graduation trip

sun, dear's cousin tempted me on graduation trip. v temptin but many things to consider. $$, duration, when, w who, whr...

don ve or wont ve much $$ left by den so... cant go far & long...

aft finish fyp, etc shld b ard jun & tt's peak period & so more exp but cant delay oso since oso need to get a job... either i go trip immediately or get a job immediately s i cant possibly stay hm & rot...

den w who? parents only allow me go w 3 of my sec friends or dear but if dear, den they might end up taggin along since it's sch holi & cousins' mum might take leaves. i don wanna get caught in between & get stress over thinkin of best plan & best iternary for them & not for me. if tt's d case, i would rather slog & work. at least i'm earnin $$ & so i would gain something rather than jus losin everythin.

if i can go w who i enjoy & whr i can have fun & etc, i would definitely b more than willin to go. i don mind eatin cheaper food nw to save up more but... wat r d chances like? frankly speakin, if i can go w dear alone, i think i would feel so much better than w parents too. tt famosa trip was fun. we nvr bother hw much we spend though we end up oso nvr spend tt much. at least no one was thr to grumble & show black face & end up i'm being accused to show black face. holi is meant to have fun, relax & enjoy & get away fr current lives & stress & not to add up more stress.

friend said 'rest is to walk further' but if d rest means to rot more at home or to go w charcoal face ppl, i rather not rest. i rather work & work & work. & dear told his cousin tt i hardcore cos all these while, i start work immediately aft exam, i start attachment immediately aft exam. & previously, i start work almost immediately aft i finish my poly exam oso. 家家有本难念的经...