find seat & eat alone at canteen. i usually eat alone at hm or in office (last time) or i'll skip my meal in d past. at least nw will eat biscuit loh so i not 'ke po' on myself le right??? lol... mayb i jus givin myself excuses...
but i really cant stay home lah. i'll deviate away fr my notes one. i'll walk ard (bo si tiam), fall asleep on my bed, etc etc & cousins might b hm...
yeah!!! might ve some income soon!!! if no 'accident'
Woo~hooo~ lol... i not crazy... jus feel happy!!! hee...
thr was no class in d mornin, & only got lesson fr 12.30 but decided to go to sch earlier to study & i'm glad i did. cos mayb gonna ve a temp job when sch starts. i not crazy. noe it may b tough but jus gonna do durin my break time & max only can 10hrs per wk to help out w d paperwork for purchasin side durin sch term & i dun think i'll max it out ba.
jus nw, aft alightin fr my 'sch' bus, my sch finance manager waited for me cos she was way in front s i was d last to alight. she asked when was my holi & if i had anything on durin those days. though i did tot of not workin durin this holi, i jus told her tt i'll b away to malacca btw 17 - 19 dec to keep my options open.
aft chattin, found tt she was lookin for temp staff to help out mainly durin jan when d sch starts & i agreed immediately (verbally lah). & when she asked bout d dec holi period, told her tt i could but may not b full 5 days week cos she said tt may not need help durin d dec holi. if she need, mayb she can look for me. hee...
s i did purchasin for d undergrads practical b4 & had experiences in d purchasin sys & GeBIZ (though long ago), she said tt mayb she shld jus hire me to help her when i graduated but she said it would b a waste cos i would ve a bio degree. well, i was keepin my future career path open. jus tt i hope not to get those w shift work or research. had enough of research & found tt i dun like when i did my FYP in poly. i was lucky to ve a nice supervisor then but d other ppl like 'workaholic'. workin hrs based on experiment. go back durin public holi, stayed back till late nite... i jus wan a stable 9 - 5 job w stable income. furthermore, it might not b easy to find back a bio / lab based job w my current grades unless they looked at basic lab skills so had to open up my career options.
so nw, b keepin my fingers-crossed for d temp job in dec 09 & jan 10 & a secure job aft i graduate... ^.^
thr was no class in d mornin, & only got lesson fr 12.30 but decided to go to sch earlier to study & i'm glad i did. cos mayb gonna ve a temp job when sch starts. i not crazy. noe it may b tough but jus gonna do durin my break time & max only can 10hrs per wk to help out w d paperwork for purchasin side durin sch term & i dun think i'll max it out ba.
jus nw, aft alightin fr my 'sch' bus, my sch finance manager waited for me cos she was way in front s i was d last to alight. she asked when was my holi & if i had anything on durin those days. though i did tot of not workin durin this holi, i jus told her tt i'll b away to malacca btw 17 - 19 dec to keep my options open.
aft chattin, found tt she was lookin for temp staff to help out mainly durin jan when d sch starts & i agreed immediately (verbally lah). & when she asked bout d dec holi period, told her tt i could but may not b full 5 days week cos she said tt may not need help durin d dec holi. if she need, mayb she can look for me. hee...
s i did purchasin for d undergrads practical b4 & had experiences in d purchasin sys & GeBIZ (though long ago), she said tt mayb she shld jus hire me to help her when i graduated but she said it would b a waste cos i would ve a bio degree. well, i was keepin my future career path open. jus tt i hope not to get those w shift work or research. had enough of research & found tt i dun like when i did my FYP in poly. i was lucky to ve a nice supervisor then but d other ppl like 'workaholic'. workin hrs based on experiment. go back durin public holi, stayed back till late nite... i jus wan a stable 9 - 5 job w stable income. furthermore, it might not b easy to find back a bio / lab based job w my current grades unless they looked at basic lab skills so had to open up my career options.
