Tuesday, 8 February 2011

weird dreams

Not sure if it's cos of all d tensions/stress which i'd been gg thru. i had a really weird n eerie dream last nite.

dreamt tt i dreamt tt thr is some spirits/something not fr this world or so in my study rm & whichever corner i turned to or stand at in my study rm, i would b reminded of d dream w spirits & i would get d creep down my spine so i ended up quickly got out of d rm.

den i was at a place i not sure. a place which i had another family. i even had a bro. i ain't see dad. anw, mum was unhappy cos another plant had grown on her plant which she called 人字树. wat a weird name. & it was grown right in front of a fence. she went mad & chop off d whole plan. mum & i sense something not right & so we got bro out & somehw thr is a courtyard or garden right outside my hse.

n i can hear d eerie screechie sound fr 1 of d trees. s we passed by d tree to wanna get away fr d place, i saw & realized whr d sound came fr. it apparently came out fr a water sprinkler somewhr right at d top of d tree. so seein tt it was leaky, i was so relieved to know whr d sound came fr. cos it's not fr some spirit.

i was so relieved tt i nvr bother anything but since bro n i had to go somewhr (sch or wat), we asked if mum wanna drive us thr & she agreed immediately like wantin so much to get away fr d hse. in d end, s bro n i sat at d backseat while mum drove, she became really weird like being possessed. it was really scary but we can only stay inside d movin car.

i cant rmbr wat happened next but i noe soon aft, i was woken up by my 1st alarm. n i really duno hw to decipher my weird n eerie dream. mayb i too stress w study till in my mind it seemed like a monster to me. den d fence is like i'm being caged up w no freedom. n d possessed mum is like hw much i scare of my mum nw n a bro is mayb wat i'd been hopin for to protect me & share all d burden w me? & it oso seemed so coincidentally similar w my feelin for hm. wantin to get out yet wanna go back if it's safe.

though i cant decipher my dream, i still can managed to find link w my reality. so mayb it's really cos by my subconscious mind. it oso showed hw much i'm affected by d cold hard reality tt even in my dream, i can make up such a weird story.

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