had a very busy final week, attached to d lab. wed, busy till wish don take lunch, & no time go back office, no time drink water, no time go toilet. next day, friend comment say i more busy than staff & graduate student & was amazed i was doing 3 or more experiment at a single time.
busy till i can forget do certain things & thus, ended up going back later esp ytd. anw, i still got mayb 4 more days to go back to d lab to help. but i cant denied tt i'm exhausted, i was dehyrated. my legs & back esp lower back oso pain cos basically, no time sit s i'm constantly movin ard in d lab or ard d 3rd, 4th or 5th lvl. i doubt i can recuperate by mon when sch start.
tired i m but i will still strive on. i could choose to end attachment earlier but nvm lah. it might still benefit me if i cont my fyp thr. so for future sake, just chiong nw loh... & if got good impression, mayb can get job in d lab or get good appraisal/testimonial to enhance my resume wor. my previous testimonial was ages ago. at least like tt oso better chance to get job in future. think far & work for it though no pay for all d hard work nw.
well, i'm nw so lookin forward to oct, for another getaway. jus nw went natas fair. b gg batam durin term break. i think i'm addicted to getaway trip, dump away every worries, etc. get away fr everything. esp when parents not gg. haha.
no lah i no dump them. they oso b gg holi in early dec when i still got sch & b havin exam soon. tt time, aunt on leave so mum thought of takin a break & go holi w dad alone. so they were d one who wanna dump me but i don mind. at least i get d peace i need.
dear wanna go short trip & so ask me along & we had looked ard for quite a while le but went natas fair yet realized no diff at all for such short getaway. no perks no discount. so we just book thr.
frankly speakin, i do miss d previous getaway to melaka - a'famosa. actually, i could ve gone for another trip to bintan w lab friends but didn't cos too close le. jun go HK, jul go a'famosa, den if go, b aug go bintan. no income leh. cannot cannot. if i workin, & got pay, mayb i would go.
lab friends oso b gg climb mt kinabalu in sep/oct & asked me along but durin term time. cant go. previously they wanna go melaka town & asked me too but i gg a'famosa so not gg w them. anw, i been to d town area last dec le. they oso might wanna go penang, etc next yr & ask me along, shall see hw cos i shld b doin fyp then. my lab friends v happenin hor. kip gg holi but at least they no politics. nice to b w like tt & make work/research life so much bearable.
anw, today booked b4 ask parents. oops. anw, easier to ask since they oso wanna go holi. they might oso b gg 1day trip to melaka in early oct. jus gotta see if got space when date near near.
& again, thr were overseas bridal ppl thr fr taiwan. like previous, keep buggin us & tryin to talk to us. experience tt & so we tried our best to siam away till in d end, dear just said, 'married & taken photos le'. it's so funny since i noe his intention & d reaction of person who really stopped on track & keep quiet & leave us alone. it made me burst out laughin when we walked away. but tt really works to shoo them off. bugger. ppl go thr to look ard for tour la. not for d bridal shoots thingy la. & we gotta spend $4 ea wor. siao...
i'm nw so lookin forward to d trip. something to push me forward & strive more for the upcoming 7 weeks. at least i noe, i wont face d dead end like last sem jus b4 my term break whr i'd to skip class & go to a beach myself to cry & let it off & chill off. 休息是为了走更长的路... it's really true...
sch reopen wont b tt easy for me. study, help in lab for mayb 2x a week for 2 wks, & oso workin parttime durin long break till duno when. at least i'll get some income & hopefully i can get d bursary thingy though not much. at least tt amt can cover me for 1 mth to 2 mth if i don spend & eat exp lunch. i nw, usually only eat $1.8 - $2.5 for lunch.
anw, it's almost 12.30 am. shld go sleep le. super duper tired. i need to get s much sleep as possible or i'll 200% sleep in class.
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