so nw, b keepin my fingers-crossed for d temp job in dec 09 & jan 10 & a secure job aft i graduate... ^.^
Tuesday, 10 November 2009
mum nvr think b4 she said anything... might gave cousin a false hope nw...
mum must b super sian w me... but had no choice but to tell her d facts...
jus nw over breakfast, she told my dad & i tt my cousin (currently p4) is interested in taggin along if we'll b gg hk next yr. i dun mind her taggin along. she v guai one. listen to us oso. but...
told my mum to consider again. cos i not so sure if my aunt would pay or not s it wont b cheap. & somemore, my grandma might most likely tag along oso. i believed my parents would not let my grandma pay or dun let her pay so much. & nw cousin wanna go somemore...so i reminded my mum tt it wont b cheap like tour to malaysia.
well, not only tt lah, thr will oso b other misc cost too... like meals, buy things, i'm sure my cousin would be interested in 1 thing or another. cant possibly b gg thr jus see only & she so young, whr got d $$ to pay. so i believed my mum would pay?
& wat bout those other stuffs like tix to places of interest? my mum said my cousin would b interested in disneyland & my mum said go hk dun go thr oso weird. so see lah... my mum nvr think b4 she said anything & if we nvr bring my cousin along, my mum b givin her false hope nw. *shake head*
jus nw over breakfast, she told my dad & i tt my cousin (currently p4) is interested in taggin along if we'll b gg hk next yr. i dun mind her taggin along. she v guai one. listen to us oso. but...
told my mum to consider again. cos i not so sure if my aunt would pay or not s it wont b cheap. & somemore, my grandma might most likely tag along oso. i believed my parents would not let my grandma pay or dun let her pay so much. & nw cousin wanna go somemore...so i reminded my mum tt it wont b cheap like tour to malaysia.
well, not only tt lah, thr will oso b other misc cost too... like meals, buy things, i'm sure my cousin would be interested in 1 thing or another. cant possibly b gg thr jus see only & she so young, whr got d $$ to pay. so i believed my mum would pay?
& wat bout those other stuffs like tix to places of interest? my mum said my cousin would b interested in disneyland & my mum said go hk dun go thr oso weird. so see lah... my mum nvr think b4 she said anything & if we nvr bring my cousin along, my mum b givin her false hope nw. *shake head*
Monday, 9 November 2009
throat not quite clear & nose started blockin...
ahhhh.... aft a mornin of feelin better w no k/o feelin, i think nw i got bit of nose block... cos of air con in sch??? or mayb i allergy to sch... always like tt when i wanna push myself further... :(
& somemore, i did believed my throat better cos whole day dun ve d tingly feelin tt would make me cough uncontrol-ably... yet, it did happened again jus nw. mayb drank too little water again ba...
anw, took another flu med. didn't wanna take d one prescribe by doc though tt one might b better for flu & even itch (throat itch). i really cannot take tt cos still got lesson tml wor. cant feel k/o again lah. & it's oso a tough decision if i wanna take cough syrup. i noe i cant let my cough start cos once started, d engine nvr wanna stop. but d med oso will cos me to k/o extremely long... T.T shall see hw ltr when i gonna slp. if really not tt right, better curb it & feel drowsy then let d 'engine' start ba...
& somemore, i did believed my throat better cos whole day dun ve d tingly feelin tt would make me cough uncontrol-ably... yet, it did happened again jus nw. mayb drank too little water again ba...
anw, took another flu med. didn't wanna take d one prescribe by doc though tt one might b better for flu & even itch (throat itch). i really cannot take tt cos still got lesson tml wor. cant feel k/o again lah. & it's oso a tough decision if i wanna take cough syrup. i noe i cant let my cough start cos once started, d engine nvr wanna stop. but d med oso will cos me to k/o extremely long... T.T shall see hw ltr when i gonna slp. if really not tt right, better curb it & feel drowsy then let d 'engine' start ba...
slp & ponder bout report again...
