2nd doc

gettin more sick when i woke up this mornin. actually last nite oso.

last nite, aft take med, & slowly tidy up to go sleep, felt v 反胃 again. d stomach acid kept purgin up again n my head so heavy n blurry. it was only better if i laid down & it was hard to stay upright w/o feeling worse n worse so i quickly laid on my bed n sleep hopin today b better.

end up, still had d terrible painful throat, my throat is still swollen, i totally no voice. had to clear n clear throat n tried a couple of times b4 i can say something but in a v soft n coarse voice. n best part. i got terrible headache on my right side which spread to d eye thr & even movin my eye will hurt too. my body oso achin once a while here n thr fr within like fever but today my temp is within d norm range unlike ytd nite.

manage to go to sch in such state n ctrl not to cough too much in bus cos ltr ppl scare or not happy. n guess wat, in school i felt 反胃 again. esp worse if i stand. n my headache oso worse if i stand or made sudden movement. it's terrible.

like i said, certain experiment once started, had to cont'd till certain step. n since d experiment will take d whole day, i nvr listen to dear to see doc in d mornin which i really regret. yet cos of d experiment, i forced myself to finish till certain steps before i left to see doc cos i really cant take it. at times, i really wish to run to d washroom to vomit but d washroom is quite a distance away. can i last tt way for d whole day? n i oso can blackout for brief sec when i suddenly stand up. so i noe i cant cont'd n tot of gg sch medical ctr to see doc but surely got queue at tt time le. n it's a distance away too. n thinkin of gg back hm also make me 不知所措... i noe i can sleep but mum b worried n b thr niam-in... but sch oso no place for me to rest.

end up, luckily dear could go back early & so he came to pick me on d way & send me back to d clinic near home. n he was ard to accompany me n so mum nvr come niam so much. phew... tt's y i like it when he's ard. 耳根轻静.

anw, my 反胃 is due to d antibiotic given to me earlier by doc fr another clinic. i shall note down d name of d med cos it don suit me. given an almost full new set of medications n took after reach home. n aft a disturbin nap fr my cough, i felt much better. but initially, i could still experience d brief blackout when i suddenly stood up. n i got my voice back or at last it's so much better.