jus back & had instant noodle as dinner as i didn't know what to get as dinner. what happened on d journey back made me cleared more of my wardrobe space. esp at d dress section & esp at d informal dresses part... well, b4 sem started, i alrdy threw a few pieces away & hide a few away but jus nw really hide d rest.
well, actually, wat happened i sort of expected it to happened yrs ago whenever mum buy those type of dresses or tops for me but it seemed like it's only within this 1 yr or so tt it really happened...
hmm... if u r still wonderin wat happen. well, today, in d mrt, thr was a lady who kept eye-in me & my bag & seemed v 苦恼 & ponderin & 'fi-git' (sry vocab weak, duno hw spell) ard & eventually stood up yet dare not tell me. all i can do was to pretend i nvr see anything & cont'd standin thr in d midst of d crowds & an uncle who was standin at d door went over to sit instead.
i believed tt was because of my loose fittin dress. last time, when mum say nice & wanna buy, i didn't wan cos i noe this may happen eventually as it would make 1 looks 'pregnant' even if not. & d worst thing is, wat mum bought was a yellow piece & she eventually went to get another blue piece so i got 2 pieces of tt. & tt was 1 of my cny clothes think last yr or so.
previously, think got 2 time w similar happening. once was w a doll dress but wat exactly happen i cant recall. think was ppl like friends or wat tell me.
& another time was after school in mrt w my friend & an uncle kept wantin me to sit & tt time, i wore a tube doll dress & was cold fr d LT so i wore cardigan oso.
thus, tt was y i remove those doll dress by either throwin those old old ones or to hide others. i nvr had problem w d loose dress i wore today so i nvr kept them but unsure of what to wear esp in d cold 'LT', to prevent havin cold knee, i wore tt dress with a 3/4 leggings & yet this happened today. haiz...
did i get too fat? but i doubt so. ppl keep sayin i slim a lot but i noe i got put back slightly recently but not tt obvious loh. seemed like i should go back to wear my skirt & top but i always lazy to go match lah. but aft clearnin my dresses, i basically left formal dresses. super not suitable wear to sch lah. i not tt vain loh though i noe not uncommon to those few in my cohort.
all i can hope is tt mum don go get anymore of those kind anymore. it's really v awkward to be caught in tt situation loh... made me feel so paiseh & yet i can only treat as if nothing happened... or mayb i should try look more nerdy & carry textbook in front of me? lol. mayb wear my blue spec, tie hair into pony tail or mayb like those village girl, pleat them up. lol. anw, i believed this wont happen again since i doubt i would wear those again. even if mum buy, i would think twice, think thrice, think super many times b4 i wear or mayb i shld jus tell her straight tt those she buy oso looks like for pregnant lady. but tell her she sure unhappy or even angry. haiz... shall see hw...
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