mum 学乖了吗??? this mornin, both my mum & my noodle came w little sauce. i tot she would grumble again but she never wor & finished up her noodle. mayb wat i said last time to add some soup into her noodle does work. well, nvm lah. tt's a v gd sign... lol... ^.^
anw, ytd was feelin v k/o d whole day & i assume it's d effect of d med tt cos drowisness & nvr took it again last nite. guess wat. i felt much better today... better to d extent tt i wanna nap a while in d bus to sch but in d end, i cant & i sort of figured out wat future experiment i can type for my lab report. ya. figure out when i was tryin to slp. think my brain malfunctionin. when i wan it to work, it refused to work. when i wan it to rest, it went on to work. siao... & was pretty wide awake for d whole journey to sch & i sort of completed my report. now left the final summary part. few more % & i'll b done w it. yeah!!!
i tot i would b tired cos last night, i went to bed at 10+ and woke up feelin awake at ard 1 and i forced myself to sleep again aft tt. w d intermediate slp, by right shld feel more tired but was ok today. gd for me. haha...
anw, ytd was feelin v k/o d whole day & i assume it's d effect of d med tt cos drowisness & nvr took it again last nite. guess wat. i felt much better today... better to d extent tt i wanna nap a while in d bus to sch but in d end, i cant & i sort of figured out wat future experiment i can type for my lab report. ya. figure out when i was tryin to slp. think my brain malfunctionin. when i wan it to work, it refused to work. when i wan it to rest, it went on to work. siao... & was pretty wide awake for d whole journey to sch & i sort of completed my report. now left the final summary part. few more % & i'll b done w it. yeah!!!
i tot i would b tired cos last night, i went to bed at 10+ and woke up feelin awake at ard 1 and i forced myself to sleep again aft tt. w d intermediate slp, by right shld feel more tired but was ok today. gd for me. haha...
Sunday, 8 November 2009
hot weather... feelin so k/o
it'd been a stayed hm weekend. though i dun usually go out but this time, i nvr went for dance trg.
well, ytd when i got 1 of d med, i knew this would happen if i took it. doc said take once at night only but i can still feel d k/o effect for d whole of today even till nw. like no energy loh... i did nap though dad's hm but cos i really cannot tahan lah. but didn't nap for long. shall not take it tonight le cos tml got class. dun wanna get so k/o in class.
& d weather sucks... when i cant on d air con, d weather is so hot... feel so hot & sticky. wonder hw to really sleep well tonight... & i dunno if it's cos of d weather or d k/o effect tt i feel my head heavy & at times like gonna headache. shall go bed earlier today ba.
my throat did feel better than ytd and not tt dry but mornin got bit loss of voice. & like wat d doc said. once a while i did cough when my throat get d tingly feelin. sighed...
well, ytd when i got 1 of d med, i knew this would happen if i took it. doc said take once at night only but i can still feel d k/o effect for d whole of today even till nw. like no energy loh... i did nap though dad's hm but cos i really cannot tahan lah. but didn't nap for long. shall not take it tonight le cos tml got class. dun wanna get so k/o in class.
& d weather sucks... when i cant on d air con, d weather is so hot... feel so hot & sticky. wonder hw to really sleep well tonight... & i dunno if it's cos of d weather or d k/o effect tt i feel my head heavy & at times like gonna headache. shall go bed earlier today ba.
my throat did feel better than ytd and not tt dry but mornin got bit loss of voice. & like wat d doc said. once a while i did cough when my throat get d tingly feelin. sighed...
Saturday, 7 November 2009
enough of lab report...
though doc told me not to clear my throat, it seemed harder than said loh. drink water oso not much help & i'm bloated w water.
other than bloated w water, d weather is v gd for sleep... yet, i was tryin to complete my lab report. it's sort of almost done. mayb 90% le? jus need to think bout future recommendation for experiment and summary d whole thing in a 200 words abstract.
d future recommendation will b a headache. cos i dunno hw to design experiment & not in d right state of mind to think. this time, i actually hope my sub-conscious mind can tell me wat to do even in my dream. i may jus leave my intro s it is, unless i could find more info. at least i nvr exceed d word limit lah. tt's more impt. haha...
shall take a break for nw... & guess wat, my mum 'sponsored' my medical fee. lol... it doesn't hurt when swallowin but still not v d right... & dunno if really like wat d doc said, i did cough a bit jus nw but was ok aft i drink warm water. i think i drink much more water than usual loh. told my friends, i could be a camel. cos i can go w/o water one. i noe it's not gd. but unless i thirsty, or i at sch lib studyin, or w dear cos he'll pour water for me to drink. mayb tt's wat cos my dry throat ba. mayb i shld say 'serve me right'... :X
other than bloated w water, d weather is v gd for sleep... yet, i was tryin to complete my lab report. it's sort of almost done. mayb 90% le? jus need to think bout future recommendation for experiment and summary d whole thing in a 200 words abstract.
d future recommendation will b a headache. cos i dunno hw to design experiment & not in d right state of mind to think. this time, i actually hope my sub-conscious mind can tell me wat to do even in my dream. i may jus leave my intro s it is, unless i could find more info. at least i nvr exceed d word limit lah. tt's more impt. haha...
shall take a break for nw... & guess wat, my mum 'sponsored' my medical fee. lol... it doesn't hurt when swallowin but still not v d right... & dunno if really like wat d doc said, i did cough a bit jus nw but was ok aft i drink warm water. i think i drink much more water than usual loh. told my friends, i could be a camel. cos i can go w/o water one. i noe it's not gd. but unless i thirsty, or i at sch lib studyin, or w dear cos he'll pour water for me to drink. mayb tt's wat cos my dry throat ba. mayb i shld say 'serve me right'... :X
seen doc, got med which i arldy took but got new advices...
eventually decided to pay d doc a visit but... i got back d med i self-medicate... so i'm payin to see d doc's face... lol. if i noe, i would not ve gone cos i alrdy got d medicines... tt's y i'm always reluctant to see doc for such pro but cos exam is near, so i decided to go.
well, this time, got new explanation & advice so guess i'm payin for tt advice lah. thus, not tt bad. he told me my throat is dry & prob due to breathin thru mouth esp when slpin at night when nose got block, etc. asked me not to slp in air con rm esp these 2 days (anw, wont lah, weather not hot le lah), asked me not to tok these 2 days (so i gotta b a mute), asked me not to breathe thru mouth, etc.
he oso asked me not to clear my throat (cos i did when i was tokin to him). he said tt was not gd for throat. it can get worst & even hurt vocal cord. v serious sia... he said i may even got phlegm & thus, cough but no matter wat, jus dun 'er-hamm' (clear throat), & jus drink a sip of warm water & tt'll help.
he oso asked me stay indoor for these 2 days. hw can? i still got trg tml mornin. but i oso noe d rm is air-conditioned which i shld avoid... but i'd skipped quite a no of times le & will skip mayb 2-3 more for exams & mayb 1 more aft my trip. i oso noe due to d a(h1n1), thr were safety measure & notice for ppl gg for mtg, etc to be considerate & avoid if they had sorethroat or flu-like symptoms. so meanin to say i gotta skip??? sighed... i dunno lah. mayb tml mornin see hw. if still got sorethroat den i skip ba.
anw, beginnin of this yr, was hopin i dun get ill tt easily & see doc. 1st half of d yr, only seen doc for sorethroat once durin my exam period. but this sem, seen twice le. both oso sorethroat but previous time oso got runnin nose. i oso self-medicate once or twice for runnin nose & sorethroat & recovered. d worst thing was i nose-bleed twice this sem le. this sem seemed much much better than previous 2 sem loh though no of modules r more or less same. 2 sem ago was really really bad cos of assignment loh but this sem, doesn't seemed tt right for me too... sorethroat, runnin nose, nose bleed & right hip sort of gave me bit of pro. jus hope dis sem can b over soon. hw i wish i can skip a mth. a mth fr nw will be gd. though i would ve 1 more paper to take.
well, i must get back to pink health asap & chiong for 1 more mth. i'm so so lookin forward to d wk aft 1st wk of dec. cos aft tt, will b 1 more paper & holi le... hahaha... yeah... & nw, got ~70+% dun feel like workin le... due to trip, & i promised my cousins to bring them watch 3D movies if thr is, & got other things i wanna do too... workin is jus for $$, & not stayin hm in case i started steppin on tails but i dun think i would get to sleep tt much even if i not workin ba. nvm, shall cont'd think bout pros & cons bout workin durin this holi. haha...
well, this time, got new explanation & advice so guess i'm payin for tt advice lah. thus, not tt bad. he told me my throat is dry & prob due to breathin thru mouth esp when slpin at night when nose got block, etc. asked me not to slp in air con rm esp these 2 days (anw, wont lah, weather not hot le lah), asked me not to tok these 2 days (so i gotta b a mute), asked me not to breathe thru mouth, etc.
he oso asked me not to clear my throat (cos i did when i was tokin to him). he said tt was not gd for throat. it can get worst & even hurt vocal cord. v serious sia... he said i may even got phlegm & thus, cough but no matter wat, jus dun 'er-hamm' (clear throat), & jus drink a sip of warm water & tt'll help.
he oso asked me stay indoor for these 2 days. hw can? i still got trg tml mornin. but i oso noe d rm is air-conditioned which i shld avoid... but i'd skipped quite a no of times le & will skip mayb 2-3 more for exams & mayb 1 more aft my trip. i oso noe due to d a(h1n1), thr were safety measure & notice for ppl gg for mtg, etc to be considerate & avoid if they had sorethroat or flu-like symptoms. so meanin to say i gotta skip??? sighed... i dunno lah. mayb tml mornin see hw. if still got sorethroat den i skip ba.
anw, beginnin of this yr, was hopin i dun get ill tt easily & see doc. 1st half of d yr, only seen doc for sorethroat once durin my exam period. but this sem, seen twice le. both oso sorethroat but previous time oso got runnin nose. i oso self-medicate once or twice for runnin nose & sorethroat & recovered. d worst thing was i nose-bleed twice this sem le. this sem seemed much much better than previous 2 sem loh though no of modules r more or less same. 2 sem ago was really really bad cos of assignment loh but this sem, doesn't seemed tt right for me too... sorethroat, runnin nose, nose bleed & right hip sort of gave me bit of pro. jus hope dis sem can b over soon. hw i wish i can skip a mth. a mth fr nw will be gd. though i would ve 1 more paper to take.
well, i must get back to pink health asap & chiong for 1 more mth. i'm so so lookin forward to d wk aft 1st wk of dec. cos aft tt, will b 1 more paper & holi le... hahaha... yeah... & nw, got ~70+% dun feel like workin le... due to trip, & i promised my cousins to bring them watch 3D movies if thr is, & got other things i wanna do too... workin is jus for $$, & not stayin hm in case i started steppin on tails but i dun think i would get to sleep tt much even if i not workin ba. nvm, shall cont'd think bout pros & cons bout workin durin this holi. haha...
Friday, 6 November 2009
sorethroat again...
v v d sianz... tink i might kanna sorethroat again... previous time manage to ctrl. hope this time oso. nw exams comin, not d right time to fall ill lah. need to focus leh...
actually tt day when my friend said she got sorethroat, i started to feel bit not right in my throat aft a meal of lemon grass chicken rice (curry chicken rice). managed to suppress then & ytd, dunno for wat reason, sneezed a couple of times in sch.
today, i can feel my throat givin way & due to tt day, i still had med for throat in my bag & i even bought herbal tea which all doesn't seemed to help. it jus seemed to get worse progressively tt i even dun feel like eatin my dinner jus nw. took d anti-inflammatory lozenge a while ago. hope it will do d trick to remove d trouble-makers... rmbr last sem, exam period i oso kanna sorethroat... sighed...
anw, i think another sch friend oso got sorethroat accordin to her msn nick. so mayb it's jus a 'SBS pre-exam illness'... ;p
actually tt day when my friend said she got sorethroat, i started to feel bit not right in my throat aft a meal of lemon grass chicken rice (curry chicken rice). managed to suppress then & ytd, dunno for wat reason, sneezed a couple of times in sch.
today, i can feel my throat givin way & due to tt day, i still had med for throat in my bag & i even bought herbal tea which all doesn't seemed to help. it jus seemed to get worse progressively tt i even dun feel like eatin my dinner jus nw. took d anti-inflammatory lozenge a while ago. hope it will do d trick to remove d trouble-makers... rmbr last sem, exam period i oso kanna sorethroat... sighed...
anw, i think another sch friend oso got sorethroat accordin to her msn nick. so mayb it's jus a 'SBS pre-exam illness'... ;p
no lesson but got test...
it's friday!!! Haha!!! well, by right thr is no lesson today. last wk was d last of fri lect but due to a test, had to go back. went by d staff bus, better known s sch bus for me. went lib to mug... last min study for my test.
durin d test, my stomach started to growl. at 1st tot of skippin lunch but i had biscuit in my bag. but stomach made too much noise le. den i oso heard my friends stomach growlin. lol. i can even hear ppl's hp ringin, vibratin, etc. i siao right. during test, heard all this nonsense. not tt i want but we all sit side by side & was v quiet in d LT. haha...
anw, went for lunch w my friend before going off. decided to try and complete my lab report. & 2 of my friends said they gg back to 'play'. ya. so i'm d hardworkin one. lol. not really lah. jus wanna get over & done w den can chuck it to d back of my mind & mayb start revision slow & steady. easier said than done, i noe. but i shall push myself to follow wat i say ba. hee... k lah. since i said tt, i shall stop here & get back to my report. haha...
durin d test, my stomach started to growl. at 1st tot of skippin lunch but i had biscuit in my bag. but stomach made too much noise le. den i oso heard my friends stomach growlin. lol. i can even hear ppl's hp ringin, vibratin, etc. i siao right. during test, heard all this nonsense. not tt i want but we all sit side by side & was v quiet in d LT. haha...
anw, went for lunch w my friend before going off. decided to try and complete my lab report. & 2 of my friends said they gg back to 'play'. ya. so i'm d hardworkin one. lol. not really lah. jus wanna get over & done w den can chuck it to d back of my mind & mayb start revision slow & steady. easier said than done, i noe. but i shall push myself to follow wat i say ba. hee... k lah. since i said tt, i shall stop here & get back to my report. haha...
Tuesday, 3 November 2009
things to do aft exams...
hip seemed to get better by s time passed... wont 'agitate' it further. i dun wanna go limpin like few yrs back... v scary...
anw, my minor muscle aches seemed to be gone & my bruises not tt pain alrdy though it'll still hurt when i accidentally 'bump lightly' into any of the newer bruises... hee...
oh ya... exams comin & tt's a dread but thr is something to look forward to in dec. gg malacca in mid of dec. jus hope mum ok w d food & d drinkin water thr or it'll b such a spoiler... i noe she may not b able to walk for long if she really dun wan but tt's ok. at most find some place for her to rest loh since most of d time is free & easy.
i was quite interested to go malacca esp when i knew bout d peranakan heritage cos i'm sort of a nonya (jus a 1/4 only) & i noe nothing bout d history. haha... last time friends got suggest to go there but in the end never. dis time, d trip is cfm & i believed s long s mum ok, den everything will b fine... m really lookin forward to d trip... ^.^
& still wonderin if i shld work aft exam. exam end on 8/12. if work, will work 2-3 days, den weekend, work 1-3 days, den go malacca, work another 0.5-3.5 days, xmas holi, work 3.5 days, new year day & dun wish to cont'd aft new year day cos a wk aft tt sch will start. so at most work only for 7-13 days only cos d public holi fall on fri & d eve will be half day. if i work, d $$ might last me a sem? if i max out d workin days, salary mayb can last me 2 sem? but everywk like work average 3 days or less oso like v funny. oso to earn $$ or rest & enjoy? shall think bout it for another wk...
anw, my minor muscle aches seemed to be gone & my bruises not tt pain alrdy though it'll still hurt when i accidentally 'bump lightly' into any of the newer bruises... hee...
oh ya... exams comin & tt's a dread but thr is something to look forward to in dec. gg malacca in mid of dec. jus hope mum ok w d food & d drinkin water thr or it'll b such a spoiler... i noe she may not b able to walk for long if she really dun wan but tt's ok. at most find some place for her to rest loh since most of d time is free & easy.
i was quite interested to go malacca esp when i knew bout d peranakan heritage cos i'm sort of a nonya (jus a 1/4 only) & i noe nothing bout d history. haha... last time friends got suggest to go there but in the end never. dis time, d trip is cfm & i believed s long s mum ok, den everything will b fine... m really lookin forward to d trip... ^.^
& still wonderin if i shld work aft exam. exam end on 8/12. if work, will work 2-3 days, den weekend, work 1-3 days, den go malacca, work another 0.5-3.5 days, xmas holi, work 3.5 days, new year day & dun wish to cont'd aft new year day cos a wk aft tt sch will start. so at most work only for 7-13 days only cos d public holi fall on fri & d eve will be half day. if i work, d $$ might last me a sem? if i max out d workin days, salary mayb can last me 2 sem? but everywk like work average 3 days or less oso like v funny. oso to earn $$ or rest & enjoy? shall think bout it for another wk...
problematic right hip ligament injuries...
right hip got better but turn to d opp direction again... aft d mornin rush fr lib for lect, d whole thigh down become pretty 'suan'. sighed... jus hope it wont get any worst... kipin fingers crossed...
i hate old injuries... will always come back & haunt me somehow no matter hw minimal i restrict my 'exercise'. more vigorious exercise, can b worst... but i cant possibly dun work out at all wat...
i hate old injuries... will always come back & haunt me somehow no matter hw minimal i restrict my 'exercise'. more vigorious exercise, can b worst... but i cant possibly dun work out at all wat...
Monday, 2 November 2009
post-training effect
d post-training effect came aft d rollin on floor, crunches, jumps, etc. jus tt this time, is more tolerate-able... haha... but i dunno if i got bruise behind my shoulder-blade cos when i lean on my back, can feel it hurt.
so d post-training effects i got is bruise & muscle aches (on my back, stomach, calf). at least not like last time but prob cos ytd training was shorter for some reasons. nvm, shall cont'd train... but cant over-do esp for my right hip ligament prob which can nvr seemed to recover fully... sighed...
so d post-training effects i got is bruise & muscle aches (on my back, stomach, calf). at least not like last time but prob cos ytd training was shorter for some reasons. nvm, shall cont'd train... but cant over-do esp for my right hip ligament prob which can nvr seemed to recover fully... sighed...
Sunday, 1 November 2009
really accident prone recently...
really been accident prone lately...
tt time, burnt my fingers in lab & while cookin den bump my elbow into d wall while exitin d bathrm, den, i got no impression on how i got 3 bruises on my legs on places unexpected. & somemore, today, i den realized actually my elbow oso got another bruise but not on d place whr i bump into tt day.
anw, today during trainin, i believed i kanna at least another 3 more bruise. at least 2 at my hip. both side & 1 on my elbow due to rolling fr 1 end of d rm to d other on d hard floor. since d change of training location, fr a carpeted floor to a wooden floor, i only went for 2 official training including today. last time, i oso kanna bruise fr d kneeling down, etc during warm up etc.
i oso kanna another bruise today on my elbow. tt's hw i realized i actually got a bruise near my new bruise today but cos of colour diff, i noe it was not cos by today. this bruise oso cos by d rolling. i accidentally bump it on d floor. & d position is super not gd. cos easily brushed over it & so, 'OUCH!!!' ya. pain loh. hope it wont b tt painful...
tt time, burnt my fingers in lab & while cookin den bump my elbow into d wall while exitin d bathrm, den, i got no impression on how i got 3 bruises on my legs on places unexpected. & somemore, today, i den realized actually my elbow oso got another bruise but not on d place whr i bump into tt day.
anw, today during trainin, i believed i kanna at least another 3 more bruise. at least 2 at my hip. both side & 1 on my elbow due to rolling fr 1 end of d rm to d other on d hard floor. since d change of training location, fr a carpeted floor to a wooden floor, i only went for 2 official training including today. last time, i oso kanna bruise fr d kneeling down, etc during warm up etc.
i oso kanna another bruise today on my elbow. tt's hw i realized i actually got a bruise near my new bruise today but cos of colour diff, i noe it was not cos by today. this bruise oso cos by d rolling. i accidentally bump it on d floor. & d position is super not gd. cos easily brushed over it & so, 'OUCH!!!' ya. pain loh. hope it wont b tt painful...
ponderin over study plan
time past v fast. left 2 more weeks of sch term. this time, this sem, got a wk of study break before the exams starts. d most xiong wk is d wk aft d start of my 1st paper. cos tt 2nd wk, got 4 modules to take. however, think cant study for 1 of d modules. jus need reasonable std of english & fresh mind ba. but it can b quite mentally xiong lah.
thurs, went for a talk. it said must ve a balance in everything. nutritions, sleep, 'play', study for exams & fri, a prof oso said similar to tt in his last lect & tried to encourage us. i quite like this prof & his module. hope can do well for it. ^.^
balance for everything? shall i stay hm & study instead? but cousins b havin holi. & will i jus b too lazy & slp? cos if i go sch, sure for lunch, i'll jus eat biscuit, sandwich or even none. meanin, not much nutrition. ;p
last sem, i studied till almost gg haywire. woke up in middle of night thinkin late for exams & even aft exams ended, still wanted to wake up & study. is it cos i jus had study & no break?
somemore, i'd got history of dreamin of doing tutorial even in my sleep. so tt means i not even restin my brain when i'm asleep. & even got d ans which i cant even get when i'm 'awake'.
shall really ponder & see hw i shld make my study plan for this sem. but i still find gg out of hm & study more efficient. less distraction ba cos at hm, got everything. will walk ard. sighed...
oh ya. ytd, durin dinner, mum told dear tt i got weird habit of squeezin more lemon into my sugarcane drink, etc. cos i dun mind d sourness. in d end, he oso d same. oops. & i tot i weird person cos i follow my mum to eat laksa with mee instead of bee hoon. in d end, found out tt he oso d same & thr r other similarities too & seemed to be finding out more as time passed...
thurs, went for a talk. it said must ve a balance in everything. nutritions, sleep, 'play', study for exams & fri, a prof oso said similar to tt in his last lect & tried to encourage us. i quite like this prof & his module. hope can do well for it. ^.^
balance for everything? shall i stay hm & study instead? but cousins b havin holi. & will i jus b too lazy & slp? cos if i go sch, sure for lunch, i'll jus eat biscuit, sandwich or even none. meanin, not much nutrition. ;p
last sem, i studied till almost gg haywire. woke up in middle of night thinkin late for exams & even aft exams ended, still wanted to wake up & study. is it cos i jus had study & no break?
somemore, i'd got history of dreamin of doing tutorial even in my sleep. so tt means i not even restin my brain when i'm asleep. & even got d ans which i cant even get when i'm 'awake'.
shall really ponder & see hw i shld make my study plan for this sem. but i still find gg out of hm & study more efficient. less distraction ba cos at hm, got everything. will walk ard. sighed...
oh ya. ytd, durin dinner, mum told dear tt i got weird habit of squeezin more lemon into my sugarcane drink, etc. cos i dun mind d sourness. in d end, he oso d same. oops. & i tot i weird person cos i follow my mum to eat laksa with mee instead of bee hoon. in d end, found out tt he oso d same & thr r other similarities too & seemed to be finding out more as time passed...
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